hi :D I’m Jasmine and welcome to my tumblr! I try my best to make people cry here
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I write for JJK, Haikyuu!!, Obey Me (Brothers + dateables [excluding luke.]), Genshin Impact, and OHSHC (theres probs more fandoms I’m not thinking of so feel free to ask if you have one in mind thats not listed!)
I don’t write reader x haruhi (not because I dislike her in anyway, I just find her oddly difficult to write for)
I do not write smut
I mainly write angst!! But requesting fluff is absolutely fine! (lowkey shit at writing fluff too, but once again I’ll try my best !!)
I write headcannons, drabbles, and full fics <333
please remember that I am a highschool student and I don’t have time to be churning out fics, pls be nice and also know that my half years breaks aren’t me abandoning my fics, it’s just me dying in school LMAO
peeped a lil in the kr side of ncttwt and i think i might get lashings for this but i do understand why they feel upset at the news especially with what happened during the last day of the encore where they all cried out of no where causing the fans to worry and since its contract renewal season..
i dont even know where to start because it also left a little sour taste in my mouth because i didn’t and i don’t want to believe it. during the past few weeks i’ve already noticed that mark’s aura or energy feels off and not to mention people are actually mentioning it out right during encore season, all that was just the cherry on top
i just wished that they warned us sooner or something because this is huge news to the fans. most especially to the dreamzens who witnessed his initial departure with the graduation concept back in 2018. that alone was traumatic in a sense but 8 years later, it’s now permanent and it just reopened old wounds for nctzens who have been with nct since the beginning of time
yes i’m a little upset at how this was all handled especially because of the last day of encore but at the same time i’m happy for mark for choosing himself. 10 years of nonstop working for 300 days a year. 299792 groups and schedules. switching between u, 127 and dream. i know that wasn’t easy and this decision to leave isn’t exactly better
i’ll always love nct. i’ll always love mark. he has been a prominent figure in my life and like i always say, i’ll be in this nct shit for life til the day i die. i bleed green type shit
i just hope, wish and pray mark will be successful and happy with his life and i’ll miss him so fucking much in nct. nct will never be the same without him but life is still going on
Choosing your best friend (and the person you've had feelings for practically your entire life) over your brother is a troubling thing. But, Miya Atsumu feels little to no regret.
Sure, he feels a little bad when he thinks back to Osamu's defeated face when he left the cafe, and the way it was so evident that Osamu hadn't been sleeping well when he went to go pick up the rest of your things. But, (in his mind at least) this was not nearly enough of a punishment for what Osamu did to you.
Maybe, he's a little biased because he likes you more than a brother-in-law should, but it's only normal when you've been friends for that long...right?
Atsumu is having a dilemma.
The cards have been dealt in an odd way. A way that has never been dealt to him before. Should he fold, and back away from this opportunity? Or should he go all in, and take a chance, while betraying his brother?
How do you tell your best friend of years -who just so happened to break up with your identical brother- that you've been in love with them since you were children?
How, in the nicest way possible, do you tell them that you made a mistake in not confessing sooner and that you believe (know) that they chose the wrong brother?
Now shouldn't be the time for Atsumu to be thinking these things, but as he watches you an Suna play Mario cart together on the couch, legs over each others, throwing playful punches at each other whenever a banana peel or shell is thrown, he can't help but feel like he's going to mess up and miss his chance for a second time.
How is he going to do that though? Standing in the kitchen watching, he wonders if he should even try. Sure, you and him have gotten closer recently but it is most likely because you just sent divorce papers to his brother, and Atsumu is acting as the middleman.
Even if you've been friends for years, at some point, deep down, it has to bother you right? How could you see Atsumu's face and not think of Osamu?
All of these thoughts race through Atsumu's mind, constantly, it feels like he's been thinking about these things for years, but in reality, it's only been a couple months since you've moved in with him and Suna.
Sometime in the future, he'll muster up the courage to ask you to become more than friends, he thinks, as he walks back to his room to pack his bags for an upcoming volleyball trip. He's going to be out of town for the next week, at training camps, press conferences, and friendly games between clubs.
Maybe he'll take you to a nice dinner, or a late-night park trip after getting your favourite convenience store snacks, or perhaps he'll take you to a place you've always wanted to visit around the world.
-
After Atsumu's week-long trip, he feels like he's finally come to a conclusion, a solid way to confess how he's felt about you for the past 2 or so years of your lives.
He thinks, optimistically, that 'today is the day'. The day that fate will play out in his hands, you'll reciprocate how he feels, like it should have been from the start.
Today, however, is not that day. Atsumu comes to a harsh realization that fate will not always be on his side and that some things just really aren't meant to be.
Today is the day that Atsumu thought he would stop stressing about how he feels about you and his brother for the first time in months, finally tell you how he felt, and everything would play out nicely.
Today, Atsumu Miya entered his shared apartment to find Suna Rintarou planting a soft kiss on the top of your head as you fell asleep in his arms.
He feels his heart shatter in his chest, as he watches Suna rub your back, looking down at the way you lay on his chest.
Atsumu feels the same heartbreak that ripped his heart to shreds back when he was 15 and Osamu had just told him that he was taking you on a date.
He feels like time has stopped, as he just stands in the entryway of the apartment, watching, feeling his heart shatter into more and more pieces as the two of you continue to cuddle in the blissful unawareness that Atsumu is facing the second worst heartbreak of his life.
A vibration in his pocket shifts his focus back to reality, distracting him from the aching feeling in his chest. He reaches into his pocket and pulls his phone out, reading the text that was just sent to him.
"Hope you got home safe, rest up and make sure to stretch! Next practice is in two days, at 7 AM. :)" - Captian Meian
With a heavy heart, and a seemingly now even heavier body, Atsumu picks up his bags and begins walking towards his room, exchanging a quick 'hey' with Suna as he walks by.
He lets his eyes fill with tears the second his bedroom door shuts behind him. In the confines of his bedroom, he lets his tears roll down his face, staining his cheeks.
Unpacking his bags, he begins taking out all the gear from his bags and putting clothes he didn't end up wearing back into his closet. He does this mindlessly, feeling numb because of the ache in his chest.
When his hand bumps a white box that was tucked into the side of his bag. The numbness in his body fades, and the overwhelming feeling of heartbreak comes rushing back to him.
He picks up the box and feels over the ribbon that it's wrapped with to keep it closed. He picked your favourite colour to wrap it with when the clerks asked him if he had a preference in which ribbon they used,
He opens the box to reveal a necklace, one with a single simple charm, one that you had been talking about buying for yourself for months now.
With a defeated sigh, he closes the box, pulls open a drawer in his bedside table, and places it inside.
The box sits in his bedside table for months, collecting dust over time, the pristine white box becomes a dull grey. In all honesty, Atsumu had forgotten the box was even there.
That was, until he saw you wearing the same necklace that occupied said box months later.
"You finally got the necklace for yourself?" He asks, leaning against the kitchen wall as you grab glasses to place at the dinner table.
You smile up at him, with the same smile that he fell in love with back when you guys were kids.
Oh poor atsumu. He got his heart broken twice. He’s to good to say anything both times. He cares/cared for his brothers feelings and now suna’s. Also did Suna buy the necklace or steal it from atsumu? Oh and what’s Osamu been up too? Is he still miserable? Is he with the part timer he cheated with?
Hi i’m sorry I disappeared 😟😟 to answer the questions
Suna also bought the necklace, the one Atsu has is still in his bedside table
Osamu is still miserable but he can’t fire the part timer because of conflict of interest so he’s trying to fire her for other reasons (not going so well rn)
Thinking about coming back and maybe removing the completed part cause i got the juices flowing rn 🕺🕺
Hi! I wanted to know if you could tag me for future updates on your Osamu x Reader angst story! For some dumb reason I can’t comment but I love your style!❤️
ITS FINALLY OUT YAYYYYY!!!! Im pretty sure I tagged you, but if i didn't read here!
Choosing your best friend (and the person you've had feelings for practically your entire life) over your brother is a troubling thing. But, Miya Atsumu feels little to no regret.
Sure, he feels a little bad when he thinks back to Osamu's defeated face when he left the cafe, and the way it was so evident that Osamu hadn't been sleeping well when he went to go pick up the rest of your things. But, (in his mind at least) this was not nearly enough of a punishment for what Osamu did to you.
Maybe, he's a little biased because he likes you more than a brother-in-law should, but it's only normal when you've been friends for that long...right?
Atsumu is having a dilemma.
The cards have been dealt in an odd way. A way that has never been dealt to him before. Should he fold, and back away from this opportunity? Or should he go all in, and take a chance, while betraying his brother?
How do you tell your best friend of years -who just so happened to break up with your identical brother- that you've been in love with them since you were children?
How, in the nicest way possible, do you tell them that you made a mistake in not confessing sooner and that you believe (know) that they chose the wrong brother?
Now shouldn't be the time for Atsumu to be thinking these things, but as he watches you an Suna play Mario cart together on the couch, legs over each others, throwing playful punches at each other whenever a banana peel or shell is thrown, he can't help but feel like he's going to mess up and miss his chance for a second time.
How is he going to do that though? Standing in the kitchen watching, he wonders if he should even try. Sure, you and him have gotten closer recently but it is most likely because you just sent divorce papers to his brother, and Atsumu is acting as the middleman.
Even if you've been friends for years, at some point, deep down, it has to bother you right? How could you see Atsumu's face and not think of Osamu?
All of these thoughts race through Atsumu's mind, constantly, it feels like he's been thinking about these things for years, but in reality, it's only been a couple months since you've moved in with him and Suna.
Sometime in the future, he'll muster up the courage to ask you to become more than friends, he thinks, as he walks back to his room to pack his bags for an upcoming volleyball trip. He's going to be out of town for the next week, at training camps, press conferences, and friendly games between clubs.
Maybe he'll take you to a nice dinner, or a late-night park trip after getting your favourite convenience store snacks, or perhaps he'll take you to a place you've always wanted to visit around the world.
-
After Atsumu's week-long trip, he feels like he's finally come to a conclusion, a solid way to confess how he's felt about you for the past 2 or so years of your lives.
He thinks, optimistically, that 'today is the day'. The day that fate will play out in his hands, you'll reciprocate how he feels, like it should have been from the start.
Today, however, is not that day. Atsumu comes to a harsh realization that fate will not always be on his side and that some things just really aren't meant to be.
Today is the day that Atsumu thought he would stop stressing about how he feels about you and his brother for the first time in months, finally tell you how he felt, and everything would play out nicely.
Today, Atsumu Miya entered his shared apartment to find Suna Rintarou planting a soft kiss on the top of your head as you fell asleep in his arms.
He feels his heart shatter in his chest, as he watches Suna rub your back, looking down at the way you lay on his chest.
Atsumu feels the same heartbreak that ripped his heart to shreds back when he was 15 and Osamu had just told him that he was taking you on a date.
He feels like time has stopped, as he just stands in the entryway of the apartment, watching, feeling his heart shatter into more and more pieces as the two of you continue to cuddle in the blissful unawareness that Atsumu is facing the second worst heartbreak of his life.
A vibration in his pocket shifts his focus back to reality, distracting him from the aching feeling in his chest. He reaches into his pocket and pulls his phone out, reading the text that was just sent to him.
"Hope you got home safe, rest up and make sure to stretch! Next practice is in two days, at 7 AM. :)" - Captian Meian
With a heavy heart, and a seemingly now even heavier body, Atsumu picks up his bags and begins walking towards his room, exchanging a quick 'hey' with Suna as he walks by.
He lets his eyes fill with tears the second his bedroom door shuts behind him. In the confines of his bedroom, he lets his tears roll down his face, staining his cheeks.
Unpacking his bags, he begins taking out all the gear from his bags and putting clothes he didn't end up wearing back into his closet. He does this mindlessly, feeling numb because of the ache in his chest.
When his hand bumps a white box that was tucked into the side of his bag. The numbness in his body fades, and the overwhelming feeling of heartbreak comes rushing back to him.
He picks up the box and feels over the ribbon that it's wrapped with to keep it closed. He picked your favourite colour to wrap it with when the clerks asked him if he had a preference in which ribbon they used,
He opens the box to reveal a necklace, one with a single simple charm, one that you had been talking about buying for yourself for months now.
With a defeated sigh, he closes the box, pulls open a drawer in his bedside table, and places it inside.
The box sits in his bedside table for months, collecting dust over time, the pristine white box becomes a dull grey. In all honesty, Atsumu had forgotten the box was even there.
That was, until he saw you wearing the same necklace that occupied said box months later.
"You finally got the necklace for yourself?" He asks, leaning against the kitchen wall as you grab glasses to place at the dinner table.
You smile up at him, with the same smile that he fell in love with back when you guys were kids.
Omggg please don't tell me u stopped writing. I really want pt3 of rewibd tho i hope you are doing good in life.
I am very much alive! Just going through some things and working on academics cause my exams are coming up. Dw though! Pt3 exists in my drafts and is coming soon :)
everytime I write an ouran fic they end up in the rose garden (tamaki x reader requester, I'm writing for you rn, and yes, they're going to end up in the rose garden).
helloo!! I really liked the “love, your moon” story that you wrote. I was wondering if you’d make a second part? 🥺 You don’t have to if you want it to end like that though! I really like your writing style btw 💕
I have one planned but I'm writing the third part of Time!! I'll likely post the second part of love, your moon after that <333
i promise I did not drop time and rewind just to fall off the face of the earth. Once exams are over (25-31st of jan.) I will return!! part three is already near completion 🥰 please bear with me 😭
Whoever requested psrt 2 of Osamu Angst, it was a good idea and I approve. Also jasmine my precious child, you're doing amazing! Your stories never daily to make my day💗
i love and adore reading angst esp for haikyuu chars so you are my new favorite blog thank you❤️
you are so sweet <333
upcoming fics are continuation of osamu getting ripped up and an old atsumu fic thats been sitting in the dungeon for a while hehe
