I had this idea of J blowing up at V in like a mid way through full company setting floating around my head for a bit now
Where like J is being more open about regretting her actions and actively wanting to improve and talking with the other 3 in a healthier manor, but then V says just the wrong thing and it rubs J the wrong way who then flips the conversation towards V and how she also has some things to be addressed
[imagine a super healthy emotional conversation here]
V: āIām still a little shocked that this is the same J I was stuck with in that pod almost a completely different personā
J: ā that is rich coming from you, you went full psycho after earth and then it just apparently switched offā
V: ā yeah uhh it was my solution to the problem we were inā
J: āwhat do you mean by that? Was it all just an act ?ā
V: āyeah kinda I guess? i thought it would be easier to protect N from that mind virus thing that got him if i kept my distance and my best chance of getting through that nightmare saneā
J: ā you guess?! YOU GUESS?! Did u put any thought into how that would affect me? You didnāt even tell me?ā
J: āit HURT V, it hurt me allot, with Nās memory issues and what i thought was Cyn playing with your mind, i found myself in a pod with 2 strangers, i didnāt feel safe i felt abandoned, i know we werenāt massive friends at the manor but i thought we had at least a little bit of somethingā
V: āyou better not be trying to shift some blame onto meā
J: āIām not Iām just trying to convey the full weight of how that hit meā
[conversation continues or ends bleh bleh]
Ok so this is cringe BUT I hope itās conveying my idea in a way
(This is my first attempt at actually writing down something like this, all those creative writing exercises failed me this was way more difficult than I thought lmao)
Iām expanding from Jangst to some Vangst