shifting isn’t about putting in more effort but about having less tension. all shifting comes down to is an acceptance ritual. accepting that you are undeterred and unlimited.
so think of it like falling sleep. you don’t force yourself to sleep, because then it takes forever. you just let it take you. same applies with shifting.
and if you struggle with the forcing aspect, don’t lay down thinking “time to shift.” try to lay down with an “i’m gonna imagine my dr and vibe to go to sleep.” trust that your intention to shift has been set this whole time and keep it pushing. the moment you start thinking, “but what if i do this and it still doesn’t work,” redirect to “but what if it does? what if i allow it to be this easy? what if i take the chance?”
if you still feel resistance or like you’re forcing, you don’t have to imagine that specific dr. instead, do something to signal to your subconscious that you’re open. this could be talking to your inner child, saying an affirmation or meditating. doesn’t matter, just do as you wish. the point of all this is just to reframe the idea of putting effort in to shift.
i know many of you feel complacent in your journey when you’re told you don’t have to do anything. so this is for those who want to put effort in without creating resistance and still keeping things light.
remember: putting effort in doesn’t have to mean perfecting the steps to a routine or method. it can simply mean getting cozy and relaxed enough to let your subconscious drive you straight into your dr.
i love my men traumatized as much as the next gal but every time i see a clip of him in pain my heart drops to my stomach and i physically can’t take it
the pain goes from emotional to physical in milliseconds
i could not care less that someone has the same s/o as me. simply because i know for a fact that my version of him is not the same as their version of him, as much as someone would beg to differ
i’ve heard a couple of people discuss what "my" s/o is like in their DRs and it’s never accurate to my version of him, if that makes sense. he’s always described as someone completely out of character for it to be him yk?
in the worst case scenario, i wouldn’t get jealous per se, but rather judgmental towards their version of him—not in a mean way—but in a "my man would never do that" way, which is ofc completely valid ‘cause there’s obviously not just one version of him
this blog is so dead and those my grandma tech skills of mine aren't of any help whatsoever, but the sudden urge to spam post is growing by the secoooooond
as a non-smoker and someone who’s very against narcotics, i keep having these flashes of me being a smoker in my dr despite me having (strictly) scripted otherwise
idek where they’re coming from, but they are so consistent???
as a full time student who’s currently studying anatomy and physiology, i constantly think about spencer and how that bastard is so blessed to have an eidetic memory
THAT FUCKER (lovingly)
like lend me some of that pretty please
gonna shift and make him my personal tutor so that i have a guaranteed A
people are people, so why should it be , twilight dr
the moon is revealing itself like a pearl
aeons ago there once lived the kindly polyhymnia. an ancient greek princess & priestess of thessaly. a devout worshiper of the lady hecate. she practiced witchcraft even as she became a vampire. she had been a vampire whom was beloved across the world. polyhymnia could’ve brought peace between the two battling factions that were the volturi and the council. she was the happy wife of the vampire alessandro, a high-rank volturi member. tales were told of their love. polyhymnia was falsely killed during a raid on the volturi headquarters.
what’s it going to take to make you scream ?
sabran sullivan is the pearl of the veil, one of the few members born into the council. she was orphaned alongside her older brother, casimir, when she was a mere babe. she reigns as the adoptive daughter of mylitta & being the main representative of the department of unidentified creatures. generally known to be shy to strangers & carrying a love for the colors purple and blue. mylitta describes her as a restless soul.
𝗀𝗈 𝗈𝖿𝖿 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎, I’l𝗅 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐫.
people also call her: judge, jury, executioner. sabran is known to have little to no patience for lies. she is merciless during trial, if she is appointed judge in it. if you have a death wish, sabran is already knocking on your door. many think her to be sinister and merciless. yet she guides the lost souls with great care and something that borders on softness. she’ll either doom you or save you, depending on her opinion on you. beware miss sullivan.
band t-shirts are a must, you’ll catch me wearing them all the time. two major essentials: leather & denim jackets. got a bunch of striped pieces, can’t resist them. i absolutely love denim pieces. forever a classic. can’t go wrong with them. then we got my sporty jackets, the perfect comfy + laid-back but still put together look.
bottoms
skirts skirts and more skirts… i don’t think i need to say i love skirts, right? as you can see again, we got even more denim pieces, not a surprise it’s literally the 80s. during summer, you’ll spot me wearing shorts all the time, particularly my beloved pair with the red star patch on the side. and then we have nothing more than casual jeans, just simple and easy.
shoes & extras
my sneakers, my usual go-to shoes, depending on the look i’m going for. i love boots with a slight heel but in particular, i love my cowboy boots, my signature shoes. got a big collection of belts because it just makes sense. something else i’m obsessed with is my newsboy caps. wear them everywhere. as a music addicted i need to have my portable cassette player with me at all times. it became an accessory atp. the sunglasses that complete every look. and last but not least, my watch. because a girl’s gotta keep track of time.
your consciousness is not physically bolted to this reality. if it were, you wouldn't have dreams, you wouldn't hallucinate, you wouldn't even be able to visualise a beach
every single time you imagine anything, that's proof your awareness can move
the brain cannot distinguish between imagined and real stimuli
this is literally the foundation of sports psychology, trauma recovery, even hypnosis. your body responds to what your mind accepts
multiverse theory and infinite timelines and particles reacting to observation and particles being in two places at once. YES. reality surprisingly is not a fixed hallway. it's. like. a soup
it is a vibrating probability field where everything exists at once and your assumptions decides which apple you'll be plucking from the tree
you don't wake up every day aching for a dream unless that dream is real somewhere. yearning is evidence
no one cries for a lie this hard. no one builds entire worlds from scratch unless the blueprint is embedded in their soul
you are a shifter because you remember something the rest of the world forgot
so even when you feel yucky, even when you're numb and weird and shaky and done, you're still you. and they're still yours. and the world is still waiting and and this is not the end.
decide the fact you want. don't check if it has happened. et voila.
i , how 2 decide a fact
pick an outcome in either present / past tense. you can then say this either out loud or in your head, but it doesn't matter.
i got into x.
my skin is clear.
i have shifted.
i got a text back.
money is easy for me.
ii , the don't check policy
checking = testing, timing, stalking, measuring, asking for signs, mentally poking to see if the needle has moved.
not checking = not giving doubts weight, if your brain reaches for it, you answer with the fact and return to what you were doing.
but what if i get negative thoughts? ❜
you say that regardless that doubt, you still have it. and so you keep living on. and if you accidentally check, that's fine. it's already handled unless you decide it isn't.
handling the three usual hiccups
❛ i don't feel it , that's alright, because feeling isn't required. a decision, even one, is always enough. let your emotions catch up later.
❛ i keep changing my outcome , the urge to tinker is just giving your 3d / cr more weight. but as always, you can say that regardless that, you're where you want to be.
❛ i check, check, check my 3d , say that it has already happened, touch grass, either literally or figuratively, and move on.
tiny faq
❛ do i need a technique or method? no. of course not. the technique is deciding and moving on.
❛ do i need belief first? no. belief often solely arrives after the result since your brain sees it and decides it's true. so get there before your brain and be your own faith.
❛ can i decide that deciding works? very much yes. meta facts and their wonders.
❛ what if i want multiple things? then decide you have them all. you can. you always can.
˚➶┊｡˚ we trade each other’s bracelets—more specifically, i steal spencer’s watch. i either "forgot" mine or just want to feel close to him, so i take it off his wrist, usually (always) at work. he doesn’t mind. in return, he takes one of my hair ties or a bracelet. we always end up wearing something of each other’s
˚➶┊｡˚ once a week (literally scheduled into our lives now), spence shows me a magic trick. It started on some random tuesday and became a whole tradition. i go absolutely feral every time because he refuses to tell me how he does them. i’ve tried everything to get it out of him, but he’s so annoyingly stubborn. but trust, i'll get it out of him....one day
˚➶┊｡˚ we read together a lot, usually curled up on the couch in complete silence. sometimes we show each other something funny or weird from the book, but mostly it’s very peaceful
˚➶┊｡˚. spencer reid is the lightest sleeper known to mankind. if i even think about moving, he’s awake and asking where i’m going or what i need. so, if i’m hungry or can’t sleep, i just wake him up in middle of the night.
he genuinely doesn’t mind and he end up doing the most random things at 4am and proceed to go to work as over-caffeinated zombies
˚➶┊｡˚ when we bake—correction: when i bake—spencer’s on cleaning duty. he’s also glued to my side the entire time—arms around me, helping me not forget anything. it’s like emotional support dishwashing
˚➶┊｡˚ on the rare occasions either one of us is stressed—like before a meeting—we sit together and talk it out. practicing together is so helpful and grounding, since we’re literally each other’s biggest fans
˚➶┊｡˚ when reading a book, we annotate it with little thoughts, notes, jokes, or questions for the other to find. then the other reads it and adds more comments. it’s so personal and sweet. we end up having little conversations inside the pages.
this is of course because we can’t read the same book at the same time, because spencer reads at the speed of light—and is the king of spoilers—so i always read a book we’ve both had an eye on first, then he reads it afterwards
˚➶┊｡˚ when i’m too lazy to do practice makeup on myself, i do it on spencer. he was skeptical at first, but now he’s used to it (and it’s also good practice for when our future girl begs him to play with makeup when I’m not home).
usually i sit on his lap while i do it, and he just stares at me the whole time like i’m the most hypnotizing thing he’s ever seen. he looks so pretty when i’m done, it actually kills me
˚➶┊｡˚ we often have “snack experiments” where we try weird food combos and rate them. he writes our findings down like a scientific journal. we’ve also tried horrifying pregnancy cravings, not a very fun experience—coming from the pickiest eater on earth. spencer, though, feels otherwise
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