how did I get here

your local artist and probably under qualified news reporter 15 message me anytime!!

[peanutnonut]

Intro post (I forgot to do this earlier)

Hii welcome to my blog I post art and other random stuff!

My name is Ivy or jay

they/them

Birthday- February 11th!! I'm 15 currently!

I into stuff like marble hornets, creepy pasta, chiikawa, fnaf, poppee the performer, ace attorney, anything paranormal, marvel(heavily x men), DC, and anything really!

I'm trying to get into every man hybrid, sonic, debate, tribe twelve, more slenderverse stuff in general, comic making, probably more stuff I'm forgetting

I would absolutely love to have more mutuals so feel free to message me anytime, I love yapping and listening to others yap

[peanutnonut]

Being more fem presenting after never doing that is so strange I own a total of 2 skirts and I feel strange wearing dresses I dont know im gonna get used to it at some point until then does anyone have any tips on how to look/feel more fem? I really dont know what im doing and I feel crazy silly 😿

[shesanonymousfornow]

I love non-sexual intimacy.

Like let me sit your lap with your hands on my waist while I talk your ear off about something stupid that I just feel like telling you about. Let me play with your hands. Let me run my nails along your muscles to relax you. Lay your head in my lap while I scratch your head so you can fall asleep. Let’s cuddle while we watch tv at night in a dim lounge room with only the soft light of a lamp. Let me brush your hair and play with it. Let me literally just exist in your space.

[peanutnonut]

I WANT A GIRLFRIEND SO BAD 💔

LIKE YEA I WILL BAKE FOR YOU I WILL MAKE LITTLE DRAWING AND PAINTINF OF YOU I WILL MAKE YOU GIFT BASKETS RANDOMLY I WILL STAY UP WITH YOU WHEN YOU NEED ME ILL MAKE YOU THINGS THAT REMIND ME OF YOU ILL GET YOU FLOWERS ILL CLEAB YOUR ROOM ILL MAKE YOU LUNCH ILL WRITE YOU PARAGRAPHS SAYING HOW I LOVE YOU ILL DO ANYTHING PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I HAVE TOO MUCH LOVE AND NO WHERE TO PUT IT 😿

[peanutnonut]

The very rare occasions that people show intrest in me im etheir treated like a man or just straight up s3xualized I dont even know anymore bro like I will never win ref let me out of the game

[peanutnonut]

I feel like im larping being a fem presenting teen like ive never been on a date, I've never been to a dance, never been asked out to a date or a dance, never dated anyone, no one's ever had a crush on me, i dont have that many friends, im barley learning how to do make up. I dont know maybe I should just go back to being masc I just didnt feel that happy then I dont know what im doing ive never had my first anything while there's teens younger then me who already did all their first things i dont know if there's something wrong with me or if this is normal i dont know I just feel like a freak, I feel bad for how badly I want to be in a relationship I want to be asked out i wanna go on dates I wanna do normally teen stuff with my girlfriend but maybe I want it too badly and that makes me gross i dont know 💔

[peanutnonut]

Are you interested in joining an art server? You might like want to check out riifushi she's a small time youtuber with a small but dedicated group of artists in their discord. Could be a cool place for you to get feedback on your art if you want.

I haven't given it too much thought but it would probs be a good idea so ill check it out!! Thank u:D

[peanutnonut]

Would sitting in the mall and drawing get me a girlfriend or will I just look like a loser how does one go about this i wanna look cool

[peanutnonut]

Dang your art is super cute! Good work!

AHH thank u so much that reminds me i need to post more on here, ur so insanely nice thank u for everything

[nosoyunaaaalien]

Marble hornets but anime uwu

You can tell I never drew in this style it looks so bad bro

Process for the drawings below

Link to the YouTube speedpaint: https://youtu.be/1QOku94sEDM?si=Wo48EmRjauIZY5RH

[peanutnonut]

Im thinking about trying to lucid dream or something im not sure, im just gonna see if I can try to talk to that girl i keep seeing, I mean regardless ill probably see her shes been in every dream every night for the last 2ish weeks I think. If anyone has any tips please do share!!

[peanutnonut]

I keep seeing this girl in my dreams I dont really know much about her she's beautiful and she seems so kind and cool. I dont know how to explain it she seemed like an actual person I dont know maybe im crazy or something can you meet people in your dreams I dont know maybe its nothing

[peanutnonut]

The hiplet shit on tiktok pissess me off literally both sides none of you fully know what your talking about

Saying its a preference when you dont actually know what a preference is pmo a preference is what YOU PREFER it is NOT the deciding factor of if you'll date someone PLEASE open a dictionary and go outside this is STUPID and then I hear the reason of "well its how those darn women treat shorter men 🤓" if a girl is not dating you because of your height MOVE ON!!! i can ASSURE YOU thats actually pretty rare, if a girl PREFERS taller guys that doesn't mean she wont date a short one PLEASE open a dictionary or go outside or anything please learn how to use terms correctly i have an idea let's make a new stupid ass buzz word its dictionarylet its for people who make dumb ass terms and don't know what their talking about and no this doesn't only go for the men

[peanutnonut]

Update ts getting posted TOMORROW at the latest wont lie its not that intresting of a video but trust itll get better, any and all arg tips are welcomed

Also I purposefully made jay a very strange kinda cringe individual you are supposed to think their a loser

[peanutnonut]

Im thinking about SLIGHTLY changing the idea for my arg (that ive added lowkey nothing to in the past year) itll probs be updated really slow but trust ill lock in right meow a new slightly better or worse video will be posted soon(Sunday probs)

[gummybird]

Happy pride everybody!

[peanutnonut]

If you live in Tucson (or anywhere for that matter) you've probably seen at least a dozen of kb homes or other housing areas being built recently. Most people would think nothing of it and go on with their day, but these housing developments effect citizens more then you may know.

Housing developments such as Kb homes are HOA's and private communities, which obviously are insanely expensive. Unfortunately for many, living next to a private community can also raise your housing price. During an already expensive time in life, it's blatantly unfair to pay more simply because you live next to a place that just got built. Alongside rent going up so will utilities, things such as water and electricity will be getting used at a higher rate due to more people now being in that area.

Another thing to consider with cost going up, temperature and environment. Many of these housing developments take empty land to turn into houses. Extra housing is expected to heat up these areas anywhere from 3.5 to 9.5 degrees every year. Hotter temperatures will mean more water used to cool down almost everything, the less water there is the more limited access to clean water can become. Not only will this effect us but it will also begin to wipe out the wildlife. On the note of how the wildlife will be effected, many native species will begin to lose habitats from land being taken. The loss of habitat will begin to cause higher rates of extention to these species, which will wreck the ecosystem in these areas.

With all of these consequences said, It's obvious that expansions of these communities not only is unnecessary but can also destroy the environment and make prices skyrocket.

What can YOU do?

There's many different ways you can try to help and stop these projects!

1. Contact your mayor, governor, and senate!!

2. Organize, protest, make a petition.

3. Share information with your community! Share how these constructions can cause many issues!

And remember, no matter how insignificant your voice may seem. YOU can make a difference.