telling dreams from one another.

"for truth is precious and divine, too rich a pearl for carnal swine." pearl walsh, twenty three

[sulenurxx]

[legendarilylizzy-deactivated201]

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[legendarilylizzy-deactivated201]

Sorry I’m bawling all over you. I’m Lizzy, it’s nice to meet you, but you might not want to be friends with me. There’s a lot of people who don’t like me here.

[pearl-walsh]

No, don't apologize. I don't mind your tears at all. I want to be friends with you, I'm not that narrow minded. Everyone needs someone to cry to, to talk to.

[southsiide]

Not at all. Are you?

[pearl-walsh]

Only when I feel like it.

[legendarilylizzy-deactivated201]

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[legendarilylizzy-deactivated201]

I don’t have any idea. It’s certainly been for me. You’re right, it’s useless to try and change someone or to ask them to change. Either you love them the way they are or you don’t. I just- there was so much I would have given up just to have him be the person I wanted him to be, but I just have to accept that’s not who he is…. That hurts. I don’t want it to, but it does. 

[pearl-walsh]

On the bright side, you have one more friend to help you get through things--I'm Pearl.

[southsiide]

I’m not too concerned if you judge me or not.

[pearl-walsh]

I'm not going to, it's rude.

You're not, uh, human, are you?

[legendarilylizzy-deactivated201]

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[legendarilylizzy-deactivated201]

You are an excellent hugger.

He’s a vampire, he doesn’t have his humanity on. Thanks for the offer, but I wouldn’t want you to get hurt. I just- I wanted him to be different so bad, ya know?

[pearl-walsh]

What is with the vampires lately? Is February just a bad month for them? I just want everyone to be happy. I know what you mean... but sometimes people are just the way they are. The best thing to do when they don't make you happy is turn the other cheek, and move on. You're in charge of your life, no one else is. Trust me, I used to be in a similar situation, and then I realized that people let you down, and that you don't need someone to make yourself happy. There's so much better things to be hung up over in life. Things like where you're going to travel, if you're going to skydive, maybe even what you're ordering at Starbucks if that's what you're into.

[legendarilylizzy-deactivated201]

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[legendarilylizzy-deactivated201]

Thanks, I needed that.

Um, I feel like I just got the crap beat out of me, but I also feel like I deserved it so…. 

[pearl-walsh]

Anytime, I am good at hugs.

Do you want me to kick someone's butt, they'll never see it coming. I have the face of a mouse, but the fury of a wild panther guaranteed. 

[legendarilylizzy-deactivated201]

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[legendarilylizzy-deactivated201]

Yeah, um. 

Well maybe not really.

[pearl-walsh]

I'm sorry, I don't know you, but I'm going in for the hug anyways.

Wanna talk about it? I don't judge.

[gcdspridearchive]

Cheers!

[pearl-walsh]

I'd ask you to share, but that's tacky... so, uh, why are you drinking? Rough day?

[adamagednightmare-deactivated20]

Something’s wrong - something’s very wrong — Where is she? Where is she?!

[adamagednightmare-deactivated20]

[pearl-walsh]

Sh, sh, calm down, OK? What happened? What's going on?

[legendarilylizzy-deactivated201]

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Oh, God. What have I done?

[pearl-walsh]

Are you OK?

[southsiide]

I can’t be trusted. I’m really bipolar. I kill people. I’m a disappointment, too.

[pearl-walsh]

Kill people? I promise I'm trying really hard not to judge. I really am. I'm really in no place to judge anyways.

[southsiide]

Why’s that?

[pearl-walsh]

I'm unreliable, moody, and a major disappointment to both of my parents... and that's really low because one of them is dead.

What about you? Why are you crappy?

[southsiide]

I’m pretty shitty.

[pearl-walsh]

Hey, you know what? So am I.

[southsiide]

I wouldn’t go that far.

[pearl-walsh]

Why not?

[southsiide]

Really? Cool.

[pearl-walsh]

Mhm. You are exceptional.

[southsiide]

Don’t tell me what to do.

[pearl-walsh]

I have decided that I like you.