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JUST WHAT I ORDEREDD😍

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I need an edit on my desk immediately of hollanov first meeting but when they shake hands it flashes all of their future memories together and then cuts back to their handshake. AHHHHH ok I had to get that off my chest.

(If I had any editing skills whatsoever I would make this myself but unfortunately I do not)

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All creds to the creator of this tik tok (@igomia08secret) but I IMPLORE someone to write this for ao3 oh my god. It’s been stuck in my head for weeks

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DONT BE MAD I have another one… Thank you for your service if you have threads and can find this for me😖 I cannot download threads bc I am trying so hard to stay off socials (not here ofc). Again, thank you!!!!!

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Can anyone find this fic for me?? I literally cannot find it anywhere and i don’t wanna have to download threads😭 PLEASE AND THANK YOU!! If you can find this I owe you my life

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I am genuinely so sorry for being so slow on updating Happenstance and other requests 😖 PLEASE forgive me!!!! I really have been in a funk recently with writing and I don’t want the next chapter to be complete shit. Or any fics I write for that matter so I’m trying to allow myself to be in a non-writing mood until it hits me (it always does). Thank you for the patience and love. I appreciate it so much. Also, kind words in my inbox are always GREATLY welcomed and appreciated…. especially in times like this when I’m not feeling confident enough to write 💓

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Happy GALentines lovelies❤️💓

enjoy a valentines esque collage of some very beautiful men🤭

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Happenstance IV

A/N: Hi! I am extremely sorry for being so MIA. Thank you for the patience. I promise I see your messages in my inbox!!!! I hope you all enjoy this chapter and as always, please leave any feedback or things you’d like to see in future chapters!

Best man!Austin x Maid of honor!Reader

Tag list: @wiseyouthinfluencer COMMENT TO BE ADDED TO TAGLIST!!

Warnings: possible grammatical errors (SIA), cursing, ANGSTTT, sorry if I missed anything!!

…..

You sat on the edge of the bed with your head in your hands. This cannot be happening.

Austin came closer rubbing slow circles on your back.

“It’s gonna be okay. We just need to explain to her what’s happening” Austin said reassuringly.

“What exactly is happening?” This was the question your mind had been begging since this whole wedding week started. You never asked Austin if he thought this was something more than a hookup. You figured now would be the perfect opportunity.

“Well I..” Austin trailed off and paused. He removed his hand slowly from your back and sat against the headboard.

“Austin answer me. What is this? What are we doing?”

“I don’t know”

That was not the answer you were looking for. You’d half expected him to say he feels the same way you do but this answer sounded more like Austin.

“Okay”

That was all you could muster up the courage to say. You stood to your feet and walked out the door without another word. What you didn’t see was Austin throw his head back against the bed. He was equally as frustrated with the way he handled things. In his mind, he’d rather be the one to do the hurting than be hurt. Not knowing how you really felt made him feel like he had to act casual even though nothing about the feelings he had for you were casual.

You slammed your door and immediately fell to the floor against it. As you lay on your side and sobbed into your hands you wondered why you let this happen. Why did you give into Austin and let yourself feel what you’d tried to push down for so long? The question plagued your mind.

You heard a hesitant knock at the door. You immediately thought that it had to be Austin. Until a voice reached your ears.

“Y/N?” Janie.

You stood to your feet and opened the door with tear stained cheeks and bloodshot eyes.

“Oh Y/N come here” Janie opened her arms as she walked into your room and shut the door. She held you while you cried into her chest.

“I’m sorry for storming out this morning and getting mad. I was just shocked and-“

You cut her off. “Janie he doesn’t even feel the same way I do” You cried harder against her.

Deep down, Jane always knew you had feelings for Austin. You thought it wasn’t obvious but it was. To everyone but Austin apparently. Even Nate had raised questions about the way you spoke to Austin differently than the rest of the guys. Or the way you’d get his favorite drinks when you knew he was coming over. Or how you’d always take his side when everyone was fighting about what movie to watch. Subtle, but it was always there.

“Yes he does” Jane said it so matter of factly you almost believed it.

“I asked him what this was and he said he doesn’t know”

Jane wiper your tears from under your eyes and smiled sympathetically at you.

“Y/N Austin isn’t a wordsmith I think we all know this by now” you laughed quietly. “But he really does love you. Ask Aaron”

“He loves me like a friend. There’s a difference” you stood up and paced the room.

Janie sat there quietly. What you said wasn’t exactly wrong. Yes of course Austin loved you. But no one was exactly sure if it was the same type of love you had for him. Even Jane had no idea. She was really trying to cheer you up but she didn’t want to get your hopes up either.

“You can never be too sure” Jane got up and grabbed both your hands. She smiled sadly and pulled you into a hug.

“Whatever happens I’m always going to be your best friend and love you forever. If Austin can’t see how amazing you are then he was never worth your love in the first place”

It all sounded so comforting but what Jane didn’t understand is that she had her prince prince charming. She was getting married tomorrow and would eventually have her own family. Obviously you would remain best friends, but she had her person. You didn’t. You wanted so badly for that person to be Austin. Being apart of this wedding made you crave having your own. But apparently it just wasn’t in the cards for you.

“Love you Janie”

You both hugged and Jane left your room. You both had to get ready for the rehearsal dinner. This was going to be interesting. You promised Austin to stand with him while he did his speech tonight and tomorrow. Fat chance of that happening now.

…..

Once everyone was done getting ready you all met in the kitchen for a couple drinks. The dinner started at 7 so you still had an hour. As you stood in the kitchen talking amongst everyone, you watched as Austin approached the doorway. Your breath hitched at the sight of him. He had on a black collared shirt and black pants. Even dressed like he was going to a funeral he looked so fucking hot. You tried to hide your red cheeks by starring down at the countertop.

“Caroline I need another shot”

“You’ve had like 4” Caroline set the glass down in front of you.

“I have not!” You slammed the shot and set the glass back on the counter.

“She’s starting to lose track. It’s all downhill from here” Nate said as everyone laughed. Everyone except Austin. He stood there awkwardly and smiled at the joke.

“We should start heading out there yeah?” Jane wrapped her arms around Aaron’s shoulders. They were so perfect it was almost sickening. You were so incredibly jealous. They could never know that though.

“Yes we should. My wife says we need to go so get your asses moving”

“Not your wife yet” Austin said giving Aaron a shove. Ahh he speaks. You thought he’d gone mute since this morning.

…..

The dinner was like any other boring event full of menial conversation and mediocre drinks. Nothing was as strong as what you needed right now. Once it came time to give the speeches, you stood up and clinked your glass.

You introduced yourself and gave your spiel about growing up with Jane, meeting Aaron, knowing they were soulmates from the start, blah blah blah blah blah. Once you finished your speech and induced tears from several people, you gave Jane and Aaron hugs and took your seat.

Austin had decided last minute to save his speech for the big day. Saved by the bell you thought. You had another speech prepared for tomorrow with several highly embarrassing visual aids from you and Jane’s childhood. It would be a lot better than the one you just gave that’s for sure.

The night progressed more painfully than you’d thought it would. Awkward glances with Austin who was sat directly across from you. Go figure. Other than that the whole night was so uneventful you almost fell asleep at the table. Eventually, you all went back up to the house. Everyone stayed in the living room talking on the couch but you began to make your way upstairs.

“I’ve kinda got a headache so I think I’m gonna call it a night”

“Aww now I won’t have my game partner!” Jane sat against the couch crossing her arms over her chest.

“You have Aaron weirdo. Goodnight!” You laughed and walked up.

As you went into your room and began undressing you heard their laughs from downstairs as they played board games. You were sad to miss out but being alone upstairs was better than spending another second around Austin.

“I think I’m gonna head up to bed too. Goodnight guys” Austin stood up from the floor and set his cards down.

“Mmhm going to bed. I bet that’s what you’re going up there for” Aaron made air quotes and laughed along with everyone else.

“What’s that supposed to mean” Austin was beginning to get mad. Being the butt of the joke after all he’d done for Aaron and Jane’s wedding week was not ideal.

“Oh nothing. Go get em tiger!” The boys all whistled and laughed. Jane sat there quietly smiling when Aaron looked at her.

“Fuck you Aaron. You have no clue what you’re talking about” Austin began to raise his voice.

“Dude you’re so in love with her it’s completely blinding you”

“Y/N? I’m not fucking in love with her. What the hell would make you think that?” Austin yelled in response.

“Whatever man. Go to bed then I don’t give a shit. I’m just stating a fact” Aaron shrugged and took a sip of his beer. Jane was looking at the ground in agony from all this tension.

“I don’t know what I have to say to make you believe me but I do not and will not ever love Y/N. Not like that at least” With that Austin stormed up to his room. You had been making your way to brush your teeth when you heard all the yelling. You stopped in the hallway and listened to the entire thing.

Once Austin reached the top of the stairs he saw you standing there silently with tears flowing down your face.

“Y/N I didn’t mean it I-“

You hurried into the bathroom and locked the door. You sat on the top of the counter and stared at the wall. The tears were coming down your face but you were completely silent.

“Y/N please open the door” Austin spoke from the other side.

You didn’t respond but instead brushed your teeth and washed your face. Once you finished, you unlocked the door and made your way to your room. Austin took a step back to let you walk by and looked at you confused. Your calmness was scaring him.

“Say something please” He blocked the doorway of your room not allowing you to shut the door.

“Goodnight Austin” You stood there and smiled at him.

“Please say something. Yell at me, hit me, anything just say something”

“Goodnight Austin. I’m closing the door now” you grabbed his hand off the door frame and put it by his side. You shut your door and locked it so he couldn’t come in.

The tears followed shortly as you laid down and pulled up the covers. Tomorrow being the wedding meant you had to be in close proximity with him the entire day. Walk down the aisle with him, greet people, sit at the head table with him. Every waking moment of tomorrow would be spent in close proximity to him. So you wanted tonight to be the opposite. Tomorrow would be painful enough. You didn’t need to make it worse and torture yourself anymore today.

Austin stood at the door for a moment longer before cursing under his breath and retreating to his room. He sat on the edge of his bed thinking about how badly he’d fucked this up. Everything he said was complete bullshit. He was just too prideful to tell everyone the truth. Especially while he was being made fun of.

He wished you were laying next to him. The way you smell. The way you fit perfectly against his side. Everything about you was so perfect. He knew he needed to talk to you. Since you wouldn’t let him in the door, the only way to talk to you was over text.

You were mindlessly watching a movie when you heard your phone ding. You slowly turned it over to reveal who had texted you.

Aus: I’m so sorry. I did not mean what I said. Please talk to me.

You stared at your phone for a moment longer. You began typing angrily before deleting every last word and setting your phone back on the nightstand. Austin was not going to get what he wanted. He needed to try a little harder than that.

Austin watched as the typing bubble disappeared. He threw his phone down aggressively and buried his face in the pillow. Maybe tomorrow would be a better day. Maybe you would forgive him and everything would go back to normal.

Or not. That seemed to be a higher possibility.

…..

A/N: I hope you all enjoyed this chapter. I LIVE for the angst!!! 😉😜

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Happenstance III

A/N: Hi everyone! Thank you for your patience. I have been in such a funk this week with writing. I’ve been drowning in uni work while simultaneously thinking about this series during class every day😫 I hope you all enjoy! Please leave any feedback or things you’d like to see in future chapters! And as always, send requests💖

Best man!Austin x Maid of honor!Reader

Tag list: @wiseyouthinfluencer

Warnings: possible grammatical errors (SIA), cursing, kissing, oral (f receiving), protected sex, dirty talk, fingering, p in v sex, slight aftercare, the very beginning of some best friend angst, sorry if I missed anything!!

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The sound of your alarm made you want to crawl into the mattress and never come out. The headache that rang through your skull had you thinking there was an earthquake inside your head. Every hangover you’ve ever had you tell yourself “I won’t do this again” yet here we are. Turning over, your stomach churned. The last thing you needed was to feel sick all day. You put on the TV and curled into a ball. If you went back to sleep for another hour you’d be fine. Right?

10:37

That’s what the clock read as you sprang awake.

“Fuck! Why did no one wake me up??” You jumped to your feet and threw on a hoodie. It paired nicely with your underwear because your hangover brain didn’t remind you to put pants on. You ran downstairs to find no one. The house was silent as the floor creaked beneath you. You peered around the living room and into the kitchen. Not a soul in sight. You quickly realized that everyone must’ve had the same alcohol induced coma as you.

After grabbing a glass of water and a piece of toast, you were on your way back upstairs. The warm bed you just came from was feeling more tempting by the second. Right as you were about to reach the top of the stairs a door opened. Austin’s door. Of course he would be the only person to wake up right when you’re in the hallway with no pants on.

“Shit I’m sorry I um-“ Austin said covering his eyes, flustered.

“It’s fine Austin. You’ve seen me in a bikini have you not?” You asked coyly.

“Uh yeah I guess”

You stared at one another for a moment before you both began to speak.

“Why don’t-“ “Do you”

“You first” Austin replied standing with his arms crossed over his chest.

“Okay um. Do you remember last night at all?” You bit your lip as the question escaped you.

“Well that’s a hard hitting question. I was just gonna ask why you don’t have pants on” You both laughed. Your eyes were begging him to answer your question. Hoping and pleading with him to remember and feel the same way you do about what happened.

“But to answer your question last night is pretty fuzzy. I remember dancing and drinking obviously. But after Aaron and Janie went upstairs I don’t recall much” he admitted. He felt like there was something crucial he was missing here but every memory was a blurr.

“Oh um okay” you looked down at your feet and played with the rings on your fingers.

“Is there something I should be remembering? Because I feel like there is”

You looked up at him with concern written all over your face. Loss of words was an understatement right now. Should you tell him and risk him regretting it all? Or should you not say anything and let him be in the dark about what took place?

“Is the patio couch ringing any bells?” You asked hoping he’d remember without you going into detail. That’s when it hit him. You guys had kissed.

“Ah I think it’s coming back to me now. I remember you wanting to tell me a secret”

Asshole. Of course that’s the only fucking part he remembers.

“I honestly couldn’t tell you what it was. I don’t remember” you were lying but he didn’t have to know that.

“I also remember you on my lap”

All of the color drained from your face. Why did he have to remember anything?

“I also vaguely remember kissing you”

God damn it

“And you grinding on me. And moaning as we-“

“Okay okay I get it you remember everything” you cut him off and threw your hands up. “This doesn’t change anything right? I mean we were both so drunk and didn’t know-“

“Not a thing” he spoke abruptly cutting you off in return.

All you wanted was to change everything but that wasn’t possible. He absolutely did not feel the same about you.

“Not to say I didn’t enjoy it. At least what u remember of it. But I understand why you stopped us from going any further.”

You paused before replying. He enjoyed it?

“For the record I enjoyed it too. I just figured we were drunk and I didn’t want things to be awkward…” you continued to talk when you noticed Austin smiling as he listened. “Why are you looking at me like that?” You asked him.

“Have I ever told you how beautiful you are when you talk and talk and talk?”

“I think you did last night actually. Must’ve forgot that part Mr. I remember everything even when I’m completely wasted” you took a sip of your water and leaned against your doorframe.

“Oh yeah I do remember that now. Well you know what they say. Drunk feelings are sober thoughts”

You smiled and laughed to yourself. Maybe you were wrong in your assumptions. Maybe Austin liked you more than you thought. Or maybe you’re delusional. Who really knows.

“Oh fuck I just realized I still don’t have pants on”

“Did you think they would just magically appear on your legs?”

“No smart ass. I didn’t. But if you’ll excuse me I’d like to enjoy my trashy reality shows before the rest of the house wakes up and I have to be subjected to more wedding activities” you pushed off the wall as you began to walk into your room.

“I heard there wasn’t any activities today. But mind if I join you? You don’t even have to put pants on” You both laughed as you held your head.

“Don’t make me laugh my head is pounding”

“Is that a yes?”

“Yes it’s a yes. But I’m really not putting pants on. They’re so.. restrictive” you spoke as Austin moved closer.

“You don’t hear any objections from me” he put his hands up defensively.

“Just get your ass in here” you grabbed his arm and pulled him inside. You took a look into the hallway to make sure no one had seen anything as you shut your door.

…..

2 hours and a nap later, everyone in the house was starting to wake up. You both hadn’t really thought this through. How were you going to explain Austin in your room and you with no pants on? Sure nothing had happened but it was still very suspicious looking.

“How are we gonna get you out of here?” You asked putting pants on reluctantly.

“The window maybe?”

“Serious answers only Austin this isn’t funny” you were getting increasingly worried about anyone getting the wrong idea.

“Let’s just wait until they all go downstairs” he suggested standing from the bed.

“Okay good idea”

*knock knock* “y/n? Are you awake?” Janie asked from the other side of the door.

“Fuck. Fuck! Um get in the closet” Panic was starting to set in as you yelled barely above a whisper.

“What??”

“Get in the fucking closet!” You whisper yelled at Austin while pushing him. If Janie knew he was in here she’d freak.

“Umm- I’ll be out in a minute!” you yelled to Jane attempting to steady your voice.

“Are you okay? You sound weird”

Why did she choose right now to pry.

“Yes I’m fine just getting dressed” you said calmer hoping she’d go away.

“Okay see you downstairs”

You heard Jane walk away and you sighed with relief. You walked over to the closet to open the door. Once you opened it, Austin gazed at you with a hungry look on his face. He took 2 long strides toward you and captured you in a kiss. One hand on your face, the other roaming your back until it reached the valley above you ass. You moaned into the kiss as he backed you both up toward the bed. You laid down as he hovered over you. He made short work of your hoodie leaving you in a tank top and your panties.

“Wait Austin. What are we doing?” You asked breathlessly, hands on his chest.

“Whatever the fuck we want to do” he lifted your tank top up exposing more of your stomach. He kissed from your ribs down to the elastic of your underwear, never breaking eye contact.

“Can I take these off?” He asked with those fuck me eyes he always looks at you with.

“Y-yes yes” you replied propping yourself up on your elbows.

You lifted your ass allowing him to pull your underwear down. Once your bare core is exposed Austin kisses both of your thighs. He hooked your legs over his shoulders and kissed your lower belly.

“Please Austin”

“Please what? Tell me what you need”

He was gonna be the death of you.

“Please touch me. I- I need you” you breathed out.

“Well since you asked so nicely”

He licked a stripe up your throbbing heat. You threw your head back in response. He kissed your clit once gently before sucking it. You moaned out so loud you were afraid people would hear and wonder what the fuck was happening. Your overthinking was interrupted by Austin plunging 2 fingers deep inside of you.

“Fuck Austin!” You collapsed fully onto the bed as he continued to pump his fingers right into your pussy.

“You gonna cum for me? Come on I wanna see you cum all over my fingers”

That pushed you over the edge. Your back left the bed as he continued to curl his fingers in you. You rode out your orgasm as Austin kissed up your sternum until he met your lips. He flopped beside you with one final peck of the lips.

“If my memory serves me right, those sounds were pretty similar to last night before we stopped”

You punched the side of his arm. “Oh shut up. If my memory serves me right there was something poking me coming from your lap last night”

He laughed into the pillow blushing. It was cute how he got embarrassed so easily.

“I have you to blame for that I guess”

You both looked at each other until you finally spoke up.

“Well you should probably go get dressed. I think Jane mentioned swimming and just relaxing today so” your voice trailed off as Austin walked towards the door.

“Yeah okay. I’ll see you in a bit”

…..

After taking an hour for yourself, you put on your bathing suit and sundress and headed downstairs. It was warmer today so spending time by the lake sounded absolutely perfect.

“Y/N!!” Janie yelled from her lounge chair. “Come sit with me please. I need you”

You laughed and made your way over to her. You took off your dress and laid on the chair next to her as she handed you a beer.

“How’s your week going so far? I feel like we’ve barely talked” you asked her taking a sip of your drink which you so desperately needed after this morning.

“It’s been amazing. Thank you for all of your help planning. I don’t know what I would ever do without you”

“Don’t be silly I was happy to do it and don’t worry. You will never be rid of me” you both laughed.

“I’m serious Y/N. I really love and appreciate you. You’re the sister I never had and always wanted. You complete me”

You started to tear up and grabbed Janie’s hand. “That’s so rude you aren’t allowed to make me cry until the wedding” she laughed and squeezed your hand. “But I love you too. I’d choose you as my best friend in a million lifetimes”

You both raised your beers and said cheers. You looked over to the lake to see the boys all play fighting in the water and splashing around like lunatics.

“Hey losers! Are you going to get in or what?” Nate yelled from the floaty he has been flipped off of about 10 times.

“Fuck you Nate. If you can stay on your tube for more than 5 seconds I’ll consider it!” Janie yelled back. And before she could even finish her sentence Jace swam up under Nate and flipped him off of it once again.

Nate came up from the water just in time to hear what you were yelling.

“Looks like you’re shit out of luck Nate!”

Everyone finished their laughing and when you looked up Austin was walking towards your chair. He stepped in between you and Jane and shook his hair out over the both of you.

“Austin! Get away!”

“What the fuck?!”

You and Janie both sat up looking at him angrily. Of course he just threw his head back laughing.

“Oh you’re gonna pay” you said standing up in front of him.

“You’ll have to catch me first” and with that he started running back towards the water.

“Hey!” You ran after him. You both ran until you were fully in the lake swimming after one another.

“Get your ass over here” you looked at him trying to keep a straight face and tread water.

“Make me” he dared.

You swam closer and both of you went in circles near one another, but keeping a distance as not to be obvious to everyone else.

“You know this morning was fun” he said smirking devilishly.

“Mm it was. But something was missing”

“Oh yeah? What’s that?”

“Only one of us finished”

He paused his swimming and stared at you.

“It’s taking everything in me not to kiss you right now” he said keeping his distance.

You both looked at each other hungrily while you remained quiet. Was this what you thought it was? Or just a fling. Thats definitely what Austin thinks this is at least.

“My room at 12. Once everyone’s asleep. I’ll text you. Deal?” He said firmly with no expression.

“Y- yeah deal”

“Good. I’ll see you then slow poke” he splashed you and swam away.

“You’re gonna pay for that”

“Another empty promise. I’ll believe it when I see it” he yelled back as he approached the shore.

…..

“Burgers are done!” Aaron yelled from the back patio. You and Jane headed outside with plates and silverware. Once everyone got their food, you all went to sit down and just your luck the only seat left was between Austin and Jane. Damn your selflessness of letting everyone get their food first.

“Best seat here I guess” you said awkwardly as you sat down.

“I wonder why” Austin replied avoiding eye contact.

“Because of me dip shit. Duh” Jane replied matter of factly.

You laughed and went on to eat your food. It was your first meal of the day and after that beer earlier, you were starving. You took the first bite of your burger and quite literally moaned. Food had never tasted this good. Even though Aaron overcooked the burgers.

“Save that for later” Austin said taking a shy sip of his drink and winking at you. He was trying so hard to look innocent.

“Oh fuck off” You punched his arm and took another bite of your food.

…..

12:02

When you looked at your phone and no text from Austin had popped up, you decided to go take a shower to pass the time. You grabbed your pajamas and towel and went into the bathroom. You stepped into the steaming shower and began lathering your hair in shampoo. You still smelled like the lake and the smoke from the grill.

The way the hot water stung against your sunburn hurt so good. You hummed contentedly as you heard the bathroom door creak open. You stepped toward the curtain of the shower and slowly pulled it back afraid that you’d find a murderer on the other side.

No murderer. Just a shirtless Austin with the most idiotic grin across his face. He looked like he’d just found the pot of gold at the end of a rainbow.

“Mind if I join you?” He asked stepping out of his pajama pants.

“Where was the text message?”

“I wanted to see how long it’d take you to come knocking. Looks like you found another way to lure me in though”

You laughed exasperated. “Lure you? I’m pretty sure you’re the one who set up this whole ordeal and interrupted my shower Mr. Butler”

“Ohh say that again” Austin said stepping into the shower and closing the curtain.

“Mr. butler”

He pushed you against the wall. One hand on the side of your face and the other on your hip.

“What do you want?” He asked, lips closing in on yours. He pulled away to hear your reply.

“You”

That was all it took. He pinned one of your hands above your head as he slid his other between your thighs. He slid his fingers along your clit to tease you before sliding them down further. Once he reached your entrance, he plunged one finger in. You moaned out gripping the back of his hair.

“Fuck Austin”

“You want more?”

“Yes yes please. I need you”

With that, another finger entered you. He slid down to his knees hooking one of your legs over his shoulder. He began to flick your most sensitive area with his tongue while finger fucking you like his life depended on it. You whined above him and felt yourself coming close to the edge.

“Austin I’m gonna cum” you breathed out squeezing your eyes shut.

He pulled his fingers out and stood to his feet.

“I want you to cum on my cock this time” he pulled you into a sloppy kiss. You slid your hand between the pair of you and grabbed his length with a tug.

“Fuck if you keep doing that I’m not going to last”

You pumped him a few more times before letting go. You brought your hand to your mouth and licked your palm where his dick had just been.

“You’re gonna kill me before I can even finish”

You smiled innocently and wrapped your hands around his neck.

“This shower was great for foreplay but it’s definitely not big enough for the main event” you said kissing his neck as your hands roamed his toned body.

“Come with me”

Austin reached down and turned the water off. He handed you a towel as he wrapped one around his waist. He opened the door to take a peek into the hallway.

“Coast is clear” he grabbed you by the hand and pulled you into his room locking the door. In seconds he had both your towels on the floor and you sprawled out on his bed naked. Austin kissed from your feet all the way up to your lips. Once he was hovering over you, lips nearly touching yours, he reached down and rubbed your clit at a painfully slow pace.

“Tell me what you want”

“I want you inside of me”

“Anything for you”

He pumped himself a couple of times before sliding a condom on. He lined himself up with your entrance and pushed his swollen tip in. The sound that escaped him was animalistic.

“Think you can take all of it?”

“I’d love to find out so please shut up and fuck me” you said pulling him down to meet your lips. His hips bucked into yours pushing himself all the way inside of you. Your kiss was broke apart by the two of you moaning out in inconceivable pleasure.

He continued plowing into you before pulling you onto his lap. He preferred this view of you more. Being on top was never really your thing but now, in this moment, being anywhere else felt absurd.

“Fuck you feel so good around me” he growled. “You like bouncing on my cock like that?”

“I’m gonna cum Austin fuck”

“Cum baby. All over me. Cmon I wanna see it” he gripped your ass and pulled you down harder.

You came with a cry as your orgasm burned through you. He followed suit and came into you with a deep groan. He flopped over beside you taking in deep breaths.

“That was-“

“Amazing” you finished his sentence for him as he chuckled trying to catch his breath.

“Yes thank you. Couldn’t quite get that out”

You turned over placing your head on his chest meeting his eyes. You both remained there, eyes searching each others for answers.

“I like you” Austin blurted out. It caught you completely off guard.

“I um.. I like you too”

“Why’d you hesitate?” He wore a worried expression.

“I just didn’t think you felt the same way I did” you confessed.

“Well not that it’s possible but if you ever got the chance to meet yourself, you’d understand that it’s very easy to like you”

You blushed and buried your face in his chest. He giggled rubbing his hand up and down your back.

“It’s late we should get some sleep”

You nodded in agreement and began to get up.

“Where are you going?” Austin sat up concerned.

“Oh I just figured I’d go back to my room”

“You can go if you want to but you’re welcome to stay” he sat against the headboard with the sheets barely covering above his waist.

“Well I’d hate to see you beg” you both laughed and you fell back onto his chest. This was your new happy place. Your new safe spot. It felt like home.

…..

The next morning came all too quickly. You woke up to a knock on the door. Before either of you could react the door began to open.

“Austin I can’t find y/n anywhere do you know- oh my god!”

Jane stood in her doorway with her mouth fully open. This was the last place she was expecting to find her best friend.

“Janie we can expl-“ you began to tell her as you wrapped the sheet around you. Of course right now was when you realized you had no clothes in here. Only a towel. You took Austin’s shirt off the floor and put it on.

“I can’t even look at you two right now”

And with that Jane slammed the door as you flinched. You turned around slowly to face Austin, his face in his hands. He sighed heavily before meeting your eyes while remaining silent.

You looked at your feet and began to mutter under your breath.

“What have we done”

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A/N: Ahh I hope you all enjoyed! Thank you for all the support on this series💗 more to come soon!

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hi! How often do you update Happenstance? Loved reading both parts

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Happenstance II

A/N: Hello!! Here is part 2! I literally started writing this in the car after class because I needed to get these ideas down. I hope you all enjoy this chapter and thank you for reading my shit😩💗

Best man!Austin x Maid of honor!Reader

Tag list: @wiseyouthinfluencer

Warnings: possible grammatical errors (SIA), cursing, kissing, grinding, I’m sorry if I missed anything.

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When you opened your eyes the next morning it took a second to realize that this was in fact not your bed or your suitcase on the floor. And that this arm draped over your side was also not your own. The events of last night returned to your mind slowly as you turned over to face the man spooning you. By now you knew it was Austin. The way the sunlight peeked through the window making the light blonde streaks of his hair appear golden. His lips parted slightly as he inhaled and exhaled. He looked so beautiful.

You lay there for many minutes just gazing at him. You were trying to memorize every single detail about his face because the chances of you two being this close again were slim. You ran your index finger along his temple and down his cheek. He slowly blinked his eyes open and the second he saw you a devilish grin spread onto his face.

“Well this is certainly a great view to wake up to” he said propping himself up on his elbow.

For a moment no response came to mind. You just nodded and continued looking at him. You thought to yourself how much you really love him and that he would never feel the same about you. You felt a piece of your heart break thinking that this was all just in your mind. The way he was acting, the things he was saying, it was all based on friendship and friendship only. Because that’s all you’re ever going to be. Friends.

“What’s going on in that head of yours” Austin breaks the deafening silence between you.

“Oh nothing” you paused as awkward silence filled the air yet again. “Well I should get going. We have the welcome lunch in a few hours”

Before Austin had the chance to respond, you stood up from his bed, grabbed your things, and scrambled to the door. As you reached for the handle you paused and turned to face him.

“You know um-“ you took a deep breath and really thought before what you were about to say next. “I was thinking maybe we could hangout later? Like after the lunch and everything once everyone is gone?”

Austin stood at the bedside putting a shirt on when you asked the question that could ruin everything.

“Yeah I think that would be fun” he smiled as he pulled the comforter up neatly. He stilled for a moment as he looked down towards the bed. “You know I’m really glad we’re friends. I’m not sure where I would be if I didn’t have a friend like you. And of course the other asshats out there” he chuckled.

And there it was again like a punch to the gut. Friends. You knew deep down that no matter how Austin felt, you’d do anything to be close to him. Even if that meant being just friends.

…..

Later in the day it was time for this stupid welcome lunch. Not that you weren’t excited to be here for Janie and Aaron, it had nothing to do with that. You honestly were excited. But that was berore the events of last night and this morning took place. Sleeping in Austin’s bed and being so close with him was like a dream come true. But at what cost? That question plagued your brain every minute of every hour since the second he uttered the word “friend” this morning.

“Hey babe!” Janie yelled at you from across the lawn. They were having an outside lunch right on the lake. The happiness you felt for Jane was palpable. But something was missing. As the afternoon progressed, it became apparent what that something was. Watching the happy couple being fawned over day in and day out. Each married guest walking hand in hand with their spouse. Your fairytale ending. That’s the missing piece. It’s such a selfish thought especially when it’s supposed to be the best week of your best friend’s life, but you couldn’t help it. All you wanted was to experience real love. True love.

Janie walked over to you and grabbed you by the hand. “Come on I wanna show you something”

The way you looked at her you’d swear there was a giant question mark looming over your head. She dragged you inside the house and up the stairs to her room.

“What are we doing here” you asked as she dropped your hand.

“I have a present for you” Janie reached into the closet and pulled out a small box with white paper and a big pink bow.

“What’s this? You didn’t need to get me anything Janie it’s your wedding week. It’s you that’s supposed to be getting gifts” she handed you the box as you spoke.

“Y/N just take the damn present and let me spoil you for a minute okay?”

Now you had to know what this present was. You peeled the bow off and ripped the paper open. The box was teal. You knew exactly what this was. It was a Tiffany necklace with an engraving. The engraving read “sœur.” It was sister in French. Tears began to stream down your face at the meaning behind this one single word and the memories it held.

You both took French in high school and the first question you asked the teacher was how to say sister. Because that’s what you and Janie were and what you’d always called each other. Not by blood of course. Neither of you had real sisters of your own. But that’s what made your friendship so special. You chose every single day to be each others sister.

“Jane it’s beautiful. I love it so much oh my gosh. You’re messing up my makeup!” You laughed through the tears as Janie sat down next to you.

“Let me put it on for you. And stop crying or else you’ll make me cry and then my makeup will look like I just got dumped at the altar” Janie laughed and took the jewelry from your hands.

Once Jane put your necklace on you went over to the mirror to admire it.

“Thank you Janie. Seriously you did not have to get this for me. But I love it and I love you”

“I love you too”

You walked back and gave her a long hug. This wasn’t just a thank you hug. You needed it. And Janie could sense that. Somehow she knew now was not the time to pry. And you thanked her for that internally. You weren’t quite ready to admit what you were feeling. And speaking of that feeling, the door slowly creaked open.

“Am I interrupting something?” Austin asked breaking the tension.

“Nope we were about to come downstairs. I’m gonna go find Aaron. He’s probably stuck talking to my Aunt Sheryl and if you know her then you know that can’t be good” You all laughed as Janie started her walk to the door. When she turned towards you to grab her drink, she winked. Of course she knew deep down how you felt. Any person with eyes and ears could. But somehow only she really knew.

You and Austin were left in her room alone. He scratched the back of his neck and you stood at the foot of the bed fiddling with your new piece of hardware.

“Soo do you wanna head downstairs? I could use a drink” you asked hoping to break this awkward tension.

“Yes please. I desperately need one after listening to Nate talk about how he was so close to making it into the MLB” You both laughed as the door shut behind you and the stairs came into view. Hopefully a couple drinks would make this night more bearable.

…..

Approximately 5 shots, a gin and tonic, and a beer later, you and Austin were well beyond what most people would consider drunk. You were both absolutely fucked up. You knew tomorrow would be a doozy but at least Caroline had the best hangover cures. You hadn’t decided whether you’d be thanking Austin for the open bar idea or berating him for it. That’s a problem for tomorrow.

It was nearing 1 in the morning when people had started to head back to their hotels and the house began to quiet.

“I’m sshorry we didn’t get to hhang out” Austin slurred out as he sprawled across the patio couch. He wore a light blue button up and white linen pants. Barefoot, hair mussed and his shirt half open from dancing the night away, you swore he could never look better. Forming a cohesive thought was not really on the table for you right now but it’s hard to deny what’s starring right back at you from across the couch.

“We are hanging out silly” the words came out slower than your normal conversation speed but clearer than Austin’s. He must’ve snuck another beer or 2 when you weren’t looking.

“I know bhut i mean jjust uss alone” Austin replied, trying his hardest to sound normal. He was failing miserably but you didn’t really notice or care for that matter.

“Can I tell you a secret?” You asked him after a long pause.

“Ohmhygod please tell me. Do you know youree sopretyy when you talk and talk. I could lissten to you for hoursss” Austin drunkenly confessed.

You barely even heard what he said because you really wanted to tell him how you felt. Especially considering he probably wouldn’t remember in the morning.

“Thank you. You’re pretytoo you know” Maybe you were more drunk than you thought because getting words out felt like trying to run in the snow. “Thats notthe secret though. I wanted to tell you that um” you paused to really gather your thoughts. As much as you were capable of. Austin moved closer to you. Before you knew it his lips were on yours. He had the side of your face in his palm as his tongue slid past yours. The way your mouths worked together, you would’ve thought this was a practiced skill. An art. You climbed into his lap while his hands tangled in your hair.

I love you I love you I love you god I love you

That was the mantra playing in your head as this scene unfolded before you. Austin’s hands moved to the hem of your dress before you grabbed him by the wrists.

“Austin I think we should stop” you said, lips hovering over his.

“Okay” he stared into your eyes with a half lidded expression. You felt the budge growing between the two of you. You moved slowly to grind down on his lap. Austin moaned against your chin. His hands flew to your hips as a way to keep you right there. You stilled before melting your lips together once again. He moved your hips over his fully clothed dick back and fourth as he whimpered beneath you. You swore this was heaven. And if it wasn’t it had to be some place pretty fucking close by.

“Wait wait Austin” you said placing your hands on his chest and pulling back. “I just wanna be held please okay?”

It wasn’t that you didn’t want him. Because that’s all you’ve ever wanted. But not like this. Not drunk and on a whim. You wanted him fully. And only when he was completely yours.

“Okay beautiful” Austin gazed at you like he was in another dimension.

“Don’t call me that right now. Youdonteven know whatt youre saying” you stood from his lap and stumbled a bit. Austin grabbed your hand to steady you. Now you were frustrated and the thought of him cuddling you did not seem as appealing as it did 30 seconds ago.

The pair of you walked inside as you giggled and stumbled up the stairs. Once you reached the top you both walked to your doors. For a moment, you forgot you had your own room and almost went to Austin’s. But you knew that would be a bad idea. At least some parts of your brain were functioning.

“Goodnight Austin”

“My bed is gonna be so cold” He pouted making you giggle.

“Whysthat” you grabbed the doorframe to hold yourself up. Exhaustion was beginning to take over.

“Because you won’t be init withme” Austin leaned his head on the wall beside his door with a thud and muttered a small ow

You laughed at him and pushed yourself off the doorframe. “Goodnight pouty. You need to sleep” you walked into your room and shut the door. The second your head hit the pillow you were out.

Austin remained at his door for a moment longer. Your door clicked shut and he heard you plop onto your bed. He stood there, looking where you had been standing.

“If only you knew how much I loved you”

…..

A/N: I hope you enjoy the cliffhanger 😉 I’m so excited to see where this story takes them!!

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Sunshine

A/N: Back by popular demand! Austin and his sexy Latina girlfriend strike again😝 I love love love their universe with my whole heart. Please send requests for their cute story to continue! I’m always open to hearing your ideas!♥️ also if any Spanish is wrong in this please correct me and i apologize in advance🥲

Austin Butler x Plus sized Latina!Girlfriend

Taglist: @wiseyouthinfluencer @12joeywheelerfangirl

Warnings: possible grammatical errors (SIA), SMUTTTTT!!! (MDNI).. dirty talk, kissing, grinding, strip tease? (That’s what we’re gonna call it at least), unprotected sex, oral sex (f receiving), hair grabbing, fluffiness towards the end.. I think that’s it but I’m sorry if I missed anything!

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…….

“Austin! We have to go come on!” You yelled upstairs. Austin was notorious for taking forever to get ready. You thought you were bad, until you met him. Good lord he had to have spent 45 minutes on his hair alone. You had been ready for almost 15 minutes at this point. Dressed in a long, flowy, butter yellow dress with pointed heels, you were ready to get this night over with. You loved weddings but this wasn’t just any wedding. It was your cousin Jackie’s wedding. Let’s just say she was a peice of fucking work. But you loved any excuse to get dressed up and be Austin’s arm candy all night. It didn’t hurt to have him as yours either.

“I’m coming I’m coming. My hair would not cooperate” Austin mumbled out breathlessly as he came down the stairs. He did the infamous cat call whistle and slowly approached you.

“Holy- wow baby you look incredible. Like sunshine on earth” he gawked at you as you blushed

“You don’t look too bad either Mr. Butler”

Austin took you by the hand and twirled you around. He held your waist and swayed back and forth with you.

“You don’t even understand how excited I am to walk into that god awful wedding with the most gorgeous woman to ever roam the earth” He spoke as he reached down to cup your ass.

You laid your head on his chest as you giggled. He always knew exactly what to say to make you feel like the most breathtaking woman ever.

“We should go. If we’re late we might have to sit closer to my Aunt Maria” you both laughed and took each others hand to walk out the door.

…..

Even though you did end up having to sit with Aunt Maria and hear all about the amazing things Jackie and her now husband had been up to, the night wasn’t so bad. The entire night was filled with longing glances between you and Aus. Especially when Jackie stole him away for a dance. It was inevitable. I mean anyone with eyes would want to dance with him. But Jackie knew just how to get under your skin. She thought she succeeded but then again she isn’t the one who gets to go home and fuck him whenever she damn well pleases so really, it’s you that’s winning.

“God that was painful. Jackie is completely wasted” Austin walked back over to you on his way back from the bathroom. Apparently he had to go “cleanse himself” after being within a foot of Jackie.

“Did she say any shit about me? I have absolutely no problem waltzing my happy ass right up to her table and beating the shit out of her”

Austin laughed and cupped your cheeks. “No my love. If she had I would’ve done the honors for you trust me. I promise I’ll make this night up to you later okay?” He said it in that voice that could make you cum without a single touch.

“This night might turn out better than I thought”

……

As the door to your apartment burst open Austin’s hands were on any reachable area of your body. Straps falling down and shoes being kicked off, you both fell back onto the couch with you straddling him.

“Fuck baby if you keep teasing me like this I’m gonna finish right now” He pulled you into another kiss, grabbing your hair in his hand. You continued to grind on his lap as he pulled your straps down fully, revealing your large plush breasts.

You began to unbutton his shirt but decided to just rip it open.

“Hey I liked that shirt” He said peering down at his now exposed chest.

“Oh I’m sorry let me close it up for you..” you attempted to grab either side of his dress shirt when he took your hands in his.

“God I’m begging you not to do that”

“I like it when you beg” you said taking his bottom lip between your teeth.

As he sat there, white button down no longer buttoned, disheveled hair, and your lipstick slightly smeared on his mouth and chin, you tried so hard to take a mental picture of this moment. Austin never failed to look attractive but right now he was like a fucking Greek god.

You stood up to slide your dress all the way down your body. You both watched as it pooled on the floor in front of you. Austin began unbuttoning his pants and stood up in front of you to finish taking his remaining garments off. The way he towered over you gave you this sense of security in most situations but in this instance, it just made your pussy throb with anticipation.

He sat back down in just his boxers as he manspread and rested his arms along the back of the couch. He looked at you with the most insidious smirk you’d ever seen. You stood before him in just your panties.

“Turn around and bend over while you take those off”

You did just that. As you bent down to pull your panties down as painfully slow as possible, you could see Austin stroking himself. You swear a tear just ran down your leg.

“Let’s take this upstairs yeah?” He stood up and threw you over his shoulder like it was nothing.

“Austin!” You squealed as he booked it up the stairs

He threw you down onto the bed and kissed all the way from your collarbone to your lower stomach.

“Are you gonna be a good girl and stay still?”

You had a habit of squirming when he ate you out.

“Yes yes I- I promise I’ll be still. Please”

“Please what mi amor. I need you to use your words”

“Please fuck me”

“Tsk tsk not yet baby. First I’m gonna make you feel good with my mouth. Then you’re gonna ride me. Sound good?”

“Yes yes anything just please touch me” you pleaded with him as he looked up at you, grinning from between your thighs.

“Your wish is my command baby”

And with that his tongue licked a stripe from your hole to your throbbing clit. You moaned so loud, you took a moment to mentally thank Austin for getting the penthouse with no neighbors.

He continued to fuck you with his tongue as you writhed beneath him. You came with a cry as he kissed each of your thighs and all the way back up to your lips. He loved when you got to taste yourself. He always said that you tasted like the heavens.

He laid down beside you and took your hand as you threw your leg over his hips. You leaned over and kissed him deeply. He pulled back and held your face close to his.

“Eres mi sueño hecho realidad” He whispered attempting to stifle a moan as you rubbed your pussy along his dick. You giggled and kissed him.

“Why are you laughing did I mess it up??” He worriedly replied.

“No my love. You are just the most sincere and loving person I’ve ever known. Thank you. I love you. You’re my dream come true too.”

“God I love you too. I hate to cut this conversation short but I really need to feel you around me if that’s okay with you”

He didn’t need to say another word. With that you took his cock in your hand and pumped it once, twice and then put the tip right at your entrance. You sat fully down on him as you both threw your heads back in tandem. The pornographic moan that escaped your throat was one for the books. You moved slowly on him as he moved your hips in circles.

“Oh my god Austin. Right there don’t stop please”

You reached out and put your hands on his chest. The way he was angled in you would have you seeing stars in no time.

“I love you. God I fucking love you. Talk more Spanish baby. It makes me so wet when you say things like that to me”

He cupped your tits as you bounced on him. “Te sientes tan bien” he spoke out while trying to catch his breath. You moaned as you leaned back to stabilize yourself on his thighs. He loved seeing you from this angle.

“I’m so close baby. I want you to cum with me” You nodded as he spoke. He licked his fingers and reached a hand out to rub your clit. Within seconds you were coming undone above him and he was right behind you, filling you up with hot spurts of cum.

You slowly came to a stop on him as you both came down from your high. You flopped over onto your side of the bed and took a deep breath as you recalled what just happened. Austin went into the bathroom and returned with a washcloth and a glass of water. He cleaned you up and kissed your stomach, and then each breast and finally your lips. You hummed into his kiss and tangled your hands in his hair.

“That was amazing baby thank you” you kissed his nose before sitting up to drink your water.

“Why are you thanking me? I’d do this all day every day for the rest of my life and die a happy man” Austin returned to his side of the bed and brought the covers up over both of you. You scooted back until you were flush with his warm body. He kissed your temple and leaned over to turn out the light.

“I love you my sunshine. More than you’ll ever truly comprehend”

“I think I can comprehend it because I love you” Austin hummed back in response and closed his eyes.

Within 5 minutes Austin was sound asleep behind you. You turned in his arms to face him as you stroked his cheek. His lips parted and his bare chest glowing in the moonlight was yet another sight you begged the universe to never let you forget.

…….

A/N: THANK YOU FOR READING!!! I fucking loved writing this so please send me ideas for them. A special thank you to @12joeywheelerfangirl for the original request of this couple. I’m eternally grateful for you and your beautiful brain💖💖

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Happenstance I

A/N: Oh my gosh I finally sat down and wrote the first part to this series after procrastinating so bad 🫠 Austin is not an actor in this AU. I REALLY hope you all enjoy it!

Best man!Austin x Maid of honor!Reader

Warnings: possible grammatical errors (SIA), cursing, illusion to self pleasure. That’s it for now (but trust me the real juicy stuff is upon us 🤭)

Word count: 2k+

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And just like that the week was finally here. Your best friend was getting married in 6 days. It was almost impossible to believe. You and Jane had grown up inseparable ever since you met in kindergarten. Ever since you knocked her strawberry milk out of her hand at lunch, the rest was history. The pair of you did everything together since that fateful day. Now, 19 years later, she was marrying the love of her life. Aaron was everything you’d hoped Janes future husband would be. I mean, he wasn’t Justin Bieber whom she obsessed over well into her teens, but he was a gentle and kind man who loved your Janie unconditionally. Not to mention he was hilarious which made him and Jane a perfect match. She has a killer sense of humor.

This week was so special to the both of you. When you were 8, you both made a pact to be each other’s maid of honor. Now that duty was yours to fulfill and you couldn’t be happier. The planning was tedious and extremely stressful at times, but it was worth it. Making Janies big day the most memorable day she’d ever experience was your number one priority. They were having a semi large wedding with around 130 guests. It was at a beautiful lake front property with a huge willow tree that they were to be married right under. You had to admit to yourself that you’d been jealous. Jane had always been good with the guys growing up. She’d had 4 boyfriends to your 0 by senior year of high school. She’d had her first kiss in middle school while you didn’t have yours until first semester of college and now the cherry on top: she was getting married first. The last time you had a boyfriend was your sophomore year of college and everyone including yourself knew that Jason was not the one. He was a complete asshole to be frank. That relationship made your view on love change completely. “The hopeless romantic” you once called yourself. It’s almost laughable now. The only part that was correct was the hopeless part. Your chances of finding love had become irreparable. Edging towards 25 years old, single and being 5 years freed from the devil incarnate had led you to believe love was the farthest thing from falling into your lap. You’d hoped that would change. You desperately wished. Every dandelion, every birthday candle, every eyelash and every shooting star had one wish attached to them. The one. Your grandma used to tell you “All things that are meant to be will be and you must wait patiently or they will never find you.” That had stuck with you your entire life. Now that your grandma was gone you’d just hoped she’d send you the right one. Every night you pleaded to her.

“Please grandma, I’m not sure how much leeway you’ve got up there but if you can bargain and I know damn well you can, just give me a sign. Anything. Send him my way. I’m ready. I love you grandma”

You spoke this aloud as you laid in bed. You were at the farmhouse on the lake for the entire week. They rented it out for the whole bridal party. Jane and Aaron wanted their absolute closest friends with them on their special day. For Jane’s side it was you as the maid of honor, her cousin Lucy as a bridesmaid and Lucy’s sister Caroline as the other bridesmaid. You all had been close growing up and it was always important to Jane that you all be with her on her wedding day. For Aaron, his groomsmen consisted of his older brother Nate, His friend Jace and his best man. God his best man. His childhood best friend Austin held that title. The first time you met Austin you swore you’d died and gone to heaven. It was at a New Years party hosted by Jane and Aaron. He smiled at you before shaking your hand (which was disgustingly sweaty) and introducing himself. That was the moment everything changed. You had a secret crush on him ever since then. That was 4 years ago. That was the first time the entire group was together. You’d all stayed friends ever since then. You were very tight knit which meant dating Austin was out of the question. If anything happened it would ruin the groups dynamic and that was something you could not and absolutely would not do.

That’s why being the maid of honor and Austin being the best man had been the most challenging couple months of your life. Your poor vibrator had hated to see you open the drawer it lived in after every “Honor attendants” meeting. During these meetings you and Austin would discuss the wedding details over pizza and a couple drinks. It was a bi-weekly occurrence leading up to the wedding. Usually you’d talk about wedding details for a solid 15 minutes and the rest of the time you’d shoot the shit and flirt endlessly.

—2 months prior—

“Austin we need to talk serious wedding business” You laughed out. The pair of you had been at this pizza place for 3 hours and not one word regarding the wedding was uttered.

“God if I have to hear the word wedding one more time before the actual day I might make you rip my eardrums out” Austin said plugging his ears.

“You know if you wanted to just hangout with me all you had to do was ask” You said picking up your slice of pizza from the box.

Austin took his fingers out of his ears. “What was that? I was trying to drown out any wedding talk”

You giggled and thought deeply for a second if you should repeat what you said but you ultimately decided against it. “Oh nothing. Anyway, for catering I think…”

You rambled on as Austin looked at you resting his head on his hand with a slight smile. He’d heard what you said but he would never admit that. Embarrassing you was the furthest thing from his mind. He just wanted to listen to you talk for hours and hours. Even if it was about boring wedding business.

——Present day——

“Janie” You whispered as you creaked the door to the back porch open.

“I sure hope I don’t resemble Janie” Austin.

“Oh. Sorry I didn’t mean to disturb you I was just looking for Jane” You spoke crossing your arms over your chest. It was a cold night for May and you were only wearing a white tank top and blue boxer shorts.

Austin stood up and walked over to the fire pit built into the patio. He lit a match and threw it onto the wood. “Wanna come sit with me? The boys all went to bed early and I couldn’t sleep”

“You? Couldn’t sleep? How are those two things even compatible” Austin was known to sleep a lot and very deeply. It had gotten him in trouble growing up but especially in college. His roommates, including Aaron and Nate, would draw obscene things on him in the middle of the night. Let’s just say it’s hard to believe they’re still friends after all the shit they’d pull.

“I’m just stressing over the wedding and being up in front of all those people” You sat down next to Austin putting a blanket over yourself.

“Are you sure that’s it?” You asked leaning against the pillows.

“My speech” Austin blurted out. “I am so stressed that I’m gonna fuck it up and embarrass myself in front of all those people” And there it was. The truth.

“Austin you are not going to mess up. All you have to do is read it and pause occasionally so people can laugh or aww at what you’re saying. If it’ll make you feel better I can stand up there with you and I’ll do my speech before yours” You offered this knowing full well that’s what you wanted to do all along anyway. Comforting an uneasy Austin was going to be your new favorite passion.

“Yeah I think that will make me feel better. Thank you Y/N. You’re always there when I need you” Austin patted your leg as he stood up. “I’m gonna head up for the night. Don’t stay out here too late”

And just like that he was gone. You almost pleaded for him to stay but you refrained. What he’d said was so.. friendly? That had to be him friend zoning you subtly. The chances of him being as in love with you as you were with him were zero. At least that’s what you thought.

After another 45 minutes of sitting by the fire sulking, you walked up the stairs as quietly as possible. You couldn’t help but notice Austins door cracked slightly open. As you peered into his room the sight before you would cause any person with eyes to go into cardiac arrest. Standing before you was Austin with wet hair and only a towel wrapped around his lower waist leaving barely anything to the imagination. You stifled a gasp with your hand and quickly put your back against the wall next to the door. You had to pass his room without being seen. You felt like you were in spy kids or some stupid movie of that genre. You inhaled deeply and hurried past his room into yours and shut the door.

“Thank god” you breathed out. You got into bed and drifted off to sleep while the anticipation of the week ahead weighed heavily on you.

You turned over squinting hard in order to read the alarm clock sitting on your nightstand. 4:02 AM. You sighed angrily into your pillow and stood up. The desperation for water was becoming unbearable. You headed down to the kitchen when you noticed the living room TV was on. You peered over the back of the couch and before you was the most beautiful sight. Austin was lying there, one hand behind his head and the other resting along his stomach, shirtless, lips parted slightly, sleeping so peacefully it almost felt like a crime to possibly wake him. You got your glass of water and were heading back upstairs when you heard ruffling around.

“Y/N?” Aus sat up, hair askew and eyes half closed.

“I didn’t mean to wake you I just needed water”

“It’s okay I should probably head up anyway” He turned the TV off quickly and caught up to you on the stairs.

“Hey um” he paused before continuing. You looked at him in anticipation. “Would you want to come to my room? I feel like I’d get better sleep if someone was next to me”

Your breath hitched in your throat. You could respond two different ways but you ultimately decided on the smart ass response.

“Is that your usual ploy to get girls into your bed?” You stood at your door and he stood at his.

“Nope only you”

You looked at your bed and then back at Austin. “Fine but if you try anything you won’t have any luck with the ladies anymore because I’ll chop off your di-“

“Okay okay I get it jeez” Austin put his hands up defensively and giggled. “Come on already”

You laughed and walked into his room. It was the same setup as yours just flipped. You walked around to your side of the bed and set your glass of water down. You both looked at each other for a moment before he pulled the covers back and climbed in.

“Are you getting in or not?”

You stood there for another moment debating and then got in next to him. This had to be a dream. You and Austin sharing a bed? Definitely not real life. You turned to face him as he did the same.

“Goodnight Austin”

“Goodnight Y/N”

The pair of you stared at each other for a moment longer before you turned over and inhaled deeply. Being this close in proximity to him while he basically bore holes into your soul was not the smartest choice you’d ever made. But apparently not the dumbest because you’re in Austin Butler’s bed. Or so you thought. This definitely could still be a dream. You truly had no idea. The only thing you knew for certain was that this was gonna be a long 6 days.

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A/N: AHHHH I hope you all enjoyed part 1!!! If you read this entire chapter then I appreciate your support and love you dearly! More conversations between characters coming in part 2. I tried to give a detailed backstory in this one so everything would be crystal clear. See you next chapter!