Last night I finished reading AIB manga vol9(part 17-18) and oh my god
I've only read vol 2, 5 and 8-9 and just expected this to be similar to the JDrama one and just farm Chishiya pannels but ohh myy goddd
It was genuinely so beautiful, compared to it the Jdramas was empty and dull, but this was perfect, I actually almost cried(I don't usually cry from media since it's pretty pointless to me), both because of how emotional it was and how beautiful and perfect it was for an ending of a 5 year series oh my god
I feel so angry over the feeling I can't express how much I love it and it's feeling will blow me
I feel like the nightmare animatronics are underrated, for many reasons
One of them in a X Reader sense
I know that they aren’t really designed for intimacy or anything but that doesn’t stop me from imagining
like the freddles crawling into your hoodie like a kangaroo joey and cuddling up when N.Freddy is busy
or N.Fredbear being EXTREMELY careful with you because he’s very aware of how much bigger he is compared to you and knows that he can gut you with his claws if he isn’t careful
Well since i said there was barely any manga chishiya fics i decided to edit a piece i made last year instead of actually writing one lol. It’s not that bad so I think i can share this one.
IMPORTANT!!!
Obviously i said chishiyas freaking hard to write so dont freak out if you think i mischaracterized him or something. 🥲 I tried my best and this is just how i view him lol, it could be different to others. I fw writing about the inner worlds of the characters so theres barely anything going on so if you dont like that kind of writing i dont recommend reading? Or read it idc. It takes place at a beach but no borderlands its just a random beach. Idk why a beach i js chose it tbh 😭
The waves gently crashed against the shore, the chilly night breeze caressing Chishiya’s skin. He observed the night sky—full of trillions of stars as if to resemble an artwork he’d find himself staring at for what would feel like hours.
Maybe he’s done that before…
His white shirt along with his long platinum blonde hair flew in rhythm with the wind. The luminous moonlight drew attention to his sharp and smooth features.
He examined the scenery afar, in a muddle of his own thoughts—a million unknown things he simply could not specify. A million unknown things he simply didn’t even want to specify…
Raising his one hand in the air, it came to a halt at some point. He kept his hand up there, stretching his slender fingers, savoring each motion. Trying to reach for the moon.
Trying to reach for... Something.
But what?
Was it connection?
No… Never.
Was it something else?
He didn’t know.
Did he actually even want to reach something?
His dry lips curled up a little. A small, almost unnoticeable smirk could be visible on the young man’s face illuminated by the beaming shimmer. However, it held no mischief behind it, not even reaching his eyes.
It vanished pretty quickly.
He let his hand finally drop, arm dangling to the side. No effort was made to move an inch. There was no point in trying. His half-lidded eyes didn’t possess an ounce of feeling.
They never did anyway…
”Everything is futile in the end.”
He murmured to no one in particular, gazing intensely at the ocean like the waves personally threatened his existence.
”They’ll soon realize it. Foolish people…”
His voice sank at the end of the sentence. His shoulders slumped a little as he settled his hands in the pockets of his pants, the noise of nature echoing faintly in the background.
His frown deepened the more he pondered without realizing.
Why did people still believe in humanity? Why did people still care? Couldn’t their stupid brains stop and think and notice that everything was useless? Their sacrifices are worthless. Caring is pointless. There is nothing to life. There is nothing to people. They’re all selfish. He doesn’t want to understand losers. You are born, you exist, and you die. And that’s it. Nothing is worth it. Nothing is worth it. Nothing is worth it. Nothing is worth it. Nothing matters. Nothing matters. Nothing—
…
Sigh.
He glanced downward to the sand below his feet, still as a statue. Mind somewhere else far, far away… The night dragged on, the moonlight casting its pallid glow over the alone man, but time already lost its meaning inside his head.
…
Maybe…
…
Maybe he was the selfish one, after all.
For what purpose did he exist anyway? Solely a pathetic proof of how empty a person could be…
Just absurdly drifting through this farce we call life without the luxury of feeling.
He’s been dead for a long time. And as chilling as it sounds, that fact doesn’t faze him.
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Thanks for reading 😘 here’s this very emotional piece of him u get as a reward 😍
no one writes for mamga chishiya man i only found a few peak pieces but thats it… (im grateful but we need more gng) 😢😢😢 im not even talkin bout x reader fics i mean that too since almost none of them are male reader or whatever eu eue. I yearn for manga chishiya angst fics bru. I wish i could write well but im not that great and since chishiyas a hard character to pull off… 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 even if i try to write smth i wont post it since im not confident in my writing man. Idk random thought blablabla
Kuina and Chishiya pajama party?👀 (if you want to draw more of them- no pressure!!! I love everything you make of them so no need to stick to the prompt here either❤️❤️❤️)
I just think seeing them comfy would be so cute🥹 I feel like they would have themed clothes- like Kuina has memes on hers or cute animal patterns, and Chishiya has dinosaurs and/or has stolen one of Kuina’s old shirts that are comfy and they’re super oversized on him🤣 maybe she bought a cat pun shirt and he stole it bcuz it’s so soft (and that’s why she bought it- she knew he would like the texture and thinks it’s cute bcuz he is a cat🤣)
Yesss tumblr fixed!!! Draw asks back❤️❤️❤️ 0 pressure to do this bcuz I keep asking lmao (mostly j putting this so you can save it for later if you want🤣) but- more trans Chishiya and Kuina perhaps🥹🥹🥹
Maybe Chishiya trying on baby’s first binder and looking in the mirror and Kuina j sitting on the bed beside him taking it in🥹
Or them hanging a trans flag in their room together or wearing it as a cape (for room thing my brain is going- post canon they got stuck in the same hospital room bcuz both trans and hospital didn’t know what to do w that, or room at the beach, or Chishiya’s apt post canon bcuz he def does not have enough decorations)
Or them sunbathing at the beach (and Chishiya has either scars or tape or whatever👀) (could be funny if hatter also has top surgery scars and sees chishiya chest and is like whoaaa samesies🤣)
Or something where they’re holding hands (maybe walking in a pride parade together hehe)
Or something where they’re holding hands (maybe walking in a pride parade together hehe)
or kuina is holding Chishiya’s hand (pre top surgery doctors appt and he’s in a gown and stressed or something)
Or chishiya being done w his entire closet bcuz boobs make it hard for anything to look how he wants and he’s like flopped on the bed with his face in his hands and kuina has a hand on his back and is supportive and you can see shirts on the ground in the background🥹🥹🥹
Or literally anything I’m not picky, I will love anything you make!!! I loveeee your art style and your characterizations of them🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Here’s a little au i thought about where chishiya and kuina are childhood friends, and they would secretly swap their clothes and give away stuff to eachother to make them feel more like themselves,,, I think thatd be nice ☺️
