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peikko / 23 / they / sideblog @peikon

[peiikko]

i don't post much on tumblr anymore but i'm here again to share my thoughts. i find it absolutely terrifying that spring has already begun in finland. i've heard spring birds singing, seen the pussywillow blossoming. my friend in lapland says it's not even below zero degrees. this is when we should be having -30 degrees weather. there should be piles and piles of snow. and it's not supposed to melt away entirely until the beginning of may. this is it. this is the end. i will never experience a proper finnish winter ever again. winters have been getting warmer each year, but now i'm terrified for the future. i can't stop crying.

[moonandserpent]

Flail earrings handmade by Moon and Serpent

[aaronstveit]

okay i wanna play. what's the first song on your wrapped that has a color in the title?

[reckonner]

it was never gonna work out but i experienced all these seemingly profound unreplicable moments that were romantic and moving and made me feel alive and still none of it actually means anything in the long run. but thats okay. sometimes a beautiful moment is just that. a moment. and you have to leave it alone and just be grateful that it happened. woooow

[leonardcohenofficial]

how far down in your 2024 wrapped playlist does the first black artist appear?

1

2-5

6-10

11-20

21-40

41-60

61-80

81-100

none (embarrassing)

Voting ended onDec 11, 2024

last year when i posted this people melted down and went out of their way to misinterpret the purpose of this exercise and just say insane racist shit; the goal is to get you to reflect on whether or not you engage with black music and black art and artists, and if you seem to avoid doing so, to ask yourself why that is

if you would like, feel free to share the song/artist in the tags to share recs! always easier to begin or continue diversifying your listening habits with suggestions :)

[witchrealms]

(x)

[kuutamosonaatti]

Helsinki, 1984 ph. Merja Wesander

[2j]

[xanaxfarts]

[sketchymoof]

dios mio, un angel

[eunice-2magwerl]

Howdy Y'all.

This is my story in short, please share with me, I am a Type 1 Diabetic. I was diagnosed in February 2019 after being very sick and I weighed 88 lbs. For the last two and a half years I have had to inject insulin 4+ times for day every day, to stay within my blood glucose level.

In December 2020 I was hospitalized and had to have emergency surgery where I had to stay at home for the entire period of my illness without working, and I also had DKA aka Diabetic ketoacidosis is a serious complication of diabetes that occurs when your body produces high levels of blood acids called ketones.

Diabetic ketoacidosis develops when your body cannot produce enough insulin. Insulin normally plays an important role in helping sugar (glucose), the main source of energy for your muscles and other tissues, enter your cells. Without enough insulin, your body begins to break down fat as an alternative fuel. This process produces a buildup of toxic acids in the bloodstream called ketones, eventually leading to diabetic ketoacidosis if left untreated.

Three months later in March 2021 I finally got to see an endocrinologist, who specializes in Type 1 Diabetes. Who told me that an insulin pump would be a good device for me?

Currently the device you see in the picture is the most needed to control my diabetes.

I was recently approved for an insulin pump that will help me better control my diabetes. Although I am happy that I am approved the hardest part is coming up with the funds to pay for the pump and equipment.

📎Support and donate here.

👉 GOAL: $90/$340

A donation of any amount will be greatly appreciated even if you can't donate but if you share the story against friends It will help. Thanks to anyone and everyone who is willing to help.

[peiikko]

oct 31st i went to a party and it was raining. nov 1st at 3 in the morning i walked home and it was snowing. winter is officially here.

[hustlerswhore]

Virginia Woolf in Venice

[slavicvampiregf-deactivated2025]

We need a slur for religious people

[skelleton-llad-deactivated20260]

how many pieces of jewerly do you wear daily, i mean every single day

1-5

6-10

11-15

16-20

20+

bald

Voting ended onOct 20, 2024

[stuckinapril]

I really thought grief was just a constant state of catatonia but I’m entirely wrong bc you feel like you’re normal and okay for maybe most of the day but then it creeps up on you again and chokes you all out of nowhere and then you rebound and feel okay again and then there it is creeping up on you again and it literally never ends it’s like motion sickness

[bilegirl]

[maceofpentacles]

what are y’all’s tarot birth cards?

mine are the tower and the chariot