i don't post much on tumblr anymore but i'm here again to share my thoughts. i find it absolutely terrifying that spring has already begun in finland. i've heard spring birds singing, seen the pussywillow blossoming. my friend in lapland says it's not even below zero degrees. this is when we should be having -30 degrees weather. there should be piles and piles of snow. and it's not supposed to melt away entirely until the beginning of may. this is it. this is the end. i will never experience a proper finnish winter ever again. winters have been getting warmer each year, but now i'm terrified for the future. i can't stop crying.




















