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EN GARDE | eleven
akotsk targaryen x hightower!bastard!reader
modern au
ur show is onnnnnn
masterlist • ten
•••
The air in the ballroom had grown thick, not just with the scent of hundreds of lilies and expensive perfumes, but with the suffocating weight of a hundred expectant gazes. Every laugh felt like a sharp jab, and the flashing cameras were beginning to leave white spots in Y/N’s vision.
A fine sheen of cold sweat began to bead on her forehead, and her breathing turned shallow. The emeralds at her throat felt like they were tightening.
"If you’ll excuse me for a moment," Y/N said, her voice wavering just enough for Daeron to catch it.
She offered a final, porcelain smile to the group of investors, her eyes never quite meeting anyone's.
Daeron turned to her, a sharp remark about fleeing the front lines already on the tip of his tongue.
He was prepared to be annoyed, after all, she was leaving him to navigate the sharks alone. But as he looked at her pale face and the way she was clutching her glass, the words died in his throat.
He saw the panic in her eyes, the same panic he usually drowned in rye. For the first time that night, he looked at her with genuine, sober pity.
He gave a sharp, decisive nod, stepping forward to block a nosy socialite from stepping into her path.
"Of course," he said loudly enough for the circle to hear.
Y/N offered a final, brittle smile to the guests and slipped away, her green silk skirts hissing against the marble as she moved with disciplined haste toward the heavy velvet curtains that led to the private gallery.
Great, he thought, his internal voice a bitter snarl.
A drunk groom and a panicking bride. We’re a regular fairy tale.
He immediately grabbed a full glass of whiskey from a passing tray, his hand steady even as his mind raced.
He knew that look on her face because he saw it in the mirror every time he was sober for too long. He didn't feel pity, pity was too heavy, but he felt a grim, silent solidarity.
"Now," Daeron said, turning back to a portly man from the Iron Bank with a shark-like grin.
"Where were we?”
Ormund Hightower was a man who noticed every shift in the wind, especially when that wind threatened to disturb the carefully placed pieces on his board.
Ormund stopped mid-sentence. His eyes narrowed as he watched his granddaughter retreat.
To Ormund, a fainting spell was a sign of weakness he wouldn't tolerate on a night this important. He moved to set his drink down, his face darkening with the intent to follow her and drag her back to her duty.
She is slipping. She needs to be reminded that a Hightower does not hide.
Ormund excused himself from a conversation, his face a mask of grandfatherly concern that hid a sharp, punishing intent. He began to weave through the crowd, intent on catching her to deliver a quiet, devastating lecture on duty and the price of her upbringing.
But as he approached the heavy velvet curtains that led to the quiet gallery, he stopped.
A shadow moved ahead of him. A lean figure in a sharp black tuxedo cut through the crowd with a predator's efficiency, trailing Y/N at a distance that wasn't accidental.
Ormund watched, stunned and suspicious, as the person tailed Y/N out onto the gallery, moving with a grace that didn't hide the fact that they had been waiting for her to break.
Ormund stayed his hand, his eyes glinting with a new, dangerous curiosity as the curtains swung shut behind.
A slow, calculating smile spread across Ormund’s face, one that didn't reach his cold eyes. This was an unexpected development.
Interesting, Ormund mused, his fingers drumming rhythmically against the silver head of his cane.
The Hightowers had always known that the Targaryens were a house of fire and obsession.
If it wasn't just Baelor who saw value in Y/N, then Y/N’s worth had just doubled.
Ormund didn't follow them further. He turned back toward the ballroom, his mind already recalculating the leverage he held.
•••
The air in the gallery was cooler, but it wasn't enough. Y/N stumbled toward a tall, arched window, her fingers clawing at the emeralds around her throat.
The necklace, which had felt like a symbol of status in the ballroom, now felt like a literal leash.
Her breath came in shallow, broken pulls, like her body had forgotten how to do something as simple as breathe.
The room tilted. The music from the ballroom bled faintly through the walls, distant and mocking.
She was gasping, small, hitched sounds escaping her as she fumbled blindly for the clasp at the nape of her neck.
The metal was cold, the mechanism intricate and stubborn, and her hands were shaking too violently to find the release.
I hate this. I hate them. I hate being this person, she thought, a stray tear finally breaking free and tracking through the perfect foundation on her cheek.
Suddenly, the frantic heat of her own skin met the cool, steady touch of someone else’s fingers.
Y/N let out a sharp, frightened gasp and tried to spin around, but a firm hand landed on her shoulder, holding her in place.
"Be still," a voice commanded. It was low, raspy, and dangerously familiar. "You're only making it worse."
She didn't need to look to know who it was. She could feel the vibration of his presence behind her, sharp and electric.
"Not now," she choked out, her head bowing as she struggled to keep her balance.
She turned around, stumbling back a step to put distance between them, pressing her hand to her bare throat.
“Please,” she said, and the word tasted like something she’d sworn never to give him.
“Aerion. ….. go away.”
He didn’t move.
Aerion just stood there, the priceless necklace dangling from his fingers like a dead snake. His face wasn't twisted in its usual sneer. He looked serious, his violet-blue eyes scanning her pale, sweat-streaked face.
The dim light of the gallery made the sharp angles of his face look like they’d been carved from ice.
"I can't... I can't do this with you right now." Y/N choked out, her voice cracking as she pressed her back against the window frame.
She expected a biting comment. She expected him to laugh at her weakness or remind her of her "duty."
"I didn't say anything," Aerion said flatly, his voice devoid of its usual jagged edge.
He was stating a fact, but to Y/N, it sounded like the ultimate condescension.
It was the final thread snapping.
She let out a jagged, choked-off laugh, her hands balled into fists at her sides.
"Fuck you!" she hissed, the curse word sounding jagged and wrong coming from her lips.
"Fuck you, Aerion! Honestly, fuck you! You enjoy this, don't you? You love seeing me like this, looking like a broken, pathetic mess.”
The first sob broke through then, sharp and ugly, tearing out of her throat. She didn't try to hide it. She couldn't anymore.
"You all do," she wept, her voice cracking.
The tears were streaming down her face now, hot and messy, ruining the expensive makeup the artists had spent hours perfecting. She looked at him with pure, unadulterated loathing, her voice cracking under the weight of years of silence.
"Is this the 'liability' you wanted?" she screamed at him, though it was barely more than a jagged whisper.
"Am I broken enough now? Does this make you feel powerful, watching me fall apart?”
But Aerion didn't move. He didn't snap back with a clever insult. He didn't even look angry.
He didn't say anything. He didn't defend himself. He didn't tell her she was being hysterical.
He just stood there, a silent witness to her wreckage, letting her hurl every bit of her grief and hatred at him.
Aerion waited. He stood perfectly still as the echoes of her screaming faded into the heavy velvet curtains and the distant, muffled thrum of the orchestra.
"Are you done now?" he asked. His voice was quiet, devoid of the jagged edge he usually used to cut her down.
It was almost steadying, a low frequency in the middle of her high-pitched chaos.
Y/N leaned her head back against the cold marble, her eyes red and burning. The fire had gone out, leaving only ash and exhaustion.
"Fuck you, Aerion," she whispered.
The words weren't a weapon anymore, they were just a tired statement of fact.
Aerion reached into his tuxedo pocket and pulled out a clean, a silk handkerchief.
He didn't hand it to her with a flourish or a mocking bow, he held it out.
Waited.
She stared at it for a second too long before taking it, her fingers brushing his, cold against trembling heat. She dabbed at her face, smearing away the evidence, though it hardly mattered anymore.
The silence in the gallery felt different now, less like a tomb and more like a vacuum.
"It’s true," Aerion said suddenly.
The bluntness of it made her pause, the handkerchief pressed to her cheek. She looked up at him, expecting the usual sneer, but his face was unreadable.
"I hate you, Y/N," he continued, taking a half-step closer into her personal space.
"I hate the mask you wear. I hate your pretending act more than anything else in this world."
His gaze locked onto hers, not skimming, not mocking, seeing.
Actually seeing.
"Because when you're pretending, you're just like them," he said, his voice dropping to a dangerous, low hum.
Her breath caught again, but not from the necklace this time.
And because I’d rather have your anger than another one of your lies.
For a moment, it looked like he might say it.
Like the words are clawing their way up his throat.
But instead, Aerion exhaled, something almost like frustration, slipping through the cracks for just a second before it was gone.
For him, the cruelty was never the point, the point was the truth.
She walked right up to him.
“If I stop pretending, I disappear. Do you get that? If I’m not perfect, I’m nothing." She spat, her voice raspy from crying.
"You’re a Targaryen! You have the blood, the name, the safety. I am a bastard living on borrowed time and someone else’s charity.”
She slammed her hands against his chest, not hard enough to hurt, but enough to vent the sheer, vibrating energy of her rage.
She hit him again, her hands thudding against his expensive tuxedo.
Aerion didn't move to stop her. He didn't grab her wrists or push her back. He stood there like a statue, absorbing the blow.
He watched her face, the red-rimmed eyes, the gritted teeth, and he saw the girl who used to fence with him until her hands bled.
Finally, her strength gave out. Her hands slumped against his lapels, her forehead dropping to rest against his shoulder as she let out a long, shuddering breath.
"I hate you," she whispered, her voice broken.
•••
Baelor Targaryen was the master of the corporate smile, a look that radiated confidence while his mind was busy calculating three moves ahead.
He nodded graciously to a group of stakeholders, accepting their praises for the merger of the century, but his eyes never stopped moving.
He looked toward the center of the room.
There was Daeron, looking slightly glazed but performing his duty, surrounded by a group of eager socialites. But the space beside him was empty. The girl was missing.
Baelor’s brow furrowed, a hairline fracture appearing in his perfect composure. He let out a long, weary sigh.
He looked for the shock of silver hair and that trademark smug, predatory lean.
When his sweep turned up nothing but empty space where his nephew usually stood to loom over people, Baelor closed his eyes for a brief, pained second.
"Dammit, Aerion," he muttered under his breath, the curse lost in the swell of the violins.
He smoothed his tuxedo jacket and began to weave through the crowd with purpose, heading toward Maekar. His brother was currently cornered by a group of military contractors, looking like he was five seconds away from telling them to go to hell.
Baelor stepped in with practiced ease.
"Gentlemen, forgive me," he said, offering a disarming smile that brooked no argument.
"I hate to interrupt such a fascinating discussion, but I need a moment of my brother’s time for a family matter. If you’ll excuse us?"
The contractors bowed and shuffled away, relieved to escape Maekar’s stony silence.
Once they were out of earshot, Baelor’s smile dropped. He leaned in close to Maekar, his voice low and urgent.
"Where is your son?" Baelor asked, his voice low and urgent, skipping the pleasantries.
Maekar let out a dry, abrasive snort.
"Which one? The drunk one is currently pretending to be sober, and the other..." He glanced around the room with a bored indifference.
"I’m not the boy's watcher, Baelor. The fuck do I know where Aerion slunk off to? He’s probably somewhere terrorizing the staff."
Baelor leaned in closer, his voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. "Look around, brother. The girl is gone, and your son is nowhere to be found."
"Aerion won’t do anything to bring a scandal like that upon the family," Maekar muttered, though he sounded like he was trying to convince himself as much as Baelor.
"He’s arrogant, not stupid. He knows what’s at stake tonight."
Baelor only gave a stiff, non-committal nod.
"Let’s hope your faith is well-placed, brother."
Just as the tension between the two brothers reached a breaking point, the curtains shifted.
Y/N stepped back into the light of the ballroom. She was a vision of discipline once again, though Baelor’s sharp eyes noticed the slight puffiness around her lids that even fresh powder couldn't entirely hide.
Immediately, like sharks sensing blood in the water, a group of guests swarmed her. Y/N didn't flinch. She took a breath, smoothed her green skirts, and slipped back into the role of the polite, graceful bride-to-be.
Baelor exhaled, his shoulders relaxing an inch. "She’s back.“
A few minutes passed. The crowd around Y/N shifted, the noise rose, and then, as if he were nothing more than a trick of the light, Aerion slipped out from the same room.
He didn't come out with her, he had waited just long enough to avoid the appearance of a scandal, but not long enough to hide the truth from someone as observant as Baelor.
Aerion adjusted his cuffs, his face a mask of bored, sharp-edged indifference. He didn't look at Y/N, and he didn't look at his father. He simply grabbed a fresh drink from a passing waiter and leaned against a nearby pillar.
Baelor caught Maekar’s eye. The message was silent but clear. They were together.
"Well," Baelor whispered.
An hour passed, and the orchestra shifted into a slow, sweeping waltz, the kind of music designed to make a business arrangement look like a fairy tale. In the center of the floor, Daeron had his arm around Y/N’s waist, leading her through the steps with a practiced, rhythmic grace.
From a distance, they were the picture of corporate royalty.
Aerion watched the way Daeron’s hand rested on the small of her back.
Something sharp and jagged twisted in his gut, a sudden, inexplicable surge of irritation that felt like a physical weight. He didn't understand the feeling, and he hated things he couldn't categorize.
He couldn't endure another second of the rhythm. Without a word, he turned on his heel and slipped through the glass doors onto the terrace, the cold night air hitting his face like a slap.
He took a long, burning swallow of his drink, staring out at the city lights. He thought he was alone until a heavy, familiar tread sounded on the stone behind him.
"You think you’re that sleek?"
Maekar’s voice was like gravel under a boot.
Aerion didn't even turn around. He took a slow sip of his drink, staring out at the city lights.
"I don't know what you're talking about," Aerion said smoothly.
"Following the girl like a dog in heat," Maekar growled, coming to stand beside him, his presence looming and oppressive.
Aerion let out a short, sharp breath that wasn't quite a laugh.
"The marriage won’t bring your son back, Father. Marrying her to Daeron won't make him the man you want him to be. It’ll just give him a witness to his own rot."
Maekar’s hand lashed out, grabbing Aerion’s shoulder and spinning him around.
"Are you planning to ruin it? Is that what this is? Because you want to fuck the girl yourself?"
Aerion finally turned, his face tightening, a flash of genuine shock breaking through his mask.
"What? I’m not ruining anything. I followed her because…"
Aerion opened his mouth to say she was suffocating, to say she was breaking, but the words died.
"Because?" Maekar prompted, his voice a low challenge.
He couldn't admit he cared about the truth of her. Not to Maekar.
"Never mind," Aerion snapped, turning back to the view.
"Go ahead. Think what you want. I don’t give a fuck about their marriage or the Hightowers."
"Then you better act like it," Maekar warned, his voice dropping to a final, deadly tone.
"Start by leaving that girl alone, Aerion.“
Maekar gave him one last look of disappointment before turning and heading back into the warmth of the gala.
Aerion stayed in the cold, the taste of the drink turning bitter on his tongue. He looked through the glass doors at Y/N, still dancing, still trapped, and felt a hollow ache he had no interest in explaining.
•••
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EN GARDE | ten
akotsk targaryen x hightower!bastard!reader
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masterlist • nine
•••
The Hightower estate was a fortress of glass and white stone, tonight transformed into a shimmering cathedral for the annual Reach Charity Ball.
Every pillar was draped in silk, and the scent of expensive lilies was almost cloying.
Ormund Hightower stood at the head of the receiving line, his posture as rigid as the tower his family was named for.
Beside him, Oliver shifted in place, tugging at his cufflinks like they were choking him.
"Where is she, Oliver?" Ormund hissed under his breath, his eyes scanning the crowd with a predator’s focus.
"The Targaryens will be here any moment.“
"She’s... composing herself, Father," Oliver muttered, adjusting his cufflinks for the tenth time.
"She’ll be here."
Suddenly, the heavy double doors swung open, and the hum of the ballroom died down into a reverent hush.
Cameras erupted, flashes splitting the room into jagged pieces of white.
It was the money shot.
The Targaryen Empire had arrived.
Baelor Targaryen led the way, looking every bit the king of the corporate world. Maekar followed, heavier, harder, carved from something less forgiving.
Then came the next generation. Valarr, looking effortlessly regal, the young Matarys, who seemed more interested in the hors d'oeuvres.
Trailing behind Maekar were the problems.
Aerion walked with a sharp, aggressive stride, his violet eyes darting through the crowd as if looking for a reason to take offense. His hand rested habitually near his belt, a ghost of a reflex from his fencing.
Next to him, Daeron looked like he had been poured into his suit. His tie was slightly crooked, and his eyes had a glazed, distant sheen that suggested the usual pre-party drink in the limo.
Ormund stepped forward, his face breaking into a wide, sycophantic grin.
Baelor took the hand, his smile polite but shallow.
"Ormund. A lovely event. I trust everything is prepared for the announcement?"
"Of course, of course," Ormund said, his eyes darting behind the Targaryen men, searching for the granddaughter he’d spent years ignoring and was now desperate to parade.
"The union of our houses is all anyone is talking about."
The two families stood together, a sea of Hightower green and Targaryen black, as the photographers scrambled to capture the union.
“I’m sure it is,” Maekar muttered, something rough and unimpressed curling beneath the words.
Baelor’s gaze flicked back, precise and expectant.
“Where is the girl?”
A beat.
"I believe Daeron would like to see his fiancée."
At the mention of the word fiancée, Daeron let out a sudden, sharp snort-cough that sounded like a strangled laugh. He nearly choked on his own spit.
Valarr placed a steadying hand on Daeron’s shoulder, giving Ormund a charming, apologetic smile.
"Forgive him. The air in here is a bit... thick."
"Indeed," Baelor said, his eyes turning back to Ormund, sharp and expectant.
"So, where is she?"
"She is on her way," Ormund promised, his voice dropping an octave.
"She wouldn't dream of keeping a Targaryen waiting."
The dressing room was a gilded cage of silk and hairspray.
Y/N sat perfectly still in front of a three-way mirror while a makeup artist applied a final dusting of powder to her cheekbones and two maids struggled with the intricate corset of a gown that felt more like armor than silk.
The heavy door creaked open, and Alicia leaned against the frame. She was already dressed, looking sharp and severe in a deep emerald dress that screamed status.
She didn't come in, she just stood there, watching the grooming process with a look of profound distaste, as if she were watching a stray dog being bathed for a dog show.
"It’s fascinating, really," Alicia said, her voice cutting through the quiet hum of the room like a shard of ice.
"The amount of money Ormund is willing to waste on a silk purse."
The maids froze, their eyes darting to the floor.
Y/N’s grip tightened on the velvet arms of her chair, her knuckles turning white. The urge to snap back, to remind Alicia that she was the one being sold to secure the family's future, burned in the back of her throat.
But she stayed silent. She didn't even look up.
She knew better. The memory of the stinging, sudden slap still burned in her mind.
Alicia pushed off the doorframe and walked in slowly, circling behind her like she was inspecting something that didn’t quite meet her standards.
Her fingers brushed a stray strand of hair from Y/N’s shoulder, lingering just long enough to feel like a warning.
"You can paint a bastard any color you like, but under the lights, you'll still look like a mistake," Alicia whispered.
Y/N closed her eyes, letting the brushes sweep across her lids. She focused on the rhythm of her own breathing, turning herself into the marble statue they wanted her to be.
If she didn't feel, she couldn't be hurt. If she didn't speak, she couldn't be punished.
"A temporary fix for a drunk prince. Once the merger is signed and Daeron finally drowns himself in a bottle, they’ll discard you like the wrapper on a cheap gift."
Alicia straightened up, smoothing her skirts with a self-satisfied smirk.
“Try not to trip tonight,” Alicia added.
“It would be such a shame… to embarrass the family more than you already do.”
She didn't wait for a reply, turning on her heel and sweeping out of the room, leaving the air feeling thin and the silence even heavier than before.
Y/N looked back at the mirror, her jaw tight, her hands trembling slightly in her lap as the makeup artist tentatively reached out to finish her eyeliner.
And as the maids pinned a heavy emerald necklace around her throat, feeling more like a collar than jewelry, it all sank in with a crushing weight.
She was a bastard.
A mistake with a prestigious surname. She had spent her entire life trying to be the perfect Hightower, trying to prove to Ormund that she was worth the food she ate and the roof over her head. She had wanted to be someone.
But not like this.
For a fleeting, desperate second, she didn't want to be a Hightower or a Targaryen. She wanted to be someone who had the power to say no.
She wanted to be the person who could look Baelor and Ormund in the eye and tell them to find another lamb for their altar.
But as she caught her reflection, pale, polished, and trapped, she realized she was exactly where they wanted her.
Silent.
•••
The grand staircase felt like a mountain as Y/N descended. The sheer volume of the ballroom chatter seemed to swell, a hundred voices competing against the string quartet.
Y/N descended like she had done this a thousand times before, chin level, shoulders back, every movement precise enough to pass for grace.
Aerion was the first to see her. He was standing near a marble pillar, a flute of untasted champagne in his hand. His eyes didn't just drift toward her, they locked onto her with that same unsettling intensity he’d had in the hallway.
For a split second, his gaze raked over the silk and the heavy emeralds, his jaw tightening as if he were looking at something that shouldn't belong to anyone.
Then, Baelor spotted her. He navigated the crowd with the ease of a shark in familiar waters, steering a reluctant Daeron toward the foot of the stairs by the elbow.
"There she is," Baelor said, his voice resonant and warm, though his eyes remained coolly observant.
"The jewel of Oldtown."
Y/N reached the bottom step and offered a perfectly measured, graceful curtsy.
"Mr. Baelor. It’s an honor to have you here."
"The honor is ours," Baelor replied, looking her over with a nod of approval that made Y/N feel like a prized horse at auction.
"The green suits you, though I think you'll find our colors offer a bit more... fire."
“I imagine they do,” she said, her voice steady despite the way her pulse hammered in her throat.
Beside his uncle, Daeron offered a crooked, slightly lopsided smile. It wasn't the cynical smirk from the bar, it was softer, almost apologetic.
He looked respectable in his formal blacks, though Y/N could see the slight tremor in his hands.
"You look... incredible, Y/N," Daeron said. His voice was clear, he was sober, or at least trying very hard to be for this specific hour.
"Thank you, Daeron. You look well yourself."
Baelor patted Daeron’s shoulder, a gesture that looked affectionate but felt like a command.
"I’ll leave you two to catch up. I see Ormund gesturing toward the terrace, and I believe we have something to discuss."
He gave Y/N a small, encouraging smile, one that didn't ask for her opinion and vanished into the crowd, intentionally leaving them in a small, suffocating bubble of privacy amidst the hundreds of guests.
Daeron let out a long, slow breath the moment Baelor was out of earshot. He looked at the heavy emeralds on her neck, then back to her eyes.
Daeron offered a genuine smile, this time. It wasn't the smile of a fiancé, it was the smile of a fellow prisoner acknowledging a cellmate.
He reached out, not for her hand, but for a passing waiter’s tray, snagging two glasses of wine. He handed one to her.
"Drink," he said softly, his eyes scanning the room to make sure no one was watching too closely.
"You look like you're holding your breath, and it's going to be a very long night."
Y/N took the glass, but she didn't sip. She watched the bubbles rise, feeling the eyes of every socialite in the room boring into her back.
The weight of the emeralds felt like they were pulling her head down toward the marble floor.
"They’re going to announce it tonight," she whispered, her voice tight.
"The engagement.”
Daeron didn't even flinch. He just stared out at the crowd.
"Great," he said, the sarcasm dripping from his voice like venom.
"Fantastic. I’ll make sure to look appropriately thrilled while they sell our lives for a few extra points on the stock market."
He didn't wait for her to respond before he downed his own glass in three large gulps. He immediately signaled for another, his movements jerky and impatient.
"To the happy couple," he toasted quietly to the air between them, his smile not reaching his eyes.
"May we both find a way to stay numb until it’s over."
Across the room, she saw Aerion watching them, his expression unreadable.
Y/N tightened her grip on the stem of her glass, her knuckles turning the same white as the lace on her sleeves.
"Could you be serious for a minute?" she hissed, her voice a sharp contrast to the serene, polite smile she was wearing for the benefit of the onlookers.
Daeron paused, the rim of his third glass hovering just below his lips. He turned his head slowly, looking at her with eyes that were terrifyingly lucid despite the amount of rye and champagne already in his system.
He let out a soft, jagged laugh.
"Oh, I’m taking this very seriously, Y/N," he said, his voice dropping to a low, bitter drawl.
"Is my drinking and drowning in alcohol not proof enough? This is me being as serious as I can get without jumping off the terrace."
"Could you pretend, at least?" Y/N whispered, her eyes darting to a photographer who was adjusting a lens twenty feet away.
"For the sake of the announcement? For my sake?"
Daeron leaned in closer, the scent of expensive whiskey and mint clinging to him. He tilted his head, offering the cameras a charming, lopsided grin that looked perfectly authentic from a distance.
"I am pretending, Y/N," he muttered through his teeth, his smile never wavering.
"I'm pretending right now with all these cameras pointed at us. I'm pretending I don't want to scream. I'm pretending our families aren't currently carving us up like Sunday roasts."
He took another long swallow, his eyes scanning the room until they landed on Ormund and Baelor, who were clinking glasses.
"Look at them," Daeron said, his voice flat.
"They’ve already won. The least I can do is make sure I'm too drunk to feel the shackles when they finally snap them on."
He stepped a fraction closer, his shoulder brushing hers, a move that looked like an intimate confidence to the crowd, but felt like two soldiers huddling in a trench to her.
"You're the disciplined one, Y/N. You do the smiling. I'll do the disappearing. It's the only way this partnership works."
What if I'm the one who wants to disappear? She thought bitterly.
She looked at the exit, imagining herself walking out those glass doors and never looking back. But she couldn't. She couldn't afford the luxury of a vanishing act.
Ormund wouldn't just bring her back, he’d make sure she regretted the breath she took while running. And beneath the fear was that gnawing, suffocating sense of debt.
She was the mistake he had fed, clothed, and educated. To run was to be ungrateful. To run was to prove Alicia right, that she was nothing but a liability.
She remembered Aerion's words about being a liability to escape, but the cost was too high.
She couldn't break the one person who had saved her, even if that savior had turned her life into a transaction.
Y/N's own conscience was a heavier chain than any emerald necklace.
Daeron watched her for a beat too long. He saw the way the light in her eyes flickered and went out, replaced by a hollow, dutiful stare.
Even through the haze of the whiskey, the raw sadness radiating off her was enough to make him feel a rare pang of discomfort.
He was drowning, but he was trying to take someone down with him who was already struggling to keep her head above water.
He cleared his throat, the sound rough and sudden, and shifted his weight as he looked away toward the buffet line.
"Anyway," he said, his voice louder, desperately trying to puncture the heavy atmosphere.
"Have you tried the crab cakes? They’re about the only thing in this room that isn't full of shit. Well, those and the ice sculpture of the Hightower, which, ironically, is already starting to melt under the pressure. Sort of poetic, don't you think?"
•••
The ballroom lights dimmed slightly as the orchestra faded, the spotlight shifting to the grand podium where the power of two empires stood unified.
Ormund Hightower tapped his microphone, the sharp clack-clack echoing through the cavernous hall like a gavel.
From the periphery, leaning against a cold marble column, Aerion watched.
He wasn't listening to the speeches about growth or legacy.
His eyes were locked on Y/N, the way her fingers kept nervously twitching at the fabric of her skirt, smoothing out a wrinkle that wasn't there, brushing at an invisible stain on her hip.
A movement of someone who felt filthy in their own skin, someone trying to rub away the reality of the moment.
"Ladies and gentlemen," Ormund’s voice boomed with a terrifyingly smooth warmth.
"Tonight is not just a celebration of charity, but of a union that will define the next generation of both our company. It is my distinct honor to announce the formal engagement of my granddaughter, Y/N, to Daeron Targaryen."
The room erupted into polite, rhythmic applause, the sound of a hundred wealthy hands sealing a deal.
Beside Y/N, Aerion saw Daeron let out a long, shuddering sigh, his chin dropping an inch as if a physical noose had finally tightened around his neck.
But it was Y/N who held Aerion's focus. He saw her throat move as she gulped, a hard, painful swallow that looked like she was choking down glass.
Then, as the cameras flashed and the crowd turned toward them, the mask clicked into place. She tilted her head back and unfurled a smile.
To anyone else, it was the smile of a blushing bride.
To Aerion, it was dead. It was the fakeness of a doll.
Y/N just stood there, drowning in the applause, the perfect, disciplined Hightower girl doing exactly what she was told.
Aerion turned his gaze away, unable to watch her disappear further into the lie.
He looked at the ice sculpture, it was weeping now, clear water dripping onto the white tablecloth like tears.
The announcement acted like a magnetic pull, drawing the crowd toward the center of the room.
Within seconds, a swarm of socialites and board members surrounded them, a sea of silk and expensive perfume closing in.
Daeron turned on the Targaryen charm like a high-voltage switch. It was rare, but when he wanted to, he could be just as devastatingly charismatic as Valarr.
He smiled broadly, his eyes crinkling in a way that hid the dullness within, and leaned into the handshakes as if he hadn't been contemplating a dive into a bottle of rye five minutes ago.
"Congratulations, A match made in the heavens," said a man, his eyes darting between them.
"Thank you, Councilor," Daeron said, clapping an older man on the shoulder.
"The heavens, or perhaps a very efficient boardroom," Daeron quipped with a dazzling, self-deprecating grin that had the whole circle laughing.
"But looking at Y/N, I certainly think I got the better end of the deal."
Y/N stood at his side, the perfect anchor. She offered her hand to the socialites, her voice melodic and controlled.
"You’re too kind, Lady Redwyne. It’s a very special night for both our families."
Then came the inevitable questions, the ones that felt like tiny needles pricking at a fresh wound.
"Now, we simply must know," a woman in a shimmering gold gown gushed.
"Have you settled on a theme? Or a motif? I’ll assume Ormund is leaning toward a 'Beacon of the Future' aesthetic, but surely you two have your own vision?"
Daeron let out a smooth, practiced chuckle, his hand sliding to the small of Y/N's back. To the onlookers, it looked like a romantic gesture, to Y/N, it felt like two sailors clinging to the same piece of driftwood.
"Now, now, if we told you that, the mystery would be gone, wouldn't it? My fiancé and I are still... debating the finer points of the spectacle."
"He’s right," Y/N added, her smile never wavering, though her heart was thudding against her ribs.
"Which means I want flowers and he wants a dragon-shaped cake," Y/N added, her voice smooth and playful, lying through her teeth with a skill that made her stomach turn.
She caught Daeron’s eye for a split second.
The charm was working, but the hollowness was mutual.
They both knew the truth, they wouldn't choose the flowers, they wouldn't choose the music, and they certainly wouldn't choose the guest list.
Baelor and Ormund would decide the motif, and it would likely be the color of money and the smell of ink on a contract.
"We’re just focusing on the 'I do' for now," Daeron finished, smoothly pivoting to a waiter to exchange his empty glass for a full one.
"The rest is just... window dressing."
As the crowd laughed and moved on to the next topic, Y/N felt a cold sweat break out at the base of her neck. They were the stars of the show, but they were the only ones who hadn't read the script.
Across the room, Baelor watched them with a look of immense satisfaction. He caught Maekar’s eye and raised his glass slightly, a silent toast to a plan coming together.
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sorry for the late update i was busy prepping for school cause im studying again yey! also its my birthday yesterday so heres my gift to all of u, an update ahahah
masterlist • eight
•••
The morning in the Targaryen world was divided into three distinct types of silence, discipline, grave, and sun.
At 5:00 AM, Aerion’s eyes snapped open. There was no grogginess, only a sharp transition from sleep to alertness. His bedroom was minimalist, almost monastic. He moved through his routine with the precision of a soldier.
He blended a vitamin shake, bitter and green, drinking it in silence while staring at the dark city through his window.
By 5:30 AM, he was on the pavement. The rhythmic thud of his sneakers against the asphalt was the only sound as he jogged through the estate’s private trails, pushing his lungs until they burned.
After a cold shower, he organized his bag, fencing gear polished, projects for his classes mapped out with mathematical perfection.
He stepped into the hallway, adjusting his collar, and gave a sharp nod to the security detail waiting by the elevator.
"Ready," he said, his voice cold and awake.
He was a man built on routine, it was the only thing keeping the chaos in his blood from boiling over.
Across the city in his high-rise apartment, the atmosphere was different. The air smelled of stale smoke and expensive cologne.
Across the city, in an apartment that smelled of stale smoke and expensive cologne, the alarm on Daeron’s nightstand shrieked at 8:15 AM.
He didn't open his eyes, he just groaned and slapped the snooze button, retreating into the darkness for another minute.
Fifteen minutes later, he hauled himself up. His head throbbed with a familiar, dull rhythm. He stumbled into the kitchen, his eyes squinting against the harsh morning light, his throat feeling like he’d swallowed sandpaper.
He reached for a bottle of water, but his hand stopped when he saw a half-finished bottle of whiskey sitting on the counter.
He unscrewed the cap and took a long, burning swill. He let out a ragged breath and smiled at his reflection in the stainless steel fridge.
"What a great way to start the day," he muttered.
He yanked open the curtains, and the city skyline blazed.
He showered in three minutes, shoved a piece of cold, rubbery leftover pizza into his mouth, and grabbed his bag. He made it halfway to the door before he cursed, realizing he’d forgotten his textbook.
He was a mess of loose ends, held together by high-proof spirits.
At the Targaryen ancestral mansion, Valarr’s routine was a masterclass in discipline. He had been up since 5:00 AM, finishing a rigorous workout that included simulated hockey drills to keep his reflexes razor-sharp.
By 7:00 AM, he was out at the estate’s small private farm. This was the only time he looked at peace.
Away from the cameras and the boardrooms, Valarr allowed himself to breathe.
He fed the animals with a gentle, practiced hand before saddling his horse. He rode out into the mist, the powerful animal responding to his every command. He took a moment to pat the horse’s neck, leaning down to whisper something low.
When he returned to the mansion, he found Baelor already seated at the head of the long dining table, a newspaper in one hand and black coffee in the other.
"Father," Valarr acknowledged, his voice smooth and respectful.
Baelor didn't look up, but a small nod sufficed.
"Up before the sun, I see."
Valarr poured himself a coffee. He stood by the window, watching the light hit the gardens.
"Daeron’s been at the bars more often lately?" Baelor asked, his voice deceptively casual.
Valarr’s jaw clenched, a tiny ripple of tension under his skin.
"So you’ve heard.”
"Since the engagement," Baelor noted, finally looking up.
His eyes were cold, calculating the cost of his nephew’s spiral.
Valarr turned to face him, his grip tightening on his mug.
"I think your plan to engage him to make him better has achieved the exact opposite, Father. He’s not stepping up. He’s sinking more evenly."
Baelor didn't look up from his plate, his fork precisely cutting into a piece of dry toast.
"Give it some time," he said, his voice as immovable as a mountain.
"Pressure creates diamonds, Valarr. Or it crushes coal. Either way, we find out what Daeron’s made of."
Valarr didn't argue. He knew that tone, it was the one Baelor used when a decision was final. He finished his coffee in silence, the bitter roast matching his mood.
He moved to the kitchen island, pulling out a container to pack a light lunch, simple, healthy, the fuel of a man who treated his body like a high-performance machine.
Baelor glanced over the top of his newspaper, his eyes softening just a fraction, a rare, microscopic crack in the armor he wore even in his own home.
"You don't have to wake up this early every day, you know that, right?" Baelor asked, his voice lower now.
"You can take a rest, Valarr. You’ve earned more than a few hours of sleep."
Valarr stopped, his hand hovering over a piece of fruit. He felt the weight of his father’s gaze, the pride, the expectation, the heavy love that felt like a debt he could never fully repay. He swallowed hard, his throat tight, and gave a stiff, respectful nod.
"I prefer the routine, Father," Valarr replied, though his voice sounded a little hollow even to his own ears.
He turned to leave, his bag slung over his shoulder, ready to face another day of being the perfect heir, the perfect student, and the perfect shield for his family’s reputation.
But before he could step out of the dining room, Baelor’s voice followed him, quiet and hauntingly prophetic.
"A tired mind learns nothing, my son."
Valarr paused at the threshold, his grip tightening on the strap of his bag. He didn't turn back. He couldn't. If he looked at his father now, he might have to admit just how exhausted he really was.
Instead, he stepped out into the morning light, heading toward a car he didn't feel like driving to a life he hadn't quite chosen.
•••
The hallways of the Architecture wing were too bright, smelling of turpentine and expensive paper, a stark contrast to the sterile, cold stone of the Business building where Aerion spent his mornings.
He walked with his usual predatory grace, his boots clicking sharply against the linoleum.
Maekar’s voice rattled in his skull like a cage.
“Go check your brother. He’s been in the bars more lately, Aerion. See if he’s even in class."
Aerion didn't want to be here. He didn't care if Daeron drowned himself in a vat of cheap scotch.
And yet
His feet didn’t listen.
He stopped outside the heavy oak doors of the studio. He didn't go in. He just stood there, his shadow long and jagged against the wood.
He could hear the faint murmur of a professor inside, the scratching of pencils on paper. He stood there, frozen in a rare moment of indecision.
Through the small glass pane, he could see the back of Daeron’s head, slumped, sluggish, a charcoal pencil held loosely in his hand.
Suddenly, the smell of the paint and the silence of the hall triggered a memory so vivid it made Aerion’s chest ache with a phantom cold.
He was seven years old. The estate’s riding ring felt like a desert. Aerion had been pushed too hard, trying to match Valarr’s perfect form, and the pony had bucked. He hit the dirt hard, the wind knocked out of him, his knees scraped and bleeding.
He remembered scrambling up, ignoring the pain, dirt on his hands and knees, throat tight.
He didn't look for his father. He didn't look for the stable master.
Aerion ran straight into the legs of a teenage Daeron who was sitting on the fence.
Daeron hadn't judged him. He hadn't told him to be a dragon. He had reached down, hauled Aerion up, and let the boy hide his face in his sweater until the shaking stopped.
“I’ve got you, little brother,” Daeron had whispered.
The flashback snapped shut like a book.
Aerion stared at the door, his eyes darkening into twin slits of violet flint. The boy who had held him was gone.
In his place was a shell, a ghost who smelled of rye and disappointment, who was being traded away to a girl Aerion couldn't stop thinking about.
That wasn’t real anymore.
That brother didn’t exist anymore.
Whatever Daeron had been, whatever they had been, was long gone, drowned somewhere between cheap liquor and careless choices.
He turned on his heel, walked away, his heart hammering a rhythm of pure, unadulterated denial.
He didn’t look back.
He walked like it didn’t hurt, and maybe that was worse.
Inside the studio, the air was heavy with the scratch of charcoal and the rhythmic breathing of twenty students.
Daeron sat in the back row, his chair tilted precariously on two legs. His eyes were glazed, the lingering fog of the morning's whiskey acting as a filter between him and the room.
His hand moved across the heavy parchment in a blur of gray and black. He wasn't following the professor's lecture on waves. He wasn't even thinking.
His body seemed to be operating on a primal, muscle-memory level, his fingers smudging the charcoal to create the texture of weathered wood and the choppy, dark surface of the water.
It was a boat. A small, sturdy rowboat with chipped paint and a rusted anchor.
He didn't consciously decide to draw it.
But the paper knew.
Every jagged line of the hull was a piece of a memory Daeron had tried to drown in a thousand bottles. Of all the things he had lost, his mother’s warmth, Maekar’s pride, his own place as the heir, none of it sat in his chest like the weight of the brother he had failed.
Daeron stared at the drawing, his thumb smudging the spot where a small, ghost-like figure of a child sat in the bow of the boat.
Daeron blinked, the fog in his brain clearing for a terrifying, sober second.
He looked at the boat, really looked at it.
He crumpled the paper into a tight ball and shoved it into the bottom of his bag. He didn't need a reminder of the person he left.
"Mr. Targaryen?" the professor called out, noticing the movement. "Is everything alright?"
Daeron didn't look up. He just grabbed his bag.
"Fine," he muttered, his voice thick. "Just realized I'm not a fan of the water."
•••
The Architecture wing was a labyrinth of glass partitions and drafting tables, smelling of balsa wood and sharp, metallic glue.
Y/N was weaving through the clusters of students, her mind on the structural engineering professor she needed to catch before his next lecture, when she turned a sharp corner and collided with something solid.
The impact sent her books shifting in her arms.
She gasped, looking up, and found herself staring directly into the stormy violet eyes of Aerion.
He didn't snap at her immediately. For a split second, his expression was... haunting. He looked like a man who had seen a ghost, his gaze distant and hollow. But the moment his eyes focused on her, the mask slammed back down.
He glared, though a visible tremor in his hands blunted the edge of it.
"Watch where you're going," he bit out, his voice lower than usual.
Y/N stood her ground, her heart hammering against her ribs.
She saw the way his chest was heaving, the way his knuckles were white as he gripped his bag. For all his posturing, he looked fragile.
"Are you okay?" she asked.
The question was involuntary, her voice softening with a genuine, quiet concern that she hadn't intended to show.
Aerion stiffened, his eyes narrowing as he really looked at her, not as a target, but as if she were a threat he didn't know how to categorize.
"Why would you ask that?" he demanded, his tone turning sharp and defensive.
"That’s not an answer," Y/N whispered, more to herself than him.
She took a small step closer, her brow furrowing.
"And you look like you're about to break."
"I don't break," Aerion snapped, his jaw tight.
It was the most blatant lie Y/N had ever heard him tell.
As he began to brush past her, she spoke up, her voice steady.
"It's still allowed, you know."
Aerion stopped mid-stride, looking back at her with genuine confusion.
"What?"
"Not being fine," Y/N said softly. "It’s allowed."
Aerion stared at her. His glare faltered, his expression softening into something pained and weary for the briefest heartbeat before he shook his head as if to clear a fog.
He didn't say another word, he just turned and disappeared down the hall, his silhouette receding into the shadows of the building.
Y/N stood there, watching the spot where he had been. Why was he even here? She wondered. Was he visiting Daeron?
"Hey! Y/N!"
The booming, cheerful voice broke her trance. She turned to see Dunk jogging toward her, his massive frame weaving through the smaller students like a ship through a harbor.
He was wearing his Citadel hoodie, a lopsided grin on his face.
"Dunk!"
Dunk fell into step beside her, his long strides making her feel like she was at a light jog just to keep up.
“How have you been?” YN asked.
"I've been okay," he said, rubbing the back of his neck.
"Just the usual trying to balance the books and not fall asleep in the library. You? You look like you've got the weight of the world on your shoulders."
"Just family stuff," Y/N replied vaguely, her stomach twisting.
She wasn't ready to tell Dunk or anyone that she had been traded like a piece of property to the very family he saw as campus royalty.
As they rounded the corner toward the courtyard, the air suddenly felt thinner.
Daeron was walking in the opposite direction. He looked disheveled, his eyes fixed on the ground until he was just a few feet away. His gaze flickered up, meeting Y/N’s for a fraction of a second.
There was no greeting, no nod, just a hollow, weary recognition before he looked away and kept walking. He didn't even seem to notice the giant of a man walking right next to her.
Dunk slowed his pace, his head turning to track Daeron until the prince disappeared. Dunk cleared his throat, looking a little dazed.
He definitely doesn't remember the waiter who hauled his unconscious ass into that Lamborghini, Dunk thought.
Y/N noticed the change in his energy. "You okay, Dunk?"
Dunk let out a dry, awkward chuckle and shook his head.
"Yeah, uhm, I just..." He hesitated, looking down at his worn sneakers.
"I probably shouldn’t say this, but... Daeron’s a pretty heavy drinker, right? Like, even for a college guy."
Y/N’s eyebrows shot up.
"Oh, you’ve seen him? Huh. I didn't expect you to be the type to hang out in bars, Dunk," she teased, though her smile didn't quite reach her eyes.
"I'm not," Dunk said quickly, his face flushing.
"Not like that. I work at a bar, Y/N. The Iron Gate? I'm a waiter there."
"Oh, you do?" Y/N’s voice softened. She knew how hard Dunk worked just to stay in school.
"Well... get used to seeing Daeron. He’s like that. He’s always been like that. It’s practically his personality at this point."
Dunk frowned, a look of genuine, heavy concern clouding his face.
"I don't know. I saw him the other night and... I think he really needs help, Y/N. Not just a coffee and a nap. Like, real help." Dunk said, his voice dropping.
He thought of the way Daeron had looked slumped over that sticky table, not like a prince, but like a drowning man.
Y/N stopped walking and looked toward the hallway where Daeron had vanished. The pity she felt was a bitter pill to swallow.
"They’re Targaryens, Dunk," she said, her voice turning a bit colder, a bit more realistic.
"Rich. Help is always there for them. Doctors, therapists, private retreats. You have just actually to want it. And Daeron? I think he’d rather drown than be saved."
Dunk went quiet. He thought of Valarr, smelling of spirits while acting the hero, he thought of Aerion, vibrating with a rage he couldn't name, and he thought of Daeron, who was trying to turn himself into a ghost.
"People with the most gold are usually the ones who can't afford to be honest, huh?" Dunk said softly.
Dunk’s words hung in the air, heavy and surprisingly poetic for a guy who spent his nights dodging drunk frat boys.
Y/N stayed silent, her steps slowing.
The people with the most gold are the ones who can't afford to be honest.
It should have made her think of her grandfather, Ormund, who traded in half-truths and political leverage. But instead, her mind flickered back to that hallway five minutes ago.
It flickered back to Aerion.
It felt wrong to even think it. Aerion was a bully. He was cruel, he was arrogant, and he made it his life’s mission to remind her that she didn't belong.
Honesty and Aerion Targaryen shouldn't have been in the same sentence, let alone the same thought.
And yet...
Unbidden, a flash of violet-blue eyes burned through her mind.
As she remembered him standing in that hallway just minutes ago, shaken, vibrating with a tension he couldn't name, and lying through his teeth about not being broken, she realized Dunk was right.
Aerion was the richest of them all in terms of expectations, and because of that, he was the most bankrupt when it came to the truth. He couldn't afford to be honest about the fact that he was grieving. He couldn't afford to be honest about his loneliness.
(He couldn't even be honest about the way he looked at YN.)
"Y/N? You still with me?" Dunk asked, tilting his head to look down at her.
"Yeah," she breathed, forcing a smile, though her mind was still on the image of Aerion’s softening eyes.
"Just... thinking. You’re right. Honesty is a luxury. I guess some people just find it easier to pay for a lie."
Dunk just nodded.
"Well, if you ever need someone to be honest with, or just someone to buy you a cheap coffee that isn't served in a gold cup, you know where to find me."
Y/N smiled, a real one this time.
"Thanks, Dunk. I think I'm going to need that coffee sooner than you think."
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EN GARDE | masterlist
akotsk targaryen x hightower!bastard!reader
modern au (inspired by succession)
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To the world, the Hightowers were controlled, untouchable—the kind of family that turned even scandal into strategy. Y/N was no exception. Not hidden, not claimed. Just shaped into something useful.
An option.
The Targaryens were meant to be a clean alliance. Straightforward. Predictable.
It isn’t.
Y/N understands the role she was raised for.
She just didn’t expect it to get complicated this quickly.
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The lights of the lecture hall hummed with a clinical, persistent buzz that seemed to vibrate inside Y/N’s skull.
The professor was droning on about macroeconomics, his voice rising and falling in a rhythm that should have been informative but felt more like a lullaby for the damned.
Two weeks had passed since the dinner. Two weeks since the world had shifted beneath her feet, and Y/N still felt like she was walking on a fault line.
Her notebook was open, the page mostly blank save for a series of jagged, mindless scribbles in the margin.
Targaryen.
The word looked foreign. Wrong. She had spent twenty years struggling to be accepted as a Hightower, a battle she was losing every time Alicia looked at her or Ormund dismissed her with a wave of his hand.
She was the daughter kept in the family's basement. And now, by some cruel twist of Baelor’s whim, she was being vaulted into the most volatile bloodline in the world.
If I wasn't enough for the tower, how can I be enough for the dragon?
The pressure was a physical weight on her chest, a cold knot of anxiety that made it hard to draw a full breath.
She could feel the eyes of the other students, the ones who had heard the rumors, the ones who whispered ‘bastard’ behind their Starbucks cups, drilling into the back of her neck.
They were waiting for her to fail.
The professor’s voice suddenly peaked.
"...and that, class, is the foundation of market stability."
Stability. Y/N almost laughed out loud. There was no stability in her world.
There was only the heat of Aerion's gaze, the smell of scotch on Daeron's breath, and the cold, terrifying perfection of Valarr.
The bell rang, a sharp, jarring sound that cut through her spiraling thoughts.
Y/N didn't linger. She didn't wait to check her notes or chat with a classmate. She stood up so abruptly her chair scraped loudly against the floor, drawing a few startled looks.
She jammed her notebook into her leather bag, her fingers trembling as she pulled the zipper shut.
She needed air.
The garden terrace was one of the few places on the Citadel campus where the city's sound was muffled by thick ivy and stone.
It was quiet, smelling of damp earth and blooming jasmine, a stark contrast to the sterile, pressurized air of the lecture halls.
Y/N knelt by a stone planter, her fingers buried in the cool soil. She had skipped fencing. She couldn't bring herself to go to the salle, to stand on the strip and feel the weight of a foil in her hand while the shadow of a wedding loomed over her.
In the garden, things grew or they didn't, they didn't care about bloodlines or intentions.
She had been there for hours, lost in the mindless rhythm of pruning, when the air behind her seemed to grow heavy. The hairs on the back of her neck stood up.
"You missed class," a voice drawled.
It was low, sharp, and unmistakably Aerion.
Y/N didn't turn around. She reached for a pair of garden shears and snipped a withered branch.
"I wasn't aware you were my registrar, Aerion. Don't you have a lecture on 'How to Be an Asshole' to attend?"
She heard the soft scuff of his designer boots on the stone as he moved closer, stopping just a few feet away.
He didn't rise to the bait. Instead, he watched her, his shadow stretching long across the dirt as the afternoon sun began to dip.
"The fencing coach was looking for you," he said, his voice dropping the mockery for something flatter, more observant.
"He doesn't like it when his students decide to play in the dirt instead of practicing their parries."
"Maybe I'm tired of hitting things," Y/N muttered, finally looking up.
Aerion tilted his head, his violet eyes tracking the movement of her hands.
"Plants are fragile things, Y/N. You give them too much water, and they rot. You give them too much sun, and they burn. They're entirely dependent on the mercy of whoever holds the shears."
He stepped closer, his presence suddenly suffocating.
"Is that what you're doing? Finding something smaller than you to control? Or are you just practicing for a life of quiet gardening at Daeron's estate?"
The mention of his brother was a barb. Aerion leaned against a stone pillar, his white hair catching the dying light.
"You can hide here all day, but the dirt won't wash off the contract.”
She turned back to the soil, her voice dropping to a weary whisper.
"It’s all set, isn't it? Once Baelor decides on something, the ink is basically blood. There's no way out."
Aerion didn't answer immediately.
"Not unless you prove him wrong," Aerion replied.
Y/N finally turned to look at him, her brow furrowed in genuine confusion.
"What?”
Aerion pushed off the pillar, taking a slow, predatory step toward her.
"Be a liability. Become an addict like Helaena, or a whore like Gwyneth. Baelor doesn't invest in broken goods."
"Be careful with the words you use for my sisters, Aerion," Y/N snapped, her eyes flashing with a sudden, protective heat.
Aerion let out a sharp, ugly bark of a laugh.
"Oh, fuck your morals, Y/N. Are you defending them? Those two are currently in the student lounge telling anyone with an ear that you're a bastard and your mother was nothing but a cocksucking cunt who got lucky for a night."
She stood up abruptly, the watering can clattering against the stone floor, her face pale with a mix of hurt and white-hot rage.
"Fuck you, Aerion!" she hissed, stepping into his space, her hands balled into fists at her sides.
Aerion didn't flinch, his violet eyes dark and unreadable.
"I'm telling you the truth. If you want out, you have to be worse than the shadow they think you are."
He paused, a flicker of something almost like pity crossing his face before his usual cold mask replaced it.
"Daeron doesn’t want to be tied to this any more than you do."
Y/N let out a breathy, bitter laugh, turning her face away from him.
"Stating the obvious. I think the whole city knows he’d rather marry a bottle of scotch than me."
"Then you have common ground," Aerion murmured.
"You both hate the cage. The difference is, he’s willing to rot in it. Are you?"
•••
The high-ceilinged office of the Targaryen estate smelled like expensive tobacco and the cold scent of air conditioning.
Baelor sat behind a massive desk of dark weirwood, while Maekar paced the length of the room like a caged lion, his heavy footsteps thudding against the Persian rug.
"Daeron? You’re handing the Hightower girl to a boy who can barely find his way home from a bar." Maekar asked, stopping to lean his knuckles on the desk.
Baelor leaned back, a small, humored smile playing on his lips. He looked entirely too relaxed.
"Why, brother? Think of the genetics. Daeron and Y/N would make exceptionally good-looking babies."
Maekar’s jaw tightened, and he let out a sharp, impatient breath.
"Don’t fuck with me. You don't make moves for 'good-looking babies.'"
Baelor’s smile didn't fade, but his eyes turned sharp, the humor replaced by a clinical, cold intelligence.
"Your son needs responsibility, Maekar. He is failing purposely. He’s smart, he’s capable, and yet he’s throwing it all away for a bottle. He gave up."
Baelor stood up, walking to the floor-to-ceiling window that overlooked the city.
"A Targaryen doesn't give up."
"And the bastard girl?" Maekar asked, his voice low.
"Y/N was raised with discipline," Baelor noted, his back to his brother.
"Y/N raised in the Hightower household under Ormund’s thumb, she was raised with a discipline Daeron lacks. Maybe she can fix him. Or at least, hold him upright."
He turned back around, his expression becoming more serious.
"Rhaegal is getting worse. His instability is becoming a liability for the firm’s public image. I need someone to step into that vacuum eventually."
Maekar stared at him, genuinely shocked.
"You want Daeron to step into Rhaegal’s shoes?"
"He could do it, you know," Baelor said, walking back to his chair.
"He’s just far too gone right now. Hell, Rhaegal manages to do it while being half-mad." He let out a dry, short chuckle.
"Imagine what Daeron could do if he had a reason to sober up."
Maekar looked away, thinking of his son.
"You’re gambling a lot on a girl who has no reason to help us."
"She’s a Hightower," Baelor said.
"Let’s see if the girl can tame the dragon before he drinks himself into an early grave."
He paused, his expression turning cold.
"Though I need you to tell your other son, Aerion, to back off the girl. He’s circling her like a shark, and it’s messy."
Maekar stepped closer to the desk, his presence looming.
"If you're so worried about the line of succession and replacing Rhaegal... why Daeron? Why not your own son? Why isn't Valarr the one being positioned for this?"
Baelor took a slow, deliberate sip, a slight hitch in his throat that he masked perfectly.
"Valarr has his own path," Baelor replied nonchalantly, setting the glass down with a precise clack.
•••
It was only 5:00 PM, but Daeron was already deep into his third glass of cheap, burning whiskey.
He preferred it this way, no vultures, no fake friends.
Being sober was a vulnerability Daeron couldn't afford. In the light of day, every thought was a judgment of his father’s disappointment.
When he was drunk, the world softened at the edges. He wasn't a failure, he was just a ghost.
He was staring at a crack in the wooden bar top when a shadow fell over his glass. A scent followed, something light, like jasmine, that didn't belong in a place that smelled of stale beer and regret.
He didn't have to look up to know who it was.
Y/N sat on the stool beside him, her posture stiff, her leather bag clutched in her lap.
Daeron gave her a deadpan look, his eyes glassy but sharp enough to be cynical. He didn't say a word. He just lifted his glass, finished the whiskey in one swallow, and signaled the bartender for another.
"You're avoiding me," Y/N said, her voice steady despite the grime of the surroundings.
Daeron watched the bartender pour the amber liquid, the bottle clinking against the rim of his glass. He didn't look at her when he spoke.
"I'm avoiding everyone," he muttered, his voice raspy.
"I'm avoiding my father, I'm avoiding the board of directors, and I'm definitely avoiding you."
"I hate this as much as you do, Daeron," she whispered, her voice tight.
"Don't think I walked into that restaurant asking to be a prize in a corporate merger."
Daeron turned his glass in a slow circle, leaving a wet ring on the wood. He let out a sharp, cynical breath.
"Do you? Really? Because from where I’m sitting, you’re about to become a Targaryen. You’re finally going to be useful to Ormund. He kept a bastard for twenty years, and now he gets to cash you in for a seat at the big table. That sounds like a promotion."
Y/N lowered her head, her hair falling forward to shield her face. She cleared her throat, a small, choked sound that she tried to swallow back, her fingers twisting the strap of her bag until her knuckles turned white.
The sight of her, small, fragile, and genuinely wounded, pierced through the fog of the rye.
Daeron wasn't a cruel man by nature, he was just a drowning one. He watched the way her shoulders shook slightly and felt a pang of genuine guilt. He sighed, rubbing his face with a trembling hand.
He sighed, the sound long and weary. He raised a hand, signaling the bartender.
"A Manhattan for the lady," he called out, his voice softening. "Put it on my tab."
The bartender nodded and moved away.
Daeron leaned back, looking at Y/N with a softer, albeit bloodshot, gaze.
"I'm sorry," he said, his voice dropping an octave.
"The 'bastard' comment... that was uncalled for. I’m just pissed at the world, and I’m taking it out on the wrong person."
Y/N didn't look up, but she let out a long, shaky breath.
"Don't be," she whispered, her voice tight.
"Your brother always reminds me anyway. At least you apologized for it."
He watched her take the glass, a strange sense of camaraderie forming in the dim light of the dive bar.
"You can’t keep doing this," Y/N said, her voice dropping the defensive edge and replacing it with a quiet, stinging sincerity.
"It’s not a life, Daeron."
Daeron’s jaw clenched, the muscles working under his skin as he stared at the condensation on his glass.
"I tried being sober, you know," he said, his voice a low, gravelly rasp.
"Rehab... a bunch of times. Inpatient, outpatient, and spiritual retreats in the mountains. My father threw every dollar he had at 'fixing' me."
He finally looked at her, his eyes glassy but piercing.
"We’re all fucked up, Y/N. We just cope in different ways. Do you prefer me like this? Or would you rather I spend my time bullying and tormenting people just to feel powerful?"
Y/N let out a small, unexpected chuckle.
"I suppose the quiet drunk is less of a headache than a loud psychopath."
A silence stretched between them for several minutes, filled only by the muffled sounds of the jukebox and the clinking of glasses at the other end of the bar.
It wasn't an uncomfortable silence, it was the first time they had actually shared the same air without the weight of their families pressing in.
"Aerion doesn’t hate you," Daeron said suddenly.
Y/N froze, her hand halfway to the cherry in her Manhattan. She turned to look at him as if he had suddenly sprouted a second head.
"He does. He’s spent every moment making sure I know exactly how little he thinks of me."
"Aerion wasn't raised like me," Daeron said, ignoring her protest.
"He’s spent his whole life being compared to everyone, to me, to Valarr, to the ghost of what a Targaryen 'should' be. He’s always been the spare, the shadow."
"That doesn’t mean he has to treat people with such cruelty," Y/N countered, her brow furrowing.
"You're right," Daeron admitted, a ghost of a smile touching his lips.
"He’s a bastard in his own way....”
“he used to go fishing with me."
Y/N’s eyes widened.
"Aerion? Fishing?"
"He’s a fish nerd, Y/N," Daeron said, a genuine, lighthearted laugh breaking through his gloom.
"He knows the Latin names of half the species in the bay. He’d sit there for six hours in total silence, just watching the line."
Y/N found herself chuckling, the image of a brooding, teenage Aerion meticulously documenting fish being too absurd not to enjoy.
Daeron’s laughter faded slowly, and he turned his stool to face her fully, his expression turning uncharacteristically sober.
"Aerion doesn't hate you, Y/N," he repeated, his voice dropping an octave.
"Because if he did, he wouldn't keep looking. You don't watch something you hate with that kind of... hunger."
He sighed, picking up his glass again. "He’d have looked away a long time ago. But he didn’t…can't.”
He took one last sip of his drink and looked her right in the eye.
"I know my brother.”
•••
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TAG: @sahvlren @bloatedandlonly
EN GARDE | seven
modern au akotsk targaryen x hightower!bastard!reader
not much yn scene just targaryen lore cause im obsessed with them and also dunk being dunk.
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•••
It is 11:30 PM, and the air is a thick haze of expensive vapor, cheap desperation, and bass-heavy music that made the floorboards thrum.
Dunk adjusted the plastic tray under his arm, his large frame looking awkward in the tight, black waiter’s vest the club forced him to wear.
Being a working student at the Citadel was a marathon, and tonight’s shift as a waiter was the final leg.
He was mid-shift, clearing empty glasses from the VIP terrace that overlooked the alleyway.
He paused near the railing, his eyes widening.
A familiar figure slumped, holding a bottle of premium vodka by the neck like it was a life preserver, his head lolling back. He looked less like a prince and more like a shipwreck.
Dunk retreated through the heavy velvet curtains into the main service area. He fell into step with Raymun, a wiry, fast-talking guy who is now busy loading a tray with empty glasses.
Raymun didn't go to the Citadel; he went to the city college three miles over, and he had zero patience for the ‘dynasty brats’ who frequented the club.
"Hey, Ray," Dunk said, wiping his hands on his apron.
"Is that… is that Daeron Targaryen out there? He looks pretty wasted.”
Raymund didn't even look up, expertly stacking the tumblers.
"Probably. He’s a regular and oh its Tuesday," Raymun deadpanned.
"Its the Targaryen special, Dunk. They spend all day pretending they’re gods and all night trying to forget they have to wake up tomorrow."
"He seems... pretty wasted," Dunk said, his brow furrowing with a genuine, heavy concern.
"I mean, even for this place. He looks like he’s trying to drink the whole bar under the table."
"Listen to me, man," Raymun said, his voice dropping.
"Those guys? They’re made of glass and ego. You try to help a Targaryen when he’s that far gone, and you’ll be the one getting cut when he shatters. Just leave the bottle and clear the glass. That’s our job."
Raymun let out a dry, short laugh and put aside his tray.
“Don't waste your pity on the silver-bloods, Dunk. They have enough money to buy a new liver by the time they're thirty."
Dunk looked back toward the door.
"I don't think money helps with whatever he's trying to drown," Dunk muttered softly.
Raymun just shrugged, shoving a fresh stack of glasses toward him.
"Maybe not. But it buys a hell of a lot of scotch to try. Get back out there, big man. Table twelve is asking for their check."
By 1:00 AM, the atmosphere in the bar had shifted from high-energy partying to a jagged, frantic desperation, something much grittier.
And every time Dunk swung past the VIP section, his eyes involuntarily sought out the table in the corner.
It was a cluster of the Citadel’s worst, boys who wore their parents' wealth like armor, laughing too loudly and treating the staff like scenery, and women who laughed too loudly at jokes that weren't funny, all of them clinging to the Targaryen gravitational pull.
Dunk noticed the subtle movements, the quick hand-offs under the table, the way two of them would disappear into the bathroom and return with wide, glassy eyes and a sudden burst of frantic energy.
The table was a mess of spilled gin and discarded lime wedges.
At the center of the wreckage was Daeron.
He wasn't part of the energy. He had reached the terminal stage of his binge. His head was slumped unceremoniously on the sticky table, his cheek resting near a spilled pool of gin.
His silver-gold hair was a matted mess, trailing in the liquid.
"Look at him!" one of the guys jeered, slapping the table so hard Daeron’s head jolted.
"A ‘Targaryen' finally sunk!"
The table erupted in mean, jagged laughter.
One was filming a video of the slumped prince, probably for a group chat, while two others were shamelessly ordering the most expensive bottles of champagne on the menu, knowing full well the bill would be swiped on Daeron’s black card.
Dunk felt a knot of pure, human disgust tighten in his chest. He didn't care about the family name, he just saw a guy being picked apart while he was down.
They didn't care if he choked on his own breath, they just cared that the tab was being charged to Daeron’s account.
As he moved closer to clear some glasses, he caught the hushed, frantic whispering of two girls at the edge of the booth.
"We should call Valarr. We have to tell him Daeron’s in trouble." one whispered, checking her reflection in her phone screen and reapplying a layer of gloss.
"He’s the only one who can handle him when he’s like this."
The other girl smirked, checking her reflection in her phone screen as well.
"Exactly. You think he’ll let us in his car?"
“Maybe? Give us a ride home as a thank you, you know." The other girl replied, touching up her lipstick in a compact.
Dunk tightened his grip on his tray. They didn't care if Daeron choked on his own tongue, they just wanted an excuse to throw themselves at Valarr. To them, Daeron’s misery was just a bridge to a better prize.
Dunk couldn't take it anymore. He set his tray on the bar and walked straight toward the booth.
"Yo, waiter!" the loud one barked, snapping his fingers at Dunk.
"Another round of shots. And bring a glass of water for the Prince.”
Dunk stood his ground, his shadow looming large over the table. He looked down at Daeron’s slumped form. The boy looked exhausted.
"He's had enough," Dunk said, his voice deep and vibrating with a quiet authority that cut through the drunken haze of the group.
The table went silent for a beat, the rich boys looking up at him with a mixture of shock and disdain.
"What did you say, giant?" the guy sneered, leaning back.
Dunk didn't blink. He just looked at Daeron, then back at the group. "I said the tab is closed.”
The girls near the curtain scrambled, one of them already pressing 'call' on a contact labeled V. Dunk ignored them.
A guy in a designer polo looked up, scowling. "It’s not closed. We just ordered another round of Blue Label."
"Who’s paying for all this again?" Dunk asks.
The girl with the phone pointed a manicured nail at the unconscious Daeron.
"He is, obviously.”
"He’s done," Dunk said firmly. "And so is the tab. You’ve had enough of his money for one night."
The girl rolled her eyes, letting out a sharp, annoyed huff as she looked Dunk up and down.
"Calm down, White Shaq," she sneered, clicking her phone shut.
"We're already calling his cousin. We’re leaving once Valarr gets here anyway.”
Dunk didn't move. He looked down at Daeron, whose hand was twitching slightly on the table, then back at the group.
"If you're waiting for his cousin, you're waiting outside. Clear out."
"You can’t just clear us out! Do you even know who our parents are?" the guy in the sweater barked, trying to stand up and failing miserably as his balance betrayed him.
"I know whose tab you're running up," Dunk answers.
Dunk didn't even blink. He caught the eye of a massive, scarred bouncer named Hodor who was stationed near the VIP entrance. Dunk gave a sharp tilt of his head toward the booth.
"Hodor, these ones are done. They’re making a mess, and I’m pretty sure they brought in their own 'party favors.' Get them some air."
Hodor didn't need a second invitation. He moved in like a tectonic plate, his hands, the size of dinner plates, firmly guiding the protesters toward the exit.
The group was dragged out, still shouting about their lawyers and their family names, leaving the corner of the club suddenly, eerily quiet.
Only Daeron remained, still facedown on the table, the rhythmic thump of the bass vibrating through his skull.
A waitress named Mel moved in to help clear the wreckage. She paused, looking down at Daeron’s silver hair spilling over the table.
"Rough night for the Prince?"
Dunk sighed, rubbing the back of his neck.
"He’s out cold. Should I call a cab?"
Shae tilted her head, a stray curl falling over her eye.
"A cab? To a Targaryen penthouse? They’d probably arrest the driver for kidnapping. A family would be more suitable."
"Aerion?" Dunk asked, grimacing. He’d seen the younger brother before, he wasn't exactly the helping hand type.
"Or Valarr?" Mel suggested.
Dunk groaned, rolling his eyes. "Valarr? Oh, not you too."
Mel looked at him, confused for a second, then her eyes widened as she realized what he meant.
Dunk clearly thought she was just another girl desperate for a glimpse of the Heir, looking for any excuse to see him in the flesh.
Realization dawned on Mel’s face. She let out a soft, melodic chuckle that was far too cynical for someone her age.
"Oh, no, big guy," She leaned in a little closer to Dunk, a playful, dangerous smirk dancing on her lips.
"I don't need a glimpse. I already had him."
"Wait—what do you mean you 'had' him? Like, you met him or—"
"Do you want Valarr's number or not?" she called back over her shoulder, completely unbothered.
"I’ve got it in my phone. I'll bring it to you."
"Of course you have his number," Dunk muttered to himself, watching her go. He looked back at Daeron, feeling a new kind of chill.
He took the slip of paper Mel brought back a minute later, staring at the number.
Dunk took a deep breath and hit 'Call.'
The phone rang. Once. Twice. The silence on the other end felt heavy, expensive. Then, it clicked over to a crisp, professional-sounding voicemail.
“This is Valarr Targaryen. Leave a message.”
Dunk cleared his throat, leaning his massive shoulder against the cinderblock wall.
"Hey, uh... Sir. My name’s Dunk, I’m a server over at where your cousin Daeron is currently." he started, his voice a low, steady rumble.
"He’s down here and, honestly, he’s pretty wasted, more than usual. I already cleared out the group he was with, they weren't exactly looking out for him."
He paused, glancing through the porthole window of the door at the silver hair slumped over the booth.
"I would love to just call him a cab and be done with it, but I know how it is. It’s probably not safe for a Targaryen to be dumped in a random taxi in this state. I’m gonna keep him in a booth for now, but I'd appreciate it if someone would come to get him. Let me know what you want me to do. Thanks."
He hit end and exhaled, staring at the screen. Now, all he could do was wait.
•••
The clock on the wall of the private training facility ticked toward 2:00 AM, while the rest of the city was surrendering to sleep or the bottom of a bottle, Aerion was turning his fury into something physical.
Aerion was at the heavy bag, his knuckles wrapped in black tape. He was stripped to his waist, his skin slick with a sheen of sweat that made the silver ink of the dragon tattoo on his ribs look like it was moving. Every muscle in his back rippled with the effort of a man trying to outrun his own mind.
Thwack. Thwack. Crack.
Every time he closed his eyes to focus, he saw her. He saw the way Y/N had looked at the table, not like a victim, but like a woman who was slowly realizing she was being buried alive.
He saw the way she had leaned into his space in the hallway, her breath hot against his skin, telling him she’d rather have the Golden Son than him.
I do wish every night I wasn’t pushed by a maid... just so I could suck Valarr’s dick.
The memory of her voice made his vision red.
He wasn't just pissed that she’d been given to Daeron, he was possessed by the image of her wanting Valarr. She wanted the perfect heir, the golden lie. She wanted the version of Valarr that didn't exist.
"Stupid girl," he hissed through clenched teeth, his breath coming in ragged, white-hot bursts.
He hated the way she looked in that dress. He hated the way she smelled like rain and defiance.
He stopped suddenly, his forehead resting against the cool, swaying leather of the bag. His chest heaved, sweat dripping from his chin and onto the polished floor.
He was exhausted, his body screaming for rest, but his mind was a riot of anxiety and jagged resentment.
He didn't need sleep. He needed to hit something until the image of her face finally faded into the dark.
With a final, guttural snarl, Aerion ripped his boxing gloves off and threw them angrily across the room. They hit a rack of weights with a hollow clack before falling to the floor.
"Fuck Valarr," he spat,
He closed his eyes, forcing himself to find the one place where he was still superior. In the fencing salle, he was king.
He remembered the look on Valarr’s face ten years ago, the shock of being disarmed, the tip of Aerion's foil hovering over the Golden Boy's heart.
He remembered the aftermath even more clearly.
Valarr’s mother had been livid. She couldn't stand the sight of her perfect son being humbled by the ‘Mad’ branch of the family.
In the same year Valarr then ‘voluntarily’ transitioned to the hockey team.
Valarr dont play games he couldn't dominate.
"Stay on the ice, cousin," Aerion whispered into the dark, empty gym.
He grabbed a towel and wiped the sweat from his neck, trying to settle the vibration in his hands.
He was the one who knew Y/N’s fencing style. He was the one who shared her air in the salle. Daeron might have the contract, and Valarr might have her fantasies, but Aerion had the steel.
The gym was silent again, save for the hum of the air conditioning, and then his phone buzzed.
He ignored it, his mind still locked on Y/N, before he realized the caller ID.
Valarr
"What do you need now, Golden Boy?" he muttered to the emptiness.
•••
Dunk stared at his phone, the screen already starting to dim. No text, no callback, nothing. He looked at Daeron, whose head had shifted slightly, a bit of drool now pooling on the polished wood of the table.
"Any luck?" Raymun asked, passing by with a tray of dirty glasses.
"Voicemail," Dunk grunted.
"Rich guys must sleep better than us."
He looked at Daeron’s gold watch, then back at the door.
Just as Dunk was about to give up and call the police, his phone vibrated with a force that nearly shook it out of his hand. An unknown number.
"Hello?" Dunk answered, his voice a cautious rumble.
"This is Valarr," the voice on the other end said.
It was smooth, like expensive silk, perfectly modulated even at two in the morning.
"Who am I speaking to?"
Dunk blinked, momentarily thrown off by the sheer politeness. He’d expected an arrogant demand or a legal threat.
"Uh, yeah. This is Dunk. I’m a server at The Iron Bar. Your cousin is... well, he’s not doing great. He’s passed out and his 'friends' were basically using his thumb to pay for the whole bar's tab."
There was a microsecond of silence. To anyone else, Valarr sounded perfectly chill and charming, the quintessential concerned relative.
But Dunk, who had grown up around people who hid their anger behind smiles, could feel the icy, sharp edge underneath the tone.
Valarr wasn't worried, he was pissed.
"I see," Valarr said, his voice remaining terrifyingly steady.
"Thank you for looking out for him, Dunk. It's rare to find someone with a sense of duty these days."
"I just didn't want him ending up in a ditch," Dunk muttered.
"Admirable. I’ll be there in ten minutes to fetch him myself. Please keep him inside until I arrive."
"Sure thing," Dunk said.
The call ended with a soft click. Dunk pulled the phone away from his ear, his brow furrowing.
He didn't find it particularly scandalous or shocking that the Golden Heir of the Targaryen empire was awake and ready to drive in the middle of the night.
Probably just another overachiever with insomnia, Dunk thought nonchalantly.
Too many spreadsheets, too much coffee, or maybe he’s just spent the night staring at a textbook until his eyes bled.
To Dunk, Valarr wasn't a god, he was just another student at the Citadel who probably forgot what a full night's sleep felt like. He settled in, watching the front door and ignoring the way the nightclub lights made Daeron’s hair look like tarnished silver.
He just wanted to get this over with so he could go home, eat a bowl of cereal, and sleep before his 10:00 AM lecture.
•••
The door to The Iron Bar swung open, and for a moment, the chaotic pulse of the bar seemed to steady itself.
Valarr stepped inside, looking remarkably composed for a man out at half-past two in the morning. He was dressed in a dark wool overcoat that cost more than Dunk’s tuition, but it was the hair that caught Dunk’s eye.
Under the strobing club lights, the white streak in Valarr’s dark hair stood out like a lightning bolt, that unmistakable Targaryen mark that reminded everyone exactly who they were looking at.
Valarr’s eyes scanned the room with surgical precision, landing instantly on Daeron.
A brief, sharp flash of disappointment crossed Valarr’s face, a look of a man seeing a recurring problem, before he smoothed it back into a mask of polite gratitude.
He walked over, and as he approached, Dunk felt himself straightening up.
If Aerion is ‘scary’ like a wild animal, Valarr is ‘intimidating’ like a high-rise building, quiet, towering, and perfectly constructed.
"I... uh, he's been out for about an hour," Dunk started, feeling suddenly clumsy under Valarr’s steady gaze.
"You don't have to explain my cousin's shit to me. Your concern is enough.”
He looked up at Dunk, and then he did it, he flashed a polite smile.
The one that probably had its own fan club at the Citadel. It was warm, charming, and felt entirely genuine.
Valarr’s eyes traveled up... and up. He let out a soft, amused huff.
“You’re remarkably tall. I think you might have applied for the wrong job."
Dunk couldn't help but chuckle, the tension in his shoulders finally dropped.
"I get that a lot.”
Valarr laughed quietly and pulled a roll of bills from his pocket, sliding a generous stack toward Dunk.
"For the inconvenience.”
He looked back at the slumped form of his cousin.
"Now, I hate to ask more of you, but I think I’ll need some help getting him to the car."
"Of course," Dunk said immediately, nodding with a bit of clumsy enthusiasm.
Dunk reached down and hoisted Daeron up, slinging one of the prince's limp arms over his massive shoulders.
As they maneuvered the unconscious Daeron toward the exit, Dunk realized that while Aerion made him want to look for a weapon, Valarr made him want to do a good job.
He was a natural leader, a man who made the chaos of the night feel like a minor clerical error.
As they stepped out into the crisp past midnight air, Dunk caught a scent that didn't match the ‘overachieving student’ vibe Valarr was putting off.
It was faint, masked by expensive cologne, but it was there. The sharp, botanical sting of gin.
Valarr wasn't just awake, he’d been out, too.
He just carried it with a terrifying, silent discipline that Daeron lacked.
Dunk looked down at the side of Valarr’s head, his eyes lingering on the sharp, perfect line of his jaw.
Valarr didn't miss the look. He didn't flinch, and he didn't explain.
Valarr led them toward a sleek, matte-black Lamborghini Urus idling near the curb. Dunk expected the car to be empty.
But as they approached, the passenger-side window hummed down, revealing a girl with warm, brown skin and a head of shocking, neon-pink hair. She was lounging in the leather seat with her boots up on the dash, looking thoroughly bored with the world.
Dunk recognized her, Kiera Tyrosh. He’d seen her around the Citadel, usually tucked away in the back of the library with a stack of books or leaning against a wall while Valarr’s inner circle held court.
She took one look at Dunk, her eyes traveling.
"Fuck, you're tall," she said, her voice flat and unimpressed.
Valarr didn't even flinch at her language. He just maneuvered Daeron’s dead weight closer to the rear door.
"Mind helping us, Kie?" Valarr asked, his voice strained but still maintaining that terrifyingly polite edge.
Kiera Tyrosh let out a dry chuckle, swinging her legs down and hopping out of the car.
"Every time I hang out with you, Valarr, I end up doing manual labor," Kiera muttered, grabbing Daeron’s belt to help hoist him into the backseat.
"I tried calling Aerion through your phone while you were inside," she said, glancing at Valarr.
"Thought he might actually want to be useful for once," she adds.
Dunk stood back, watching the three of them, the Heir who smelled of secret drinks, the pink-haired Tyrosh girl, and the wasted prince being stuffed into a six-figure SUV.
"That was a waste of a dial. Aerion never answers when I call. And not because he’s asleep." Valarr sighed.
Once Daeron was folded onto the leather like a discarded suit, Valarr turned back to Dunk.
The streetlights caught the white streak in his hair, and for a second, the mask of the ‘perfect heir’ slipped just enough for Dunk to see the exhaustion behind it.
Kiera slammed the door shut and wiped her hands on her cargo pants.
"I know, I know," rolling her eyes as she swung back into the driver's seat.
"Because he despises the ground you walk on. The rivalry is getting exhausting, Val."
"It's not a rivalry if only one person is competing, Kie," Valarr replied smoothly, though the bitterness in his voice was a sharp contrast to his earlier charm.
Valarr walked around to the passenger side, pausing to give Dunk one last, polite nod.
"Thank you again...?"
"Dunk," the big man replied.
"Dunk," Valarr repeated, memorizing the name like a line of code.
"Take care, Dunk.”
"Yeah," Dunk muttered, watching as the pink-haired girl gunned the engine.
Dunk stood alone on the sidewalk, the cold 2:30 AM wind biting through his thin waiter’s shirt. He watched the red taillights vanish around the corner, thinking about the drunk prince in the back, the heir who smelled like tequila, the girl driving the car, and the brother who hated them all too much to pick up the phone.
"Damn," Dunk muttered to the empty street, shaking his head.
People didn't love the Targaryens because they were perfect. They loved them because they were a disaster draped in gold.
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eight
TAG: @sahvlren @bloatedandlonly
this is what i had in mind writing daeron smoking in the parking lot. boy just want to drink but now have a fiance and a pissed brother.
EN GARDE | six
akotsk targaryen x hightower!bastard!reader
modern au
i just have to drop this chapter rightaway
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Daeron felt the air in his lungs turn to lead. Fuck me, he thought, the words repeating in his head like a scratched record.
Fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me.
Fuck Baelor. Fuck this whole goddamn table.
Daeron didn't move. He didn't even breathe. He just stared at the centerpiece, a bouquet of white lilies that suddenly looked a lot like funeral flowers.
He looked across the table at Y/N.
She was beautiful, objectively, devastatingly so. In the dark green silk, with that sharp, disciplined fire in her eyes, she was more than he deserved, she was an ideal. She was exactly what a Targaryen needed, a woman who could hold a shield while he held the sword.
But that was the problem. He didn't want a shield. He didn't want a sword. He just wanted to be left alone in a dim studio with a bottle of scotch and his blueprints.
The sheer absurdity of the moment hit him, the ‘disappointment’ of the family was being tethered to the ‘bastard’ of the Hightowers.
Two people cast in the shadows, now forced to stand in the blinding light of a union.
A jagged, hysterical chuckle bubbled up in his throat before he could stop it. It was a short, sharp sound that sliced through the heavy silence of the restaurant.
You've got to be joking, he thought, his eyes darting to Baelor.
The chuckle died instantly.
Maekar, sitting beside him, didn't move a muscle, but the heat radiating from his father was enough to singe the tablecloth.
Maekar leaned in just an inch, his gaze a physical blow, a silent promise of absolute ruin if Daeron didn't pull himself together right this second.
Daeron cleared his throat, the sound rough and forced. He felt the weight of every eye on him. Especially Aerion’s simmering, silent rage.
He could feel Aerion sitting beside him, silent and lethal.
He had been so sure. Every instinct in his body had screamed that it would be Aerion. Aerion was the one who obsessed over her. Aerion was the one who tracked her through the salle like a wolf. It made sense.
It was the ‘Mad Prince’ and the ‘Bastard Girl’, a volatile, poetic mess that Baelor would surely love to orchestrate.
He had been ready to offer Aerion a pitying drink after the dinner, ready to toast to his brother's new leash.
But Baelor didn't want poetry. He wanted control.
And the leash was around his own neck.
By binding Y/N to Daeron, Baelor wasn't just rewarding Y/N, he was punishing Daeron for his apathy and neutering Aerion’s obsession in one stroke.
He didn't have to turn his head to know that Maekar was glaring at him. He could feel his father’s eyes boring into the side of his skull, a silent, tectonic command. Say something, boy. Do not embarrass me further.
He clenched his jaw so hard his teeth ached, his fingers curling into a tight fist beneath the mahogany table.
He looked toward Baelor and Ormund, offering a small, tight, and utterly forced smile that didn't even come close to his bloodshot eyes.
"Of course," Daeron said, his voice dropping into a polite, hollow drawl that masked the screaming panic in his chest.
"If it serves the interests of the family... then I am honored to provide the foundation. For the greatness of the empire."
The words tasted like ash.
Ormund Hightower didn’t smile often, when he did, it wasn’t a gesture of warmth, but the look of a grandmaster seeing a checkmate three moves ahead.
Ormund had kept a ‘mistake’ under his roof for twenty years. Now, that mistake was the bridge to the most powerful empire in the country. He felt a swell of cold, calculated pride.
He had done it. He had tied the Hightower name to the Targaryen.
Ormund clapped his hands together, the sharp thwack of his palms echoing like a gavel in the high-ceilinged room.
"Excellent," Ormund declared, his voice cutting through the suffocating tension.
"The wedding will be finalized following Daeron’s graduation. It’s a long road ahead, but it provides ample time."
Ormund turned his gaze toward Y/N. The grandfatherly pride in his eyes was as thin as a sheet of ice over a dark lake.
He didn't offer her a kind word or a celebratory glass of wine. He simply looked at her, his eyes conveying the silent, heavy ultimatum that had governed her entire life.
You'd better make me proud, his stare screamed. Do not let a single drop of your common blood ruin this. Do not make me regret the space you took at my table.
Y/N felt the weight of that look like a physical blow. She sat perfectly still, her hands clasped so tightly under the table that her nails were drawing blood from her palms. She was a Targaryen bride now.
The table was a minefield of conflicting emotions.
Alicia felt like she had been slapped, the smudge on the windowpane was suddenly the centerpiece of the room, tied to the most powerful name in the world.
She gripped her napkin so hard her knuckles turned white, her mind racing with the unfairness of it all.
Helaena and Gwayne let out synchronized, shallow sighs of relief. The terror that had gripped them, the fear of losing Valarr to their half-sister evaporated.
If the bastard had to be sold, they were more than happy to see her tied to the ‘Disappointment.’
Daeron was handsome, yes, but he was a mess, a repeater who smelled of scotch and skipped class. To them, it felt less like a promotion for Y/N and more like a colorful exile.
"To a long engagement," Baelor added smoothly, raising his glass. "And a sturdy foundation."
The rest of the table followed suit, a forest of crystal rising into the air.
Daeron, feeling the collective weight of the table, took a long, desperate gulp of his wine.
He looked at Y/N, then at the exits, wondering if it was too late to jump through the window and disappear into the city.
As the glasses clinked, Y/N didn't look at her fiancé. Her eyes were drawn, almost against her will, towards Aerion.
Aerion wasn't looking at the wine, or his father, or his brother.
He was looking at Y/N’s throat, his gaze dark and predatory, as if he could already see the Targaryen necklace, and the Targaryen leash that was about to be wrapped around it.
The deal was done. The bastard was claimed.
Aerion watched her with the eyes of a man who had no intention of letting a ‘long engagement’ go peacefully.
-
The parking lot was a sprawling expanse of damp asphalt and silent, idling luxury engines. The night air was crisp, carrying the distant hum of the city and the immediate, sharp scent of exhaust.
Baelor and Maekar stood near the lead sedan, their silhouettes imposing as they spoke in low, rhythmic tones.
Nearby, Aerys was nodding patiently while Aegon yapped about a new gaming console, and Rhaegel was shepherding his twins into their own car, the three of them moving like a single, six-legged organism.
Matarys was already a slumped silhouette in the backseat of Baelor’s car, the blue light of his phone the only sign of life.
Valarr walked toward his sleek black Ferrari California, keys loose in his hand, but stopped when he saw a familiar orange ember glowing in the dark.
Daeron leaned against the side of Maekar’s SUV, cigarette hanging from his lips, posture careless in a way that felt almost intentional.
His tie was loosened, collar open, hair just shy of ruined, like he’d been assembled to perfection and decided, somewhere along the night, to dismantle it.
He’d ignored his father’s glare earlier.
When Maekar had glared at him the second their shoes hit the pavement, Daeron had a cigarette between his lips and a lighter flickering. "To celebrate, Dad," with a sarcasm so thick it was a miracle it didn't choke him.
Daeron didn't offer Valarr a smoke. He knew better. Not here. Not where Baelor could see. He wasn’t about to be the one to taint the Golden Son while Uncle Baelor was within eyeshot.
"You look like you've just been handed a life sentence," Valarr noted, his voice smooth and low.
Daeron huffed a cloud of smoke, staring at the glowing tip of his cigarette. "Because I have, Val. Graduation is only a year away.”
He let out a quiet breath, humorless.
“A toast,” he muttered, lifting the cigarette slightly.
“To my bright, tethered future.” A faint scoff. “To the Greatness of the Empire.”
Valarr leaned against the car beside him, checking his watch. He didn't smoke, but he understood the need for a vice.
"I have to admit," Valarr murmured, his voice dropping so the elders wouldn't hear.
"For a second, I thought the game was over. When Ormund mentioned discipline and Baelor called her name, I thought it would be Aerion. Or even me."
Daeron let out a jagged, mocking huff of smoke and gestured to himself with the glowing cigarette.
"Come on now, cousin. Why wouldn't they choose me? I’m a catch. The stable, reliable, academic overachiever. I’m every father’s dream."
He leaned his head back against the cold glass of the window, his expression turning hollow.
"I’m the perfect anchor. I’m heavy, I sink, and I’m hard to get rid of."
Valarr let out a soft chuckle, leaning his back against the car.
"You’re a better man than you give yourself credit for, Daeron. Just... perhaps not a more sober one."
Valarr shifted his weight, his mismatched eyes scanning the group, noting the missing piece of their dysfunctional puzzle.
"Where is Aerion?" Valarr asked, his brow furrowing.
Daeron let out a dry, hacking laugh, flicking a long cylinder of ash onto the pristine asphalt. He looked back toward the heavy black doors of the restaurant, his eyes dark with a mixture of pity and dread.
Daeron took one last drag, crushing the cigarette butt under the heel of his designer boot with a bit too much force.
"Still inside," Daeron rasped.
“Probably lurking somewhere near Y/N,” Daeron added. “You know how he is.”
"He doesn't like it when someone else touches his toys. Even the ones he claims to hate."
Daeron’s eyes drifted past Valarr, settling on the two titans standing by the lead SUV. Baelor was gesturing with a slow, controlled hand, his face a mask of calm authority while Maekar listened.
"Your dad did this on purpose," Daeron muttered.
"Aerion must have pissed him off. Aerion has been acting like he owns the city lately."
Valarr didn't disagree. He followed Daeron’s gaze, watching his father’s composed silhouette.
Baelor Targaryen didn't make mistakes, and he certainly didn't ignore the chemistry in a room. He used it as leverage.
"Aerion pissed everybody off, Daeron,” Valarr said simply, his voice cool and detached.
"It’s his primary personality trait."
Daeron let out a sudden, raspy laugh, the sound echoing off the concrete walls of the parking deck. It was a hollow, desperate sound, but it was genuine. It was the first honest emotion he’d felt all night.
"Fair point," Daeron choked out, shaking his head as he leaned heavily against the car.
"Gods, we’re a pathetic lot, aren't we? One brother gets the girl as a punishment, and the other gets denied the girl as a lesson. And you? You just get to stand there and look perfect while the rest of us burn."
Valarr tilted his head slightly. He just offered a small, enigmatic smile, the kind that never reached his mismatched eyes.
“I’m not perfect.”
A small grin.
“I just don’t get caught.”
Daeron huffed out a quiet laugh, shaking his head as a smirk pulled at his mouth. He gave a slow, knowing nod, no questions, no surprise.
Just understanding.
The kind shared between two men who didn’t need to explain the things both done, only acknowledge them.
Valarr checked his watch, the platinum face glinting. He began to back away toward his car, his movements fluid and efficient.
"I’m heading out. Will I see you tomorrow at the Citadel? Or... not?"
He raised an eyebrow, knowing Daeron’s patterns. A shock like tonight’s usually resulted in a forty-eight-hour disappearance into the bottom of a bottle.
Daeron chuckled, leaning his head back against the SUV.
"I’ll be there in spirit, Val. Which is to say, I’ll be haunting a bar three blocks away.”
Valarr offered a sharp, knowing smirk. "Try not to drown before the engagement party."
Before he slid into his car and fired up the engine. It roared to life with a refined, aggressive purr.
As he pulled away, he gave a quick, sharp beep of the horn, a signal to Baelor that he was departing. Baelor didn't stop his conversation with Maekar, he simply raised a hand in a brief, dismissive wave. The silent communication was absolute.
Daeron watched the taillights vanish, a sudden, sharp pang of regret hitting him. I should have brought my own car, he thought bitterly.
Now he was stuck waiting for his father to finish playing God, or he'd have to endure a suffocating ride home with a simmering Aerion and a yapping Aegon.
He pulled his phone from his pocket, the screen's harsh light reflecting in his bloodshot eyes. He scrolled through his recent contacts, his thumb hovering over the names of girls he’d already disappointed.
He needed a distraction. He needed to be anyone other than ‘the Fiancé’ for a few hours.
He paused at a name. Sam.
She didn't go to the Citadel. She didn't know who Ormund Hightower was. She was loud, messy, and exactly what he needed to drown out the sound of his own future closing in on him.
He typed with a steady hand, despite the tremor of his nerves.
Daeron: Come over. Tonight.
He hit send and shoved the phone back into his pocket, leaning his head back against the cold glass of the SUV.
-
The air in the dining room had turned toxic the moment the Targaryens vacated their seats. Oliver leaned over the table, his voice a low, frantic hiss.
"Y/N? Her? Dad, is this an insult?”
"It is what Baelor wanted," Ormund interrupted, his voice as cold as a winter tomb.
Alicia’s face was a mask of blotchy, indignant red.
"You’re telling me Baelor chose her? Himself over my daughters?"
Ormund didn't answer. He took one last, slow sip of his vintage wine, savoring the taste of a successful transaction. He set the glass down with a definitive clack and stood up, smoothing his suit.
"The discussion ends here," Ormund commanded, his eyes flashing with a warning that even Alicia knew better than to ignore.
"I am tired."
He signaled a waiter to fetch the Hightower cars, turning his back on his family's outrage.
Alicia stood up next, her chair screeching against the obsidian floor. She didn't look at her husband, she fixed Y/N with a look of pure, concentrated venom, the kind of look one gives a weed that has suddenly bloomed in a prize-winning garden.
Oliver and the children followed suit, Helaena and Gwayne casting pitiful, mocking smirks at Y/N as if they were watching her be led to a gallows rather than a throne.
"I need to use the powder room, Ormund," Y/N said, her voice sounding small in the vast, emptying room.
Ormund didn't even look at her. He just gave a dismissive flick of his hand, a gesture he usually reserved for the help or a stray dog.
Y/N cleared her throat, her head held high even as her insides felt like they were liquefying. She walked toward the dimly lit hallway leading to the restrooms, the sound of her heels echoing off the walls. She just needed a minute. One minute to breathe, to splash cold water on her face, and to process everything.
She just needed a moment. One minute of silence before she had to go back to being a Hightower asset.
She reached the corner where the light dimmed, the shadows stretching long against the black slate walls.
Suddenly, a blur of movement erupted from the darkness.
Before she could gasp, a hand clamped firmly around her upper arm. She was jerked off her path with violent, fluid strength and slammed back against the cold stone wall.
The air left her lungs with a sharp oomph.
She looked up, her heart hammering against her ribs like a trapped bird.
The designer lighting caught a shock of snowy white hair and a pair of violet-blue eyes that weren't just angry, they were burning.
Aerion.
He hadn't put his jacket back on, his sleeves were rolled up, revealing the corded tension in his forearms.
He didn't look like a prince now. He looked like a hunter who had just watched someone else claim his kill.
“You should be celebrating,” she snaps.
His hand braces beside her head.
“I don’t celebrate,” he said quietly, “when something is put where it doesn’t belong.”
His gaze dropped to her lips before snapping back to her eyes with predatory intensity.
“You looked disappointed,” Aerion hissed, his voice a jagged, dangerous whisper that vibrated against her skin.
“I’m not.”
He leans closer.
“Lie better.”
His voice brushed against her ear, low and controlled and too intimate for something that wasn’t supposed to exist.
“You can pretend this makes sense,” he murmured.
A breath.
“You can even pretend you don’t feel it.”
His head tilted slightly, just enough that she could feel the ghost of it, his presence, his attention, all of it focused exactly where it shouldn’t be.
“But don’t pretend you didn’t want it to be me.”
Y/N didn't flinch. Instead, a sharp, jagged laugh bubbled up from her throat, a sound of pure, defensive defiance that cut through the heavy tension like a blade.
She didn't pull away, she did the opposite.
She leaned forward, pushing her face even closer to his until their noses were inches apart, her eyes burning with a cold, frantic fire.
She could see the microscopic pulse jumping in his jaw, feel the radiating heat of his anger, but she didn't care. She is tired of being a pawn, and she is tired of him acting like he owned the board.
"You really are as delusional as the rumors say, aren't you?" she whispered, her voice dripping with a lethal, mocking sweetness.
"If I had a choice," she continued, her voice dropping to a lethal murmur,
"It wouldn't be the disappointment, and it certainly wouldn't be the madman."
She saw the flicker of recognition in his eyes, the realization that she was talking about Valarr.
"Don't flatter yourself, Aerion.”
She leaned in until her lips were a fraction of an inch from his ear, her voice turning into a serrated edge.
“Don’t you dare tell me what I want. Because every night I lie in that gilded cage, wishing I hadn't been shoved out of a mistress’s bed just so I could be polished enough to be useful. I wish I were legitimate enough just so I could suck Valarr's dick and forget you even exist."
The silence that followed was deafening. The air between them felt like it was about to combust, a volatile mixture of her lies and his obsession.
She had thrown the Golden Boy’s name between them like a shield, knowing it was the one thing that would burn Aerion more than any insult.
She waited for him to snap, for the ‘Mad Prince’ to finally live up to his name. She didn't move an inch, her breath mingling with his, challenging him to do his worst.
Y/N didn't wait for it. She shoved against his chest with all the strength she had left, catching him off balance for a split second, and ducked under his arm.
She started to walk away down the hall, her heels clicking rhythmically against the floor.
Aerion didn't move. He stayed braced against the wall, a low, bitter chuckle vibrating in his chest, a sound of genuine, dark amusement. He watched her retreating figure, his eyes cold and knowing.
"Then you’re just as delusional as I am if you think being legitimate would give you a chance with him,” Aerion called out, his voice echoing off the marble, stopping her for a split second.
He knew the truth about his cousin.
Valarr didn’t want high-born girls with titles and expectations. He didn't want the political weight of a Hightower.
Valarr preferred the nobodies, the waitresses in back rooms, the girls who didn't know his middle name. He liked things he could use and discard without a paper trail.
Valarr wasn't ‘safe’, he was just quiet about his damage.
He stepped out of the shadows, the light catching the silver-white of his hair.
“You’d last one night in his world, Y/N,” Aerion hissed, his eyes fixated on the corner she’d turned. “And it wouldn't be the night you’re hoping for.”
Aerion then turned away, his stride heavy, heading toward his father’s waiting car outside.
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seven
TAG: @sahvlren
when will it be our turn?
dude why u gotta send me this? 🙊🐵 idk whether to laugh or to feel guilty.
I'm so excited for the new chapter I can already smell the drama that will happen at that dinner 😛✨
well….😳✨
EN GARDE | five
akotsk targaryen x reader
u know the drill
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The room was silent, except for the hum of the central air and the muted click of cufflinks. Aerion stood before the floor-to-ceiling mahogany mirror, his silk shirt unbuttoned at the collar.
He wasn't inspecting the fit of his suit or the sharp line of his jaw.
He was staring at his hair.
Under the harsh dressing room lights, the white strands didn’t soften, they glared.
His hand lifted slowly, fingers brushing through the pale lock. There was a slight tremor, barely noticeable, but enough.
To everyone else, it was a mark of legacy. A genetic siren blaring his royal lineage. A crown. Proof.
To him, for a fleeting second, it was a ghost.
Years ago.
A young Aerion sat on a velvet stool in the family’s sunroom, kicking his legs back and forth. He held a small hand mirror, his lower lip wobbling, eyes glossy with unshed tears.
“I don’t like it, Mom,” he whispered, voice small, like it might break if he spoke louder.
"Daeron’s hair is like the sun. Everyone says he looks like a prince. Mine looks like... like old paper. Like I'm already a ghost."
A soft, warm hand settled on his shoulder. His mother, her face radiant and full of life, knelt beside him.
She didn’t look at him as something to be corrected.
She looked at him as something to be kept.
"Oh, my sweet fire," she murmured, tucking a white lock behind his ear.
“It isn't a ghost’s mark, my love.”
Her thumb traced the edge of his cheek.
“It’s the light. Wear it proudly, not because it’s a Targaryen name, but because it’s mine. I made every strand of this. And I love every piece of you,”
She pressed a kiss to his forehead, jasmine and paper and something warm that felt like safety.
And just like that
He believed her.
His face lit up with a bright, unguarded grin, all teeth and softness and trust. The kind of smile that didn’t question if it was allowed to exist.
For years, he wore it proudly, not for the name but for her.
He had been the boy who brought flowers in from the garden.
The boy who laughed too loudly.
The boy who shared his stolen snacks with the guards.
The glad child.
The present turned cold again. Daeron stood in the doorway, already fully dressed, though his tie was slightly crooked, and his eyes carried the familiar haze of a pre-dinner drink.
He’d come to rush him. To snap. To remind him that their father was downstairs, pacing holes into the floor and threatening consequences that always sounded worse than they were.
But the words caught in his throat.
Because he saw him.
Not the "Mad Prince" who bullied scholarship kids and smirked at rivals, but a boy.
Just
Aerion.
Touching his own hair, his expression raw and distant, his fingers lingering on the strands their mother used to braid when they were children.
Daeron leaned against the doorframe, his heart aching with sudden, sharp grief.
To the Citadel, Aerion was a predator in a red jacket.
To Daeron, he was still the little brother who used to crawl into his bed after nightmares, the boy who would steal Daeron’s snacks.
Back then, Aerion’s eyes hadn't been cold, they had been wide and curious.
He mourned that version of Aerion, the one that hadn't been hardened into a weapon by their father’s and family's demands and their mother’s empty chair.
"She always did say you were the vain one," Daeron said softly, his voice devoid of its usual jagged edge.
Aerion blinked, the memory dissolving into the cold, sterile reality of the present.
Then flinched, his hand dropping instantly as the mask of nonchalance slammed back into place. He turned, his eyes narrowing, the cold Targaryen steel returning to his gaze.
"Father is pissed, I assume?" Aerion asked, his voice flat.
The mask was back in place, sharp, cold, and impenetrable. He grabbed his jacket, the black diamond dragon glinting on the lapel like a warning.
"Beyond pissed," Daeron replied.
Aerion swept past his brother without a second glance.
He didn't wear the hair for their mother’s love anymore. He wore it as if it couldn’t be taken from him.
Because the world always has a way of turning "Glad Children" into blades.
•••
The atmosphere in The Gilded Lily was suffocatingly curated. The restaurant had been cleared of the public, leaving only the soft clinking of silver against bone china and the low, melodic hum of high-stakes conversation.
The lighting was dimmed to a warm, amber glow that caught the sharp edges of the Targaryen diamonds and the deep, forest-green silks of the Hightowers.
The long mahogany table stretched like a bridge across the room. At one head sat Baelor Targaryen, calm and sun-like; at the far end sat Ormund Hightower, a monument of ancient, cold stone.
On Baelor’s right, the Targaryen line was a gradient of silver and steel. On his left, the Hightowers were a wall of deep forest green and polished emeralds. Despite the distance, their movements were terrifyingly synchronized, a shared understanding signed long before the first course was served.
Aerys, the intellectual sibling, was engaged in effortless small talk with Alicia, Oliver’s wife.
Alicia, ever the picture of clinical grace, nodded with a practiced smile, her posture as stiff as the corset beneath her emerald silk gown.
Further down, the table was divided.
Rhaegal leaned in, whispering something animatedly to his twins, Aelor and Aelora, who listened with matching, unblinking gazes, their forks moving in eerie synchronization.
Matarys, Aegon, and Oscar, Y/N’s half-brother, had their phones angled beneath the table’s edge, discussing a new tactical shooter in hushed, urgent tones. It was the only honest interaction in the room.
In the center of the table, the tension was palpable.
Helaena Hightower leaned toward Valarr, her eyes bright with a hunger she barely concealed. Valarr, the consummate Golden Boy, was being devastatingly charming. He inclined his head toward her, his voice a smooth, low murmur that made her flush.
From two seats away, Gwayne glared at them, her knuckles white as she gripped her wine glass. She didn't bother with the salad, she was busy imagining how she could trip her sister into a fountain.
Oliver, Y/N’s father, was engaged in a stiff, business-centric dialogue with Daeron.
Daeron managed a rhythmic "Mmm" and "Interesting" every thirty seconds to keep Maekar from kicking him under the table.
And then there was Y/N.
Y/N sat quietly, barely touching the wagyu beef on her plate, her fingers tracing the edge of her crystal glass.
Every few minutes, her eyes drifted toward Valarr, watching how he played the room, the way the white streak in his hair caught the candlelight.
And every time she looked at Valarr, she felt a heavy, burning sensation on the side of her face.
She moved her gaze, and her eyes collided with Aerion.
He wasn’t watching her.
Not exactly.
Across the table, he hadn’t stopped eating.
Knife and fork moved with quiet precision, unhurried, controlled, each cut clean and deliberate, as if even this was something he refused to do carelessly.
He didn’t look at her immediately.
Which made it worse.
His attention stayed on his plate, posture loose in a way that was not relaxed but unbothered. Like none of this, none of them, required his full attention.
Then, without lifting his head, his eyes flicked up.
Quick.
Sharp.
Enough.
They caught hers.
Held.
And dropped again, as if that glance meant nothing at all. Like she had imagined it. Y/N’s fingers tightened slightly around her fork.
She looked away.
Back to Valarr, to something that made sense. But the feeling didn’t leave.
It lingered more heavily now.
Waiting.
She looked again.
And this time, he was already looking.
No pretense. No delay.
Aerion leaned back slightly in his chair, one arm resting against the table, the other loosely holding his glass. His expression didn’t change much, just that faint, crooked pull at the corner of his mouth.
Not a smile.
Not quite.
Something quieter. Sharper.
Judging.
Amused.
Like he’d caught her in something she hadn’t meant to reveal.
His gaze moved over her, not fast, not obvious. Slow enough to be intentional. Not slow enough to call out.
And then his eyes returned to hers, held there.
Steady.
Unapologetic.
Like he wasn’t just looking, he was deciding something.
Y/N didn’t look away this time. She refused to.
But something in her posture became still, sharp.
Then Aerion finally broke the stare, not abruptly, but enough to show it was his choice to end it.
He picked up his glass, took a slow sip, and already looked elsewhere. Like it had meant nothing.
Like he hadn’t just been watching her the entire time.
Above the chaos, Baelor Targaryen presided over everything. His eyes roamed. He watched Helaena’s obvious desperation and Gwayne’s simmering jealousy with a faint, almost invisible, touch of disdain.
His gaze settled, for a brief, nonchalant second, on Y/N.
He watched Y/N hold Aerion’s gaze. He watched how she sat, not with her sisters’ rigid fear but with the quiet, guarded strength of someone who had survived a war at home.
Baelor took a slow sip of his wine, a small, almost invisible smile touching his lips.
The bastard, he thought, his eyes lingering a second too long on Y/N. The one who doesn't fit.
Suddenly, Baelor’s voice cut through the private conversation. He didn't raise it, but the room instantly fell silent.
"Ormund," Baelor said, voice sharp yet controlled. "I think it’s time we discuss the specific... terms of the union."
The "terms" Daeron had feared were finally revealed, hanging over the expensive wine and the silent, tense heirs.
The silence that followed Baelor’s initial gaze was heavy, a physical weight that pressed down on the fine china and crystal.
Ormund Hightower cleared his throat, the sound sharp as a gavel. For a brief, pointed second, he didn't even glance at Helaena or Gwayne, despite the way they leaned forward, their hearts practically visible through their designer silks, waiting for Valarr’s name to be spoken and then theirs.
"We are grateful," Ormund began, his voice echoing with the weight of centuries.
"To see these two names, these two legacies, finally converge into a single, unbreakable line. A union of this magnitude is not merely a contract, it is a destiny."
Baelor nodded, his expression one of regal appreciation.
"The gratitude is mutual, Ormund."
The two patriarchs shared a long, silent stare, a private bridge of understanding that bypassed everyone else at the table. It was the look of two men who had already traded pieces and were now merely announcing the score.
Then, Baelor’s eyes shifted, sliding past the legitimate daughters and settling squarely on the girl in the middle.
"Y/N," Baelor said, his voice surprisingly warm, though the edge remained.
"You seem quiet, darling. How are you?"
The table went cold. Alicia shot a frantic, questioning look at Oliver, who in turn looked at his father, but Ormund remained impassive, his eyes fixed on his granddaughter.
Helaena and Gwayne looked as if they had been slapped, their mouths slightly agape. Even young Oscar stopped his game, sensing the shift in the air.
Y/N felt the collective gaze of two dynasties burning into her skin. Her heart hammered against her ribs, a wild, trapped thing but her face remained a mask of Hightower discipline.
“I’m well,” she said evenly, lifting her chin just enough.
“I’ve learned it is wiser to listen in rooms such as this.”
Baelor tilted his head, a glimmer of genuine approval in his mismatched eyes. He looked at Ormund and gave a single, decisive nod.
Permission. The room didn’t breathe.
Because now it was obvious.
Ormund did not hesitate.
“Y/N,” he said, voice clean and cutting, “you have been raised with discipline. With restraint. With understanding of duty.”
A pause.
“You will serve House Targaryen well.”
Silence followed.
Not immediate reaction, no, this was worse.
This was the kind of silence that processed, that calculated, that understood the implications before daring to respond.
Alicia’s hand trembled against the table.
To choose the bastard, the insurance policy, over the legitimate bloodline was a public execution of their status.
Across the table, something shifted without movement. A silent alignment. Eyes flicked, subtle, instinctive, toward Aerion.
Daeron let out a long, ragged exhale, his shoulders slumping in a relief so profound it was almost pathetic. He was safe. He was the disappointment, the drunk, the architect of ruins, they wouldn't give her to him.
Y/N swallowed hard, a cocktail of rage and sheer, cold terror rising in her throat. She didn't look at her sisters. She looked at Aerion.
The pause that followed belonged to him.
Because of course. The bastard daughter. The problem son. Fire meeting something that refused to burn quietly.
Baelor watched the room. He watched Y/N’s eyes lock onto Aerion’s, the air between them thick with a dark, inevitable magnetism.
Aerion didn’t react. Didn’t smile. Didn’t lean forward. He sat exactly as he had before, composed, detached, almost bored, except for the stillness.
Too precise. Too deliberate. Like a blade waiting to be named. Like a man who already knew.
The room held its breath. Waiting for it. Expecting it.
Aerion.
Then Baelor broke it.
"Daeron," Baelor called, his voice a final nail in the coffin.
"I trust you’ll find the structural integrity of this union... sufficient."
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EN GARDE | four
akotsk targaryen x hightower!reader
modern au (inspired by succession) bastard!reader for the angst. i suck at summarizing, i just repeat stuff.
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•••
The Tuesday morning sun cast a sharp, clinical glow on the Citadel’s limestone arches, making Y/N’s caffeine-deprived eyes ache.
Leaning against a fluted pillar near the Great Fountain with a heavy textbook at her side, she spotted him before he saw her, a figure towering over the crowd.
Dunk, in a well-worn flannel shirt that looked like it had been washed a thousand times, was carrying a stack of textbooks that would have snapped a smaller man’s spine.
"Surviving the dirt and shovels?" Y/N called out, a small, genuine smile on her face.
Dunk turned, his expression brightening instantly. He navigated through the crowd like a gentle tugboat avoiding sleek yachts.
"Y/N, right? Yeah, Agriculture is... It’s more chemistry than I expected. I just spent two hours learning about soil pH. I thought we’d be just planting things."
"The Citadel likes to make even dirt complicated," Y/N joked, sipping her coffee.
"But you seem actually to enjoy it. Most here study what they hate just to earn money they didn't earn."
Dunk leaned against the wall, careful not to crush a notice board.
"It’s honest work. My old man always said if you take care of the land, it takes care of you. Though I think the land’s more forgiving than the students here."
As if summoned by his words, the hallway’s noise shifted from frantic chatter to a low, reverent hum.
At the corridor’s end, the crowd seemed to part naturally. Aerion Targaryen approached with a rhythmic, predatory grace. Today, he was dressed in a deep crimson leather jacket, the signature Targaryen red resembling dried blood. A vintage gold dragon pin adorned his lapel, not just aesthetic but a bold proclamation of his lineage.
He didn't look at anyone, he moved with absolute certainty, silver hair catching the light like a blade.
Dunk grew silent, eyes fixed on Aerion’s progress, this time, watching with a focused, analytical brow instead of awe.
"Do all Targaryens look like princes?" Dunk murmured, his voice thick with genuine confusion.
Y/N paused, coffee mid-sip. She studied Dunk, then watched Aerion’s figure, then back at Dunk.
For a moment, she wondered if he was experiencing a sudden starstruck crush, but his face was one of pure, objective bewilderment, like a naturalist encountering a rare predator.
"They’ve always had that look," Y/N admitted, her gaze following Aerion’s sharp profile.
"It's the genetic lottery they won centuries ago."
She watched him check his watch, lips curling into a familiar impatient sneer at someone blocking his way.
"But that one?" she whispered coldly. "That one talks like a problem."
Dunk let out a soft chuckle, finally looking away from the silver-haired figure to adjust his heavy bag strap.
"I’ve heard. Usually, the prettiest fruit on the tree is the one that's gone sour inside."
"In this school, Dunk," Y/N sighed, "the whole orchard is fermented."
•••
The afternoon sun slanted through the high windows of the salle, illuminating the dust motes that danced in the air like tiny, suspended diamonds.
The coach’s whistle shrilled, cutting through the low hum of students preparing for the final sparring block.
"Hightower! Mallister! Strip four. Let’s see some footwork drills," the coach barked, checking a clipboard.
Jeffory Mallister was a decent fencer, steady, predictable, and exactly the kind of "safe" opponent Y/N needed to clear her head after the morning’s stress.
Aerion was already there. He looked bored, his gaze drifting lazily over the room, but as Y/N approached the strip, his posture sharpened.
He didn't move away, instead, he took two deliberate steps closer to the edge of the mat, positioning himself like a silent, judging statue.
Mallister reached into the rack, his hand hovering over a specific foil, the one with the slightly worn, custom-contoured French grip.
It was the weapon Y/N used every single session, the balance was perfect for her reach, the steel broken in just enough to be responsive to her lightest touch.
"Not that one."
The authority in the tone was absolute.
He looked up, blinking rapidly as he found himself staring directly into Aerion Targaryen’s pale, chilling gaze. Aerion’s fencing whites unzipped to the waist to reveal a black compression shirt that made the silver Targaryen pendant around his neck pop.
He wasn't even looking at him, he was focused on buffing a scuff mark on his own glove, his expression one of bored, elite indifference.
"I—sorry?" Jeffory stammered.
Aerion finally looked up, his eyes landing on Jeffory with the weight of a death sentence. He didn't repeat himself. He just arched a single, dark eyebrow.
Jeffory didn't need a second warning. No one argued with a Targaryen. Not over a seat in the lounge, and certainly not over a piece of sports equipment.
He dropped the foil back onto the rack as if it had suddenly turned white-hot and grabbed another one from the bottom shelf. He scurried toward the strip without looking back.
Y/N, who had been adjusting her glove and missed the silent intimidation, stepped up to the rack. She reached out and instinctively grabbed the contoured foil, the one Jeffory had just been "convinced" to leave behind.
She looked up.
Aerion hadn't moved. Because of the slight difference in their height, she had to tilt her chin up to meet his gaze.
The eye contact was immediate, locked in an instant before either could look away.
Aerion didn't smile, and his expression remained hooded and bored, his blue eyes appearing to track her with nothing more than lazy curiosity.
Y/N matched him perfectly, her jaw set, her expression hardening into a mask of pure, icy disdain.
She didn't startle. She was too used to being watched, too used to being tested.
She hated him. She hated his name, his ego, and the way he looked so good today.
Y/N broke the contact. She didn't do it quickly, nor did she look away in embarrassment. She severed the connection with a slow, dismissive turning of her head.
She didn't say a word. She didn't offer a polite "excuse me". She just tightened her grip on the foil and pushed past him, her shoulder brushing against his chest, a final, deliberate insult, as she marched toward the strip where Jeffory was waiting.
Behind her, Aerion didn't move. He turned his head, watching her retreat, his tongue tracing the back of his teeth with a slow, predatory focus, as he settled in to watch the match from the sidelines, his arms crossed, a small, dark smirk playing on his lips.
-
The final buzzer rang out, a sharp electronic trill that signaled the end of the bout. Y/N pulled off her mask, her hair sticking to her damp forehead in dark, jagged strands.
She beat Mallister.
She was heaving, her chest rising and falling rapidly as she tasted the metallic tang of exertion in the back of her throat.
Across the room, Aerion was still leaning against the equipment rack. He hadn't moved an inch.
Y/N didn't look at her opponent. She looked straight at the Targaryen on the sidelines.
She let a small, tired smirk pull at the corner of her mouth, a silent, defiant challenge.
Aerion didn't scowl. He didn't even look annoyed. He slowly pushed off the rack, straightening his spine with a fluid, aristocratic grace that made him seem even taller.
He didn't offer a nod of recognition, he turned on his heel and walked toward the locker room, his silhouette vanishing through the heavy double doors.
Y/N’s eyes followed him for a heartbeat too long before the coach’s hand on her shoulder pulled her back to reality.
-
Ten minutes later, the adrenaline had begun to cool into a dull ache.
The women’s annex was undergoing renovations, forcing a strict schedule on the shared locker facilities.
Aerion was sitting on a mahogany bench in the center of the room, his phone in one hand, his fencing bag open at his feet. He was scrolling through his phone, one leg crossed over the other, looking as relaxed as if he were in a private lounge rather than a sweaty locker.
Y/N had stripped out of her heavy fencing jacket and undershirt, standing only in her black sports bra and breeches. She was using a damp towel to wipe the remaining sweat from her neck and collarbone, her breath finally starting to level out.
"I bet you hate the sight of me winning, Aerion," she said, her voice raspy from the training. She didn't look at him, focusing instead on the dampness on her skin, but she could feel his presence like a physical heat.
Aerion’s thumb stopped mid-scroll. He slowly tilted his head back, his gaze traveling from her scuffed boots, up the line of her toned, trembling legs, to the damp skin of her stomach, finally settling on her face.
He took his time there.
He took in her messy, post-training state, the flushed cheeks, the stray hairs, the raw defiance in her eyes.
A low, dark chuckle vibrated in his chest. It wasn't the sound of an angry man, it was the sound of a man who was enjoying a very private show.
"Hate it?" he asked, his voice dropping into a smooth, dangerous register.
"Nah," he said, his voice dropping into a register that was dangerously smooth. He locked his phone and tossed it onto the bench beside him.
"Seeing you sweating and panting…” he paused, just long enough for it to feel intentional, cruel.
His eyes dipped once more, not lingering long enough to be called out, but not quick enough to be innocent either.
“…over something that barely counts as a win?”
A faint breath left him, almost a laugh, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes.
“I don’t hate it.”
When he met her eyes again, there was something new there. Not mockery. Not even competition.
Something heavier.
Something that lingered.
His head tilted slightly, like he was considering her—not as an opponent this time, but something else entirely.
•••
The air in the dim of Daeron’s apartment was thick with the scent of expensive vanilla perfume and the cooling sweat of a mistake.
Daeron sat on the edge of the unmade bed, his head hanging low as he fumbled with the buttons of his wrinkled dress shirt.
His architectural sketches were scattered across the floor, trampled in the haste of the last twenty minutes. Beside him, a girl from the Communications department pulled the duvet up to her chin.
She watched him with hopeful, wide eyes, the kind of gaze that usually made Daeron want to climb out of a window.
"So," she whispered, her voice fluttering with a vulnerability that made the room feel suddenly very small. "What are we, Daeron?"
Daeron froze. His fingers stalled on the third button of his shirt. He didn't look at her; he couldn't.
He just stared at a coffee stain on the rug, his brain feeling like it was trying to process a complex structural load calculation in the middle of a blackout.
"What do you mean?" he asked, his voice genuinely dumbfounded.
He finally turned to look at her, his bloodshot eyes blinking in slow, confused increments. He wasn't being cruel, he was truly, fundamentally lost.
To him, the afternoon had been a temporary escape from the crushing weight of the Targaryen name and his father's expectations. It was a distraction, a brief blur of heat and friction to quiet the noise in his head.
The girl’s face fell, the hope flickering out like a dying bulb.
"I mean... are we a thing? I thought, since we’ve been hanging out for three weeks..."
Daeron let out a breath that was half-sigh, half-groan. He ran a hand through his sleep, deprived hair, looking like a man who had just been asked to explain the meaning of life while suffering from a migraine.
"Dating?" he repeated, the word sounding foreign in his mouth.
"I... I thought we were just avoiding our responsibilities together."
He looked at her with a mixture of pity and exhaustion, the heavy reality of his world crashing back in. In his mind, there were only two types of women, the ones his family chose for him, and the ones he used to forget he was a Targaryen.
There was no middle ground for "what are we."
"I have a deadline, 'Lara," he muttered, standing up and grabbing his messenger bag, already mentally checking out.
"I really... I have to go draw a bridge."
Lara sat up abruptly, the duvet sliding down as her face hardened from vulnerability to a sharp, jagged realization.
She looked at him, really looked at him, not as a Targaryen prince, but as the mess he currently was.
"Wow," she breathed, her voice trembling with a sudden, icy clarity.
"They weren't lying about you. You really are a disappointment, aren't you, Daeron?"
Daeron paused, he didn't flinch. He didn't even look offended. Instead, he slowly turned his head, a dark, genuine laugh bubbling up from his chest, a dry, hacking sound that felt like it was scraped out of a gutter.
He leaned over the bed, his face inches from hers, the scent of expensive whiskey and exhaustion clinging to him like a second skin.
"And yet," he whispered, his smirk widening into something lopsided and cruel, "you still fucked me. You knew exactly who I am every time you enter that door."
Lara’s jaw tightened, her face flushing a deep, indignant red as the sting of the truth hit home.
"And now," Daeron finished, turning back toward the door and pulling it open to the sterile, quiet hallway of the dorms.
"I'm leaving. Good luck with your report, Lara."
The door clicked shut behind him, leaving her alone in the scent of his expensive, fading cologne and the wreckage of her own expectations.
Daeron stepped into the dimly lit hallway, the heavy silence of the apartment building a welcome relief from the drama he’d just left behind.
He leaned his head against the cool industrial wallpaper for a second, his brain thrumming with a dull, rhythmic ache.
I really need a drink, he thought, reaching into his pocket, not for a drafting pencil, but for his silver flask.
Before he could unscrew the cap, his phone vibrated with a violent, persistent hum. He pulled it out, squinting at the screen.
The caller ID read: THE BANK
Daeron let out a groan that started in his chest and ended in a weary sigh. He swiped to answer, pressing the phone to his ear as he started walking toward the elevator.
"I'm studying, Father," Daeron lied smoothly, his voice taking on that practiced, 'studious' lilt he saved for the man who paid his tuition.
"The structural integrity of this cantilever is—"
"Save the lies for your professors, Daeron," Maekar’s voice boomed through the line, sounding like a thunderstorm trapped in a microchip.
"I can hear the lack of ambition in your breathing."
Daeron rolled his eyes, stepping into the empty elevator.
"Did you call to critique my respiratory habits, Father?"
"I called to tell you to clear your schedule for tomorrow night," Maekar snapped.
“You are to be at the estate by seven."
Daeron leaned his back against the elevator mirror, closing his eyes.
"Again, Father? We just had a family dinner the other day. I’m still recovering from the 'creepy twins' staring at my soul and Rhaegel’s humming. Can’t we just send a cardboard cutout of me? It’ll be just as productive."
"This is not a 'family' dinner, Daeron," Maekar’s tone shifted, becoming lower, more official.
"This is a formal dinner meeting with the Hightowers. Ormund is bringing the whole brood. It’s time we put some of these 'intertwined interests' your Uncle Baelor keeps preaching about.”
Daeron’s eyes flew open.
“Baelor has made his intentions clear, and your presence is a requirement, not a suggestion."
"And for the love of God, Daeron... try to be sober. If I smell a single drop of whiskey on your breath, I will personally see to it that your 'investment' is permanently liquidated. Do you understand?"
"Crystal clear," he muttered, the irony of his current destination tasting like ash.
"I’ll wear my best tie and my most convincing mask of sanity.”
The line went dead with a sharp, final click.
Daeron pulled the phone away from his ear, staring at the black screen.
A cold, leaden sensation settled in the pit of his stomach, a sudden, sharp intuition that had nothing to do with the scotch. He thought of his father’s words from the night before. The two of you need the taming far more than Valarr does.
He stared at the emptiness, the weight of the "requirement" sinking in. Baelor didn't waste requirements on a simple dinner. He used them for signatures. He used them for seals.
And as he stood in the elevator looking at himself in the mirror, Daeron realized with a sickening jolt that he wasn't just attending a meeting. He might just be the meeting.
•••
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EN GARDE | three
akotsk targaryen x hightower!reader
modern au (inspired by succession) bastard!reader for the angst
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•••
The air in the private dining room, a restaurant so exclusive it doesn't have a sign, only a heavy black door. Thick with the scents of truffle oil, vintage wine, and generational trauma.
The Targaryens didn't do "family dinners." They held summits.
At the head of the table sat Baelor, looking every bit the CEO, his suit perfectly tailored, his expression calm and commanding.
Beside him sat Valarr, playing the role of the Golden Heir perfectly, and young Matrys, who was mostly absorbed in his phone.
Across from them, Aerys, the intellectual middle brother who had wisely traded corporate ambition for a quiet life with his fiancée, looked at Maekar, who seemed like he wanted to headbutt the mahogany table. Aerys felt he’d made the right choice in remaining childless.
Next to him, Rhaegel was humming a tune that didn't exist, slicing his steak into perfectly symmetrical cubes.
His twins, Aelor and Aelora, sat uncomfortably close. They were eighth graders at the city's most prestigious prep school. Still, they acted like they were from another planet.
Aelor was feeding Aelora a piece of garnish from his plate, their movements perfectly synchronized.
"They're doing it again," Aegon whispered loudly.
The fifth son of Maekar, only in elementary school and with zero filter, shoved a fry into his mouth, glaring at the twins.
"Why are they like that? It's creepy.”
"Aegon, behave," Maekar snapped, though there was a hint of weariness rather than true anger.
He missed Aemon's quiet sanity and Daella's bright energy. Without them, the table felt lopsided.
“Where’s Daenora?" Daeron asked, leaning back.
"With her mother," Rhaegel chirped, eyes widening slightly too much.
"Summer getaway! Sand in the shoes! Very gritty!"
At the far end, Maekar sat like a thundercloud. Aerion sat beside his father, looking like a prince in a Renaissance painting, and knowing it.
Baelor cleared his throat, and the room went silent. Even the twins stopped their rhythmic swaying.
"Ormund and I have reached an understanding regarding the Reach expansion," Baelor announced, his voice smooth as silk.
"The Hightowers are... eager to consolidate."
Aerys didn't even look up from his food. He’s the only one brave enough to voice the subtext.
"Which in this family usually means someone is getting traded like a blue-chip stock. You’re planning a political marriage, then?"
The room's atmosphere vanished. Valarr’s head snapped up, eyes narrowing as he looked at his father.
Don’t you dare, the look said.
Baelor let out a polite, wise chuckle.
"It wouldn't be so bad. Helaena, is it? I’m not quite sure who is who with Ormund’s granddaughters anymore. They all wear the same shade of green."
Daeron snorted into his whiskey.
Daeron let out a jagged, cynical laugh. "Helaena is a brat, uncle. She’s always high on something she thinks is subtle.”
"And Gwayne?" Baelor asked, unfazed. "The younger one?"
"Gwayne is… I need a polite term for her, may-" Daeron paused, searching for the right word for his father's sake.
"A whore, I believe the word is, brother," Aerion finished smoothly, swirling his red wine.
Matarys snorted into his wine, earning a sharp, silencing glare from Baelor. Maekar closed his eyes, leaning his head back as if praying for the ceiling to collapse.
"That is no way to talk about a lady, Aerion," Baelor said, though his tone was more a correction of etiquette than a true defense of Gwayne’s honor.
Aerion didn't apologize. He cleared his throat and took a slow, deliberate sip of his drink, eyes gleaming with the knowledge that he’d spiked the conversation.
Aerys finally put down his spoon with a soft thud. He leaned forward, a nerd’s curiosity burning in his eyes.
"How about that bastard girl?" Aerys asked, voice cutting through the tension.
"Y/N? She’s quite controversial, isn't she?”
"What about the bastard, uncle?" Aerion asked.
His tone was nonchalant, but there was a sharp, defensive edge, a territorial snap that made Baelor’s eyes sharpen.
"Isn't she the girl you’re always humiliating in the salle?" Aerys pushed, oblivious to the tension.
Daeron grinned, sensing blood in the water. He loved poking at Aerion’s ego.
"She’s the only girl Aerion hates but can't stop talking about. Careful, brother. If you keep pushing someone to the floor, you might find yourself wanting to stay down there with them."
The twins, Aelora and Aelor, stopped whispering and looked up in perfect sync, their pale eyes fixed on Aerion.
Aerion didn't explode. Instead, he flashed a slow, demonic smile that didn't reach his eyes.
"And what about you, Daeron? No plans to settle down? I find you and Helaena quite suited. Alcohol and drugs, they’re a classic pairing, aren't they?"
Matarys put his phone down and leaned forward. This was better than any Netflix drama. He loved watching the brothers tear each other apart.
"Enough," Maekar’s voice wasn't loud, but it carried the weight of a falling mountain. He opened his eyes, his gaze like a physical blow to his sons.
"We are here for a family dinner," Maekar growled.
Baelor just smiled, taking a calm sip of his wine.
•••
The cool, dimly lit restaurant restroom was a stark contrast to the suffocating tension of the dining room. The walls were black slate, the air smelling faintly of expensive citrus and ozone.
Valarr stood at the far urinal, his movements efficient and relaxed, finally away from his father’s weighing gaze.
The heavy door creaked open, and the rhythmic, heavy tread of Daeron’s designer boots echoed against the tile. Daeron didn't say a word as he took the spot two stalls down, letting out a long, ragged breath that sounded more like a groan.
He leaned his forehead against the cool stone for a brief second before sighing.
"If I have to hear Uncle Baelor talk about 'intertwined interests' one more time, I’m going to jump off the terrace."
Valarr finished, adjusting his clothes with practiced, sharp movements. He walked over to the monolith-style sink, the motion-sensor water flowing over his hands.
"Speaking of interests," Valarr started, catching Daeron’s bloodshot eyes in the mirror.
"Didn't you hook up with Helaena? I forgot when it was, last semester? Or was it the summer gala?"
Daeron paused, his shoulders slumping. He closed his eyes tight, a look of genuine physical pain crossing his face.
"Gods," Daeron whispered, his voice thick with exhaustion. "Yes. I did. And I regret every single second of it.
"She’s a nightmare," Daeron muttered, finally moving to the sink next to his cousin.
He splashed cold water on his face, trying to shock the fatigue out of his system. He straightened up, dripping, and looked at Valarr with a dark, lopsided smirk.
"Although... I can’t say I feel the same regret about Gwayne."
He shook his head, a genuine, private laugh bubbling up.
"You really are a glutton for punishment, aren't you?" Valarr asked, tossing the hand towel into the bin.
"I prefer to think of it as thorough research into our future business partners," Daeron quipped, though the humor didn't quite hide the hollowness in his voice.
Valarr just shook his head again, pushing the door open to lead him back into the lion's den of the family dinner.
•••
The rhythmic clink-clink-clink of steel was the only thing that kept the voices in Y/N’s head at bay.
The fencing salle was drafty, smelling of floor wax and sweat. Y/N moved with frantic, jagged energy. She didn't look at the other students lining the benches, and they didn't look at her, not unless it was to whisper.
Helaena had made sure the "Bastard" label was the first thing people learned about Y/N. Making friends was hard when your own sister branded you to everyone who would listen.
She was currently facing a high-ranking junior named Caswell. He was technically skilled, but Y/N was faster. Or she should have been.
Don’t be a disappointment.
Ormund’s voice drifted through her mind, cold and clinical, cutting through the humid gym air.
Look the part, even if you weren't invited to the play.
She lunged. Caswell parried, the force vibrating up her arm.
Don’t make me regret keeping you, Y/N.
Her breath came hot and shallow within her mask’s mesh. The world narrowed to the silver tip of her opponent's foil.
You may be a bastard, but you’re a Hightower’s bastard. Bastard or not, you carry the name. Act like it.
The mantra was a lead weight. It made her shoulders heavy and her timing half a second slow. She went for a risky flèche, her feet slipping slightly on the polished wood.
Caswell didn't even have to work for it, he stepped aside and scored a clean, firm touch to her ribs.
The electronic buzzer let out a sharp, mocking tweet.
Y/N froze, her foil still extended into empty air. She felt the sting of the loss, not because she cared about Caswell, but because she could almost feel her grandfather’s eyes on the back of her neck from miles away.
She muttered a silent grunt, a low, frustrated sound caught in her throat, and pulled off her mask. Her damp hair clung to her forehead.
Caswell unhooked his wire, a smug, silent smirk on his lips. He didn't say a word, he didn't have to.
In this school, losing was a sin, and losing when you were already seen as "lesser" confirmed everything they whispered behind her back.
Y/N stood upright, ignoring the ache in her side. She didn't seek a handshake. She didn’t wait for a "good game." She just stared at the scoreboard, the red numbers blurring.
She was a Hightower by blood, but on the strip, she felt like nothing more than a shadow that had finally been outrun.
"Again," she muttered to no one, her hands trembling.
She felt like a failure in every world she occupied, too Hightower for the commoners, too common for the Hightowers.
She didn't hear the doors creak open. She didn't see Aerion step into the room, his black designer gym bag slung over a shoulder.
Aerion stopped dead. His eyes immediately locked onto the other player, a cold, predatory stare that made the boy’s smirk vanish instantly.
Aerion turned his gaze to Y/N’s back. She was still standing there, her shoulders rising and falling with jagged breaths, her hair damp with sweat at the nape of her neck.
He heard her let out another frustrated grunt, a raw, vulnerable sound that bypassed his brain and hit something much more primal.
He didn't approach her. He didn't offer a taunt or a hand. He walked past her toward the locker room, the heavy thud of his boots the only sign he was there.
Inside the locker room, the door swung shut with a heavy click. Aerion dropped his bag on the bench and leaned his forehead against the cold metal of his locker. He closed his eyes, his breath hitching in his throat.
Outside, the sounds continued, the clink of steel, the shuffle of feet, and those soft, ragged grunts of exertion.
He was pissed. He was furious at himself, at the room, at the way her voice sounded when she was angry. He could feel the familiar, traitorous heat pooling in his groin, a sudden, sharp ache that made his jaw tighten until it hurt.
"For fucks sake," he hissed into the silence of the lockers, clutching the handle of his locker until his knuckles turned white.
He stayed there in the dark, waiting for the blood to cool, listening to the rhythmic thwack of her blade instead of her groans.
•••
The penthouse office of the Targaryen holding company was silent, save for the hum of the climate control and the rhythmic tapping of a stylus against a tablet screen.
Baelor Targaryen sat behind his desk, the city lights of the skyline reflecting in the polished glass like distant diamonds.
He wasn't looking at spreadsheets or real estate projections. He was looking at a girl who didn't exist in the official Hightower press releases.
He swiped through the search results for “Y/N Hightower.”
There were no high-fashion spreads like Helaena’s. No "Socialite of the Week" features like Gwayne’s. Instead, Baelor found a string of dean’s list announcements, a bronze medal in a regional fencing tournament, and a single, grainy photo from a charity gala where she stood in the far background, partially obscured by a marble pillar.
He tapped on her Instagram.
The profile was a desert of discipline. No party photos. No blurred shots of champagne at 3:00 AM. It was all photos of the campus library at dawn, and the occasional shot of her fencing foil resting against a bench.
She was the "Black Sheep" of the Hightowers, but she was trying so desperately to be the "Good Sheep."
She was a girl who lived in the margins, doing everything right and getting none of the credit. She was polished, she was ignored, and most importantly, she was hungry for a place to belong.
"Discipline," Baelor murmured, his eyes narrowing with a predator’s appreciation.
In his mind, the pieces of the board began to shift.
He wanted a girl who knew how to survive in the shadows, someone who could be the steel anchor for a Targaryen storm.
A soft ping echoed in the quiet room.
Baelor glanced at his phone.
Maekar: Which of my sons?
Baelor stared at the screen, the phone's light casting a pale glow over his face. He thought of Aerion’s defensive snap at dinner.
He looked back at the photo of Y/N, the girl who was doing everything she could to be perfect for a family that didn't want her.
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