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sidrae-a

all my muses, including akaashi & haru, have been moved here!

sidrae-a

all my muses, including akaashi & haru, have been moved here!

sidrae-a

all my muses, including akaashi & haru, have been moved here!

sidrae-a

all my muses, including akaashi & haru, have been moved here!

sidrae-a

all my muses, including akaashi & haru, have been moved here!

came on here 2 say that i’m putting haru on hiatus until the blog move but also 2 say that i think after university, haru wouldn’t go back to living by himself, i think he becomes so used to being around someone and living with someone that the silence and the emptiness in a home afterwards becomes far too much.

#i think he'd be the type to just have a roommate<3 a platonic life partner #or romantic depends on the dynamic but u kno wat i mean #i just think he enjoys the sounds and comfort of someone else #after bein alone in his family home 4 so long #i think durin hs after gatherings when everyone goes home #it takes him a moment 2 get up and finish cleaning or do any chores #bcus of how empty the silence is u kno #i think he'd also invite himself over 2 someone's house if it becomes TOO much #anyway i had a whole thing abt this and i might still write it out but #that's it <3 #i think haru comin 2 terms with how lonely things have been #after his parents' move & his grandmother's death and the fall outs he's had with his friends and how he realizes how quiet things are #tbd /

#i literally can't stand him #tbd /

conceptualsolitude

concept: me, making dinner. it’s 8pm but it’s still warm outside. the smell of herbs and grass and the magic of being with people i love makes me sleepy. someone calls me from inside.

#category‚ symbolism.#<3 #i have a thing 2 write abt haru + loneliness…………#and the empty ache of solitude after everyone has gone home #idk if i will but i think abt it a lot