Pending

The ramblings of a fan having an existential crisis!

[pendinghope]

Hmmm.. let’s have this post be a random list of shows I recommend.

Pending train

Last Twilight

Vice Versa

Not me

Natsume yuujinchou

Smile down the runway

Campfire cooking in another world

Zombie detective

My boss is goofy

Lost tomb series

One love (Rak Diao)

Soul land

Lego Monkie kid

Three Star Bar in Nishi Ogikubo

And I’ll leave it at that for now. Just a taste of what I’m gonna do here. I shall ramble about my love of fictional media and go on philosophical tangents. I’ll mark those tangents as mature though and give heavy warnings beforehand so don’t worry. Just enjoy your time here and I’ll enjoy mine! Have fun! 💕

PS: @pendingreposts is where I reblog stuffs

Mwhahahahaha! I have tags now. For organization. They should be fairly to the point so if you wanna search my page, this should make it easier for you.

Tags: pendingrambles (miscellaneous thoughts), pendingfilmrambles (miscellaneous thoughts about shows), pendinggames (random games I play), pendingdramalist, pendingasks (asks I ask others or that other ask me), pendingbreathes (my vents), pendinglives (my monologueing about my day), pendingreblogs (these are only if I interacted with the blog in some way such as making a comment or something otherwise I spam reblog on my other blog. I like my lil organization here)

[pendinghope]

Second day at my job. It’s long hours but the people are nice and we can curse. We also have a weapons rack in case of odd customers. It’s mainly just got a bat on it. And a flashlight. But the bat is essentially why it’s called the weapons rack. The coworkers are nice as is my manager. Once I’m used to doing the work it shouldn’t be too bad. The first day I shadowed was a slow day so I didn’t get a lot of experience then, but today there should be more. The pay is also quite good so yeah.

AND AND my new glasses should be coming in a couple of weeks! The thing I am most excited for. I knew my eyes had gotten way worse but I thought it was fine. Now tho, now that I saw again what it’s like to be able to see clearly. I can’t wait. Plus I got customizable frames with clip ons for like sunglasses and stuff so I’m very excited. Got these night driving clip ons so I can’t wait to use them. Also also, I apparently have slight astigmatism. This explains some things. So can’t wait for my new prescription to help with that.

[pendinghope]

I have scheduled the eye doctor appointment.

I have also, scheduled the interview. The amount of energy it takes to hit that call button, is far too much. Imma see if I have ice cream. Gonna crawl into a bundle of blankets with food to recharge now.

[pendinghope]

Oh to turn on my ninjago playlist while I clean. My room is much cleaner now. And I have finally cleaned up my watercolor stuff so it’s not sitting out in random places. Very very nice. My desk is also much cleaner which means I can game and work on patterns. I still need to vacuum.

Now I just need to schedule some appointments and call back to get that interview scheduled. Which I should really do those today. But I’m also hungry. Most unfortunate.

I desperately need a new glasses prescription so I’ll try to at least get that done today.

[kennysfreckles]

🏠☕️NAME CHANGE☕️🏠

BOOZLES is now KENNYSFRECKLES

I very rarely change my username as Boozles feels like a part of me now, but I really felt like a change and I’ve actually been trying to think of a name for a while now. With current FROM obsession it feels like kennysfreckles is just the name for me 😊

I’m still tracking USERBOOZLES and BOOZLES, and I’ll no doubt go back to it at some point! A change just feels nice right now :)

Gonna tag some people so y’all don’t get a jump scare!

@firstkanaphans @juniorpanachai @slonekaru @negrowhat @mushiemadarame @fluffy13-4 @marquisdefag @pervpark @davideights @weekendgothgirl @batterycityghoul @callipigio @cagedinreality @theflagscene @nevermindsuga @pendinghope @mewsthumbring @drowsinginspace

(If I haven’t tagged you please don’t be offended - I’m useless at this 🤣)

[pendingreposts]

hey!! hope you don't mind me asking but i'm really curious to know what the fanmade stray kids merch you bought recently was o:

Hi! I don’t mind at all. I bought a mystery bag from Etsy. I really like the beaded bracelets I got. The beads are beautiful! It contains some fun pics, stickers, and if you want an additional bracelet or large vinyl. I found it fun. If you want one the shop name is HandmadeKpopItems and the item is stray kids mystery bag.

I got a couple so I’ll leave some pics below. The pics do have a backside with the album name or similar backing. Some of them go perfectly with magnets my friend bought me a while ago.

[pendinghope]

Here are the bookmarks! @lesbichans

Sorry it took so long, finals were wild and my mind looses track of everything. Anyway, back to the bookmarks.

The extra little gifts were a surprise! I bought a few bookmarks and then received some extra pics and a bracelet! I don’t have a pic of the sparkly one but I’ll show the shops. The keychain does make the bookmark a bit top heavy but it’s very cute.

The above shop is 801JEWELS. The items is Stray Kids Karma Hooray Bookmarks.

And the sparkly bookmark I got is by the same shop as the previous one, HandmadeKpopItems and the item is Stray Kids Karma Bookmarks:

I like sparkly things.

[pendinghope]

I started reading Priest and I have to say, I did not realize how terrifying Shen Wei is when I watched Guardian. His professor persona blinded me. Anyway, Gou Cheng, I’ll be hiding with you.

[indigiocrystaldreams]

Tag game: favourite character poll

Rules: Make a poll with 5 of your all time favourite BL characters, then tag some people to do the same.

Thank you so much @lauranodin for tagging me! I love doing these.

Only 5, this will be so hard!

1. Style

2. Akk

3. Ray

4. Jet

5. Pharm

Who would you choose out of these?

Style

Akk

Ray

Jet

Pharm

Voting ended onMay 13

Tagging: @aurorakhaotung @clemelntine @pointlesscandies @bpbrigade @sellieebee @minniesparkel @benaonmedia @pendinghope if you want/haven’t already

[pendinghope]

Do you think if they would accept the candy the wish would be undone? He always offers them candy. I think it would just be comforting if they did take it but so many of them have refused that now I wonder, is it magical star candy? Just silly thoughts of mine.

[pendinghope]

[somethingsomething-else]

Thank you for tagging me @k8clol. I love these things, but this has been in my drafts forever and when I'll continue it has changed already.

last song: WayV's winter album title track, Eternal White. According my stats, this is my most listened song during the last 365 days. I've listened it 82 times and this is also my most listened album, I've listened a song from this album 450 times.

Listen to 白色定格 Eternal White on TIDAL

currently watching: Girl Rules, 4 Elements The Earth, Life in Smoky Blue, Unexpectedly Naughty Fukami, Kill to Love. I've only finished two series this year, when last three years I watched over 50 series per year.

currently reading: I've been reading manga and web comics. I'm currently reading Love and Leashes, it is so good. Also I'm reading fanfiction, two weekly updating lovely fics are my night time stories. But now I'm stuck, because I commented and the author wrote a long nice answer and I don't know how to answer and I feel bad. Should I wrote "hi this is xx's brother i'm sorry they died and that's why they haven't answered to you". I want to answer and I want to comment, but it gets me all anxious. Off topic, I had a penpal as a child and this same happened like always, so I wrote them a letter "sorry I'm unable to keep writing to you, but I have a nice friend who is very good at it, here's her address".

current obsession: obsession is a strong word, my interests have been all over the place recently. WayV and Ten have been my happy place for a while now. I'm a newish WayZenNi, I have a lot of to catch up since they debuted 7 years ago. I listen to their music or watch their bts, variety shows, live streams or interviews every day.

currently working on: We live in an old house and there is always some renovating project going on. I've been depressed for years and haven't been able to do these things. Now I want to make our home more functional and pretty.

last browser search: WayZenNi. I had to check how to write WayV's fandom name. Most of my searches are like this, I check the spelling, name of the series, name of an actor, prepositions. I don't like to use search engines, so I search things from kpop wiki, my dramalist, wikipedia, dictionary app etc. I should try to find a good english grammar checker/source.

Tagging @falling-forever-in-a-hole @wrfoxetf @baseballmomlesbiandad @pendinghope

aaaa I don't remember urls and I don't know who are my mutuals and who I'm just following. Please do this if you want, even if I didn't tag you, I'd love to hear what's the shit for you right now.

[pendinghope]

Okay final watercolor assignment almost done. Looks like crap but ya know, has the same vibe as my other work. Partially because I’ve been doing all of them in one night, which, could be better. For one I could be asleep right now. But either way I have to finish the writing portion and turn it in in the next 40 minutes to ensure I get it in on time. Unfortunately every time this happens I have the most negative view of my work. But it’s fiiiinne.

On better news, it turns out the teddy bear I thrifted is a heating pad! I bought it cause it was goofy. And yesterday I mentioned it to my roommate that it has a scent and brought it with me to show (I didn’t realize it had a scent before), and they were like yeah wait it’s a heating pad. And read the tag. We were just talking about heating pads the day before so very fun to find out the teddy is one. Also feels very bizarre putting the teddy bear in the microwave. But it’s nice and toasty now. The reason I bought it in the first place was because it was slightly weighted and all the stuffing just went straight to the butt, it has stuffing in the head but the body is the heavy stuffing and it all does not even out and I thought it was silly so I bought it. Best thing ever. Okay, assignment now then pass out.

[akkpipitphattana]

thinking about thk soulmate aus on this fine thursday morning and i just think there are so many fun ways to play with the concept tbh, whether you go with kantbison actually being soulmates or if they’re not

like on the one hand, it’s GREAT betrayal fuel to have kant faking them being soulmates. and incredibly romantic when they ultimately decide they don’t care and want to be together anyways. bonus points if kant, at some point, genuinely convinces himself they ARE soulmates and then is harshly reminded (by christ, by looking at his actual mark/timer/whatever) at some point that they’re not….

however it’s just beautiful and wonderful kant guilt wump if they ARE actually soulmates. or if it’s a version where they can somehow find out late into the relationship, where kant convinces himself they’re NOT to get through everything he has to do and then ultimately has to face the fact that they are…

[akkpipitphattana]

tags by @pendingreposts

HEY WHAT THE FUCK?????????

[firstprinced]

How do you make edits? Seeing everyone’s amazing gifs and edits I’ve been trying to make some as well but I keep getting lost. Your gifs are all so pretty!

thank you!! <3

an in depth step by step tutorial that i followed when i was (re)learning giffing was this one here! gifmakers all have a bit varied methods to how they work and what works best for them. i personally use mpv player for screenshots and edit everything in photoshop - doesn't matter which version of photoshop, really. if you have any specific questions, feel free to ask!!

[pendinghope]

Hip hop class ended today. T^T

I’m gonna miss those guys. This time though we do have a group photo and I am soooo happy! Was too nervous to ask for one back when I was in sculpture but my professor for this one took a photo of all of us multiple times and gave us the pics which honestly makes me so happy. I hope to be able to see them again.

I’m fuckin tearing up man, shit. First class I’ve successfully made full on friends on not just group project pals and class acquaintances. Imma miss them.

[250318]

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