EYES TO HEAVEN.

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they wrote a lengthy headcanon about how their t.seng is heavily implied to be a pedophile and a sexual predator, but deleted (?) the post.  fiction does affect reality and if you don’t believe it does, you can literally softblock / unfollow / hardblock me too.  i don’t associate with you people.

screenshots of the headcanon under the post, but trigger warning: heavily implied pedophilia, sexual assault, rape.  if i forgot any other triggers, i am so sorry, but please read at your own risk.

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angeal is a very controlled man, and usually very serious--he takes his job seriously, he takes his morals and goals and ethics very seriously--but he has been known to crack that calm and almost stoic facade on more than one occasion, given the parameters met. more than once, he has expressed his enthusiasm and joy for certain past times or material items in less subtle ways, and one or twice, he’s lifted zack by the waist and crushed him in a tight hug after a return from a dangerous mission. 

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angeal does not find killing easy. he’ll do it--he has to, and he knows he has to--but he doesnt find it at all easy, nor does it come with any sense of routine to him. he wont hesitate when the situation calls for it, but it still takes a heavy toll on him, to kill. he alleviates some of it by placing the onus on himself--the responsibility of saving others relying ultimately upon taking the lives of some, inhuman or otherwise.

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anyway, angeal would feel responsible for zack’s death, and would probably hate himself with such a renewed intensity when he learned of it that he would want to kill himself a thousand times over. verses in which he survives crisis core, he is literally only alive because he feels like he has to atone for letting zack die before he can die himself.

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some nsfw stuff for sunday.

angeal has participated in a spitroast before, both as the middle and as one of the ends. you can guess with who. he isnt the kind of man to normally do that kind of thing, but when he really loves someone--two people, in this case--he’s comfortable with sex with both of them. 

good at sucking dick. likes to tease with his tongue. 

in terms of positions, when topping, likes missionary and doggy the best--missionary because he likes seeing his partners face, doggy because it is the most accessible for him with his strap. he also likes watching the middle of their back fall and the tremble in their legs. 

when bottoming, he’s open to pretty much any position, and is a big fan of being fucked on his side--like, with the other person behind him penetrating him, a leg up. (in an angeal/genesis/sephiroth situation, he especially likes this because he can then still pay attention to the other person, kissing their neck and chest and playing with their dick) 

very good with his hands. when participating in quickies where he’s the top and doesnt have the time to wear his strap, he’ll use his fingers and crook them as far as they can go, and fuck them that way. 

not very talkative during sex, except for positive reinforcements (”good boy” “you’re doing well” etc) and bratty egging (”is that all?” “are you gonna do anything, big guy?” etc) 

quiet, breathy moans. if you can get them louder than that, congrats.

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i dont have anything to contribute to sunday (even tho its not sunday yet here) but angeal’s pussy tastes and smells like a sweet, summery melon, of the honeydew or cantaloupe variety. its subtle. you gotta be right in there to smell or taste it. but its natural! he has no idea why and jokingly blames it on the mako.

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i think seeing how totally corrupt and evil shinra actually is would really fuck angeal up. he was really indoctrinated into SOLDIER--not necessarily into sharing the beliefs of shinra, but just into the SOLDIER program, and to learn the truth that shinra is essentially one giant corporate vacuum that produces half the monsters that they’re required to clean up would really fuck with him. he didn’t necessarily think of shinra as a company or institution of complete moral purity (he isn’t innocent enough for that), but he never thought of them as evil. seeing the full scope of what they’re doing, how they’re destroying the planet, hurting people, creating monsters and fostering soldiers from childhood, really getting an outside perspective of it---he would struggle for a while. a long time. it would hurt him a lot. 

but once he finally began to accept it, and “decondition”,  he could do so much good for the world. he could turn being a monster into a good thing, even if he would struggle with living with the weight and guilt of being inhuman.

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“hewley” is the surname of angeal’s step father.

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some ff7 (original, not remake) q’s: 

where the fuck do i recruit vincent and yuffie 

if i miss them can i go back 

does taking nanaki / red back to his village make me lose him forever or do i regain him later

chocobo racing?!?!?!!? driving me fucking mad?!?! do i HAVE to do this

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some small headcanons / fyis? 

i run with the idea that hollander is angeals biological father. whether its invitro or artificial or just a thing that happened, dont really know or care, but thats what i go with. angeal is not entirely aware of this, and only becomes peripherally aware during the events of crisis core. he vehemently discards the idea that hollander could be his father, as he believes his step father is his father, and loved him as one. 

angeal is probably as tall as he is because of the jenova cells. both of his biological parents are short. 

while high mako exposure could probably stave off degradation, too much will start to amplify angeal’s jenova cells and make him more inhuman. post crisis core, he is basically on a subdued, constant stream--so he is still degrading, but very slowly. 

he feels a very slight pull to jenova and other jenova-cell carrying individuals, possibly hence why he and genesis and sephiroth became friends so easily. were he to be exposed to her in the way that sephiroth was, angeal would probably feel violently ill, as he thinks of himself as a monster, and seeing his ‘progenitor’, so to speak, would freak him out and make him deathly uncomfortable.

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@bellecosebabe​ asked: ❝ you’ve had to kill people before, haven’t you? you’re used to it. ❞

gow 2018.  /  accepting.

SOMETHING  WILTS  IN  angeal,  bramble  gone  a  thickly  black-brown  and  pulsing  with  rot,  a  twinge  of  pain  its  knotted  decay.  he  wonders  what  his  heart  must  look  like,  if  he  feels  the  weight  of  that  question  so  deeply,  so  piercingly.  yes,  angeal  had  killed.  it  was  monsters,  mostly,  things  that  had  never  been  human,  but--there  were  makonoids,  too,  and  friends  who  succumbed  to  the  influence  and  change  of  outside  substances,  and,  of  course,  the  ecoterrorists,  the  bands  of  misfits  and  hired  muscle,  mercenaries  and  posted  guard  and gods  know  whatever  else.  

yes,  he’d  killed.  it  did  not  feel  good  to  think  about.  guilt  slept  in  his  sheets,  and  she  was  a  torrid  bedmate.  show  no  mercy,  for  we  have  none.  shinra’s  string  of  leniency  was  a  thin  one,  and  the  responsibility  of  defiance  was  a  burden  as  cumbersome  as  killing.  

‘  i’m  not  used  to  it.  ‘   it’s  an  admission  to  her,  but  maybe  to  himself,  too.   ‘  ..  i  don’t  think  i  could  ever  get  used  to  it.  they’re  ..  living  beings.  even  killing  monsters  isn’t  something  that’s  easy  for  me.  i  do  it  because  i  don’t  have  a  choice  ..  not  because  i  want  to.  ‘  an  indentation  presses  into  the  hollow  of  angeal’s  cheek.  ‘  why?  ‘