old soul

nasa bare minimum

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Ano nga ulit yung sabi nila?

You are not hard to love, you just asked the wrong person to try.

[pepaay]

To the one I will never have,

I don't know if you'll ever realize how softly you became one of my favorite thoughts. Somehow, without asking for permission, you found a little place in my heart.

I never expected forever. I never even expected US. But if I'm being honest, there where quiet moments when I imagined what it would be like if life had chosen a different path. Maybe we'd laugh over silly things, share comfortable silences, or simply exist in the same little world.

Instead, I'll keep you as a beautiful what if.

I won't ask you to love me back and I wont ask fate to change it's mind. Some people are meant to teach us that not every feeling is meant to become a story. Some are simply meant to remind us that our hearts are still capable of caring deeply.

So, wherever life takes you, I hope you find the kind of happiness that makes your eyes sparkle. I hope someone holds your heart gently, celebrates your dreams, and reminds you everyday how wonderful you are.

As for me, I'll smile whenever I think of you. Not because it doesn't hurt, but because meeting you was still something worth being grateful for.

Thank you for being my favorite impossible wish.

With a heart that quietly let go, Someone who will always be cheering for you from afar.

[pepaay]

Dear You,

I won’t beg this time. Not because I stopped caring, but because I’m starting to understand that love shouldn’t feel like I have to keep proving I’m worth staying for. I see you. Even in your silence. I notice how you disappear when things get overwhelming, how you choose distance over confrontation. And I’ve tried, I really did, to meet you where you are without losing myself in the process. But loving you quietly has been the loudest pain I’ve ever felt. I kept telling myself na “intindihin mo s’ya, gan’to lang talaga siya” while slowly, ako naman yung nauubos. I stayed patient, I stayed soft, even when I felt ignored, even when I felt like I was the only one holding on.

And maybe you’ll never fully realize how much I chose you in moments where it would’ve been easier to walk away. I don’t hate you. I don’t blame you. But I’m finally accepting that I can’t be the only one fighting for something that’s supposed to be ours. If you ever come across this, I hope you understand that I didn’t leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I had to start choosing myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay, I hope you remember someone once loved you this gently, this patiently, this real. But for now, I’m letting go of the version of you that only exists when it’s convenient.

Still soft, just not losing myself anymore like before.

[pepaay]

Walang namamatay from missing someone pero yung emptiness habangbuhay mo dadalhin

[pepaay]

The purest kind of intentional love, being someone's choice not their option or distraction.

Commitment ang makukuha mo sa ganyang tao. Not perfect but committed.

[pepaay]

Loving siomeone and letting them go are two very different things.

[pepaay]

When your heart is ready to choose me, please find me again.

And If God can't bring you back to my life then I hope he gives me someone who's gonna stop me from asking for you ever again

[pepaay]

If my love wasn't enough to change your choices, I hope it was enough to remind you that there was once someone who chose you completely even when it wasn't easy.

[pepaay]

The worst feeling is when you don't wanna give up on someone, but deep down you know you have to

[pepaay]

Green flag na option lang.

[pepaay]

If one day you see me loved by someone else, remember that there was a time when all I wanted was for that someone to be you.

God knows how much I really wanted it to be you.

[pepaay]

Iba yung kilig pag pwede magkita pero bawal may makakita.

[pepaay]

I'm having the calmest crash out right now. Like I'm going insane about everything but I'm also completely unbothered. I'm stressed about everything and absolutely nothing at the same time. I don't know how to explain it.

[pepaay]

As long as I exist, you'll always have someone who'll love you so deeply, through every phase, through every change, I'll still choose you. Again and again without hesitation

[pepaay]

Yung naibibigay mo ng libre sa iba pero hindi naibibigay sayo ng libre

[pepaay]

Sometimes I sit quietly and realize, God has been taking care of me this whole time. Maybe not in luxurious ways, maybe not with an easy life, but through protection, provision, good health, surviving hard days and always having just enough to keep going.

[pepaay]

Sometimes what you are willing to give to others is the very thing you struggle to give yourself