muse inspiration

eventually i'll add a better description. maybe. i'm gay.

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        all i ever wanted was for you to not hate me

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          sometimes all i think about is you

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          i place my head between my knees        and think “ do you ever have nights like these? ”

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          the weight of the world’s on my shoulders           like atlas is crushing me down           we’re not brave, we’re not strong, we’re not soldiers           my heart’s just a drum and damn does it pound

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          fuck you, and fuck the government         and fuck me for letting my guard down           which i will never do again

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          and i’ll find strength in pain             and i will change my ways

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          i wanted to be just like you . . .           how could you have fallen so far?

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          “ and what did he die of, dear greta? consumption, wasn’t it? ”         “ i think he died for me, ” she answered.

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          i hate you for what you did        and i miss you like a little kid

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          well i’ve been afraid of changing             cause i’ve built my life around you           but time makes you bolder             even children get older           and i’m getting older too

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          you have to understand that             the one i killed is me           changing what i was              for what you wanted me to be           i followed your direction             did everything you asked           i hope it makes you happy             cause there’s just no turning back

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          and you were tossing me the car keys, “fuck the patriarchy”                key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town

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                   Please  don’t  be  in  love  with  someone  else.                Please  don’t  have  somebody  waiting  on  you.

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          this is when the feeling sinks in                i don't wanna miss you like this           come back, be here                come back, be here

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          I was far too scared to hit him                But I would hit him in a heartbeat now.           That’s the thing with anger                It begs to stick around.