For a moment, I had everything I thought wouldâve been a dream come true. It was surreal. And In an instant everything was gone. Itâs been a busy month in my head. So I guess thatâs what brought me here. An outlet. Growing up in a slavery situation. we had to forget pain, hurt and anger. Any signs of discontent, made it worst for the rest of the family. The bad part of blocking out those memories is that you also block out the good moments. Through my whole life anytime something didnât go my way, I simply blocked out that section of memories. I just had one of the best years of my life and itâs also the most hurtful. I donât want to block it out⊠so Iâm finally experiencing all the emotions that make people break. But I also canât help to be grateful to have experienced all the really good moments.