Honey watches over Sparrow for a short while before slipping out of the bedroom. She leaves the door ajar by a smidgen, the smallest glimmer of the yellow hall light to cut into the darkness. She leans against the nicotine stained wallpaper, flinching from a peeling curl as it brushed her arm, and shakes her head.Â
Tonight had been a rough one.
Sparrowâs dislike for their little apartment had become a driving force for easy tantrums. The comforts theyâd both become accustomed to were gone. No more television, plush couches, air conditioning, or enough hot water for two consecutive baths; but it was theirs. Theyâd even been able to keep Barkly. Sure the walls were paper thin, but the view of the park was great, even if the windows looking out had been caulked shut by previous tenants.
Honey did her best, she washed dishes at a diner now and had even stopped pick pocketing. Well, sort of. She lifted less as Sparrow had been developing a keener eye. It was too hot to busk outside during the day, she had no sitter for the evening- nor could she bring herself to ask for help.
Sheâd asked for it enough, been offered it enough, and every single time her pride, or ignorance, made her back out. Thereâs always been someone to help her; why didnât anyone believe she could do this on her own? Maybe it was more she didnât trust herself enough to actually accept freely given kindness.
Pushing off the wall, Honey rubs her left wrist as she walks to the kitchen. She scans the papers over the crooked kitchen table, sighing softly. Sparrow has to join a kindergarten this year. Sure, Honey could busk more but what if Sparrow set someone on fire? Or turned the teacher into a hedgehog?
Leaning against the counter, she fishes in her pocket for her lighter, tightening her lips in thought. The smell of flint and steel and the brightness of their collision draws her eye. She sighs, smiling, âIâve always fancied a pet hedgehog.â