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Looking back, I'm realising my life is a series of No's that turned to Yes-es because I couldn't hold my ground.

Wtf B!

You were the Dexter to my Emma.

Except you never grew up and I never told you how I really felt.

You are someone else's and here I am still ruminating. How naive was I to think even for a second that you'd pause the loading future for this Emma.

- One day

Tired.

- can you come find me now?

Let the next one be the last 🙏

The real kink is domesticity, emotional intimacy, shared routines and feeling safe with someone.

all roads lead back to the loneliness i felt as a child.

Every exceptional person I know is dangerously consistent.

Gone seven years without a word to a person I gave my whole soul to. Don't nobody talk to me about detachment.

-How are you now?

The childhood horrors have swiftly turned to shadows of a present - lingering in the light but never gone by dark...

- he doesn't and neither do you.

I miss you - the you I never had

The you I wished I had

We would have been unstoppable

In every sense

Even now

I'm tipsy enough to text you

I miss you enough to remember

The numbers to your voice

I wish I could call you

But not to tell I miss you

But to tell I miss the me I was with you

I need to be alone for certain periods of time or i violate my own rhythm.

Neither of us will call. But I know both of us will answer.

- :)

“She didn’t need to be saved. She needed to be found and appreciated for exactly who she was.”

— j. iron word

“If you can’t do anything about it, then let it go. Don’t be a prisoner to things you can’t change.”

— Tony Gaskins