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If you don’t play bassoon reblog this because it applies to you too
THE AMOUNT OF PEOPLE REBLOGGING SAYING THEY DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT A BASSOON IS MAKES ME HAPPY. NON MUSICIANS SPREAD THIS SHIT. DON’T KNOW WHAT A BASSOON IS? GOOD!
Oof
I usually leave the screen door open to the deck so my fur babies can enjoy outside whenever they want. Last night some moths were flying around so I closed the screen. I also had half a bottle of wine and some edibles. When I was going to bed I noticed my strong lights were still on and went out to the deck to unplug them. I didn't open the door first and smashed my face into the screen. I thought I ran into a forest field.
Small Victory
I ate ice cream yesterday.
Full-fat ice cream, not the “Halo Top” kind I normally indulge myself with.
I had the “small” and not the “tiny” scoop.
I also had it in cone.
I ate with someone who may become a friend. ( I don’t have many left)
I enjoyed it and didn’t think about calories.
I did not purge.
Update, the person I ate with did indeed become a friend. We regularly have game nights and dinner. She also was super supportive when I opened up about my eating disorder. She even came to visit me when I had to go back to treatment, and did a "family session" with me since my bio-fam isn't good with mental illness. So, the ice cream is still hard, but now I have a friend to eat with who knows why.
A ton of love weighs the same as a ton of bricks, so basically you're crushing me.
This is something I totally standby now! There is no such thing as not sick enough when it comes to seeking help for an eating disorder, all eating disorders are dangerous and anyone experiencing one deserves treatment no matter what!
Yet, here I am sitting in treatment and everyone is bummed because not only is it Christmas but a popular patient was discharged yesterday. She was not discharged because her team felt she was ready to go. She was discharged because her insurance stopped. Her insurance decided she wasn't "sick enough" for treatment.
This is something I totally standby now! There is no such thing as not sick enough when it comes to seeking help for an eating disorder, all eating disorders are dangerous and anyone experiencing one deserves treatment no matter what!
Maybe it's cause I'm high, but this shit is amazing!
Better or Worse
I haven't purged in 3 days but I've been taking Phentermine so my appetite has been pretty shit. Which, ED part of me is totally on board with. I eat just enough to keep the light-headedness at bay. Some people want to drop weight for the beach or a wedding, I want to drop weight for winter break when I know I'm scheduled to go to treatment for my fucking eating disorder. I WAS at the highest weight of my life so this downward spiral might have happened anyway. In the past I'd flip between cycles of binging and restricting more frequently. I want to find comfort in this restricting cycle so I stay in it longer, maybe even until winter break. I just need to get my hands on more Phentermine.
Hey do y'all fucks remember two years ago when just before the election all these “don’t vote both parties are bad” or “vote independent!” Posts were going around and then Trump won and now two weeks before midterms there’s all these “don’t bother voting, revolution is the only way!” And “your vote isn’t gonna matter and is an ineffective way to protest” posts are going around? Yeah knock that shit right the fuck off, don’t fall for it and get your ass to the polls, we are not doing this again.
They make a good point
Relapse
I’ve been avoiding admitting to myself and those close to me that I have completely relapsed into my ED. I kept thinking I could snap back into recovery and that things weren’t “that bad” yet. The past few sessions my therapist has suggested I contact an IOP to get more support before things get to the point where I need to go back to residential treatment. With only part time work and full time graduate school I feel like I don’t have the time or money for an IOP program. I’m also afraid I’ll try to go and it will be a collasal waste to time. But, my mental health is important and my physical health has been deteriorating lately. It’s time. I NEED to do this. Today is world mental health day, so today is a good day for change, right?
So it's official. I'm going back into treatment. I am waiting until my semester is over, then going in for an unspecified amount of time. They told me to take care of myself between now and then. I immediately thought of how great it would be if I got my shit together and ended up not needing to go IP. Then just a day later I'm making plans to LOSE as much weight as possible before I get there so I'm not the "fat one". Why am I so fucked up?
watch the whole thing, i’m begging you
this is NUTS
Reblogging this again because I found out he’s actually the drummer in an all-mascot metal band called Charamel.
wait a second
IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW
YOOOO
TIL, there is an all mascot metal band and my life is better because of it.
So important to talk mental health and challenge stigma - conversations and showing compassion and warmth without judgment
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The saddest thing I've watched in a long time. We must protect this child.
I like how she didn’t even directly mention men and he still said that
IM HOLLERING RIGHT NOW
Relapse
I've been avoiding admitting to myself and those close to me that I have completely relapsed into my ED. I kept thinking I could snap back into recovery and that things weren't "that bad" yet. The past few sessions my therapist has suggested I contact an IOP to get more support before things get to the point where I need to go back to residential treatment. With only part time work and full time graduate school I feel like I don't have the time or money for an IOP program. I'm also afraid I'll try to go and it will be a collasal waste to time. But, my mental health is important and my physical health has been deteriorating lately. It's time. I NEED to do this. Today is world mental health day, so today is a good day for change, right?
Those least deserving of your compassion need it the most.
I nominate Bezos to go first.
