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my professor passed around 5lbs of fat today in nutrition class. and lemme tell y’all, that shit is so nasty. if you’re ever feeling down because you “only lost five pounds,” please google a pic of what five pounds of fat looks like. that jiggly, soft shit was inside you, and you vaporized it. it’s gone and you did that. be proud. keep going.

I'm so fucking tired of being fat. I'm back at it again guys. I will hit my UGW. I will be beautiful. Everyone that cared about my health is gone from my life. I don't fucking care anymore. I will be thin.

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✴💙~fishnets & black inspiration~💙✴ Love this pic! (: (Image not mine)

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My do’s and dont’s when i want to binge

DO

+ do my hair

+ take a shower or bath

+ chug a water bottle

+ do my eyebrows

+ look at thinspo then look at myself

+ read meanspo

+ think about how excited i’ll be when i lose all the weight

+do a small work out

+ clean my house!! ( this is a big one that really helps and it burns calories )

+ have sex with my bf ( also burns calories and makes you tired )

+ take a nap

+ organize my closet

+ shop on ebay ( i like to shop for things like phone cases because they’re under $1 and theres sooo many so its time consuming to pick )

+ * if you live at home* ask to help with any chores

+ fake tan ( also makes you feel good about your body )

+ make lists ( about anything, things you want or want to do, randoms things like your favourite places to shop ect ) it’ll keep you busy

+ if all else fails i’ll go to cleaning, i make sure every room is spotless, i break a sweat, takes hours and i wont even think about food or feel hungry.

DONT

- watch tv or netflix ( im doing nothing and im bored so i eat

- chew gum ( it makes you even more hungry )

- drink anything but water! this is a biggie for me, juice will make me crave food thats sweet )

- “just a nibble” a nibble turns into a bite, then 2 then a plate. HAVE SOME WILL POWER

- think negative. “whats the point, im still fat” NONONONO

- sit on my phone ( again it makes you bored and you’ll want to snack )

- stay up later than 10pm ( im sooooo hungry at night, its my worst enemy )

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When you're so fat you just want to drink your problems away with your friends then you remember how many calories are in alcohol and how many friends you don’t even have.

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to drown in his clothing

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I wish I wasn't jealous of every girl I saw.

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Pros to losing weight:

-i won’t be the fat friend -i won’t have anxiety about eating in public -i won’t have to worry about crushing my boyfriend when I sit on his lap -over summer glow up -i want to weigh less than my boyfriends ex -no thigh chaffing -I’ll be able to dress in sweats and still look beautiful -I’ll be more confident -crop tops -size zero shorts looking too big -drowning in my boyfriends sweatshirts and sweaters -confidence while wearing a bathing suit -bodysuits will cling to my flat stomachs -arms and legs that don’t jiggle when I walk -no double chin -better face structure -skinny fingers -clearer skin -people I don’t know looking at my body and thinking it’s beautiful -being the thinspo -my mom will stop making comments about how I’m getting bigger -even little kids being able to pick me up -clothes being too big instead of too small -hand me downs from friends because they know you’ll be able to fit it them -My body will be more proportionate (my small boobs will look better with a flat stomach) -collarbones and hipbones -if I’m skinnier than my sister maybe my mom will like us equally -my thighs won’t be the size of a kids torso when I sit down -being petite instead of short and chubby -your boyfriend won’t move on from you -looking like the girls in the commercials who are so casually beautiful without even trying -if my thighs aren’t so big I’ll have more room on the bus -being able to enjoy sex instead of worrying if I look fat or my double chin the whole time

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wish this was me

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I’m my problem and my solution.

(via vincentvangoghsprincess)

Hey everybody!!!

Soooooo I haven’t been on in forever (at least on this blog but thats another story..) anyways long story short I have been dealing with some shit and I made a new blog that is positive and happy and will hopefully share my story as well as help others struggling.

This post is me saying that I will not be using this blog anymore. I don’t know how many of my followers are even still active (lol my last post was in February) but for those of you that are check out my new blog!! :)

My new blog is: keepcalm-gethealthy.tumblr.com

Check it out y’all :)

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