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@perphenaziine
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ❀✿ —☿εїз☿—✿❀Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
“So ,I recently moved here and I heared there is going to be a good festival,is it any good to see and well to taste?”
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{ “ I’ve never been to any festivals here... “ };
When one was plagued by such anxiety, they tended to avoid any assortment of public activity. But, for worry of admitting he had such a problem, he came up with a quick excuse.
{ “ I only work here. I live in Vernon, w-which is like an hour away. “ };
“Are you sure it’s okay?”
Sashta glanced up at the person who came close. “Yeah I’m fine…sheesh you’d think I’d know how to walk by now huh?” She joked. He knee was scraped, but she was okay.
Sashta smiled back at him, trying to take some of the tension out of the air. She hated to make the poor guy nervous, but she could only imagine what it is like to have to talk to a stranger like that.
“So, are you a student or something?” She asked, taking note of his bag. He looked like a student at least.
{ “ No, I need my laptop f-for work. And it can carry other stuff, so... that’s convenient. “ };
Another nervous smile was shown to the woman, though it seemed far more genuine than the last.
{ “ I like being prepared. “ };
He also didn’t want to be picked on for wearing a purse, so it worked out for him quite well, as everyone assumed what she had; it was for school. But, he wouldn’t mention that to her-- it seemed a bit personal.
“Its cool.” She hummed. “No problem bro. People get nervous. Yer hardly the worst in the world.” She chuckled.
He laughed along, though not very genuinely-- he just wanted to be polite. This was turning out to be a horrible interaction, and he’d ought to try and make up for it.
{ “ Thanks, I guess... “ };
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ❀✿ —☿εїз☿—✿❀Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
“Ahh I am so glad,eh so would you mind if we talk for a lil bit more?”
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She... wanted to talk more? That was... weird for him. Most people avoided conversation with him at all costs, once they realized how incapable he was of it.
{ “ O-oh! Uh... Sure? “ };
“Are you sure it’s okay?”
Sashta glanced up at the person who came close. “Yeah I’m fine…sheesh you’d think I’d know how to walk by now huh?” She joked. He knee was scraped, but she was okay.
She sighed softly and followed close by, giving him room so he didn’t feel crowded. “Hey…thanks again…I owe you for helping me out big time.” She chuckled, scratching the back of her head.
{ “ You’re welcome. “ };
While he smiled almost genuinely, he couldn’t help but note that she almost seemed uncomfortable. That was probably his fault-- his awkwardness was contagious, and often rubbed off onto others.
He’d ignore it, though he couldn’t help but self-loathe a little about it.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ❀✿ —☿εїз☿—✿❀Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
“Hey Astor this is really nice name.” She grinned brightly even if she didn´t registered at first how boy felt nervous. Vesna withraved her hand and continue to talk with him in nonchalant tone.”Sorry if I am bit to fowards but you just seem so nice and to be honest ,I love meeting new people.”
He couldn’t help but smile at the compliment.
{ “ Well, thank you. “ };
His smile faded fast however; back into a nervous frown.
{ “ It’s alright. T-thanks again... “ };
She watched him. “Oh dear, don’t fall out.” She chuckled. “That’s nice n’ all. But you’re suffocating yourself.” She said smilling. “Don’t mess yourself up. I’m not a fragile flower. You probably ain’t either, but you can give yourself a lil space ya know.”
{ “ Y-Yeah... “ };
He nodded, taking in another deep breath to calm his nerves. He immediately resorted to apologizing, something he felt the need to do often.
{ “ I’m sorry... “ };
“Are you sure it’s okay?”
Sashta glanced up at the person who came close. “Yeah I’m fine…sheesh you’d think I’d know how to walk by now huh?” She joked. He knee was scraped, but she was okay.
She looked at him with concern. “Are…are you alright?” She asked gently, hoping the poor guy was alright. “Will you be okay?”
{ “ Y-yeah, I’m... f-fine. I’m fine. “ };
He hesitated a moment, leaving an uncomfortable silence in place of the words he desired to say to the girl; “ Come on, ” didn’t quite escape his lips, but rather a strangled mix of “ come on. “ and “ let’s go, “ forming into “ come, go. “
With his semi-successful speech, he began to walk.
Anilla took a moment. “You can get closer ya know.” She said after a moment. “I’m not contagious.” She snorted. “Actually I’m probably more sanitary than you, but details details.”
{ “ W-What?! “ };
He nearly fell from his seat from pure embarrassment, scrambling to close the evident gap between the two.
{ “ S-sorry, I, uh... “ };
He... what? He had no reason. He always sat like that because he thought it made people happy and now it didn’t so what was he supposed to do? His mind began to fall apart into chunks, taking sides, half calling him an idiot and the other telling him it wasn’t his fault, which he obviously believed the idiot side--
He inhaled deeply.
{ “ I-I was trying to give you a bit of space... “ };
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ❀✿ —☿εїз☿—✿❀Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Blonde at first gazed at window smiling at first at scene from her window, then at boy next to her. He intrested her somehow and ,in her desire to make him open up a bit to her she offered her hand and spoke.”I am Vesna and you are ?”
{ “ Oh, uh... “ };
He took her hand with his own, the shivers down his spine able to be felt in the grip he attempted to keep with desperation. But, he still forced a smile, attempting to be of warmth rather than the way his hands felt.
{ “ I’m Astor. “ };
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ❀✿ —☿εїз☿—✿❀Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Vesna was gazing at window ,not paying attention at others as music was played from her teal headphones.It took some time before she noticed a shy looking person next to him.taking her earphones out she smiled and tapped place next to her.”Shure ,feel free.”
{ “ Thank you... “ };
He shuffled over and sat down, taking a deep breath. He’d done it. The girl didn’t seem to mind either, though he worried that she would somehow become repulsed by him later-- To which he couldn’t control, and shouldn’t be worrying about.
He should just distract himself from those thoughts.
And thus, he pulled his phone from his pocket, and began to play some stupid game he’d gotten a few days ago.
“Are you sure it’s okay?”
Sashta glanced up at the person who came close. “Yeah I’m fine…sheesh you’d think I’d know how to walk by now huh?” She joked. He knee was scraped, but she was okay.
“Well…only if you want to. I don’t want to impose.” She replied. She really didn’t want to make him do anything he didn’t want to do. Especially if he had somewhere to go or something to do that’s more important than helping a lost person to the library.
{ “ N-no! “ };
He inhaled sharply as soon as his own raised voice echoed in his eardrums. Letting it out slowly to relax himself, he spoke up again;
{ “ No, no, it’s... fine. I can walk you. “ };
Anilla was jammin to some sorta rockin beat in her head. She had only one headphone in. It took a few moments for her to notice the other. She blinked as her mind processed that it was aimed at her. “Oh. Yo!” She said as she scooted over a bit. “Sure! No problem yo. Don’t worry ‘bout it.”
{ “ T-Thanks... “ };
Astor sat down slowly, hesitantly, pulling his laptop bag into his lap to give the other space. He seemed to be giving her quite a lot of space, in fact; he was scooted over as far away from her as possible, as though she had some assortment of illness he feared to catch.
“Are you sure it’s okay?”
Sashta glanced up at the person who came close. “Yeah I’m fine…sheesh you’d think I’d know how to walk by now huh?” She joked. He knee was scraped, but she was okay.
She smiled and tested out her leg, slowly adding pressure. “Thanks again, Astor. Um…maybe you can do me another favor? I’m trying to find the library in this town. Do you happen to know where it is?”
{ “ Oh, uh... };
No, he didn’t know where the library was-- but he wasn’t about to tell Sashta that.
{ “ Let me uh... “ };
He dug around in his pockets for a moment, his hand eventually emerging holding a good sized cellphone, to which he used to search up the nearest library.
{ “ It’s... on Geddes Street. That’s n-not too far from here if you want me to uh... walk you. “ };
Send me “bruises?” for my muse’s reaction to yours catching them secretly tending to their wounds.
“Are you sure it’s okay?”
Sashta glanced up at the person who came close. “Yeah I’m fine…sheesh you’d think I’d know how to walk by now huh?” She joked. He knee was scraped, but she was okay.
She smiled and accepted the bandage. “Thanks.” She added before carefully applying it to her injury. “I owe ya for that one. I’m Sashta by the way.”
{ “ You’re welcome... “ };
The smile upon his lips widened in the slightest; he felt a sense of pride for assisting the stranger-- or Sashta, as she’d introduced herself.
{ “ I-I’m Astor. “ };
bold which habits your muse has
nail biting | throat clearing | lying | interrupting | chewing the ends of pens | smoking | swearing | knuckle cracking | thumb sucking | muttering under their breath | talking to themselves | nose picking | binge drinking | oversleeping | snacking between meals | skipping meals | picking at skin | impulse buying | talking with their mouth full | humming/singing to themselves | chewing gum | leg jiggling | foot tapping | hair twirling | whistling | eye rolling | licking lips | sniffing | squinting | rubbing hands together | jaw clenching | gesturing while talking | putting feet up on tables | tucking hair behind ears | chewing lips | crossing arms over chest | putting hands on hips | rubbing the back or their neck | being late | procrastinating | doodling | shredding paper | peeling off bottle labels | forgetfulness | running hands through hair | overreacting | teeth grinding | nostril flaring | slouching | pacing | drumming fingers | fist clenching | pinching bridge of nose | rubbing temples | rolling shoulders
