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I be petty as hell like this too sometimes

How to ruin your outlook on life: fall for somebody who's gonna waste a year of your life right before you turn seventeen. They gonna fuck you up. They're gonna use you. You're gonna get depressed. Loose your appetite. It'll trigger the central part of your brain. You'll Accidently get physically unhealthy and shred 30 pounds. You might look good, but It'll later start to affect your mental stability. You do shit on impulse and the slightest sounds drive you insane. You also fuck up any good thing that ever comes your way after, because you can't control the way you feel. You're almost 19 now and you won't know why you distance yourself from the things that make you happy. You won't know why you can't bring yourself to act normal again. One of the things that brought you a sense of hope will walk away, because you can't explain why you're upset in the middle of a party. They'll blame themselves for your negativity and get sick of it. You'll probably loose your mind again, but at least they healed a little bit of of what was broken. No matter how much you hate them for leaving, you can't bring yourself to stay upset. They'll give you a sense of hope. Use it to your advantage. Build yourself up again. Look at everything in a new perspective.