im not crazy its the rest of the world

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My mind is a quantum super computer, my body is a vessel of light, my life force is pandimensional and infinite, my speed is approaching that of a photon, well not really but...

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if we're mutuals & U like Blink-182 or Linkin Park i js want 2 say i love U despite yr musical handicap

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i'd like to say now that i am not suicidal & never have been

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when men I like act gay with their male friends it makes me suicidal

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js fkn do it wuss

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i feel a bit monsterous, between my surface level failures. n' evry acheing, creaking bone i hear rattle inside me after any slight shifts in movement. almost frankensteins monster of the 21st century but no where near as notarious

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go in2 ragers sumtimes yellin @ myslf in the mirror ; when i see others talk abt struggles w their families an boyfriends er girlfriends er jobs and shit like that. not even struggles, i hate to see people who constantly complain share how well off they are. its like. i cant even begin on how much i hate every1 ., How much i hate myslf. Hate everyone cos the majority of people i kno got it better than me, which 's silly, is not evry1 elses fault. But it feels like their good lives R being rubbed in my face, only fr them to complain, not able to fucking see how wonderful their lives truly are. hate myself because Y do i feel this way> i dont wish ill will on those who have had it better, why do i get so worked up ? . i dnt kno, just lack the self restrain, i let myslf run amuck, abbrasive and angry & festering brutality, and there's never a conclusion 'er @ least an ending to these ramblings. i pull myslf off the me in the mirror & decide thts enuf 4 the day or at least 4 now.

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when U kick me in the face aim fr my forehead area. i believe that's th part givin me the most trouble

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's impossible in my experiences 2 find a sadist who'll actually love U. now i wonder Y that is.

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havent been able 2 leave this small wound on the side of my head alone. now its looking grim, minor infection. white speckled blood and green / yellow pus ooze down my cheek. hurray , yay

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not tryn 2 belittle this person but how R U "legitimately obese" & "literally starving yourself". yr not, yr not special. U don't defy the laws of physics, yr js eating 2 much, or yr likely stuck in a binge - restrict cycle ¯\(º_o)/¯

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Martyr ;Without a Cause

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im done riled up bout nothin in particular

[mutilateddyke]

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very sad, yes indeed, very sad.

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golden pyramids 2nite

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u really dont need 'nyone , if yr 4Real, they'll leave U at yr worst.