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in case you see this, Peanut is still a little chunky girl. She did get diagnosed with a urinary tract condition and is on some SUPER expensive prescription food but she’s hanging out being a princess. I believe I told you that Grumpus got diagnosed with FIV. He apparently had it whenever we got him but they never tested him. He is thankfully not having to wear shirts anymore because he stopped itching his skin when he started eating Peanut’s food so thank god for that. He drools so much when he sleeps and is so stinky but he is still a sweetheart. He does CONSTANTLY yell. Speaking of yelling, he is singing the songs of his people currently. Peanut likes to do that after she uses the bathroom around 3am. Grumpus is starting to get random white whiskers around his face too. The vet said with the FIV his life span will be shorter than most so he’s got a couple years left in him because he is about to be 11. I’m spoiling him and giving him the life he deserves until he leaves us. I hope the other cats are well and have/are living a great life. I’m sure you’ve taken great care of them. send them my love

I logged back in here after so many years and just saw your post. I’ve heard you have a new relationship with some guy and I hope you’re happy. I hope you don’t compare him to the memories we created together and I hope he gets the love he seeks from being with you. Some days I still think about you and remember those memories we had together. It still aches me sometimes but I have learned to understand that I will never get rid of them. I will always keep the good memories in a box on the shelf and maybe in the future only remember those. I’m sorry about the way everything ended. It wasn’t my intention for it all to go down the way that it did. I was hurt. I was broken. I felt helpless in my own corner with no one to hold. It’s been a little over a year since your last post. Maybe you’ll see this. Maybe you won’t but I want you to know that, no matter what, I will always have love for you in my heart. The universe may not want us to have been a match but I won’t forget the good times and have learned so much from the bad times.

constellatedlove

subtle intimacy is so soft!! knowing someone’s routine and slowly becoming a part of it. memorising favourite teas and soups and drink orders. good morning and good night texts and messy paragraphs of love written half asleep. nicknames only you know. just!!! small things that say “look how dear you are to me.”