sometimes, i think of the sun and the moon as lovers who rarely meet ( always chase ) and almost always miss one another. but once in a while, they do catch up, and they kiss, and the whole world stares in awe of their eclipse. INDEPENDENT MULTIMUSE.
❛ you still feel like home . ❜ ( seungwoo / wooseok )
TO THOSE WE LOVE , longing / endearing one - liners : accepting!
one day, he tells himself.
one day, he thinks he’ll finally tell wooseok how he despises every inch of his body, his mind, his essence. he’ll tell him that when his eyes fall upon his, something sick stirs inside his body, growing in nature and uglier than he’d intended it to be. it consumes him with quiet rage, almost entirely directed at himself but it is red, and it is hot, and it engulfs all that makes him seungwoo.
“cute,” he says in response, and amusement works through his eyes as he stares down at his best friend, through his laugh as he huffs out something quiet. his hands come down to cup wooseok’s cheeks, both sides mirrored as he squishes them gently. it doesn’t matter that the response might not reflect his true intentions in regards to what wooseok confessed, the unbarring of feelings undiscussed.
he’ll say he hates him more than anything, paired with with a tight lip and furrowed brows, contrasting how eyes shine bright, because the truth of the matter is far more delicate, something infringing upon fragile, as if it’ll break apart at the touch, upon the simple acknowledgement it even exists. love is a dangerous game, and seungwoo feels like a puppet at wooseok’s mercy, heart strings orchestrated by one whose gaze weighs down on him like a body of rocks in the ocean.
instead, replace hatred with the ardor of sentimentality he’s become accustomed to, and take a step back as the puzzle pieces come together to say a little despondently, that loving wooseok was red.
that day is clearly not today.
“funny though, isn’t it?” he asks, with a clarity he’ll leave to analyze at a later date, when his mind isn’t occupied by how he could lay here with wooseok in his arms till his limbs grew stiff and could furthermore recognize only the very shape of the other’s body, “because you are my home.”
he strokes wooseok’s hair slowly, listening for the other’s breathing to slow down to welcome the slumber. despite himself, he kisses the top of the other’s head, once, twice, then three times consecutively. it’s never enough.
“wherever you go, no matter how far,” he starts, voice soft but the intended cheer for faux lightheartedness is transparent, though the words are heavier, something closer to muted confessions, “i’ll always follow you, if you let me.”
and even then, his mind supplies, though he pays it no heed in the moment. he pulls the other closer into his embrace, and closes his eyes too.
❛ stay . i need you more than you think . ❜ — jinhyuk and seungwoo :)
TO THOSE WE LOVE , longing / endearing one - liners : accepting!
seungwoo is selfish.
the request is twinged with a privilege he’s reluctant to look in the eyes – a request that would sound closer to a statement to the ears of a stranger. seungwoo prides himself in knowing jinhyuk better, recognizing the hesitance twinged in the other’s tone, something resembling doubt shining through his expression. seungwoo prides himself in knowing jinhyuk –
but does he really know?
selfish is a term best used to describe seungwoo’s unconsciousness, what defines the things and people he discards without a second contemplative thought, the ignorance at the hurt he causes at the expense of believing he’s doing the right thing – seungwoo’s actions are inherently rooted in the very concept of selfishness.
“you’ll be fine without me,” he says slowly, smiling nevertheless. the feeling is foreign on his face in this instance, when a jolt of longing once forgotten stirs once more like a lover scorned.
he feels inclined to believe jinhyuk has picked up on what he holds inside himself, locked up in a box that has too many holes to count. the emotion oozes out whenever he and jinhyuk share a gaze that feels an eternity long, when he looks back on strawberry flavoured candy at the convenience store they used to frequent and wonders for the nth time what jinhyuk’s lips might taste like, or any time over the last few years that have been virtually jinhyuk-less in nature and instead, loss engulfs the space that his presence once used to – seungwoo would instead believe his friend would offer words delivered under sympathetic duress rather than want him, need him, where they sit and stand.
“you always are, jinhyukie.” his voice is softer than what he was going for, eyes averting as his intended laughter come across as a mix between a sigh and disbelieving scoff despite himself.
he thinks of home and all that waits, any excuse tasting too expectant on his lips, as he visibly hesitates at jinhyuk’s words. he thinks of home and wonders for a moment if the very idea could be interchangeable with jinhyuk’s very being.
wonderment, sure, but the thought simmers inside him, a flame relit from the ashes of an unrequited romance that terrorized the organ in his chest for so long, thirsty for the matter to be brought to the cognizance of the intended person. he says he wonders, but not too long ago, during simpler times that feel as light as feathers in memories held dear, he’d embraced the idea jinhyuk could embody the very essence of his home too easily when they were younger and times far less complicated than the present currently was.
“but,” he starts, eyes wandering to meet jinhyuk’s, something curious stirring in his gaze despite himself. he’s a one-trick pony, and so who would he be if not someone that inevitably gives jinhyuk his heart served on a silver platter, even unasked.
seungwoo’s actions are inherently rooted within the very concept of selfishness – and jinhyuk is proof of that.
“i’ll stay as long as you need me to.” the words are heavier than they should be, something akin to a promise made under the stars with the midnight summer breeze as their witness – you’ll always have me, jinhyuk.
no matter how the promise was perhaps broken years earlier despite it all; now, he’ll ignore past mistakes and broken vows, and instead reach out for jinhyuk’s hand. do you know? he’ll ask later, when silence befalls and he chokes upon love undiscussed, do you know i need you more than you’ll ever know?
and so the story goes: seungwoo’s actions are inherently rooted within the very concept of selfishness – and jinhyuk is proof of just that.
a list of notable one - liners from the anime naruto’s ( dubbed ) finale episodes .
feel free to customize as you wish !
❛ you … i hated you . ❜
❛ i didn’t ask for this ! i didn’t ask for you to save me ! ❜
❛ why … ? why are you doing this to us ? ❜
❛ i have my own path to follow now , and neither you or anyone else can steer me from it . ❜
❛ if i’d stayed with people like you , i’d never have gotten this strong . ❜
❛ they’ll be nothing of you left . you’ll never get out of there alive . ❜
❛ you think i’ll stand by and let you throw away your entire life ? ❜
❛ i remember you laughing the last time we met . ❜
❛ there you go , acting all high and mighty again ! ❜
❛ i couldn’t give a damn what you want . ❜
❛ it’s not the future i dream of anymore , only the past : that’s where my dream lies . ❜
❛ i’m warning you … you’re making a big mistake . ❜
❛ a future with you … it isn’t what i want anymore . ❜
❛ i’m always going to be there for you , even if it’s only as an obstacle for you to overcome . even if you hate me . ❜
❛ what’s happened to you ? ❜
❛ you really mean to kill me . ❜
❛ you’ve always been naive . ❜
❛ you have no idea how happy you made me . ❜
❛ i can’t help it . ❜
❛ i don’t know why , but … but i … i just can’t bare the thought of seeing you taken away . ❜
❛ i’ll break every single bone in your body if that’s what it takes to stop you . ❜
❛ just shut up for once . ❜
❛ how could you know what it feels like to lose it all ? ❜
❛ why would you go so far for me ? ❜
❛ i’ll do anything i can to stop you . ❜
❛ you know the pain that solitude brings , just as i do . ❜
❛ it’s too late … it’s too late ! ❜
❛ you really are weak . ❜
❛ … you’re a monster . ❜
longing / endearing one - liners as taken from the website pinterest .
customize as you wish !
❛ the first time i met you , i had no damn idea i’d love you this much . ❜
❛ i wish i could just protect you from everything . ❜
❛ i noticed you . how could i not ? ❜
❛ i’ll hold your hand the whole way through , don’t worry . ❜
❛ i want you . so much . you’re all i fucking think about . ❜
❛ you are made of comets and stars . do not let anyone treat you as if you are dirt and dust . ❜
❛ i love how i can just look at you and be happy . ❜
❛ i woke up and the first thing i wanted was you . ❜
❛ i love everything you hate about yourself . ❜
❛ pinky - promise me you won’t leave . ❜
❛ i’m always tired but never of you . ❜
❛ you’re it , you’re my person . ❜
❛ you are the peace i crave in this chaotic world . ❜
❛ now i wish we never met because you’re too hard to forget . ❜
❛ i’d pick your thunder , i’d pick your rain ; over anyone’s sunshine any day . ❜
❛ you steady me and stir me all at once . ❜
❛ and then i knew that i could become homesick for you too . ❜
❛ i just want to spend forever getting high off what it feels like to be around you . ❜
❛ you’ve got something they don’t . ❜
❛ what a plot twist you were . ❜
❛ i told the stars about you . ❜
❛ stay . i need you more than you think . ❜
❛ you still feel like home . ❜
❛ come over here and make my clothes smell like you again . ❜
❛ i want to kiss you and it kills me . ❜
send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses ! i’ll bold what i want for their relationship, italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .
FRIENDS. childhood friends / work friends / family friends / recently friends / turning antagonistic / turning into something romantic / stable / falling apart / friendship of need / friendship of circumstance / pen - pals or internet friends / coworkers / partners / other .
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / newly entered / soulmates / skinny love / unrequited from my muses side / unrequited from your muses side / friends with benefits / awkward / fading / turning toxic / toxic and destructive / other .
FAMILIAL BOND. sibling bond / older sibling figure to your muse / younger sibling figure to your muse / parental figure to your muse / parental figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / other .
ENEMIES. dangerous to themselves / dangerous to others / unpredictable / passionate / rivals / petty / developing into a sexual tension / developing into a romantic tension / based off family matters / based of circumstance / based of professional matters / based of misunderstandings or lies / other .
“ you don’t have to do this , ” he says , voice muffled by his christmas themed covers , essentially only his eyes peaking out from the top , “ i can take care of myself . ”
however , fact remains his energy’s been absolutely depleted since he woke up sick yesterday , and going to bed last night , filled with naive hope he was already on the road to recovery , proved foul .
yes , god must’ve laughed down at him while he slept . he awakens and finds himself unable to get out of bed , legs shaking and dizziness overcoming , dread pooling at the pit of his stomach because this was the downside of living alone and having no one to call your own – his hands shake as he finally manages to drink a glass of water , but satisfaction is becoming of him . what is romeo if not a fighter , what is romeo kang if not composed of the bones of a survivor , of a boy who was forced to grow up too quick , too soon ? and so , perfect attendance romeo kang reaches over to his nightstand , feels around for his phone , and calls in sick to work .
and then , before the regret can claim his senses , he goes back to sleep .
all things considering , he didn’t count on teddy .
“ of course you can , ” teddy placates him , replacing the towel on his forehead with a fresh one , hand patting his head as he pulls away ( he hates how his instincts want him to follow ) . his dimples seem to mock him as that signature smile of his plays out against his lips , and maybe romeo kinda wants to die . “ i just want to help . ”
heat pools into his cheeks , and for the first time since contracting the illness , romeo feels thankful for the disguise .
he recalls a memory of his mother during childhood , sick and coughing as his mother runs a hand through his hair and smiles softly . won’t you get sick too ? he says to her after a bad coughing fit . don’t worry mom , i’ll be okay .
silly boy , she’d said , eyes filled to the brim with amusement , i’m your mom , i’m supposed to worry . besides , baby , i think some good company always does a bit of healing .
when he wakes up later that night on the couch in the living room , his christmas tree lighting up the room as the television silently plays the classic ‘ elf ’ , there is teddy , having had peacefully nodded off in his position on the floor in front of him , head tilted back towards him as he snoozes .
his heart plays a little trick on him and romeo finds himself having to agree with his mother – maybe some good company does go a long way .
send a symbol from your muse to mine. feel free to combine actions or add specifics even when it doesn’t ask for it . add ‘ ↪ ‘ for a reverse of my muse to yours .
HOLIDAY :
🎁 / our muses exchange gifts to one another . ( can specify . )
🍞 / to invite my muse to a holiday dinner with their family .
🎅 / help my muse gift wrap a present . ( can specify for who )
🔌 / help hang lights or decorate with my muse .
🎄 / decorate and help my muse with a christmas tree .
🌿 / our muses catch themselves under a mistletoe .
WEATHER :
☃️ / build a snowman with my muse .
❄️ / play in the snow with my muse . ( can specify . )
💨 / our muses are trapped inside a cabin during a snow storm .
🐾 / our muses find footprints in the snow and follow them .
✨ / our muses watch the northern lights together .
🌲 / my muse helps yours cut down a christmas tree .
🔥 / help my muse get firewood and build a fire .
NICE :
👀 / my muses reaction to finding out your muse is their secret santa .
😷 / help and aid my muse while their sick .
🍵 / our muses share a cup of hot coco .
💑 / propose or ask my muse to be their girl / boyfriend . ( specify which . )
$ / offer my muse money through a hard time .
🎭 / invite my muse to a christmas / winter masquerade .
NAUGHTY :
💋 / give my muse a hot steamy kiss .
👗 / my muse dresses up as a sexy santa for your muse .
👅 / my muse licks your muse .
🍷 / my muse stops your muse from coming onto them while being drunk .
🏃 / catch my muse stealing valuable’s from your muses family during a family holiday dinner
Meaningless sex is great. I mean it. It really is. Don’t get all conservative on me, it’s just an opinion. It’s nice to forget the heaviness in your heart and replace with a light pressing in the small of your back. It’s easy to get high off someone else’s lips, and ignore that thudding in your stomach, that constant reminder that you’re far from normal. It’s nice to have dark bruises down your neck than on your heart. I don’t even like using that word, because I don’t think I even fucking own one anymore. Or do I? Just fuck me. I mean it. Fuck me and get me out of here.
but between me and u……. i didnt even have a favorite color until she yelled out yellow!! she was hella excited n smiling like a little kid. so i told her she was right and i havent seen yellow the same since, its in everything. i could probably live in it now.
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