Omg I almost missed it! So today marks the 3rd year that I've had this blog! I started out spending the whole month posting art and daily kink confessions leading up to my b-day at the end of the month. In the spirit of that I've liked the idea of doing an event/challenge that lasts the month but I have had some spectacularly shit Augusts the past few years and have had to give up on challenges for health issues.
im still gonna do something this year- a little note game with some challenges sprinkled in, but I'm keeping it simple and fun. I’ll post that in a little bit.
But I started this blog years ago to create a little space for me. I'm very much not a social person, I'm sure some of you have figured that out lol, I don't really do social media- it makes me too anxious. I wanted a place to express myself, kinks, art, dirty thoughts, etc.. Even if no one saw it or was interested, I just needed a place to prove that this thing I was spending time on was… resulting in something.
and that's the wrong way to describe it but its like, as an artist, there's something fulfilling about making something and if you're lucky enough you might even look at the thing you did and like it- hold it in your arms and go 'I made that'. And then there's something incredible fulfilling for an artist to "hang up" their work. And "hanging up" your work (in a gallery, on a fridge, online) is like, the end of that art's journey, like you're finishing a story. once its posted, it's there, no more fixating on its imperfections, just feeling satisfied at finishing something, and then starting something new.
It makes me very happy that not only have I been consistent with this blog -I haven't given up or lost motivation- but that other people have seen it and are interested, whether it's my art, horny thoughts, or bullshit rambling. In a very ironic way (given my degradation kink) this blog has given me a lot of confidence- I've gotten so much positive support since I’ve separated my art blog @pexels--art this year. Within the first 2 weeks of that blog existing I had cried from the kindness that was rained upon me.
So thank you! I hope I (or some version of me) am here for many years to come with more art, kink, and love to share
And now, because it is my blogs b-day (and mine at the end of the month) I’m gonna be a little indulgent and take the chance to promote my Ko-fi, if you like what I do, the art, photos, ramblings ect, and want to spoil me, I accept tips on my Ko-fi. I normally put anything sent my way aside but anything sent to me for the month of August is specifically going into my “Pexel B-day Fund” to get some new cute outfits… that you will likely see <3
