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Cotard's Syndrome

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This blog contains the following

- otherkin and nonhumanity

- vents about our experience living with Cotard's Syndrome

- term, flag and identity hoarding

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[phantom-heartbeat]

I think I feel dead again

My body is decaying

I'm not here I'm just a fading entity, remnant of life long gone or many that never even existed in the first place

Why do I feel stuck and not here at the same time

[cotards-culture-is]

Cotards culture is feeling like a skeleton, living, undead or otherwise,

And body dysmorphia being a big trigger for it.

Unable to look at your own body without feeling sick sometimes because all you can see is bone and rotting flesh.

[cotards-culture-is]

Cotard's syndrome culture is... Feeling as if one's body has become non-physical, and worrying that trying to interact with objects will lead to phasing through.

Any object not already confirmed to be 'solid' is worrying, including walls, furniture, plates and cups - anything could be inaccessible to something as incorporeal as a ghost.

[cotards-culture-is]

cotards culture is forgetting to eat daily because you forget that the body genuinely needs food to survive because your co-host thinks it is a rotting corpse that doesn't need any sustenance

[cotards-culture-is]

Cotards syndrome culture is...

Feeling disgusted when you do get the body to eat something because you're just filling a corpse with mush that's gonna rot and add to the rot there already is

[cotards-culture-is]

Cotards culture is muted colour combos

[cotards-culture-is]

cotard’s culture is feeling like a ghost stuck possessing your own corpse, forced to try to continue life as if the process of reanimation didn’t cause irreparable damage to your body and mind 🙃

[phantom-heartbeat]

I'm just dead

An object

I dont know if I was ever a real living person anymore

Everything about me feels wrong

Why wont my body just give up and rot away already

[staticandcigarette]

1; “ am i dead? ” , 2; “ i am dead ” , 3; “ i am not dead ”

4; “ are you real? ” , 5; “ you are real ” , 6; “ you are not real ”

7; “ is that real? ” , 8; “ it is real ” , 9; “ it is not real ”

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[mad-pride]

Cotard Syndrome: A mental illness where one believes they are already dead, do not exist, are decomposing from the inside out, or believe that specific organs do not work.  A mild case is characterized by despair and self-loathing, while a severe case is characterized by intense delusions of negation and chronic psychiatric depression.

[cotards-culture-is]

Cotards culture is "I cant die/nothing can hurt me" because "I'm already dead" or immortality

Its feeling your body actively decaying, decomposing, rotting, falling apart and trying to move through rigamortis

Its constantly worrying other people can smell death on you

Its remembering you dont exist / are a ghost / are dead every time you feel invisible

Its waiting for someone to visit your grave and call on you so you can see it for yourself

Its hoping to see your grave whenever you're in the graveyard

Its wondering why no one questions a corpse for any reason

[cotards-culture-is]

Cotards culture is STOP PUTTING ME IN SUCH WARM ENVIRONMENTS PLEASE CORPSES NEED TO KEPT COLD

[this-is-ableism]

I have cotard‘s syndrome.

Im so fucking tired of being told „oh you don’t look dead!“ or „oh but dead people can’t enjoy food!“

It’s making it fucking worse.

I rarely eat anymore. My parents have to force me to eat.

I can’t even REMEMBER to eat and it results in me getting in trouble.

Im tempted to bury myself so people would actually fucking listen.

It’s not my fault. It’s not my fault that this syndrome developed. I know what it is, I know I have it.

But if doctors won’t diagnose the obvious, what am I even to do to get help?

I’ll keep rotting, won’t I?

Fuck all you pieces of shit who can’t stop to think before you say something offensive to someone suffering a delusion.

this is ableism.

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Cotard Syndrome Awareness Flag

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Cotard Syndrome also referred too as Walking Corpse Syndrome that can be any one of a series of delusions that range from a belief that one has lost organs, blood, or body parts to insisting that one has lost one's soul or is dead.

The term isn’t the most well know bit I thought making some sort of flag could do it!

For more information on this term, look here(link) and here(link)! Also another flag can be seen here(link)!

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