Hello, friends. So this is long overdue â so terribly long -- & I donât even know if anyone will read this, but I felt the need to write this nonetheless. I was going through the beloved main, as well as reading through the applications, you see, & they were all so achingly good. A heavy weight fell on my chest to recall how I had abandoned them, how I had abandoned Phantomhive. Itâs silly to admit how much it meant to me, the little performing arts school I built & the skeletons I crafted & all the things I fashioned to make everything look pretty. & I didnât think I could care for it any more than I already did. Not until I got to meet the people I was lucky enough to call members. Watching them try their hands in portraying the skeletons brought me so much joy. Just from their applications, they made the characters heart beat & took them places not even I could imagine. They really made them alive, made Phantomhive alive. & seeing the group take flight, even if only by a couple of feet, made me so incredibly happy. Which is why it saddens me to remember how I didnât try hard enough to make it all last. & for that I can only say Iâm sorry. I had a really good thing & I let it go.Â
To the members, I want to say thank you for becoming a part of Phantomhive, for breathing life into the characters I hold very near & dear to my heart. All of you were the reason why running the group was such a pleasure. I couldnât have asked for a kinder or a more talented bunch. From the bottom of my heart, I wish you all wonderful things.












