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when the music fucks you with the strap #yes

As a polyam person, I have to say it is nice that more people are including pride posts and merchandise however, I do also have to say I am rather annoyed that the flag that makes me irrationally angry is the one that caught on is considered the "correct" one to use

#The original flag was fine it just needed a color shift to make it easier on the eyes #Also like the original polyamorous flag was quite literally one of the first ever Pride Flags #Like I'm pretty sure it predates the bi and trans Flags

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BPD DSM-V "Diagnostic Features" blackout poem

Because it is hard to read, here is what it says: I ... idealize ... love ... demand ... me ... and share .. most ... the other person ... is not ... only ... the expectation ... own ... me ... reject ... me

... be a ... disturbance characterized ... self ... sudden and dramatic shifts in ... opinions and plans about ... ends ... I ... usually have a self-image that is based on being bad or evil ... at times ... I ... do not exist at all ... meaningful relationship, nurturing, and support. These ... are potentially self-damaging ... self-mutilative acts ... are ... separation ... Self-mutilation may occur during dissociative experiences and often brings relief by reaffirming the ability to feel or by expiating the individual's sense of being evil.

... I ... may display ... despair ... these episodes may reflect ... me ... Individuals with borderline personality disorder may be troubled by chronic feelings of emptiness (Criterion 7). Easily bored, they may constantly seek something to do. ... with this ... inappropriate ... display ... am, enduring bitterness, ... the anger is often ... a .. lover ... such expressions of anger are often followed by shame and guilt and contribute to the feelings they have of being evil. ... transient .. i .. may .. but .. insufficient ... i ..di ..e .. real or imagined... symptoms tend to be transient, lasting minutes or hours.

#Reblogging this here because I like what he did with this #Alter Reblog

My dang fart tea is too hot to drink

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sometimes I'll see what other people said about a movie and realize that I have a massively wildly different interpretation from what most people have and then I'll think about it for a second and I'll realize wait I was thinking about it through a dissociative identity disorder point of view

phiasko1924

so for a lot of people possession horror is at most metaphorical / allegorical, but is more often than not just imagining a fucked up creepy situation. "Possession" is quite literally part of my daily life so of course I'm going to have a different relationship with it and tend to read it as more literal then people who never experienced it

phiasko1924

Honestly I think oftentimes with horror people tend to see whatever they have the most experience with in the narrative. Which isn't a bad thing because it makes it more personally scary to you. But what does become an issue is when someone sees their own experience in horror and decides that that is the objectively correct way to experience the horror.

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Though TBH I low-key need another system to talk my system feelings about Obsession with, because I have thoughts I don't really think someone who isn't dissociative identitying it up would get it.

#self reblog

phiasko1924

sometimes I'll see what other people said about a movie and realize that I have a massively wildly different interpretation from what most people have and then I'll think about it for a second and I'll realize wait I was thinking about it through a dissociative identity disorder point of view

phiasko1924

so for a lot of people possession horror is at most metaphorical / allegorical, but is more often than not just imagining a fucked up creepy situation. "Possession" is quite literally part of my daily life so of course I'm going to have a different relationship with it and tend to read it as more literal then people who never experienced it

phiasko1924

Honestly I think oftentimes with horror people tend to see whatever they have the most experience with in the narrative. Which isn't a bad thing because it makes it more personally scary to you. But what does become an issue is when someone sees their own experience in horror and decides that that is the objectively correct way to experience the horror.

In other news my refrigerator is refusing to provide me with water

#😟

phiasko1924

sometimes I'll see what other people said about a movie and realize that I have a massively wildly different interpretation from what most people have and then I'll think about it for a second and I'll realize wait I was thinking about it through a dissociative identity disorder point of view

phiasko1924

so for a lot of people possession horror is at most metaphorical / allegorical, but is more often than not just imagining a fucked up creepy situation. "Possession" is quite literally part of my daily life so of course I'm going to have a different relationship with it and tend to read it as more literal then people who never experienced it

#self reblog

sometimes I'll see what other people said about a movie and realize that I have a massively wildly different interpretation from what most people have and then I'll think about it for a second and I'll realize wait I was thinking about it through a dissociative identity disorder point of view

#I kind of forget that “being possessed” is not part of everybody's everyday existence #Anyway it appears that I have different feelings about the movie Obsession than most people #On account of the “getting possessed” regularly

I genuinely can't comprehend why someone would want the other effects of T, but not want a bigger clit, given that bottom growth is awesome.

#like the only actual i can think of is someone “not wanting 'weird' genitals” in which case they are probably really intersexist #Cause like if the fear is pain/irritation that is temporary and uh T is gonna cause other types of irritation anyway