philly hung from the mouth of the dinosaur model like sheād been crushed beneath itsā teeth, limbs sticking out from between tooth gaps like the bars of a cage - thatās what the mouth had felt like; a cage. it hadnāt been a particularly large exhibit - only eight feet tall - but she still had managed to find herself stuck between jaw. hardly minded it, though - felt natural, almost, like every time sheād gotten stuck on a treeās branches.Ā āhello,ā she greeted a passerby, bent upside down - secure in the dinosaurās mouth and narrowly avoiding tooth against spine,Ā āit seems iāve gotten very stuck. do you have a drink on you? iām quite parched.ā
The Van Gogh bench beds were a nice touch, he had to say.Ā That was really the only room that Dayn admittedly wanted to see.Ā It was an impressive display all around, and there was no denying that, but he wasnāt there for the ambiance - he was there to see if he could successfully forget the entire evening.Ā Flask in back pocket, cigarettes in another, he wiped the corner of his lip as the girl he was kissing as she stood and went to grab another overly fruity drink - he thought it was another, at least, she tasted like strawberry preservative and vodka.Ā Moments later, he struck up a conversation with another that passed by, lightly holding her hand before the first came back over, and suddenly there was a sticky pink drink in his face and two frustrated women stalking away.Ā Dayn heaved a sigh and sat back, looking up at the ceiling as he took the bottom of his shirt and dabbed at his face, before looking up from feeling eyes on him.Ā Letting out a chuckle he shook his head.Ā Ā āOh, come on, donāt give me a look,ā he grinned.Ā Ā āIām only going to have these looks before Iām old and decrepit at like, thirty, canāt hate the player for trying, right?ā *// @radopensā
With wide eyes - blue and unblinking and both seeing and unseeing, like sheād just stepped out of one of the paintings in the Margaret Keane exhibit room herself, pale yellow dress and all - Philly blinked once, suddenly - like sheād snapped back into the narrative.Ā āOh, no,ā she shook her head, brows furrowing in a sort of partial confusion,Ā āI havenāt the slightest thought towards your lack of ...ā she blinked again,Ā ā... success.ā She settled on the word with a nod, itching her ankle with the toe of her shoe absentmindedly - her hands had been covered in peeling paint, the rest of her skin too - spattered spots of red and blue and black and orange. None on her dress - somehow, miraculously. Maybe she had just come out of a painting. She stood tall, though short - and stood quite still despite the fact that the room swayed heavily around her, pupils dilated until the blue had been nothing but a sliver, a cut of abalone around the hole of a guitar.Ā āPerhaps you ought to seek help from the Dick Sisters,ā Philly said - more of an afterthought than anything else, head tilted to the side,Ā āI heard that theyāre very proficient at their job. Iām sure youāre not a lost cause.ā
do you think it's realistic that leo would ever leave zeke for you?
āleo wouldnāt have to, and i wouldnāt want him to. i donāt believe in ultimatums, only the absolute pursuit of happiness. everything is his own decision, and i have a mighty amount of respect and adoration for him, no matter what he desires. their relationship is no concern of mine and this question is, frankly, very dumb.ā
Itād taken tooth and nail for Philly to return to Lovell; teeth to gnaw at the zip-tie that she had secured around her arm and the pole of a gas station sign in the middle of Oklahoma, and nails to grip onto the soft underarm afterwards, as Philly flopped over and pretended she had no longer function of her limbs - carried forth by Elektra, toes of her shoes dragging against hot pavement. She made it policy, once - never return to the same place twice ( itād been part of the reason why Philly never made it back home - sheād been close to it, once, but felt nothing but frozen veins at the highway sign signaling Stanford; gripped onto Florenceās steering wheel and swerved hard, just to miss the exit - Elektraād been silent the rest of the ride to a Super 8, jaw locked in unspoken anger ) - Lovell was not supposed to be the exception. She was not made for reunion, found othersā rejoice something quite awkward - found it something unknown; but the closer theyād gotten to the town, to campus - thereād been something shaking and stomping around in her guts, rattling her ribs - nails gripped into Florenceās leather seats, peeling it back to expose the cushioning. Nail and tooth, nail and tooth - there was anticipation between the grinding of her teeth as they pulled into the parking lot; forgot her manners, forgot to say a goodbye ( temporary, as they always were ) to Elektra as she clamored out of the van, thighs ripped from the leather they stuck to and leaving them bright. The pain went ignored - hadnāt even flinched, making way towards the door. She ducked beneath the arm of an exiting stranger whoād thrown it wide open ( it almost hit her, in all her focus - she hadnāt noticed ) - quickly tossed herself behind an array of flowers, sharp inhale at the distinct smell of Fowlerās Flowers. Something familiar - good, in that way - in the way most familiar things should be. Comforting to her nerves, almost - thereād been pangs and flashes, still, like her entire body had been a game of Operation. Felt undercover, almost - the way Philly carefully selected bouquets, no real purpose for them in mind - finding holes between petals in which to peek glances across the store from, to where the cashierās counter was. Felt odd, almost - hiding as a means of preparation without purpose of attack. She swept the floral arrangement into her arms - too many than she shouldāve been able to fit within her grasp, leaves obscuring her vision; flower heads popped off, littered the floor - left a mess of petals as she puffed out an exhale and made her way forth ( she left a trail, a floral massacre, in her wake ) - it was clear to her now why sheād gone back to Lovell with such little resistance ( thereād been several, much more severe instances of Philly defying authority - tooth and nail had been a bare minimum effort ), throwing the bouquets on top the counter with an exhale,Ā āHello Leo,ā she greeted - face flush and sheen, from sunburn and summer heat ( the AC had broken halfway through their roadtrip back to Lovell; the strands of hair that had escaped her ponytail stuck to her neck - they were muddy colors, the faded remnants of however many colors sheād chosen to dye her hair the past few months ); thereād been a dozen new freckles.Ā āIt feels like itās been a lifetime,ā Philly plucked a leaf from where itād stuck in her hair, put it down with the rest of the flowers - she had tried to keep a rather neutral expression, but it was quickly failing ( a rare, rare feat ) - lips turned into a widespread grin instead; heart like the clashing of cymbals,Ā āI will be taking these flowers with me, by the way - thought youād ought to know. Has Marjorie been well?ā
MARITAL STATUS & SEXUALITY ā single & demisexual
LANGUAGES ā english
TALENTS / HOBBIES ā welding, jewelry-crafting, weaving, rollerskating, juggling, accordion, etc. etc.
TOP 5 MUSICIANS ā fleetwood mac, florence + the machine, cocteau twins, they might be giants, fiona apple.Ā
FAVOURITE BOOK ā growing gourmet & medicinal mushrooms by paul stamets
FAVOURITE FILM & TV SHOW ā alice (1988) & labyrinth / perhaps twin peaks if she watched television
FAVOURITE VIDEO GAME ā if she played, probably alice: madness returns
WHAT DID THEY DO THIS PAST SUMMER? ā traveled the states with her sister elektra :D
WHERE HAVE THEY TRAVELLED? ā like. all of the mainland states.
DO THEY TAKE ANY PRESCRIPTIONS? ā none
DO THEY HAVE ANY DIAGNOSISāS? ā yes! depersonalization / derealization disorder (dpdr) & insomnia
FICTIONAL CHARACTER THEY ARE MOST LIKE? ā orla mccool or luna lovegood but also FUCK jk rowling :knife:
ARE THEY EMPLOYED? WHERE DO THEY WORK? ā they work at the same bar as max :D illegally i think :D maybe :D but sheās always doing odd jobs
WERE THEY POPULAR IN HIGH SCHOOL? ā she did online hehe
DO THEY DO DRUGS? occasionally! mostly just psychedelics
DRINK? ā sometimes!
SMOKE CIGARETTES? ā yes :/ often :/
SMOKE WEED? ā also very often
WHERE WERE THEY BORN? WHERE DID THEY GROW UP? ā woodside, california born & raised until she was 15!
DO THEY PLAN TO GO TO GRAD SCHOOL? ā nope!
WHAT ARE THEIR PLANS POST-GRADUATION? ā continue travelling
PARENTS NAMES ā christopher & imogen
DO THEY HAVE SIBLINGS? NAMES & AGES? ā yes! lysander, 30 / elektra, 27 / juno, 23 / valora & orion, 18
DO THEY HAVE PETS? TYPES & NAMES? ā she has. so many rats i canāt possibly name them all. a raccoon. a tabby cat named pail (ācos her motherās name is bucket)
ARE THEY RELIGIOUS? WHAT IS THEIR RELIGION IF SO? ā considers herself to be a believer of omnism but in general is just quite spiritual.
HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE THEY SLEPT WITH? ā zero! none!Ā
WHAT VEHICLE DO THEY DRIVE? IF THEY DONāT DRIVE, HOW DO THEY TRAVEL AROUND TOWN? ā she doesnāt have a license :/ she walks or rollerskates
DESCRIBE THEIR FASHION ā changes weekly and is largely dependent on how the specific day feels. all secondhand / thrifted / stolen. apocalypse-ready, nothing that can obstruct her running and climbing and jumping. often wears white - white flowy skirts, or victorian nightgowns, tends to wear a lot of skirts and dresses cos they are comfortable but also wears tights and shorts a lot & overalls too.Ā
DO THEY PREFER TO BE BEHIND THE CAMERA OR IN FRONT OF IT? ā doesnāt really care either way LSKFHSALDGLHKSHK
DO THEY BELIEVE ANY OF THE STORIES ABOUT RADCLIFFE? WHICH ONES? ā every single one of them.
DO THEY THINK THE MOTHMAN IS HOT? ā absolutely
A QUOTE THAT DESCRIBES THEM āĀ āThereās something ghostlike about this girlā¦ she will appear at certain times and in certain places, and at other times she will recede into a disinterested dark.ā
A SONG THAT THEY WOULD RELATE TO ā stuff is way, they might be giants
ćnatalia dyer & demi girlćā¾ carmichael, philomena, the junior radcliffe studentās records show that she/they are a taurus and 20 years old. she/they are studying wildlife science, living in noland and can be whimsical, patient, apathetic & unpredictable. when i see her/them i am reminded of the gentleness of decomposition, dancing naked around the flames, and whipping wind in your hair. ā½ćjames & 21 & est & they/them.ć
hereās my second !! baby child i love a lot ... much kinder ... a bit odd .. love of my life ... a classic ... a favorite ..
wildflowers in your hair and bare feet against moss, binoculars and maps, madonna beating out of half-dead speakers in a half-dead van, whipping wind, jumping off cliffs and rolling down hills, a bandaid wrapped around each finger, cryptic bumper stickers and cryptids in the woods, facing the sun and letting the rays hit you, counting stars late into the night, dancing naked in the woods with nothing but fire to light your way, mismatched socks and lucky ribbons, hoarding a box of special treasures, shoplifting and diner-dashing, bleach against roots, pink sweaters paired with ripped fishnets and slip dresses with knock off uggs, willingly wearing crocs, glitter stickers, fungi and feeling one with them, lying down and decomposing, theyāll find us in a week. theyāll find us in a week.
basic info.
full name: philomena brontƫ carmichael
nickname(s): philly, phil, mena, etc.
b.o.d. - april 20th lmao !!
label(s): the amaranth, the halycon, the neophyte, the wanderer, etc. etc.
height: 5ā²4ā³
hometown: woodside, ca
sexuality: demisexual !!!!
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inspired by: luna lovegood (harry potter), orla mccool (derry girls), cassie ainsworth (skins), alice (aliceās adventures in wonderland), amelie (amelie).
biography.
a middle child belonging to christopher and imogen carmichael - two stanford professors. christopher specialized in british literature whilst imogen specialized in the classics. hence the name.
the order of siblings goes as such: lysander, elektra, juno, philomena, and twins orion & valora. the deal was that everybody had a greek (or in junoās case, roman) first name and a middle name inspired by a piece of british literature circa 1800s and under. a family of nerds, if you will.
so, clearly - right off the bat, their parents are ā¦ eccentric. theyāre both in love with their respected topic, and with each other, and with their kids. the carmichael family is a happy family.
they each have their own quirks and whatnot - though phillyās always been particularly dreamy - even as a child, sheād spend hours watching clouds or caterpillars or the leaves blow in the wind rather than play with other kids. she wasnāt a shy kid - she just had her own interests.
hardship doesnāt hit the family until philomena is five and starts having splitting headaches. theyāre slow at first - but as soon as sheās seeing spots and unable to walk in a straight line, doctor appointments are made.
it doesnāt take long for them to discover the tumor, though the official diagnosis of malignant ependymoma comes a month later.
itās grade ii but slow-moving, small enough to not be as much of a threat as worried, but big enough where removal is necessary. philomena earns a scar and brings it in for show-and-tell. for two months afterwards, phillyās at radiotherapy monday through friday.
theyāre lucky - philomenaās considered cancer-free by the next year. sheās babied at first - handled delicately, as if she could break if touched - but with five other children ā¦ it doesnāt last for too long.
and life continues as normal.
her personality doesnāt shift much over the next few years - sheās awfully independent for a kid, and awfully quiet - when she speaks itās about faeries and bigfoot, about how the sky is so blue and if you listen quietly, you can hear the leaves whisper their secrets to each other. this is not odd.
sheās close to all her siblings, but she idolizes her older sister - elektra. elektraās six years older and dyes her hair whatever colors she wants. elektra bought a knife off a seedy guy downtown. elektra threw away all of her heels and renounced god. elektra is god. her music is loud but itās not heavy - itās florence and the machine.
theyāre opposites - elektraās boisterous and feels loudly, philomenaās softer and feelsā¦less. when elektra sneaks out, philomena keeps watch. they are a duo.
philomena is smart - but sheās fifteen and hates school. hates sitting inside all day. hates the same routine - day after day - itās all the same. her parentsā routine is the same, philly feels contained and she wants to live.
elektraās twenty-one and just bought a brand new spanking (used but not falling apart) 19-something volkswagen ā¦ van - using her entire savings account. she says sheās tired of routine, sheās leaving the next day.
naturally, philomena stows away in the back and isnāt discovered until theyāre two states away and sheās got to pee. elektra nearly crashes the van in shock.
itās an argument - philomena vs. elektra, then them vs. their parents, then their parents vs. the school, the state - itās an ordeal. philomena switches to an online program in the end.
it hurts christopher and imogen - lysanderās not having any of their nonsense, junoās betrayed and alone - the twins are twins. in the end, itās alright. the carmichael family is a happy family.
philomena and elektra take their time - itās not a road trip, itās their new life, permanently on the road. they stop and explore often - they do odd jobs in whatever town they settle in. they dine-n-dash, they shoplift. they survive in their own way.
during particularly desperate times, they two resorted to identity theft & credit fraud - getting away with it only by ditching the cards once theyāve made it out of state.
she drops out of high school officially when sheās seventeen - they have to drive all the way back to california to deal with the wrath of their parents and to deal with paperwork, but itās done. philomena doesnāt know what path she wants in life - but itās not that.
itās during this time that the episodes occur - philomenaās outside her body, philomenaās wrapped in cotton, her memories are not her own. sheās looking in the mirror and she doesnāt recognize herself. they take shelter in a city for six months, long enough for her brand spankinā new therapist to figure out whatās wrong with her. sheās diagnosed with depersonalization / derealization disorder - they think itās stress. philomena doesnāt get stressed. they think itās trauma. she laughs - she never laughs.
there is trauma though, deep-rooted but somewhere inside - you just have to look for it.
you. just. have. to. look. for. it. look for it. look for it. look for it look for it look -
you were ten and she was thirteen, an off-trail hike in familiar woods in a familiar town, safe and familiar. it was your idea, to stray from the carved out paths, down creeks and up hills and round, and round again. youāre the one who spotted the scarf first, sticking up from the dirt and dancing in the wind like the beginning of reincarnation. it was not reincarnation, it was discovery. it was ruin. with curiosity drawn, you skidded down - with compliance, followed juno, followed your sister - clumsy in her steps and tumbling down quicker than you. you saw the corpse, but juno felt it. decaying flesh and maggot.
and she left juno, just like that - just five years later, when juno had finally gone to the end of her wits. philly up and left. abandoned her.
philomena and elektra leave the city after that therapy session. they do not return. sheās always been good at hiding her secrets.
three years later and her parents want philly to have a higher education - desperate for it, really - worried for her future. itās a battle that she loses, getting her GED and applying to a local college in florida in shameful compliance.
theyāre there for a year until philly gets (expectantly) expelled from the community college & the two of them are banned from the town theyād residing in up until that point. they donāt talk about it - but boy, was it one hell of a time.
they found refuge in lovell, a town that seemed to suit them well - it suited elektraās desire to travel up and down the east coast, and it intrigued philomena enough to the point of her being content with staying. soon after, philly officially transferred to radcliffe for the fall semester & theyāve been here since!
UPDATE: another summer update! very simple ... she n elektra traveled the states again, as they always do ... like clockwork. had to be dragged back to radcliffe (doesnāt like staying in one place for too long) bt also <3 likes a lot of people here n brought them all souvenirs. it ws very nice! nothing bad.
personality.
sheās quiet but sheās confident - her voice sounds like rustling leaves, if leaves smoked a pack of cigarettes a day.
often underestimated - phillyās petite and looks like sheād fall over if a plastic bag blew too close to her. sheās independent - for the most part. elektra is the only person philly takes orders from.
has always been considered odd - weird, strange. still talks about the trees as if theyāre listening, as if theyāre old friends. sheās vague and doesnāt elaborate on the things she says.
believes in pretty much any superstition you throw her way. luck is very important to her. if you ask her if the earth is flat, sheāll say probably. believes strongly in bigfoot and the lochness monster. has personally seen aliens, and loves ghosts almost more than herself.
she can be amusing - whether you āgetā her or not, her outlook is often bright - she talks about the negatives the same way she talks about the positives. can be seen as naive or gullible, but sheās plenty smart. even if half of her education has come directly from google.
philly doesnāt laugh. a smile, yes - often, in fact - not always reaching her ears, or bearing teeth - but these are not indicators of her happiness. philly is consistently content. she thinks many things are funny - she still will not laugh.
her voice is often monotonous - she doesnāt sound dreary, she sounds far-away. her voice carries. her emotions are often unknown to others.
is apathetic in most situations. sheās hard to bother - sheās incredibly patient and enjoys the company of most - tolerates them at the very least. itās hard for her to express her emotions, because she feels them so little that itās very nearly not worth it. her affection is not verbal - itās small touches and gestures of kindness, love in her own way.
is a fan of knock-knock jokes and bad puns. she wonāt crack a smile while telling you them, nor does she expect you to laugh. she just enjoys them.
she owns a motorola razr covered in puffy stickers - hasnāt ever had a smartphone. sheās a fan of emoticons. her favorite is :o)
has a lot of bruises and scratches and scars - sheās often getting herself into pickles. there are always, at the very minimum, three bandaids on each hand.
she has insomnia, so sheās awake often. is often seen wandering town - even when she shouldnāt be, even when it might be dangerous. her intuition is delayed. when she does sleep - her dreams are vivid and fantastical.
keeps a box of memories - sentimental bits and pieces sheās picked up over the last few years. there are a lot of buttons and postcards, but any teeny tiny object will do.
her style changes every week - most, if not all, of her clothes are thrifted. one week sheās baby spice and the next sheās lydia deetz. she combines pieces from different styles often - she looks like a barbie clothed by a child. she feels most comfortable like this.
will either patch-up the clothes that get too worn or reuse them in some way. sometimes donates the clothes she gets tired off - isnāt minimalistic, but sheās learned to keep only a small amount of possessions.
the only consistency is her lucky ribbon - itās pastel yellow and silky and as thin as a shoelace. she ties it onto her outfit of the day, everyday. if she loses it, sheās lost. elektra has a matching ribbon.
has no problem with minor theft - she only takes bare minimum, puts herself and elektra first and thatās how itās always been. she tries to be good while in lovell / radcliffe - would hate to be forced out by mobs with torches and pitchforks
currently living in noland while elektra stays in their van, florence - sometimes philly stays there during the weekends.
they used to live in motels on the occasion, the cheapest room, and more often than not theyād both go home with strangers for a comfier bed and a hotter shower.
it was a common occurrence - she didnāt sleep with them - but somehow, she weaseled her way into their homes anyway. has come out mostly unscathed, on most occasions. this has been a practice ever since theyāve been on the road.
really, truly - has not slept with anybody, had her first and only kiss at thirteen with a frog. this doesnāt bother her.
will consume a n y t h i n g you put in front of her - isnāt picky.
listens to whatever theyāve picked up along the way but she likes instrumentals the best. her second favorite genre is 1990ā²s and 2000ā²s top hits. theyāre nostalgic for her. third favorites? florence, of course. fleetwood mac. the bird and the bee.
loves storms - will go out in the rain and will risk her life for it.
owns a pair of roller-skates and is often skating rather than walking. unless sheās on grass - then sheās walking barefoot.
has many hobbies, and gets bored of them often. her favorite hobby is welding. sheās not certified.
also, juggling.
also, accordion.
the kind of girl whoāll do any job you give her. odd jobs are her favorite jobs. babysitting is her least favorite - but she does it anyway. has lost children before. have they ever been found? not by philly.
dyes her hair blonde often and cuts her own hair - bangs included - finds it cathartic, likes the itchiness of bleach.
everything she does is often in pursuit of feeling free, alive, and meaningful.
( like her frequent visits to the woods, late at night when the moon is high and full. itās freeing to dance around a fire, stark naked in the cold. builds immunity )
comes and goes wherever she pleases, nothing & nobody can stop her (besides elektra). has befriended the campus witch, or as much as the witch will allow, and shrike as well. she knows to respect nature, and abandoned sites - sheās practically free to explore as she wishes, her only pride is the trust sheās gained.
the trust expands to animals as well, she has a certain knack for getting them to like her. has too many āpetā rats that reside with her, alongside a baby raccoon & a few crow pals. has a new animal companion everyday, but she doesnāt contain them or force them to stay.
leaves her window in noland wide open because of this, because her window is conveniently right besides a tree with sturdy branches. good for animal smuggling, sneaking in and out, hiding, etc. etc. world is her oyster.
though her room in noland is ??? frankly a mess ??? already ??? usually keeps most of her possessions in her memory box but sheās also turned her room into a mini labyrinth of knick-knacks. very cozy, but very nest-like. think of howlās room from howlās moving castle.
wanted connections.
random encountersā¦ itās only her second semester at radcliffe, she hasnāt met everybody yet iām sure
random encountersā¦in the wildā¦ alternately, people sheās met before in a different part of the country. whether sheās stolen from them or crashed at their place, or simply shared a dinner. anything goes!
unexpected sleepoverā¦ someone whose place she crashed at after a mysterious night. a party, adventure, etc. etc. maybe they donāt even remember her staying over, maybe she hadnāt been with them to begin with.
employersā¦ she does a lot of odd jobs! knows how to make a lot of things in many different mediums just to earn a small living.
friendsā¦ yāknow ā¦ people who enjoy her presence, likes her oddness. they may not understand her, but they appreciate her. or maybe they do understand her, in their own way!
not friendsā¦ philly doesnāt consider anybody an enemy in the slightest, but some people may not be fond of her ā¦ think sheās a little too strange, or they refuse to understand her, or something of the likes.
closing inā¦ someone trying to get closer to her, trying to figure her out on a level deeper than what she would like, and she keeps slipping out from between their fingers every time.
mom friend mom friend mom friendā¦ older sibling figures! dad friends! take one look at philly and instantly want to swaddle n protect her.
caught red handedā¦ someone catches her stealing or about to dine-n-dash. do they care? who knows!
late-night shenanigansā¦ they just walk and talk at night ā¦ very relaxing ā¦ not actually very shenanigans filledā¦
a dealerā¦ because she wasnāt born on 4/20 for nothing. sheās not turning 20 on 4/20/20 fr nothing. donāt fail us.
debating conspiraciesā¦ or superstitions, really anything. maybe theyāre frustrated at her apathy surrounding all situations.
no likeyā¦ :( they distrust her. probably fr good reason tho ā¦ i donāt blame you
thrifting palsā¦ no explanation needed methinks
an eventual hook-upā¦ maybe ā¦ possibly ā¦ itās questionable, but it could happen! canāt stay a virgin forever! (or well. she cld. weāll see!) sheād probably have to trust yr muse a lot though
unrequited romance uwuā¦ probably unrequited on her end because she doesnāt usually think of anybody in a romantic sense - itās possible, but youād have to be something special for her to like you back. that being said ā¦
something returnedā¦ eventually, slowly. slow. itāll take time.
maybe something returned !! eventually. slowly. slow.
n like rly anything u want !! anything u can think of i am here 2 fulfill ā¦ we can brainstorm all sorts of wacky scenarios!! sheās a thief! sheās an accordion player! she dances naked in the woods! sheās been in the circus AND a small utah county jail!
being naked is not sexy. wearing a white 18th century shirt with poofy sleeves tucked into a pair of black high waisted trousers is sexy. there are no exceptions
any vampires who need permission 2 enter my houseā¦.. Ā u have my permissionā¦. Ā u wanna come through my window in a flurry of fog & wind? Ā u can do thatā¦.. Ā wanna drink my blood & take me away to ur big vampire castle? Ā alright friend, go for it
