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anyone hear about the preggo blonde getting back with her ex? bucky barnes is shookt.

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She wishes. Am I right?

.brblo:

Kit wants to raise her! So now you know, and now, you can fuck off. You have no claim on that baby, and no right to her.

Sure. She wants to raise her now, and that’s great. But I’m not going anywhere. Jenna’s not an object to be one, and I want to be in her life in any capacity. Because I love her. Lo, I might not have gone about things the right way. And I see that now. I’m sorry if I hurt you. But I want to be a part of Jenna’s life. I really do.

#lo #ooc: me typing this like 'YOU'RE A FILTHY FUCKING LIAR YOU'RE SCUM OF THE EARTH YOU'RE TRASH AND I HOPE YOU DIE'

.brblo:

‘Discarding’. Of course. I think the word you’re looking for is adoption, and they wouldn’t be strangers, you absolute twit. Kit would get to meet them and vet them and have as much or as little contact with her daughter as she likes. And that would be her choice. Just as it’s her choice if she decides you get to see Jenna. Maybe don’t be playing the sympathy card when this morning you were implying all sorts of things about me on your little blog, and attempting to humiliate Kit. I don’t expect you to like me, Phil. And I don’t see myself as a knight in shining armour, either.

Yeah, that’s her choice. Listen. I have nothing against people who turn to adoption. It’s great. You wanna give that kid the best life? Awesome. But why pass your kid over to this random couple that you met maybe once or twice, when their biological parent wants to be there for them, to raise them? Are you so dim that you don’t get it? I’m not looking for your sympathy, and I sure am not gonna pretend that I like you even a little bit. I think you’re a coward, but I’ll be damned if you try and come between me and my little girl.

#lo

.brblo:

Kit’s doubting herself the way any first time Mother doubts herself. If you were a decent man, you’d help alleviate those fears, and you’d care for her. You’d make those things less scary. And that’s exactly why I know you’re a dishonourable sort. Because if you cared about Kit, you’d understand Simon and Daisy are extensions of her. And you can’t get away with calling Simon names. You owe him, and Kit, a fucking apology.

I came here under the impression that Kit was discarding our child, sending her off to live with total strangers, so excuse me for taking a minute to adjust to her own sudden change of heart. You guys wanna adjust to me wanting to be a part of Jenna’s life? I’m just as human as you guys are. I’ll apologise to Kit, to Simon, sure. I don’t mind being the bigger man, but don’t you dare think I’m gonna apologise to you, or that you can tell me what to do. You’re no knight in shining armor, Lo.

#lo

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You’re already messing with her head. You’ve already got her doubting herself. And that doesn’t quite sit right with me. I reiterate, don’t fucking mess with her. She’s got a lot of people who love and care about her, and they’d all be overjoyed to see the back of you.

In what way is that my fault? Kit’s doubting herself, that’s got nothing to do with me. If she was feeling insecure, or wasn’t sure about herself, those feelings don’t just appear out of thin air. Oh yeah? And are you top of that list? Along with that airhead brother of hers? I don’t care what you people think of me. I could care less. I care about Jenna, and Jenna only. And by default, I care about Kit. She’s carrying my child, and I want that child to be healthy, and to make her a part of my life. The rest of you? I’m happy to see the back of you.

#lo

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I won’t leave her again. She’s my best friend. And I’m not telling you what you should or shouldn’t do, I’m telling you not to fucking mess with her head.

I should take heed, ‘cause you’d know a lot about messing with her head, right? I’m not messing with her head, my man. I’m here because I want to be. Because I care. How hard is that for you to understand, twinkletoes?

#lo

.brblo:

I’m well aware of how the internet works. But Kit knows I love her. She knows… I have loved her. She knows me so well it is absolutely frightening. I don’t think that makes me better or any more qualified to make decisions, and I won’t make them for her. Besides, I won’t leave her again. As long as she wants me here. And the difference is that now Kit does want Jenna, and she doesn’t want you.

You’re playing with fire here, man. You never thought you’d leave her back in high school, what makes you think you’re any different now? What makes you think you won’t abandon her for Bethany again? Kit might want Jenna, and good for her, but if she changes her mind, if she’s so unsure about her capabilities as a mother, then you bet I’m gonna be here for my daughter. You can’t honestly tell me that I shouldn’t wanna love and support my own little girl?

#lo

.brblo:

I love her. That doesn’t mean we’re together. I have no ideas or ‘perfect little images’, I have no preconceived ideas about what I, or Kit, ought to do with that love. I want to be her friend, and I am. The difference is, I don’t think Kit quite wants you around, my man. God forbid I speak on her behalf, but all you’ve done is plant a seed of doubt about her being a bad Mother, when I know she is already a pretty wonderful Mom.

You know that she can see this stuff, right? You think you’re somehow better than everybody else because you love her? So you’re gonna talk about loving her, put this false hope in her head, and then abandon her again? Kit doesn’t want me around? Did she want you around when you first showed up? Not from what I’ve heard. I’m not telling anyone that she’s a bad mom. She was giving that baby up, she was gonna just hand Jenna over to complete strangers, and I’m her father, and actually want to be in her life, so why shouldn’t I be given that chance?

#lo

.brblo:

I did love Kit. I do love Kit. Don’t… don’t pretend you know any of our history. Bethany was my girlfriend, and I regret every moment she put Kit through hell and I stood by and watched it happen. You may not have told her what to do, but you certainly haven’t helped ease her fears or her doubts. That’s not what a good man does. You’ve been here for all of a day and you’ve ruined everything.

You love her? So which is it? Are you guys a thing or not? And see, then what makes this any different? You ditched her, treated her badly, and made her feel like hell. So did I. Why is it different when you regret it, when I’m here telling you that I wanna fix this? I’m not trying to do anything like that. I don’t want Kit feeling uncertain, I wanna help. I wanna do right by her and Jenna. What have I ruined, hm? Have I ruined your perfect little image that you’ve created where Kit falls back in love with you? With respect, you’re welcome to do as you wish. I’m not here to ruin Kit’s life, just to be in my daughter’s.

#lo

.brblo:

Don’t pretend you’re here for Jenna. I don’t truly think you love that little girl. I don’t know why you’re here, but I don’t think you’re good for Kit, or for Jenna. And I don’t like you. You left her, and you don’t deserve her. I hurt Kit, but I would never ignore her pain. I didn’t know… I truly would never stand back and watch a girl I love so much in pain. Which is why I’m telling you now, that you do not deserve her. And you do not deserve Jenna. And you have no right to tell her what she should and shouldn’t do with Jenna, nor should you be making her doubt her ability to be a Mom.

She’s my daughter, of course I love her. You don’t deserve either of them and you know it. Don’t spout off and act like you love Kit. You never did, and you sure don’t now. You did watch her suffer, and you left her. You disappeared and you shacked up with Bethany and you knew Kit was hurting. And I was there for her. And now Jenna exists, and she’s my daughter. I haven’t told Kit what to do, if she’s doubting her abilities that’s on her, not me. I want the best life for that little girl, and for Kit, and if Kit’s willing to do the right thing to make that happen then good for her.

#lo

.brblo:

You’re quite right. I don’t get a say in that. But Kit does. I’m going to be in Jenna’s life as much as Kit sees fit, if she wants me there. And I like to think she does. That’s not your call, and perhaps it will be your call when you start acting like a Father, but I don’t see that happening anytime soon. And bad? Bad? You abandoned Katherine when she truly needed you. You got her pregnant and then you left her, which is the most despicable thing a man can do to a woman he claims to care about. I believe you’re the embarrassment here, my man.

Acting like a father? I’m here, and I’m offering to help. I actually want to be there for Jenna, to love her, and watch her grow up. Just because I don’t like you, does not mean that I can’t raise that little girl. I abandoned Kit? Me? And what does that say for you? Yeah, I did abandon her. I did, you’re so right. I screwed her over, and I’m here to make up for it by supporting and raising Jenna. What about when you abandoned Kit? When she was your girlfriend and you chose to ignore all of her pain, all that shit she went through? You have the fucking audacity to come for me, huh?

#lo #ooc: this made me feel physically sick #ooc: i'm sorry D:

.brblo:

She may biologically be your daughter, but that doesn’t make her your kid. I should think Jenna is all Kit’s. I have no intention of raising her, I think we can entrust Kit to do so, don’t you think? I intend to help her when she needs it, if she should ask for my help. I’m not defending anyone, I’m speaking out against your proclivity for calling any woman a female dog. It’s rude. And once again, I don’t have to justify myself to you. Kit and I have spoken at length about our past and we’re on good terms now.

I have every right to be in her life if I want to be. You don’t get a say in that, yeah? That’s between me and Kit. I have every right to question your presence in my daughter’s life, though. I want involvement in Jenna’s life, I want to involve her, and I don’t want you anywhere near her. Get off your high horse, and don’t act like you’re the pinnacle of what being a gentleman is. You’re a joke. You know, I might’ve treated Kit bad for the last few months, but you’ve been nothing to her for years, Lo. You’re embarrassing yourself.

#lo

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I don’t have to justify my friendship with Kit to you, my man. And calling women bitches? That’s low, even for you. I’ll have to insist you take that back.

If you think you’re gonna walk in and raise my kid, then yeah. Yeah, you do. Oh, you’re... Are you defending Bethany? Where was all of that courage when she was making Kit’s life hell? Where was all of that when Kit was in my arms instead of yours?

#lo #ooc: i'm sorry i'm sorry D:

.brblo:

She is.

I’m making a fool of myself? Oho, is that right?

That’s right. You and Kitty have really fooled yourselves into thinking that everything’s all sunshine and daisies between you guys, huh? Even that stone cold bitch Bethany was too good for you.

#lo

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If Kit’s too good for me, I think that should make her miles above your station, hm? Let’s not turn this into a pissing contest though, chap.

I’m not sure anybody is too good for me, have you seen these cheekbones? No contest required, Logan. You’re making a fool of yourself as it is, you don’t need any extra help.