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“You were saying no, but it didn’t look like you wanted me to stop.”

Fuck that. No means stop. People suck.

My entire life for the last 5 years

Steel cages covering pieces that feel too much but let through the gaps things that hurt more. Because ones self can not be entirely devoted to protecting the heart...

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Whether I like it or not, loneliness always ends up catching me, infact, it is always there, with me, it just sometimes becomes more discreet.

Martin Scorsese, Taxi Driver, 1976.

My chest hurts.

It’s only partially your fault.

You’re only partially to blame.

But I’ll still love you just the same.

Whether you choose to leave or stay.

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Let’s talk it through.

Like what we’ll do, and how not to jump to conclusions.

But I’m just saying if you jumped, I would too.

I’ve got nothing else to lose.

Except for - maybe - you.

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I kinda feel like I may have just lost the one person I felt any true connection with. Because when I see things start to go south I immediately jump ship. I let the distancing go for a longer amount of time than I ever have before, but the longer I did the more upset I got. And just like everyone else I get too attached to, I wound up cutting all ties. Cutting the metaphorical rope that was the only thing connecting us in the first place.

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It’s really sad when you unintentionally end up feeling really strongly about someone. Like, you can’t help but like everything about them and find reason in what they call their flaws. Because when it comes to watching that relationship fall apart when it was never really labeled to begin with- and you still feel an incredible sense of attachment that they no longer reciprocate. I’d call that heartbreak if nothing else.

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I swallow my words when I’m with you.

Falling in and out of comfort and the ache in my chest

As it tightens inside my ribcage in the most familiar and routine way.

Your eyes make me temporarily forget my place in this universe is only for you, until you remind me how minuscule I truly am.

Be that just to you or to all those around me.

Either way I hate to see you upset.

Or to cry.

Or to feel anything that isn’t the epitome of happiness.

Because your smile is enough to get me through every day.

Before I fall asleep to you telling me I’m nothing.