In my life so far, I have been a clasic victim of heartbreak, like most people have been. I personally took it rough and hard, and haven't really let go of it. The person who broke my heart I kind of hate now, but at the same time I still love that person. As a human being, I don't want to deny all of the love, passion, and good times i had with that person. But as a man and as myself, i try to remember the harmful things that person has done. But even tho as i try to get over her, and force myself to realize that it is over and dont try to reclaim anything from that relationship, i still find myself thinking back to how good i felt with that person. As a human, I believe the way we feel about things and how we percieve things and how we make decisions about things, are completly subjective, almost random maybe. I think its just the way people are and always have been. Almost all decions, important and small, are really based off of random choice i believe. They are based off what emotions, thoughts, and whatever else is running through that persons brain at that very moment. And thats why i think we should remember that those emotions, thoughts, and whatever else change all the time. And thats why i blame that, for all of the mess in our lives. Above all i know the moments i really enjoyed in my life so far. Some were bad for me, maybe physically or mental. But i cant deny the joy it brought. Thats why right now, im starting to forgive truly. Im starting to forgive things and learn to just love. Im starting to learn how to accept more things. Like u know what.... good/bad shit is bound to happen and its gonna be like that so why get upset.... I dont like to get upset and be ugly..... Thats why, i think i truly forgive that girl now. Because us ending is just something that happems to everyone. We didnt work out and its okay :). I dont hate u for it i. I just am a bit sad from it because i really liked you. I hate to admit but it might of been me who messed it up because i wasn't the best option for u at the time which i understand. Iknow how messed up i was back then lol. I'm sorry we couldnt work out, but its okay :) Here is to the future 🥂 and living our best lives.
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