Words are wonderful

[photosongbird]

I've been afraid for so long

Because trust

Requires being vulnerable

And no one

Has shown me it's safe

Except One

And I keep denying Him

For myself

And the fear sits heavier

So today, Lord

Take it

I'm tired

I am weary and worn

I need Your rest

[photosongbird]

Everything feels as heavy as this dark room

[upliftourday]

[photosongbird]

❤️

[photosongbird]

I'm tired

Of this game

Of waiting

Hoping

When will it

Be over?

When will it

Be enough?

I'm not crazy

I need you

It sounds

Crazy

But I love you

Its why I put

Up with

Ups and downs

Til death

But you want

To run

And I don't

Know why

And I'm

Lost

Without you

Please

Come home

[photosongbird]

I know you

I dreamt of you

Before I saw your face

I knew it was you

You held my hand

Twirled me in dance

Saved me from fire

Gave me gold and chocolate

I never knew warmth

And then you filled me

And my dreams

And I knew

That the next you visited

I'd see your face

And I would be able to find you

But you surprised me

You showed me

Your real self

Outside of the dreams

And I knew you

I need you

And now

I feel like I'm losing you

[thehopefulquotes]

Just remember that, sometimes, the way you think about a person isn't the way they actually are...

— John Green, Paper Towns

[photosongbird]

Sometimes

I just want

To disappear

And see how

You actually

Think of me

[photosongbird]

As I lie here

In the dark

Loneliness

Takes hold

I miss you

And tears

Just fall

[photosongbird]

Not being good enough for you anymore, hurts

[photosongbird]

melancholy

It sits in your mind

On your chest

Breathes are difficult

Maybe tears will fall

Most likely though

They'll stay locked

Behind the dam

And the very thought

Of pulling yourself up

Exhausts you

[photosongbird]

I'm tired of being average to you but fake people give you release

[photosongbird]

Grace and forgiveness is hard

I am hurt

And want to be mad

But know that will only

Drive us further apart

So I extend my heart

To you

So you can see

You can give me all of yours

And I will accept each part

Because love is patient

Long-suffering

Good

[photosongbird]

I always thought I was free from it

But with you

I realize how much of an addict

I really am

[photosongbird]

The rain makes me miss you more

[photosongbird]

I wish my desire for you wasn't met with hostility

When I know

As soon as you are in the mood

You'll be all over me

As always

But I'm just waiting while you glare at me

Like my existence

Is a stain on yours

[photosongbird]

Trusting you is hard

[photosongbird]

The more I know you

The more I love you

The more I learn to show

You more of myself

The more we grow

Into one