Abby was merciless as it was in bed and you were gasping, grabbing the mirror with your sweaty handsâ trying desperately to what? Escape? There was no fucking escape.
She saw it, she laughed. âCome on, baby, youâre the one who wanted to get broken in, why are you crying now?â She asked, her voice was condescending. âNow clench.â
You bit your bottom lip hard and clenched on her strap, she watched the way your pussy fluttered and tried to squeeze her dickâ the sight made her smirk deepen. She kneaded your ass, slapped it once before looking at your reflection.
âOh, my princess.â She cooed, faux sympathy dripping like honey from her words.
She leaned forward, her muscles flexing before she slowly and very gently wrapped her bicep around your neck.
Your eyes widened and you squirmed, âAbsââ
âShhhâŠâ she pulled you back in a headlock making you choke against her arm, face starting to get redder from the sudden cut of oxygen to your brain.
You were whining and moaning at the same time.
âNow, see, now youâre starting to clench real fucking good.â She thrustedâ schlik! âThatâs the sound I was hoping for. Good girl. My good slut.â
She slammed her hips forward and earned a cry from you.
Your hands let go of the mirror and scratched at her bicep, âAbby, please, please! Iâll do whatever you want, please!â You said desperately.
âAnything?â Abby chuckled under her breath, slapping your ass with her other hand before she slammed her dick inside you so hardâ your cheeks squished against the mirror. âCum. Cum on my dick while I choke you out.â
Ellie ties Abby the way some people prayâmethodical, reverent, exact. Sheâs the one holding the rope, patient and merciless, teaching Abby how to come apart one knot at a time. Itâs heat, itâs reverence, itâs the kind of surrender that looks like worship.
Contents:Â Top!Ellie, bottom!Abby, rope bondage (shibari), fingering (Abby receiving), oral sex (Abby receiving), aftercare.
WC: 3.8k
Thereâs something unbearable about a body like Abbyâs being made to waitâevery inch built for movement, for powerâand now held in place.
Thatâs what Ellie loves most: submission on someone who doesnât know how to surrender gently, who needs something to push against before she can let go.
The bedroom is dim on purpose. Two lamps. One off. One turned low so it makes edges without giving anything away. Night pushing the window into a black square. The air is warm enough that the sheets keep their shape when Ellie moves them, warm enough that skin shines.
Abby kneels on the bed, legs tucked so her ankles touch her own hips. Hands behind herâbound.Â
The chest harness sits clean over her sternum: diamond front, doubled wraps framing her breasts, lines crossing high along collarbones and angling under arms to the knot Ellie set between the shoulder blades.
The jute is dark red; it looks almost brown in this light. It bites a little at the edges where the rope changes direction, and thatâs on purpose. The cinches around her upper arms gather triceps to bone. Forearms parallel, wrists crossed, an extra turn locking them togetherâno escape without help. The structural lead drops from the harness down her spine, a vertical that keeps her lifted.
Abby breathes against it.
Her shoulders work under skinâtiny adjustments, just enough to keep balance. Her blonde braid is messy. It was tight half an hour ago. Now itâs split down one side, a shallow rope of gold and loose strands sticking to her neck. Ellie knows itâll be undone by the end of the night.
Knows because sheâll be the one to undo it.
âBreathe,â Ellie says. Soft. More instruction than order.Â
She circles the bed. The floor is cool. Her hands feel too warm; they always do on nights like thisâbrain crowded, noise in her jaw, electricity chewing the back of her teeth until she gives it somewhere to go.Â
Abby turns her head a little, offering that clean line of nose and cheek. She looks, not asking exactlyâAbby doesnât askâbut making space for the answer.
âGood,â Ellie says. It lands low.
She drags a fingertip from the hinge of Abbyâs jaw down the slope of her neck. Heat. Damp. The faint tack of skin. Abby shivers. Not awayâdown. A quake that goes through her ribs and settles in her belly. The harness tightens at her inhale and gives at the exhale, a measured range.
Ellieâs finger ghosts over the top rail of rope that rides Abbyâs collarbones, then across the sternum diamond. The lines cup small breasts up and in; the geometry makes them look more deliberate somehowâheld, presented. A bead of sweat drips from the hollow of her throat to between them. She memorizes the path. Later.
âSecond you got home,â Ellie says, more to herself than to Abby. âYou had that look.â
Abby swallows. âI know.â
It was there in the doorway: the set mouth, shoulders squared too hard for a living room. The kind of day that compresses a person into angles.Â
Ellie had taken her hand. Bedroom. Lights. Rope box. They both know how it goes. Not the cotton. Not tonight. Jute that keeps its shape. Ellie remembers the slip of the first larkâs head around Abbyâs chest, the drag of grain over skin, the satisfying seat of a square knot settling. The instant feedback loop in her own head easing: do this, then that. Order where there wasnât any.
Now she stands at the edge of the mattress and pulls once on the spine line, testing. The harness lifts Abbyâs posture by degrees until her ribs widen under Ellieâs palm. The knot at the base of her neck is neat, compressing just enough to remind her to keep chin up.
âToo tight?â Ellie asks it like a kindness. She means it as a kindness.
Abbyâs voice is already a little thinner. âFeels good.â
Ellie hums. She moves onto the bed and kneels behind herâone knee down by Abbyâs heel, the other near her hip so her own chest hovers just behind Abbyâs shoulder. She slides a hand up Abbyâs side, palm mapping hip to rib. Skin shifts under touch. The harness creaks a breath.Â
The blonde braid sits against Abbyâs spine like an invitation. Ellie takes it near the nape, close to where the rope crosses. Abbyâs head is already tipping back, like her body remembered the motion before the cue. Ellie firms her grip and draws, slow.
The arch that answers is hot and simple: sternum up, shoulder blades bite into the knot, chest against the rails. It changes the whole shape of Abbyâs breath. The line down the center of her ribs appears and disappears as she works to keep it even.
âThatâs it,â Ellie says. âBreathe with it.â
Her other hand slips to the lowest rung of the harness, the rope that splits between Abbyâs legs and ties off in a knot pressed tight against her clitâshe tugs at it, more promise than threat. Abby makes a small soundâmore gasp than anythingâand Ellie feels it all the way through her own hands.Â
The rope marks are already faintly raised; theyâll be brighter later. Hours later theyâll be pale outlines like tributaries on a map.
âMore?â Ellie asks, voice low. The question is real but the answerâs already chosen. The truth is she wants the yes and the no, wants the responsibility for both.
Abbyâs mouth opens. âIââ
Ellie releases the braid and the lower tie at the same time and puts one flat palm between Abbyâs shoulder blades. One firm push.
Abby goes.
A little gasp as she tips, no hands to catch herself; she twists on instinct to protect her face and lands soft, cheek to sheet, arms pinned uselessly behind her, legs tucked. The harness holds the shape of her chest; the rope kisses her shoulder with a quick burn where it slides.
Ellie pauses.Â
Because this is the sight she likes best. Because it stills something in herâthe last frantic piece falling quiet.
Abby isnât held down. Sheâs laid out by choiceâface down, ass up, arms bound tight behind her, legs parted just enough to tempt. The kind of openness that blushes under its own weight. Sheâs trying to look back at Ellie, but it only makes her look more wrecked.
Ellie takes her in slowly, like a scan.
The slope from Abbyâs lower back into her hips is the same argument Ellie always loses: strength yielding to softness. A gradient her hands already know by heart.
Here, the muscle rides close to the surfaceâtaut, legible, honest. There, the give: the plush rise of her ass, shaped by pressure and intention, perfect for catching a palm and holding it there. The rope rides the curve of her ass, cutting a path through softness, taut and deliberate, disappearing between her legs with the kind of promise that doesnât need to be spoken.
Not showy. Not kind. Just sure of itself.
It makes a frame of her. Draws the eye. Holds it.
Ellieâs hands flex, empty. She exhales. Not proud of what she wants, but wanting anyway.Â
âGood,â Ellie says, and feels Abby loosen a degree she couldnât have managed on her own.
Ellie skates one hand down the outside of Abbyâs thigh and then up the inner, slow, just pressure and heat. Itâs not a tease so much as a checklistâhere, here, and hereâconfirming what she already knows: Abbyâs body is listening.
âEllie.â Itâs not a plea, not really. Abby doesnât plead. Itâs the sound of someone putting their weight into the rope.
âI know.â
She finds the tie at the end of Abbyâs braid and works it loose, slow on purpose. She combs the strands apart with her fingers until the hair falls. At the nape, where damp wisps stick to her skin, Ellie presses a kiss. Then another.Â
âYouâre doing so well,â she says into skin.
The word lands like a permission. Abby melts by degreesâno collapse, nothing dramaticâjust an easing that is its own kind of surrender.Â
âEllie,â Abby tries again, softer, not an ask, not an argument. Just the shape of please.
Ellie eases her forward an inch, steadies her with a palm low on her back, and stays closeâher own body a brace. She thinks of how touch used to be noise, until she learned the quiet in it. Until she learned that a bodyâAbbyâs bodyâcould be read like this: weight distributed, muscles slackening under permission, breath syncing to her hand.Â
Kept there not by force, but by choice.
âPerfect,â Ellie says. The praise lands the way it always does: right under Abbyâs ribs, right where the rope crosses to keep that breath inside.
âPlease,â Abby says, and it breaks a little at the end.
Ellie smiles. âNot yet.â
Abbyâs body answers to not yet like itâs a yes. Her legs try to find each other, a reflex to close around sensation, but Ellieâs thighs are thereâfirm, unyieldingâso the moment stays open. So does Abby. The tremor that moves through her is small, almost imperceptible unless you're looking for it. Ellie is.
When she finally leans in, itâs not to take but to deepen the waiting. She kisses the back of Abbyâs shoulder where rope and skin meet, then the center knot at her spine,then the soft fall of hair pushed to the side, warm against the nape.
âTell me what you need,â Ellie says, not because Abby gets to choose, but because the saying of it is part of the laying down.
âTo be yours,â Abby says, fast, like sheâs been holding it in her teeth.
Ellie hears it: not a confession, not a demand. A declaration. One that roots itself right under her breastbone and holds.
She exhales slow. Her hands are steady. Her eyes are hungry.
She shifts back on the bed and takes in the sightâAbby laid out before her, spine long and gleaming, the flicker of lamplight catching on the arcs of her shoulder blades, the curves of her ass, the subtle twitch in her bound arms where sheâs still testing the edges of her restraint.
The rope curves under her cheeks and disappears between her legs. Itâs not showy. Itâs structural. But Ellie looks anyway. Lets her gaze follow the line from Abbyâs knees, spread just enough to give space, to the long inner thighsâmuscled, trembling slightly, the skin there already flushed.
Higher.
Ellie sees itâthe shine first. A glint caught in the low light, right where Abbyâs thighs part. Wetness, unmistakable, slick on skin. Not imagined. Not suggested. Just there.
Abbyâs cunt is already open, lips plush and swollen, flushed dark with heat. The rope runs just shy of where she wants to look, taut across soft skin, framing it like it knows what itâs showing off.
Itâs fucking obscene.
Her own thighs tighten firstâanticipation caught low and hotâbefore she even moves. Then she shifts, slow and certain, moving behind Abby. The bed gives beneath her knees, and Abbyâs spine answers with a soft arch, as if her body already knows whoâs coming for it.
Ellie doesnât touch. Not yet. Just leans in, close enough to let her breath chase the ropeâs pathâdown the small of Abbyâs back, over the soft weight of her bound hands.
Then she brings her hips forward, closer, until her cunt presses directly against the crossing of Abbyâs wristsâskin to rope, rope to skinâhot and unmistakably wet.
She holds there. Rocks once, a shallow grind, enough for Abby to feel the soaked heat, the tension behind it. Ellieâs breathing catches on the exhale.
Abby gasps. A sound that isnât language but recognition.
Ellie rolls her hips again, slower. Controlled. Letting Abby feel every part of it: the pressure, the slick, the proof of just how tightly wound she already is.
And then she pulls back.Â
Abby makes a quiet, broken noise. It slips out before she can stop it. âEllie,â she says, breathless. âFuck. Youâre so wet. Let meââ
Ellie shuts her up with a touch. Not a rush, not a grabâjust the slow, devastating slide of her hand from Abbyâs hip to the place where heat has gathered thick and urgent between her legs.
Abby gasps like sheâs been struck. Her whole body locks up.
The rope is wet where it runs between her thighsâslick with arousal, the fibers darkened and gleaming. Ellie lets her fingers hover there, not quite touching yet, just mapping the damp tension, the tremble beneath it. Then she presses, firm and unforgiving, against the center knot. The one bound tight against Abbyâs clit. A jolt moves through Abby, her hips twitching in reflex.
Ellieâs mouth curves. She circles her fingers around the knot once, twice, feeling the way Abbyâs body reacts before she ever gives sound. Then she slips beneath. Finds Abbyâs warm, swollen clit. Â
And rubs.
Slow, tight circles. Pressure steady. The kind that doesnât ask, only takes.
Ellie leans in, the edge of a smile in her tone. âI donât think youâre in a position to be making any demands.â
Abbyâs hips arch. Her ass pushes back, presenting without shame, trembling slightly with every breath. Ellie watches the way her thighs spread wider, the tension in her calves, the sheen of sweat beginning to gather in the small of her back.
Ellie doesnât rush.
She wants to feel everything: the give of Abbyâs body, the way heat rises off her skin, the tremor that flickers along her inner thigh. Her hand moves with intentâsliding from hip to the slick entrance at the center of her, pressing slow, precise.
Abby gaspsâsharp and suddenâshoulders tightening where theyâre bound, the rope pulling taut across her back. But her hips never pull away. They tip back instead, open and offering.
Ellie lets her fingers ease inward.
The resistance is brief. Then it breaks. And Abby takes her like she means it.
Itâs the warmth that gets Ellie firstâdeep, immediate, overwhelming. The sensation of being swallowed, of being claimed back. Her knuckles glide past that first press, into slick heat that pulses around her in a rhythm Ellie feels everywhere.
Abby breathes like sheâs trying to keep still but canât. A broken inhale, then another, like each movement stretches something raw inside her.
Ellie leans forward, bracing herself against the bed beside Abbyâs hip. The position gives her leverage, control. Inside, Ellie curls her fingersâjust slightlyâand feels the whole body beneath her tremble.
âThere you go,â she says, low, steady. âThatâs it.â
Abby moans into the mattress, the sound muffled but unmistakable. Her legs tense, try to draw closedâseeking escape or moreâbut Ellieâs thigh is still there, slotted between hers, immovable. Holding her open. Holding her still.
Ellie deepens the rhythm, just enough. A subtle shift. More pressure where it counts.
Abby groans, breath catching, hips twitching in place. âFuckâEllie.â
Ellie leans forward, drawn in like gravity, her breath a soft exhale across damp skin. âLike that?â she murmurs.
A frantic nod.
âYou want more?â
The answer is a wrecked noiseâsomewhere between a sob and a plea, frayed at the edges.
âPlease.â
Ellie fucks her slow. Deep. Works the curl of her fingers against the inner wall until she finds that placeâthe one that makes Abbyâs hips jerk, the one that steals language. Abby makes a low sound in the back of her throat, the kind that suggests sheâs forgotten how to keep quiet.
Ellie keeps her knee between Abbyâs to hold her open and shifts her hand faster. She wants the sounds. She wants to hear what Abby gives up when everything else is stripped away.
âJust like that,â she whispers. âLet me feel you.â
Abbyâs voice frays.
Her cunt clenches around Ellieâs fingers, and the sound that comes out of her now is raw, a moan cracked wide at the seam. Her thighs shake. Her spine locks.
And then she comesâfull-body, brutal. Her hips roll, her back bows, her cunt pulses wet and hard around Ellieâs fingers as if trying to keep them there.
Ellie doesnât move at first.
She keeps her fingers buried, palm flush against the curve of Abbyâs body, feeling the aftershocks in real time. Not just the pulsing grip around her hand, but the full-bodied collapse that followsâthe wet shiver of thighs, the hiccuped breath, the way Abbyâs hips stagger forward just slightly and then still, like she doesnât trust her knees to hold anymore.
And stillâEllie stays.
One breath.
Two.
Abbyâs body opens a little further with each. No longer from desire. From aftermath. From the slackening of whatever had been held, braced, endured.
Ellie slides her hand out slow, slick knuckles dragging across heat. Abby jerks at the loss, breath hitchingâbut Ellieâs already moving. She rises to her knees, nudging Abbyâs hips up with both hands, guiding her into place. Itâs not rough, but thereâs no mistaking the intent: stay open. Stay mine.
Abby obeys like sheâs weightless.
Now Ellie has the angle she wants. She braces a palm to the small of Abbyâs back, steadying her. Her hands spread Abbyâs cheeks apart, exposing everything: slick folds, swollen and flushed; the soaked rope tucked tight.
She groans low at the sight. Her thumbs brace to either side of the rope and she leans in.
Her mouth finds the soft underside firstâthe delicate cleft where Abbyâs folds part. Tongue pressed flat, she licks up the length of it, tracing the glistening heat of her, wet and still fluttering around absence. Abby gasps into the sheets, her whole body twitching.
Ellie does it againâslow, anchoring her face there. Her nose brushes the rope, the scent of Abby thick, dizzying. She tongues the slick entrance again, then presses in just a little, tasting the echo of her own fingers.
Abby chokes on a moan, hips tilting higher. Ellie takes the invitationâdraws the lips apart with both thumbs now, deeper angleâand buries her mouth to the hilt.
The rhythm is shallow at first. Tasting. Pressing. She listens for the change in Abbyâs breath. The way it stutters. The flex of her feet. The way her thighs go rigid, then slack, then rigid again.
Ellie loves this part.
How she can taste the surrender before it happens. How it builds. How Abby holds herself together by will alone, and how that will begins to shake under her tongue.
She adds her hands.
One stays at the small of Abbyâs back, fingers splayed, grounding her. The other reaches underâthreading up between her legs, moving slow, up the slick crease where thigh meets thigh, finding the source of her pleasure there.
The first circle she draws is nothing. A whisper. But Abby jumps like itâs everything.
Ellie moans. Does it again.
She times the rhythm of her mouth to the movement of her fingers. Pressure building at two pointsâone low, one higher. Abby moans, high and wrecked, hands bound and useless behind her. Her head presses into the bed, jaw slack. A whimper escapes her, bitten off by the pillow.
Ellie presses deeper. Her tongue pushes. Her fingers tighten the pattern below.
And then the sound breaks out of Abby: not a moan, not a wordâsomething involuntary. Head turned, mouth open, trying to breathe around it. Her cheek sticks to the sheet with sweat, her bound hands flexing behind her as if they still think they can reach for something, someone.
They canât. Thatâs the point.
âEllieââ she breathes, and Ellie moans against her, deliberately.
That does it.
The tremor starts low. Ellie feels it in the way Abbyâs thighs shiftâinstinct before control. Then her moan changes. Sharper. Less air, more heat. The way her hips buck, uncontrollable now. One more circle of tongue, one more well-placed press and Abby is coming again.
Itâs messier this time. Less focused. Her body jerks, collapses, tries to get away and doesnât. Her cunt pulses against Ellieâs mouth and Ellie takes all of itâtastes it, breathes it, buries herself deeper until Abby whines brokenly and finally tries to twist away, too sensitive now to take more.
Only then does Ellie stop.
She pulls back slow.
Her face is wet. Her chin slick. Her lips tingling from the effort. She presses a kiss to the crease where thigh meets ass. Then another, higher.Â
And thenâ
Then comes the next part.
The part Ellie loves just as much.
Untying.
She draws herself upright, moving slow. Her knees creak against the mattress. The room has gone quiet againâjust their breathing, low and uneven. Abby is curled slightly now, instinct still trying to preserve itself. Her back rises and falls in shallow waves. Her wrists are tucked beneath her, hands still bound.
Ellieâs eyes move over the full shape of her. The aftermath of it.
Then she reaches for the first knot.
Her hands are steady. Her brain has gone smooth again, blank in that specific way touch makes possible. She doesnât rush. This part has always felt like ritualâlike prayer in reverse. Fingertip and tug, then slide. She watches the rope loosen. Watches each segment bloom apart like something unspooling from inside the skin.
The red marks remain. Raised, clean, declarative.
She undoes the coil across Abbyâs lower ribs first. Then the cross-body wrap at her navel. Then the anchor that rode down the crease of her thighs. When she reaches the rope between Abbyâs legs, she hesitates.
Itâs dark with slick. Warm. Glossy. Her fingers lift it.
Instinct draws it to her mouth.
She doesnât thinkâjust takes it between her lips and sucks, slow. Her tongue finds the heat in it, the taste. Her body shudders once, and sharply.
Abby hasnât moved.
Ellie breathes out, steady again, and finishes the final knots. The wrist bind comes last. She works the twist loose, careful of the burn there, and catches Abbyâs hands as they fall forward. A low groan escapes her. Her fingers twitch and flex on instinct, blood rushing back fast and hot. Her shoulders round, then drop.
Ellie is already movingâsliding in behind her, bare now, body still damp from the heat and the work of restraint. She fits herself close, arm curling around Abbyâs center, palm resting over the space just above the soft slick between her thighs.
Not touching. Just there.
She feels Abby breathe.
The braid is undoneâher hair soft, damp, clinging to the nape. Ellie brushes it back, kisses the newly exposed skin. One kiss, then another. Grounding. Marking.
âYouâre okay,â she says. Not a question.
Abby hums. Her voice is low, roughened at the edges.
Ellie touches the marks left behind. Rope tracks. Sweat lines. The faint memory of her own hand. She traces them with the reverence of a cartographerâsomeone recording the body as evidence, not of conquest, but of care.
Not claiming. Just witnessing. Just holding.
The room is warm. The air dense with salt and the shadow of steam. Sheets pulled, pillows crooked. The bed tells on them. So does the quiet.
That raw, liquid stillness that only comes after the breaking.
date idea: youâre a butch lesbian. you hold yourself like a fortress, always braced, always the one who stays steady. I see the way your jaw stays tight even when youâre laughing. I take you out to dinner, somewhere dim and warm where you donât have to scan the room. under my dress: lace, heels. my nails are painted, my hands cool and soft when I reach for you across the table. everyone assumes youâre in charge; I let them.
later, when I take you home, I undo you slowly. your jacket slides off your shoulders, buttons open like a prayer. I kiss you until your breath catches, until the guard you keep welded shut begins to slip. I touch you with my whole attention, my whole patience, until youâre trembling and begging for me. thatâs my favorite partâthe way you go quiet, the way your strength folds back into my hands.
when you give it up, it isnât weakness. itâs trust. itâs proof of how hard youâve fought to hold it, and how much youâve decided to place it in me. I fuck you until thought becomes sound, until your body speaks in tremors, until you forget all the reasons you became so tough in the first place. and then I whisper thank youâthank you for your bravery, for your strength, for letting me be the place you finally rest.
ellie bites the hand that feeds, the hand that reaches out in the dark, be it in kindness or anger. but it's alright, abby is strong. she'll let ellie sink teeth into flesh and hold on for dear life until she acknowledges abby is not leaving.
đđ° ïŒ panic attack, dellabs sexual and nonsexual intimacy, comfort sex, submission and subspace, crying during sex.
so like. ellie has a hard time letting people take care of her. we know that. she feels a lot and doesnât know how to let people help her. and so, years after everything happens and the three of them â ellie, dina, and abby â are living at the farmhouse together, ellie finds herself falling back into the natural role of the caretaker. itâs just her, who she is. she loves taking care of dina. things with abby are still⊠complicated. the two of them are rather hesitant, unsure with each other.
one day, ellie just has this god fucking awful time. with every step, her feet sink to the ground like lead. her chest is heavy, tight, clenching. ellieâs in the kitchen when the dread hits her, pulls her down to the floor and makes the world spin around her. she canât get enough air into her lungs, and her hands fucking ache. thereâs no particular reason for it. sometimes it just happens. usually, itâs a little easier to handle. a little easier to mask with a headache. usually, it doesnât bring her to her ass. dina and abby are both on her almost immediately, concerned, and the taller woman has a rather tentative expression on her face. it takes a lot of persuading, especially on dinaâs end, but ellie lets them take her to the bedroom. when she sits on the bed, she canât help but sigh out this defeated, shaking noise that ellie feels downright shameful for. dina goes to step forward, but before she can even move, abby is upon the freckled woman. dina watches her girls, a thoughtful look gracing her beautiful face.
abby sits on the bed, soft and worried. slowly, abby lifts a large hand. she cups ellieâs cheek so fucking gently, and ellie wants to tell her she wonât break, but suddenly sheâs unable to talk. she leans into her hand. this shuddered breath of relief comes out of her, completely uncontrollably. ellie just. she just feels so. relieved. all of a sudden. she leans even heavier on abbyâs strong hand, sagging against her wide shoulders. abby lays ellie down gently, holding her above the blanket. dina feels â so feels so fucking full, as they lay there, all together. she lays down on the other side of ellie, wrapping an arm around her small waist and kissing her shoulder blade.
they lay together for a while, before ellieâs hands start wondering. she wants something to make her feel tethered to the world, wants to be⊠she doesnât completely understand what she wants, let alone how to communicate it. but naturally, effortlessly, they understand her. âoh, baby girl,â dina coos, voice soft and nurturing, âlet us take care of you.â and the sound the comes out of ellie is primal, absolutely devastated. and soon, sheâs naked, pressed up to dinaâs chest, the smaller womanâs soft hands rubbing against her sides. with a nod of permission from ellie, dina tucks her hand low, low, lower, until sheâs reaching ellieâs center. and god, the way ellie keens. abbyâs at their closet, pulling on the little harness that dina got as a joke years ago, the one they were all usually a little too shy to use on each other. dina begins to stretch ellie out as abby watches, and then the blonde kneels between ellieâs open legs. she kisses her, pressing her lips to ellieâs ever so tenderly.
when ellieâs finally ready for it, abby raises her thigh up a bit. dinaâs heart is thudding away a mile a minute. she stares down the soft plane of ellieâs body as abby presses in, carefully, carefully, stopping as their youngest girl drops her mouth open. abby takes things ever so slowly, not wanting to hurt her the first time they⊠the first time they do something that holds so much intimacy. dina is kissing up ellieâs neck, fingers sweetly grazing against her dusty pink nipples. when abby bottoms out, ellieâs mouth drops open again, head falling back against dinaâs shoulder. âi, i, hhh, uhm, i,â she stutters, overwhelmed and the most full sheâs ever been. âabby, i- full,â ellie squeaks. her voice is high, breaking, nasally. and for once in her life, she canât bring herself to feel embarrassed about being so very vulnerable. she feels too utterly loved. she feels so hazy, vision spinning a little bit, comfortably fuzzy like she just hit a joint or something.
abby kisses ellieâs forehead before she starts moving. at first, ellie truly doesnât know how to feel. itâs such a new, unfamiliar feeling. she doesnât usually take it, always a giver when it comes to like⊠stuff inside, and so to feel the wet slide of the soft, realistic cock in her was a little rattling. but⊠but the feeling started to build, and the angle abbyâs at makes the toy rub against ellieâs clit, and she canât help it when she chokes out a surprised moan. dina reaches back between ellieâs legs, rubbing slow circles over her clit. ellie gasps, eyes jamming shut and chest arching up a little bit. âno,â dina says, voice tender but firm, âi want you to look into each otherâs eyes.â and the way abby whimpers, immediately making eye contact with shy, watery moss green. it doesnât take long for ellie to get there, especially when abby starts hitting that spot, the one that she canât even get herself to focus on while she pleasures herself. ellieâs letting out all these throaty, loud moans, fuzzy and so, so far gone. âcum,â dina commands, and ellie didnât even realize she was that close but her orgasm hits her like a wave in the ocean during a thunderstorm. it rolls through her body in a harsh, all consuming way. abby halts her movements, buried deep inside of ellie, but dina keeps rubbing firm, deliberate against her swollen bud. ellie really does start to cry, now, fat tears rolling down her face as she cums, desperately clenching against abbyâs cock. dina pulls away eventually when ellie whimpers in overstimulation. she murmurs soft, encouraging words to both of her girls, affectionate, in love.
they all hold onto each other for a long time after this.
thank @yokedtablet for this yâall. i started typing and then i Couldnât Stop.
abby fucking ellie while making her wear a strap tooâjust bouncing there, tapping soft against ellieâs stomach with every one of abbyâs thrusts. ellieâs red-faced, squirming. abby wonât stop teasing. ellie wonât admit she loves it.
Ellie doesnât want to be praised. She wants to be told where to kneel. She asks to be collared not to play, but to disappearâinto punishment, into obedience, into something that doesnât have to think.
A study in submission, humiliation, and the quiet violence of needing to be owned.
Authors note: This fic explores a negotiated D/s dynamic between two consenting adult women who know exactly what they wantâand ask for it.
Contents: Modern setting, Ellie/Abby, sub!Ellie, Dom!Abby, D/s dynamics, puppy play, crawling, drooling/spit, strap-on blowjob, strap-on sex, spanking, fingering, orgasm control, pussy slapping, humiliation, no written aftercare.
WC: 3.1k
Ellie had been trying to solve it for hours.
It wasnât even one thingâjust a tangled mess of half-failed plans, unread emails, stupid logistics she should be able to figure out. Nothing life-threatening. Nothing dramatic. Just that familiar ache of her own mind grinding against itself, wearing down all the sharp edges trying to force an answer that wouldnât come.
She sat on the floor with her back to the couch, legs bent, laptop on the coffee table. The screen glared at her. Her temples pulsed. She hadnât moved inâGod, an hour? Two? Her hand ached from gripping the pen too tight. Her jaw, worse.
Abby hadnât interrupted. Just moved through the apartment like she always didâquiet, warm, a steady presence at the edges of Ellieâs awareness. Noticing. Waiting. Watching from the armchair across the room.
Ellie hated that she wanted her to notice. Hated that her shoulders relaxed, just a little, every time Abby passed by. Hated even more that it didnât help.
She kept trying. Clicking between tabs. Re-reading the same paragraph five times. Digging herself deeper.
She only realized she was breathing too fast when she tried to take a deep oneâand couldnât.
Ellie slammed her laptop shut. Too loud. Too sharp. Her hand curled into a fist before she could stop it. Her throat locked. She didnât cry. Didnât even blink. Just stared ahead while her pulse skittered like it was trying to escape.
A pause. Then the sound of Abby shifting in the chair.
âYou donât have to fix it right now,â she saidâlow, level.
Ellie didnât move. Her body had gone hot and tense, her knees still pulled up, spine locked like a rifle stock.
There was a long silence. And then: âCome here.â
Ellie started to stand.
âNo,â Abby said. Soft, but final. âCrawl.â
The word clicked into place like a key in a lock.
Ellie froze.
Something inside her snapped to attention. Noâit dropped. Like a switch flipped. Like a circuit was severed and suddenly everything inside her went blessedly, miraculously quiet.
She was no longer a person trying to solve anything. She wasnât trying to prove she could keep up, that she was good, capable, worthy. She wasnât trying at all.
Ellie turned and crawled.
Knees to the floor. Palms down. No thinking, just movement. Her breath came easier the moment her hands touched the wood. Her limbs moved without hesitation. She didnât feel less. She felt put away. Like a knife in its sheath.
Abby was waiting in the chair. Legs spread, arms resting on the armrests, gaze steady and unreadable. She didnât reach for Ellie. Didnât smile. Just watched her come.
By the time Ellie reached her, something in her was already gone.
And Abby knew it.
She leaned forward, slow and deliberate, and held out her hand.
Ellie didnât hesitate. She pressed her cheek into Abbyâs palm like it was the only stable surface in the world.
âYou hate feeling small,â Abby said. âAnd you keep chasing it.â
Ellieâs throat burned.
âYou want to be told what you are.â
A nod. Quick. Humiliated.
âSay it.â
Ellieâs voice barely worked. âI want to be collared.â
âWhy?â
Because it emptied her. Anchored something that kept slipping. Made everything quiet. Made it so she didnât have to try so fucking hard.
âBecause Iâm better like that,â she whispered.
Abbyâs fingers threaded into her short auburn hair.
âSay please.â
Ellie shivered. Her skin lit up like a live wire. âPlease collar me. Please.â
Silence.
Then Abby stood. Stepped away. Ellie held still, heart hammering.
When Abby returned, she held the collar in one hand like a sentence. Black leather. Simple. A small silver tag swung from the ring. Puppy, etched in clean block letters. No other name. No ambiguity.
Ellieâs breath caught. Not because it was cruelâbut because it was exactly right.
Abby didnât say anything. She buckled it on slowly, methodically, fingers brushing the back of Ellieâs neck, knuckles grazing her spine.
It closed around her throat like a verdict.
And the relief was instantaneous.
Like something unspoken had finally been decided for her. No more guessing. No more scrambling to be enough. The collar didnât just quiet herâit rewrote her. Made her into something easy. Knowable. Good.
âOn all fours.â
Ellie obeyed.
Her breath slowed. Her chest ached with how quickly everything loosened inside herâlike her spine could finally settle, like the noise in her head had been replaced with quiet.
The floor was cold. Her knees already ached. She didnât care. She kept her head low, back straight, the leash slack where it trailed from her throat.
âYou needed this bad, didnât you.â
âYes,â Ellie saidâquick, automatic.
âYou gonna bark for me tonight, or just whine?â
Ellie whimpered before she could stop it.
Abby knelt beside her, slow and heavy. One hand found the back of Ellieâs head and pressedâfirm, unyieldingâuntil her face was flush to the floor.
The wood was cool against her cheek. Not smoothâjust slightly uneven, a faint ridge running beneath her jaw. It grounded her harder than any words could. Just grain and breath and pressure.
Her body trembled, but her mind was still. Held.
âGood puppy,â Abby murmured, voice warm against the cruelty of the gesture. âLetâs see how far gone you are.â
Ellie shuddered.
She didnât want praise. Praise meant she was doing fine. It meant she had choices.
She wanted controlâtaken from her.
To be moved like furniture. To be used like something Abby already owned.
She wanted Abbyâs disapprovalânot because it hurt, but because it meant Abby was watching. Because it meant there was still more to take.
The leash snapped tautâsudden, brutalâjerking her head back from the floor by the collar.
Ellie gasped, arching into the pull. The sound she made halfway between a moan and a whine.
Abby chuckled. âThatâs what I thought.â
The hand slid lower. Down her spine. Pausing at the waistband of her jeans.
Ellie breathed hard. âIâm yours. Iâm your toy. Iâll be good.â
âThatâs better.â
The leash tightened again, sharp and sure.
Ellieâs hips rocked back instinctively. She needed. She ached. She didnât care what she looked like.
Abby leaned in close, voice low against her ear.
âYou want to be broken down, puppy?â
âYes.â It came out like a sob. âPlease.â
Abby stood. âStay.â
Ellie didnât move. Couldnât. Her body buzzed with anticipation, nerves sharp and sweet.
She didnât want to be Ellie tonight. She didnât want to think about how she wasnât enough.
She wanted to be told where to kneel. Where to beg.
So she stayed. Back arched. Knees burning. Breath shaking in her throat.
Her nails scraped against the floor to ground herself as the leash snapped again, sharp and sudden. There was nothing in her brain but heat and static and the word mine reverberating like a struck bell.
Abby circled once. Boots heavy. Slow. Deliberate. A predatorâs orbit.
Ellieâs pulse was a drumline under her skin. She wantedâGod, she didnât even know what she wanted. To be undone with purpose. To be unmade by someone who knew exactly how.
A hand ghosted over the swell of her ass. No pressure. Just a pass. Ellie shivered.
Then a sharp slapâcrackling and mean. Not hard enough to hurt, but precise enough to make her jolt.
âYou beg me to collar you,â Abby said, âand you think Iâm going to fuck you first thing?â
Ellieâs breath stuttered. âNoââ
âOf course not.â Another slap. The sting traveled like wildfire. âYou want release before youâve earned it?â
âNo!â
âThen why are your hips moving like a bitch in heat?â
Ellie whimpered.
The shame hit hard. It sank into her spine, a flush that made her belly twist with something worse than want: need.
She wasnât trying to be good. She was trying not to break.
Abby leaned down, voice close and low and terrible.
âAre you wet?â
Ellie nodded, barely.
âUse your words.â
âYes.â
âHow wet?â
Ellie squeezed her eyes shut. âSo wet itâs dripping down my thighs.â
âPathetic,â Abby said, her voice low and warm. âYouâre not even being touched.â
The leash tugged hard. Ellie gasped and nearly lost her balance.
She heard the zipper next. But not hers.
Abby crouched in front of her. One hand on the leash, the other guiding her own cockâthick silicone, dark, strapped tight to her hips. It jutted forward like a threat.
âEyes on me.â
Ellie lifted her head. Her mouth fell open before she even thought about it.
âLook at you,â Abby murmured. âAlready drooling.â
âIâm sorryââ Ellie whispered, but Abby cut her off with a tug that choked the apology in her throat.
âNo, youâre not. You love this.â Abbyâs thumb dragged across her cheek. âYou love crawling for it.â
Ellie nodded helplessly.
âYouâll get your reward later. If you behave.â
Abby leaned in, letting the head of her cock drag across Ellieâs parted lipsâhot breath between them, all promise and no relief.
âPut your tongue out.â
Ellie obeyed. The silicone pressed against it, heavy and rubber-slick. Her whole body tensed.
âDonât suck. Just hold it there.â
Ellie whimpered. The weight of it rested on her tongue, unmoving. She wanted to close her lips, to worship it, to be used.
But Abby just waited. Let the silence stretch.
Saliva pooled fast. Ellie could feel it gathering at the corners of her mouth, then slipping downâhot and slowâpast her chin.
She didnât move. Didnât dare wipe it.
The first drop hit her chest.
Then another.
And Abby smiled.
âLook at you,â she murmured. âCanât even hold my cock in your mouth without making a mess.â
Ellie flushed, humiliatedâbut her thighs clenched, her breath hitching.
Abby let the toy rest heavier on her tongue, like it meant something.
Heat stung behind her eyes, sharp and sudden. Lower, her cunt throbbedâneedy, aching, already gone.
Abby pulled back. The toy slipped from her tongue, leaving her mouth open and wet.
âYouâre desperate, arenât you.â
Ellie nodded, choked. âPleaseââ
âPlease what?â
âTouch me. Please touch me. I need itâIâll do anythingââ
âYou already are doing anything,â Abby said, standing. âBut that doesnât mean you get what you want.â
A pause.
Ellie heard the soft shuffle of movement, the creak of the floorboard behind her. Then warmthâAbbyâs presence at her back, looming.
And then she felt it. Cool fingers found her waistband. A pause.
Then they tuggedâfirm, impersonalâand her jeans began to slide down her hips. Slow. Unforgiving.
It felt like being dismantled. Exposed piece by piece, until she wasnât a person, just something Abby was getting ready to use.
The denim rasped down her thighs, slow and rough, pooling at her knees. She didnât flinch. Didnât speak. Just breathed through itâthrough the exposure, the stillness, the way her body went hot all over.
Her panties stayed on.
Thin. Damp. On display. Proof of how badly she wanted thisâwanted to be reduced, arranged, undone.
A hand ghosted over them, slow. Pressing against the soaked fabric.
Her skin prickled. Her breath caught. She felt the flush rise from her chest to her face like heat drawn to the surface. A pained, animal sound broke from her throat.
âMessy,â Abby said. âAnd all from begging.â
âI canâtââ Ellie swallowed, shuddering. âI canât take it.â
âYes you can.â A slap between her legs. Sharp. Cruel. Perfect.
Ellieâs hips jerked, a full-body tremor radiating from the sting as she moaned into the floor.
âYou can take a lot more.â
The panties were peeled aside. Abby didnât fuck her. Didnât even slip a finger in.
She just... petted.
Barely. A fingertip tracing the slick outer edge of her, slow as oil.
Ellieâs whole body convulsedâhips jerking, thighs trembling, her breath caught in a high, stuttering whine. The muscles in her stomach clenched hard, her spine arching without permission.
Her voice was wrecked, shredded raw. âPleaseâplease, I canâtââ
âNot until I say.â
The petting stopped.
Ellie sobbed.
It wasnât a sound she was proud of. It broke something in her throat. She pressed her forehead to the floor like it was prayer.
âYou gonna come without permission?â
âNoââ she choked.
âEven though youâre soaked and empty?â
âYesââ
âYou want to come?â
âIâI want you to ruin me.â
The silence after that was awful.
Then Abbyâs hand slid between her legs againâthis time two fingers, deep, sudden, no warning.
Ellie jolted. Her whole body seized around the new pressure, heat flooding up her spine so fast it made her vision blur. She almost came. Fuck, she almost came from that alone. But she held. Locked every muscle tight. Clenched her fists. Bit down on the sob rising in her throat.
She stayed stillânot because she wasnât falling apart, but because Abby hadnât given her permission to fall.
Abby grinned. Ellie could hear it in her voice.
âGood puppy.â
She was bare now. Exposed. Spread wide and trembling, caught in the thick, quiet ache between humiliation and need.
Abby crouched behind her.
âYouâre soaked,â she mutteredânot to Ellie, not really. It was meant to sound clinical, detached. Like she was stating a fact. But her voice caught on the last word. Just slightly. Enough to give her away.
âWhat a filthy little bitch.â
Ellie whimpered, the sound thin and desperate, her thighs already trying to press together, her body betraying her all over again.
Then the leash jerkedâsharp, practicedâsnapping her head back just enough to make the collar bite.
A reminder. Not just of who she belonged to. But that she did.
âYou wanna come like this?â Abby said, fingers dragging slick and lazy between Ellieâs thighs. âOn the floor, panting, desperate? Is that what you need?â
âYesâyesâplease, Iâll do anything, Iâll be anythingââ
A sharp slap across her cunt cut the sentence off mid-sob.
âStop begging,â Abby growled. âYou had your chance to ask.â
Ellie cried out. Her body bucked forward, and Abby grabbed her hipsâhardâholding her in place like something that had been caught.
âEvery time you flinch,â Abby said, âyou earn nothing.â
Then she leaned inâheavy, solid, the press of her body a quiet threat. Ellie could feel her heat at her back, the controlled weight of someone who could pin her down without trying.
Abbyâs breath ghosted over her spine. Low. Steady.
âYou wanted to be ruined?â she murmured. âThen stay still.â
Two fingers thrust into herâdeep, unceremonious, perfect. Ellie gasped. Her back arched like a bow. Her cunt clenched hard around the sudden stretchâtight, pulsing, needy.
It wasnât sweet. It wasnât careful.
It was exactly what she wanted.
She moanedâhigh and helplessâalready trembling.
Abby fingered her slow. Ruthless. Like she was tuning something out of her. Every stroke hit too deep, too right. Her breath fractured against the floor.
âI could keep you like this for hours,â Abby said. âJust open. Slutty. Leaking all over yourself.â
Ellieâs whole body twitched. She was close alreadyâso close she was afraid it was going to happen without permission.
But she held.
Barely.
âFuck,â she choked. âPleaseâIâm gonnaâI canâtââ
âYou can.â
The fingers pulled out and Ellie nearly sobbed.
But then she heard itâthe low click of a harness being adjusted. The sound of Abbyâs zipper. The drag of silicone across palm.
Her whole body stilled.
âYou think Iâd fuck you just because you begged for it?â Abby said. âYou think Iâd let you come because your body canât stop shaking?â
Ellie nodded. Then shook her head. She didnât know the answer.
She just needed.
Abbyâs cock pressed against her entrance. Not gentle. Just there. Heavy. Insistent.
âYouâre gonna stay still,â Abby said. âYouâre gonna take what I give you. You donât get to ask anymore.â
Then she thrust inâall at once.
Ellie moanedâlow and brokenâbut bit it down, the sound catching behind her teeth like a secret. Her palms pressed flat to the floor, arms shaking. The stretch filled herâdeep and deliberateâuntil her breath stuttered and her whole body leaned into it.
Her cunt clenched around the fullness, aching in a way that steadied her. It felt like being settled into, shaped around, kept. Pressure coiled low in her bellyâhot, tight, already building. The stretch, the weight, the way Abby claimed herâthis was what she wanted. What she begged for.Â
The pain wasnât a barrier; it was the point.
Her body took it like it had been waiting. The stretch made her eyes roll. The pressure pinned her flat. Abby didnât fuck her sweet. She fucked her like she was reclaiming her. Like this body didnât belong to Ellie at all.Â
She grabbed Ellieâs hips and pulled her back onto her cock, slow and steady, until she was bottomed out.
The first real thrust knocked her forwardâslow, blunt, deep.
Then another.
And another.
Abby fucked her with rhythm, each stroke steady and certain, like she was molding Ellie to fit around her.
Every time Ellieâs breath caught, Abby pushed deeper. Every time she tried to beg, Abby gave her moreâharder, heavier, inevitable.
âI want you wrecked,â Abby gasped out. âI want you ruined from the inside out.â
Ellie sobbed. Her thighs trembled, slick and straining, muscles shaking from the effort of holding. The heat was everywhereâtight in her belly, crawling up her spine, spilling behind her ribs.
She was filled to the edge of breakingâstretched wide, held deep, every inch of her body drawn tight around the pressure. The sensation pulsed through her, rhythmic and unbearable, like her body didnât want to let go, didnât know how.
Every thrust made her pulse stutter. Every breath came ragged. She was unraveling by the second, strung out on the edge of something she wasnât allowed to touch.
The pleasure wound tighter. Hot. Sharp. Endless.
âPleaseââ she gasped. âI need to comeâplease, Iâmââ
Abby grabbed the leash, yanked her backâhard, final.
âCome.â
Ellie shattered.
She wailedâloud, animal, obsceneâbody convulsing as her orgasm tore through her. Her thighs trembled. Her cunt clenched hard around the cock still buried inside her. She didnât just comeâshe broke.
Abby fucked her through it. Didnât stop. Didnât slow.
Ellie collapsed. Down to her elbows, then her chest, cheek pressed to the floor, mouth open and panting like a dog.
Only thenâwhen she was limp, slick, and emptied outâdid Abby pull out.
The air rushed in.
Ellie sobbed once, sharp and broken, then went quiet.
The collar was still tight around her throat. Her body hummed with the ache of being taken apart and put back together.
She didnât know what time it was. Or where they were. Or what she was supposed to be after this.
She just knew she could breathe again.
Abby leaned over her. One hand on her back.
âGood puppy,â she said.
And Ellieâruined, raw, claimedâsmiled into the floor.
ellie has been such a brat today. snippy, mouthing off every chance she gets, blunt, purposefully ignoring abby AND dina's attempts at coaxing what was wrong out of her. there wasn't anything wrong. nothing really causing ellie to be rude, just a subtle burning ache inside of her, the crass desire to break abby, to break dina, to get them to drop those polite loving masks and treat her like the unruly dog she was.
she can't quite recall what caused it. maybe it was when she got a smidge too sarcastic with dina, when she saw the warm smile on her face sink into an exasperated frown and abby, seated just behind dina went tense. jaw clenched, shoulders up, the veins in her arms begining to pop as she tensed and untensed her hand as if working an imaginary stress ball.
ah! ellie thinks, gotcha.
that's how she has ended up here, pressed into the firm cushions of their couch, her clothes all but torn off her, four hands making for quick work at stripping her bare, with dina looming over her face, hands firmly clenching ellie's shoulders to hold her in place and abby... well abby was right between ellie's bare legs. of course she was packing today.
maybe that's what brought all this on. the sight of that just too perfect bulge in abbyâs jeans was the forbidden fruit, and ellie had sinned her way right to it. sinned her way into watching as abby's hands grasped her ankles, forcing her knees to her chest as she grinds the length of her shaft up and down over ellie's cunt. ellie gasps, back arching off the couch to try and coax more and more friction from abby, but the only thing such desperation gets is abby retreating.
"you've been mouthing off all day els, you really think you get to call the shots here?" dina hums, leaning down and pressing a kiss to ellie's forehead as abby teasingly presses forward, tip of her strap just so cruelly pressing into her hole.
"i'll fuck you alright ellie, when i want to. and i'll stop when i want to." abby relieves her grip on one of ellie's legs just to reach down and, in a particularly cruel manner, slap the length of her faux-cock down onto ellie's leaking cunt.
ellie rolls her head to the side, eyes clamped shut as she motor-mouths apologies, hips shaking, legs trembling, her need so completely overwhelming her mind that she begs. "please please please please abby, i'm sorry, just please fuck me, please fuck me like you mean it."
abby just laughs, chest heaving as she stares down at ellie, so supple, so soft, bare chest bobbing up and down in a hypnotic fashion as she begs abby for her cock. "think our girl needs a little gag, can't quite say i'm in the mood for your demands ellie." abby looks up at dina, and dina, eyes sparkling in glee just nods.
ellie feels unbearably light for a second. dina's hands leaving her shoulders but before ellie can complain, can beg for dina to return she opens her eyes and is rendered silent. dina hovering over her, bare thighs nestled on either side of ellie's head to hold her in place. her mouth goes wide, and dina seizes her chance, diving down and seating herself right atop ellie's mouth.
"ohhhh, this is a far better use for that rude little mouth of yours, ellie." dina groans, hands reaching out to take hold of abby's shoulders, steadying herself as she rolls her hips down into ellie's face. "much-much better." abby chuckles, shifting forward to plant a hungry kiss against dina's lips, all while she finally slips her hips forward, fully hilting herself inside ellie with one powerful thrust.
ellie squeals, mouth parted as she laps her way through dina's folds, the heft and weight of abby's length pushed so deep she swore she could feel it in her very guts and all ellie can think, as both of her halves are used, is that she should act up more often.
CW: three-way kiss, ELLABS MAKING OUT (insert loud, unhinged cheering), sexual tension, oral sex, threesome, sexual exploration between "friends", orgasm
The thing about Ellie and Abby is that theyâve always had⊠a thing.
Not the romantic kind. Not even the flirty kind. But something crackling and combative, loud and close enough that it loops back around into intimacy if you tilt your head and squint.
Right now, that something is echoing through the Airbnbâs living room. Youâre all post-beach lazy â still sun-warm and sandy in clothes that donât quite belong to any of you. Abbyâs tank clings to her back, damp at the spine. Ellieâs wearing your shorts.
Theyâre arguing again.
âJust say it,â Ellie says, smirking over the lip of her beer. âYou were wrong about the fight choreography.â
Abby rolls her eyes. âNo, I said it looked good. I didnât say it made sense. A guy doesnât just get up after taking a rebar to the ribs.â
Ellie shifts where sheâs sitting on the couch, her knee pressing into yours as she turns toward Abby. âJesus. Itâs a movie. Suspend your disbelief for five seconds.â
You snort. âOkay, mom and mom, calm down.â
They both look at you. Their brows raise in almost-perfect sync.
You grin, a little tipsy, a little mean. âIâm just saying⊠if you fight any harder, youâre gonna end up making out.â
Thereâs a beat.
Then Ellie huffs, looking away, but not before you see the way her ears turn red. Abbyâs expression shifts. It was faint, but noticeable if you know where to look. Less annoyed. More⊠curious.
You sip your beer again, lips tugging upward. âHonestly? Just kiss already. Might shut you both up for once.â
Silence.
Then Ellie looks at you, eyes narrowed. âDonât be weird.â
You shrug, fully leaning into it now. âWhat? You don't think sheâs a good kisser?â
That earns you a scoff from both of them. Abby leans forward, her forearms resting on her thighs. âYou really want us to kiss? Is this like⊠a fantasy thing for you?â
You blink. âI was jokingââ
âDoesnât sound like it,â Ellie mutters, watching you over her bottle. âYouâve got that look.â
âWhat look?â
âThat one.â Her voice is quieter now, but not softer. Her eyes flick down to your lips.
Your stomach flips.
âI dare you,â you say, tone light but heartbeat anything but. âProve me wrong.â
More silence. Tension thick enough to swim through.
And then Abby turns to Ellie. âWell?â
Ellie licks her lips. She looks between the two of you. Her eyes dark, unreadable. Then she mutters, âFuck it,â and leans in.
Their mouths meet in a kiss thatâs not tentative, but not gentle either. Itâs exploratory. Firm. Abbyâs hand moves up to cradle Ellieâs jaw, her thumb brushing the edge of Ellieâs cheekbone. Ellie lets out a soft noise â surprised maybe â and tilts her head.
Itâs a real kiss.
And your throat goes dry.
They pull back slowly. Ellieâs lips are pinker now. Abby doesnât move her hand.
You canât breathe. Youâre flushed down to your toes.
Then Ellie turns to you. âStill think itâs just arguing?â
You blink. âI meanââ
Abby moves first. Her hand drops from Ellieâs cheek and brushes your thigh instead, featherlight. Her gaze is unreadable, curious but restrained. âYouâre the one who brought this up.â
You look between them. The air feels different now. Not heavy, exactly, but charged. The room tilts on its axis, slow and sure.
You swallow. âYou donât have toââ
Ellie cuts you off by crawling toward you, closing the space so naturally it barely registers as a decision. âYou think we havenât noticed how you look at us?â she asks quietly, face so close you feel her breath.
Abbyâs behind you now, knees pressing in at either side, her warmth steady at your back.
âYouâre not that subtle,â she murmurs against your neck.
You let out a shaky exhale.
âIââ you start, but Ellie kisses you before you finish the sentence.
Her mouth is warm and insistent, lips parted just enough that you fall right into the rhythm of it. Your hand flies to her waist, holding tight. Her kiss isn't slow nor fast, just close.
Then Abbyâs mouth brushes your shoulder. You shudder.
And when Ellie pulls back slightly, Abby tilts your chin toward her and kisses you too.
Itâs different. Heavier. She tastes like citrus and sunscreen. Her hand cups the back of your neck and holds you in place like youâre something precious... or something sheâs finally allowed to touch.
Youâre breathless when she pulls away.
Theyâre both watching you now. Ellieâs thumb is stroking lazy circles along your thigh. Abbyâs lips ghost your jaw.
You barely have time to catch your breath before both of them lean in.
Their mouths find yours at the same time. Clumsy at first, but eager. Itâs heat and breath and the low sound of someone moaning into someone elseâs mouth. You canât tell who.
Youâre caught between them. One hand in Abbyâs hair, the other gripping Ellieâs arm. Their tongues brush over yours, over each otherâs. Itâs messier than you expect, wetter, hotter, and entirely consuming.
You lose yourself in it.
Youâve kissed people before. Youâve even been reckless before. But never like this. Never sandwiched between two women who had wanted to fight just to get here.
And somehow, despite how chaotic it all feels, the three of you fit.
Like the kiss had been waiting for an excuse.
You donât know whose hand moves first â Abbyâs, maybe â brushing under your shirt, fingers skating over your ribs like sheâs mapping new territory. You suck in a breath, your back arching into her touch. Ellie shifts closer, sliding between your legs, her knee pressing up and into you just enough to make your thighs tighten.
Itâs dizzying. Their mouths trading places, Abby kissing down your neck while Ellie finds your lips again. She kisses softer this time. Focused. Like she wants to memorize the shape of you.
Your hands move without thought. One buried in Ellieâs hair, the other splayed on Abbyâs thigh behind you. Itâs instinct, to hold, to anchor but it only fuels the fire spreading beneath your skin.
âYouâre warm,â Abby murmurs into your shoulder, voice low and wrecked. Her teeth graze just beneath your collarbone. âSo fucking warm.â
Ellieâs hands are bolder now, dragging up beneath your borrowed shirt, her shirt. Until her thumbs brush the underside of your bra. She waits, watching your face. When you donât stop her, she slides her palms up, cupping you over the fabric, and you gasp into her mouth.
âYou good?â she asks, voice barely audible.
You nod â desperate, breathless. âYeah. Pleaseââ
Thatâs all they need.
Ellie tugs your shirt up and over your head, her knuckles brushing your sides, and Abby makes a soft sound when she sees you, equal parts reverent and hungry.
âYouâre beautiful,â she says. Quiet, but certain.
Then her mouth is on you, open and slow, kissing over the top of your breast as her fingers work the clasp of your bra. Ellieâs still between your legs, still watching, her hands smoothing up your thighs.
The moment your bra slips off, Ellie leans in, kissing just above your sternum, her breath hot as she moves lower. Abby's mouth moves to the other side, and suddenly youâre surrounded. Lips and hands and heat everywhere at once.
Your head tips back. Your hips rock forward without meaning to.
And they groan. Together.
Ellie hooks her fingers into the waistband of your shorts and glances up. âCan I?â
âYes,â you breathe. âGod, yes.â
They undress you slow, like theyâre savoring the process. Like every new inch of skin is a reward.
Ellie leans in to kiss the inside of your thigh, and you twitch, the sensitivity already unbearable. She smiles against your skin.
Abby slides a hand between your legs, cupping you through your underwear. âSo wet already,â she says, almost to herself. âShit.â
You whimper when she rubs slow, teasing circles against you and your hips lift, chasing more.
âLie back,â Ellie murmurs, her voice soft but commanding. You do. Youâd do anything right now.
Abby shifts beside you, kissing your temple while her hand slips beneath your underwear. Ellie lowers herself between your thighs, exhaling hard the second youâre bare to her.
âFuck,â she whispers, pressing a kiss to the crease of your thigh. âYou smell so good.â
Then her tongue is on you, slow and deliberate. One long, flat stroke that has your whole body tensing. Abby kisses you to swallow the moan that escapes your throat.
âRelax,â she whispers.
Ellie eats you like you're the answer to her hunger, her hands gripping your thighs to keep you still. Abbyâs fingers find your breast again, rolling your nipple between her fingers while her other hand strokes your hair, her lips never far from yours.
You writhe between them, pleasure building fast and thick in your stomach.
Ellie moans against you, the vibrations sparking through your core and you cry out. Your hips buck, your thighs shake, and Abby holds you tighter.
Youâre so close youâre barely breathing.
âEllieââ you gasp, but your voice is gone.
She looks up, lips shiny, eyes dark. âCome on.â
Then she sucks your clit and you fall apart.
Your whole body locks up, white heat pulsing from your core outward. You cry out something. Maybe a name, maybe both. They keep going, slow and gentle now, drawing it out, letting it crest and fall and bloom again in aftershocks.
Youâre floating. Boneless. Sweaty and trembling and fucked-out in the best way.
They kiss you after â Ellie from below, Abby from the side â their lips soft now, reverent.
You taste yourself on both of them.
Eventually, Ellie flops beside you, her hand finding your waist. Abby curls against your back, wrapping her arm over your stomach.
you wouldnât know how to explain it, it just happened.
it would be friday night, r&b backdrop and flickering through the pages of ellieâs sketchpad. neurons and faded cells from biology, some of which had been scribbled out of ire as you proceeded through the papers. âthis is good.â you mumble to her, adjusting the bedsheets between you.
âbiology? surprised you made it through college.â abby chips in, skin emitting enough humidity that wyoming winter condensated to basaltic arizonan sun under the covers. she raises an eyebrow at the inklings, jealousy when she sees how indulged you are with each page. a weight that feels so good to drop when she mocks ellie,
âleave her alone, sheâs a good girl.â
only to feel much heavier put back when you stuck up for her; abbyâs focus not letting ellieâs smirk of ha, get fucked to go unnoticed. it was ellie muttering that abby just wants to sleep with you, and becoming defensive when youâd justify your friendship. then it was abby telling you that ellie was too much of a virgin to make a move.Â
but like i said, it just happened.
at first, it was looking at abby for too long - the dreamboat way her freckles glinted with the tv screen ahead, a fantasy enough that when youâd realised you were both staring at eachother within the surrounding darkness, your vision all too hazy.
âwhat?â
â⊠nothing.â
and somewhere between, it was them taking turns kissing at your lips.
your vision blurs when abby initiates first, forehead nuzzling against yours for a few seconds with lustrous eyes closed. youâd made peace with the fact that oh, this is how weâre sleeping tonight, since it wasnât particularly out of the ordinary for you to be so physically close on nights where ellie wasnât beside either of you. but it feels just a tad too personal this time, a little more than merely affection when her nose feathers against yours; lips following just a few seconds later.
you thought it would be an accident, something that ellie would be too half-asleep to hear or remember.. but she knows whatâs going on, not only from how gravely out of character youâre acting, but the way your hips instinctively roll into her thighs absentmindedly and the subtle sounds of lips smooching against eachother gives the faintest idea.
so daring.. fuck, why is she getting horny?
but sheâll stay silent, her suggestive fingers delicately framing your jaw, pivoting your head away from abby as she inches closer - ellieâs eyes not glossed with jealousy as expected, but rather indecency.
slightly hesitant toxin as she tilts her head and lips enrapturing yours. abbyâs touch so concentrated that it left whatever pinnacle of sensation on your lips numb by the time ellie had even turned your head - but you delve in nonetheless, hand earthing itself against ellieâs cheek.
but of course, abbyâs selfish at heart. seemingly pissy at how accepting you were of ellieâs affection; although her fingers patient and merciful at your jaw, awaiting her go and turning your head her way when sheâd decided ellie had her fair share already, it didnât make up for the patronising bite at your bottom lip.
her kisses petty and vindictive enough that youâd settle both hands on her shoulders, breath jagged - ellie remains tolerant, your sweetheart, pupils dilating when she deciphers the outline of abbyâs tongue swiping at your own. she wants to touch herself, feel the wrath of raunchy bliss upon hearing your provocative sighs, but her fingers earthing themselves under your waistband instead.
somethingâs telling you that this isnât about what you want, itâs about them getting even over your body.
and obviously, you arenât so forgetting of it - you can feel the way her obscene fingers are discrete to slide your sweatpants off your hips, aroused by how vulnerable you were between their heating bodies with ellieâs thigh slowly caving itself between your legs. although sheâs anticipating, hoping youâd do as she pleads, your hips are rolling into her with such greed that it doesnât consider a second thought.
âlift up.â abby whispers against your jaw; your nipples hardening against the callous fabric of your shirt when abbyâs fingers grip at the hem, skimming up when you arch your back. âthatâs it.â she praises, lips lewdly shearing your collarbone and profanely sucking at your skin, feeding off the way it feels like satin under her fingertips, the small sighs and indications you were dismantling when your nipples peak from your shirt.
their eyes peppering against your breasts, ellieâs lips already instinctively slithering their way against the side of your ribcage. âpretty..â abby mutters, more to herself than either of you, her appreciation prompted by the stiffening of your body when she runs her fingers along the curves. you sigh when she pinches at your nipple, twitching into ellieâs side when abby begins to tenderly roll it between her fingertips.
âvery pretty.â her eyes flicker to your face, dilating so suggestively that youâre tempted to believe you could see your reflection just looking her way. hues of sensuality drenching the blue globes when her lips lean toward your breast, tongue wetting them momentarily before the warmth of it flattens against your bud. and just like that, goosebumps an epidemic on your arms, her lips indecently sucking at your nipple like she was trying to draw milk from it - the sensitivity overbrimming your left side that it seemed like utter betrayal when the right side started to replicate it, ellieâs lips tenderly attaching itself to your other breast.
and then, it was both of them planted between your legs.
your slit at the mercy of their vulgar touch. youâd learnt that although ellie was predominantly a tease, abby was impulsive, lips already resting at your inner thigh and fingers delicately tracing your clitoral hood. your thigh settles against her shoulder, quivering not only from the impending heartbeat in your clit but the chasmic contrast between her searing cheek and your bitter skin.
and ellie will stare at how abby leans in, tongue streamlining your slit so precisely; the way it artistically traces your erect clit enough to get her mouth watering - because although something in her gut is telling her this may be competition at stake, sheâs finding that working with abby feels easier than working against her.
so she shuffles closer, and unprompted, abby shows her leniency - head up and leaning against your thigh. from common knowledge, ellie was vanilla - youâd expected abby to take such a lead that it would be hard for her to chip in, so it reasonably packages itself a surprise when you feel a tongue so silken compared to the other flick against your clit.
âfuck.â you sigh. you know abbyâs staring with those feral eyes, edging herself with the luxury of being able to observe your twitching legs.. clenching abdomen and dazed eyes that avoid looking back at her. but itâs when she notices your hips flinch, lips parting with such succulence she has to bite at her own to repress the urge of finishing you off for herself - looking over to see ellieâs fingers delicately spreading you open, tongue masterly burnishing your clit.
âkeep doing that.â abby mutters, taking note of the way your stomach flexes; the resistance of your thighs against her palm with every stroke of ellieâs tongue against your cunt. âhm?â ellie hums, eyebrows raised in disruption when she hears abby murmur - sheâs about to sit up, if it wasnât for abbyâs hand earthing itself into the roots of her hair and pushing her tongue further onto your clit.
you whine when ellieâs tongue possesses a grating touch, lapping itself at your bud disgustingly enough that abby notices the jewels of spit sailing from ellieâs lips into your hole. âthat.â abby notions, fingers still burrowed into ellieâs tawny roots; itâs then that ellie feels as though sheâs not trying to please you, but abby. sheâs passing a test of satisfaction, aiming to perfect an impressive performance for her, and it makes her feel physically fucking sick at the realisation.
but sheâll continue slurping at your cunt, doe eyes that look up at your body; your breasts shiny, hair adhesive to the fabric of your beige pillows, looking like too much of a fucking showpiece that she canât resist the urge to glissade her forefinger down your slit.
youâre morbidly soaked, how crudely wet sheâd made you from her lips - teasingly gliding the same finger inside of your hole at an angle. an angle that gets your back arched just how she wanted it, gets your hands groping at your breasts, sighs of relief and begging that gratifies them both. enough for abby to slowly lean forward, cheek brushing against ellieâs, and tongue inhumanely whirling at your clit.
âplease let me..â you quiver, rubbing their saliva into your nipples to aid your brewing orgasm. you can feel both of their tongues whipping against eachother, lips predatory against your folds and hailstones of their spit polishing your cunt so slickly. âplease let me this time.â you beg, vision blurring to tearful haze when youâre left verbally inept; ellieâs finger twining up inside, familiarising itself with every fucking nook until it finds it, nestling itself at that godforsaken motherfucking bullseye - cunningly pumping in and out.
youâre not sure if youâre crying at this point, cheeks sweltering with everything that abby anderson and ellie williams was made up of.. your whimpers only consisting of sloppy blether of please, please, please.
abbyâs hitched breath against your slit, lips egocentrically sheathing your clit and harshly sucking, only leaving space for ellie to drink up what was merely leftovers below abbyâs chin. the only thing you managed to feel through the ecstasy being the rampant drilling of ellieâs fingers inside of you, slapping against your folds with an erotic dampness.
you realise your hips are being pushed into the mattress to stop the pathological shaking, the tensing of your pelvis and indescribable desire to grind into their mouths that you feel the ether - impending orgasm in your core when their warm tongues lick at your swollen clit, throat closing up enough that you canât make sound.
youâre coming. your hips explosive enough that even abbyâs grip canât restrain the whirring of them, the cyclical shaking of your voice as you yelp out for them. abby there and ellie here; your fingers desperately clawing for just a touch of their fingers, their hair, their shoulders- fucking anything. but you notice, even through your orgasm, that their tongues are still tenderly sipping at your brimming juices.. considerate enough to avoid your oversensitivity, but compulsive enough to start licking at eachother instead.
their tongues manipulative at their tips, fucking feral to the point both of them refused to swallow; diamonds of their saliva slowly pooling at your thighs instead.
and this is what it came down to, pre-eminence after all; their lips confrontational to merge, sloppy and full of ironic hatred. but they seem to follow eachother, ellieâs lips miraculously chasing abbyâs as they sit up, breathless and conflicting when abby pulls herself away.
âyouâre my bitch, huh, williams?â abby chuckles, her forehead humid against ellieâs, and youâd be naive to believe it was merely intimacy with the ignorance of their bloodbath history. but through the blood, sweat and tears - you knew abby was trying to flick that switch, and it was starting to wire itself up when ellie resists against her touch.
âfuck you.â
âsay it.â
âfuck you.â
âsay. it.â
but ellie stays wooden, eyes empty of feeling threatened. but it contradicts itâs intended purpose when you detect the challenged twitch in abbyâs eyebrows, fingers slithering their way to frame ellieâs jaw so enticingly that even you could feel the ungodly grip from where you were. âno?â abby subtly shakes her head, other hand familiarising itself with ellieâs chestnut strands.
itâs demeaning, and youâre just about to scold abby - but the evocative glint in ellieâs stimulated eyes lets you know that you donât need to.
âno.. okay..â abby squints, nodding with what seemed like artificial sympathy. and had you blinked, you wouldâve missed the wrath in abbyâs irises; narrowing with irritation as her fingers crawl themselves into ellieâs roots. âlay down.â
âare you fuc-â ellie begins to hiss, only to become completely paralysed under abbyâs demeanor - her sentence cut short when sheâs suppressed into the mattress, back arched and ass up. and of course, she tries to resist, tries to wriggle away through the grunts and mutters - but eventually finds herself burning out, huffing with the acceptance that abby was just.. much bigger.
âthis must be embarrassing for you.â abby mutters, free hand gliding itself down the arch of ellieâs back, lustful enough that youâre devouring the sight of her hoodie being rolled up slowly; her bare skin a saintly splendour, hem of her sports bra above her toned abdomen, so rugged and appetising.
but ellieâs eyes remain shut to avoid the humiliation of looking at you, especially once she feels abbyâs fingers take charge of the hem of her jeans. abby was nothing more than merely resentment, a migraine after an hourâs walk in the blistering heat, and most politely a pain in the fucking ass. âbut i gave you a choice.â abby sighs, her nails gliding along ellieâs hips.
âgo fuck yourself.â ellie flinches when she feels a scorching palm strike her ass, withering with indignity.. enough that she keeps her eyes closed and focused on the mattress, trying to distance herself from the fact sheâs vulnerable infront of you. and you couldnât deny that this wasnât the ellie youâd gotten so accustomed with - reserved, sure - but disciplined to the point she was nothing but a brat that needed taming?
and if you thought it was pathetic to look at now, the whimper ambling itâs way from ellieâs muffled lips isnât overlooked when abbyâs fingers sink into her underwear, submerging itself into her slit. âsay it, williams.â abby leans over, a sinister whisper against her earlobe. âtell her youâre my bitch.â
but ellie, to abbyâs dissatisfaction, still refuses; the only thing said being her suppressed breaths, which amplify when abby lightly taps against her drenched clit. but even abby seems astonished by how compliant ellie was, how much she relishes the shame, and it produces what only could be described as a breathy chuckle. âjesus..â her light taps developing into sordid strokes, which only encourage the impulsive grinding against abbyâs hand. âyou must like me a little, williams..â
it gets to the point where you start to feel envy at ellieâs convulsing hips, tensing abdomen. it worsens when you hear ellie start to whine, really whine, when abbyâs finger descends into her hole. âah-fuck.â ellie mewls, her marshy walls welcoming abbyâs conflicting touch, maybe more than sheâd like.
âcome here.â abby reinforces that malicious grip on ellieâs hair, throttling her back until she can feel the homeliness of ellieâs spine against her chest. ellieâs made peace with it, her head settling back onto abbyâs shoulder.
her feminine lashes fanning her cheeks, gorgeous lips parted so palatably that it was tempting to drink up the moisture from them, fingers that possessed such a desirable branch of arctic veins. clutching onto the fine and burly muscle of abbyâs arms, not to stop her, but to hold on for dear life as abbyâs finger starts to hammer into her without mercy.
and letâs just say, itâs one orgasmic sight. ellieâs inner thighs vigorous against eachother, trembling with every thrust of abbyâs hand; squelching sounds from how wet she is, fingers sorely locking up from clenching so harshly on abbyâs wrist.
âyouâre my bitch, arenât you, williams?â abby mutters, her consistency not failing to please - but the same canât be said for ellie, who receives a malignant slap to the cheek when she doesnât respond. too busy trying to readjust her breathing, the oblivious whines whenever abby seems to brutally wallop against her g-spot that her next sentences are rushed and distorted.
âuh huh..â ellie wails, sounds of abbyâs fingers slapping against her cunt; cheek smeared with merlot from its previous dispute with abbyâs palm, which seemed rather tame considering the friction between the two. but finally, abby feels that tinge of victory when ellie gives into her, angling her palm directly onto her clitoral hood.
âwhat was that? youâre my bitch, arenât you?â
âyes, fuck yes..â
âsay it.â
âiâm your bitch, abby.. iâm.. oh fuck..â
âattaâ girl.â abby praises. by the way ellie starts shuddering, hips clenching in primitive patterns, thighs parted filthily and the blood-raising tone of her resistless exhales lets you know sheâs just came. you feel your clit flutter at the hostile sight of abby lowering ellie face down into the mattress, bitter tone that nosedives directly into ellieâs ear. âstay the fuck down, you hear me?â
and a part of you feels diminished when you see ellieâs head numbly nod, her fingers twitching against the mattress. but nowhere as near as the defeat of meeting abbyâs eyes, sedating and carnivorous as she narrows you down, fingers still gelled with ellieâs cum when they touch your waist.
femme lesbians with fucked up makeup!! femme lesbians in sweatpants and messy hair!! femme lesbians that spend most days working a minimum wage job or smoking pot!! femme lesbians wearing jeans and a t shirt!!
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