Zeke and Armin’s conversation was planned since 2011
In 2011, Isayama wrote this on his blog:
http://blog.livedoor.jp/isayamahazime/archives/5193783.html
人が本当にやりたいことっていうのは、お金を稼ぐことだったり
将来役に立つ事だったりといった、生きるのに必要な蓄えを増やす事じゃない
(たぶんそれらは「やらなきゃいけないこと」だから)
人が本当にやりたいことには、意味がないことだったり何の役にもたたないこと、
儲からないし何の見返りもないけど、でもやるんだよと言って飲まず食わず寝ず
誰からも褒められずにやってしまうこと、それが本当にやりたい事だ」と
ただ、生きるのに必要以上にお金を稼ごうとする行為は「やらなきゃいけないこと」ではないので
それは「やりたいこと」かもしれませんね、
必要ないことをやるという行為には、反生物的な美意識を感じます、
それは生命維持や種の繁殖といった全生物に組み込まれた命令に背く行為だからです、
これに逆らうことで自分が有機物で作られた機械ではないことを証明し、
自分の中にある魂というものの存在が確認できるのだと思います、
What humans truly want to do is not increasing one’s savings, things that are essential for life or useful for one’s future (the reason we don’t want to do these things is precisely because they are things we have to do).
What humans truly want to do are meaningless things that aren’t useful at all. Things that aren’t profitable with no reward, but we do them anyway. Not drinking or eating or sleeping. Things we truly want to do, we do without being praised.
However making more money than is necessary to live is not essential for life either, so in a way, it’s also something humans want to do.
When humans do these meaningless things, I feel like it’s a beautiful act of going against our biology. Because it violates our genetic code - the commands built into all living things that order us to survive and propagate. When we fight against it, we’re proving that we’re not just machines built from organic matter. It allows us to see within us the existence of our soul.
—end of translation
This was essentially the meaning of Zeke and Armin’s conversation in 137. Armin agreed with Zeke that life is meaningless and humans are constantly struggling to survive and propagate for no reason. But he reminded him that meaningless moments like running to a tree or playing catch allows us to see the human soul within us - that we’re not just machines mindlessly reproducing.
Isayama has had these beliefs since 2011, finally publishing them 10 years later in ch 137!











