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He/they/she/Fae/Zie Queer Latinx 23

[emhastranger]

ARTDUMP PART 1: These are from 2019-2022, mixed medias, mostly ink, markers or watercolours. In order. 1-2: Selfportrait, myself as my goblinsona. 3-4: My Scifi OC floating/falling, lineart and coloured. 5: Inspired by a Steam Powered Giraffe song, but I cannot recall which one. Oldest of these pics. 6: I really want to draw this Dinosaur riding OC again, love all the small details I added. I LOVE DINOSAURS. 7-8: 2nd oldest pic, I took some inspo from this one to the scifi OC eith the blobs of ink. A spring goddess inspired pic, happy with the flowers. I should redraw this one sometime.

[ghoulspawns]

btw, if you say you're a system, or if you say you're plural, I will believe you. no matter what. it doesnt matter how many alters you have, amounts of amnesia you have, how good or bad your communication is, whatever. if you say you are plural, then in my eyes, you are plural, and I will love you no matter what.

[basalts-system]

Having a dissociative disorder feels so weird BC you just kinda go from being super smart and self aware to atfdvbvdf brain melt gfcvhugfc only one brain cell left in seconds

[sophieinwonderland]

Plural coining: Frontal Awareness Burst (FAB)

Can also just be called an awareness burst.

This is the sensation of suddenly being hyperaware immediately after a switch.

Everything seems more vivid. The Sun is hotter. Colors are more vibrant. Smells are sweeter. Pain the previous fronter ignored is suddenly more acute.

If you know what I'm talking about, congratulations, you've experienced FAB!

[piercethebenx]

Holy sh!ttt I didn’t realize that was a thing

[systemblogging-deactivated20231]

that system moment when you haven't been yourself these last couple of days and you've been blurrier and more foggy and identity is ever-changing but you're still the same and you wonder are things changing? but the haze doesn't answer

[lefluoritesys]

"Delayed triggers" happen. Sometimes, you might not notice your trigger and get triggered later when you do. Brains work in mysterious ways. It's okay. You're not faking or being attention-seeking for it.

-emotion holder

[artbylittlebug]

[piercethebenx]

@shaquille-0atmeal23

[artbylittlebug]

[piercethebenx]

My Gender is..

I used to identify as full on he/him trans guy, binding constantly and feeling actual dysphoria on a regular basis.

Then He/they, little dysphoria, some amount of binder breaks, starting to experiment with femme/androgynous outfits but still insecure and unsure of them

To now TransMasc, femme hair and outfits, rarely binding. He/they publicly but He/they/she when referring to myself or if my partner is talking about me. I’m okay with terms like girlfriend and partner because my partner is trans and understand fluidity of gender and that I’m not a cis woman. But I don’t want my mom to use she/her or girl for me in any situation because she is cis and doesn’t understand the spectrum of identity and would be using it in a cis way to misgender me.

Basically I want everyone to default to genderless or male terminology and ideas for me but I am comfortable being more femme presenting. I’m a pretty boy. I’m “princess” and “baby girl” in the most male way. I’m ✨baby girl✨ in the same way that Kellin Quinn is. I am a man written by and voiced by a woman. But also the word “man” is ugly unless it’s my partner saying “my man” or “I love this man”. I’m a boy, a kid, a loser, a guy, a dirtbag.

I’m embracing my chest and my soft features and love for all things pink and frilly. But I am not a cis woman. I’m a “woman” but only in the sense of a powerful upbeat love song being written about me. I stand with women since I appreciate their beauty and value them as people and have a bit of perspective since I have been raised as and perceived as a woman. But I will never speak for them or over them because they identify with “woman” and therefore understand the struggles more and face personalized issues on a daily basis.

I love being more than just a basic hypermasculine man but not a fully femme woman either. Sometimes I hate that about myself. I want to be one or the other. I want to be something simple and direct. Something I can understand and won’t have to explain or justify to others. But that’s on me. That’s my problem to deal with and I shouldn’t be ashamed if my labels shift or I don’t fully grasp who i am.

[intersexfairy]

this is your sign to give yourself a mediocre and/or weird haircut for gender euphoric purposes. you're welcome.

- sincerely, the enby who just trimmed their mullet

[piercethebenx]

I agree! Here’s my weird haircut. I had a blunt bob with bangs but I wasn’t satisfied so I did a slight undercut on the sides so I could still have a bob but also something different then I still wasn’t happy so now the sides are fully cut but the top layer still lays down like a bob

[ratboy]

I love u tboys I love u trans men I love u transmasc nb ppl I love u transmascs who can't or don't want to take HRT I love u ass hair I love u hairy arms and legs I love u wispy mustaches and beards I love u fat transmasc bodies I love u "tboy voices" I love u receding hairlines I love u transmascs who pass for cis I love u transmascs who won't ever pass I love u top surgery scars I love u transmasc chests I love u no-op, pre-op, and post-op transmascs I love u transmascs!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[piercethebenx]

Yes! Me too! I live for all the variations I see of trans mascs and the different stages we’re all at. You’re all unique and stunning!

[theprideful-deactivated20251201]

wiggly static pride wallpapers

lesbian | gay

bi | trans

rainbow | pan

ace | aro

nonbinary | queer

please reblog if you save any! <3

more here (scroll)

[piercethebenx]

I’m tired of living for others. I know it’s good to keep going but I’m exhausted and fighting my brain on the daily is a lot of work. And everyone wants me to grow and change and be a better person but I don’t even want a future. Even though I stick around for them, I will never make them happy. Sometimes I feel like I should quit while I’m ahead

[piercethebenx]

Not to be one of those basic b!tches that takes photos of all of their food but i thought some funky pictures of this space themed gooey messy melty cake would be fun. I love the way it looks like a frosting flood is taking over

[piercethebenx]

A bunch of edits I did of Queer creators. I finally figured out how to add my signature to all of them so I’m excited to make a bunch of edits!

[ptvbrainrot]

Yes I look at some guys and my immediate thought is to call them “babygirl/girlfriend/wife/meow meow”. So what???