butterfly

[piffeller]

Good things are on the way 🦋

[piffeller]

i never want to hear an american say “mad lad”

[lifeinpoetry]

“I was carving my name into your side and you were calling me soft, calling me gentle. I do not think you were paying attention.”

— Trista Mateer, from “For the One Who Loved My Hands More than Anything Else,” The Dogs I Have Kissed

[aidashakur]

[miamaimania]

“Islands” (1986) ≋ Helen Lundeberg — acrylic on canvas, 127 × 127 cm

[aidashakur]

The most romantic thing you can do when you’re in love with someone is giving them room to just exist, they do not belong to you.

[evilvillain123456789]

can i be super super honest with you? im in no way trying to downplay your experiences but i have to speak my truth here. i don't believe that your shitty ex was a man. i just don't. i don't think men have a rich enough inner world to be evil, or insane. based on your stories about "him" i think youre describing an intelligent actor with a robust theory of mind, capable of behaving with intentional malice. not a straight man. basically i think you're lying, and i think youre a lesbian. thats all.

[piffeller]

this is so mfkn real ahahahahahha

[evilvillain123456789]

can i be super super honest with you? im in no way trying to downplay your experiences but i have to speak my truth here. i don't believe that your shitty ex was a man. i just don't. i don't think men have a rich enough inner world to be evil, or insane. based on your stories about "him" i think youre describing an intelligent actor with a robust theory of mind, capable of behaving with intentional malice. not a straight man. basically i think you're lying, and i think youre a lesbian. thats all.

[tenkaichibudokai]

[aidashakur]

Currently soft launching my disappearance

[weltenwellen]

Ellen Bass, “The Thing Is”, Poetry of Presence: An Anthology of Mindfulness Poems

[piffeller]

y'all ever had someone love you so hard that you thought it was normal and common and then you found out it wasn't because you're a fucking idiot

[piffeller]

crying because someone posted an old vid from uni and why was i, the art weirdo, hanging out with the entire rugby team for years no cuz it was literally me, rugby players from everywhere in america, cheerleaders, dance team girls, AND MEEEEEEE. HIGH AND THINKING ABOUT ETHICS AND TUMBLRRRR AHHHHHH

[piffeller]

missed calls from rapa nui

[piffeller]

thank you to the men who chose to not hurt me, i wasn’t aware of how afraid i should have been and i’m nothing short of lucky for not having a more tragic story

thank you to the men for being normal, something i shouldn’t have to thank them for

thank you to the men who loved me, i felt it every time, i can still feel it

i love each of you too, i wish i understood you all more, i wish i was more careful with you and myself, i love you all and i think of most of you often

i’ll tell my daughter about you

[piffeller]

i don’t fw anyone who’s not in tune with nature

[cosmicanger]