Paige

[piggins7]

Oh to be one who adores you

Can’t say it really sets me apart

It’s not unique to love you like no other

I know I only could’ve escaped this one way

If I had never met you in the first place

But alas I was destined to fall

And I can’t say I regret it all that much

It may not be one reserved just for me

But it’s an honor nonetheless

That’s how I know it’s real

The painfully beautiful way you make me feel

Could also be described as beautifully painful

Won’t say I’m naive cause I know who you are

And we’re in love with the gorgeous messes of each other

You’ve hurt and been the one hurting

But you haven’t given yourself over to numbness

No matter how many people with a lack of love you gave yourself to

You refused to ever not feel

I’m committed to kissing away your pain

And you are to keeping me from it

We bring the brightest light to stoke each others joy

Our happiness and love burning like the sun

-me

[piggins7]

It’s not the silence that I mind

It’s the constant thoughts that fill it

Like a never ending train

Offering a view of possibilities

That only last long enough for want to build

Before they’re gone with the wind

Time seems to last so much longer this way

When no words are ever said

But everlasting ones echo in my head

Cause there’s no one really to fight with

But also the only person I ever truly can fight forever

The battle never being won or lost

Constantly in a state of limbo

The one person I should be fighting for instead

But who resists it every time

Forever and always within myself

The silent noise replays

-me

[piggins7]

I wish that I could close my eyes and be transported to another world

One with fields upon fields of poppies

And skies that are pure blue with rays of sunshine

I’d ask the heavens to play my favorite song and would dance freely

Letting the breeze fly through my hair

And the sun warm my skin

My only thoughts would be those of that very moment

And of the contentment and unbridled joy that I felt

All of my anxieties and pain would fade away for those rare moments of peace

And I would remember what it felt like before life became all too real

I could hold on to that magical memory of the world

The one that belonged only to me

And I would remember just how truly good life can be

-me

[taylorswift]

Don’t know what else to do

Guys - It’s been announced recently that the American Music Awards will be honoring me with the Artist of the Decade Award at this year’s ceremony. I’ve been planning to perform a medley of my hits throughout the decade on the show. Scott Borchetta and Scooter Braun have now said that I’m not allowed to perform my old songs on television because they claim that would be re-recording my music before I’m allowed to next year. Additionally - and this isn’t the way I had planned on telling you this news - Netflix has created a documentary about my life for the past few years. Scott and Scooter have declined the use of my older music or performance footage for this project, even though there is no mention of either of them or Big Machine Records anywhere in the film.

Scott Borchetta told my team that they’ll allow me to use my music only if I do these things: If I agree to not re-record copycat versions of my songs next year (which is something I’m both legally allowed to do and looking forward to) and also told my team that I need to stop talking about him and Scooter Braun.

I feel very strongly that sharing what is happening to me could change the awareness level for other artists and potentially help them avoid a similar fate. The message being sent to me is very clear. Basically, be a good little girl and shut up. Or you’ll be punished.

This is WRONG. Neither of these men had a hand in the writing of those songs. They did nothing to create the relationship I have with my fans. So this is where I’m asking for your help.

Please let Scott Borchetta and Scooter Braun know how you feel about this. Scooter also manages several artists who I really believe care about other artists and their work. Please ask them for help with this - I’m hoping that maybe they can talk some sense into the men who are exercising tyrannical control over someone who just wants to play the music she wrote. I’m especially asking for help from The Carlyle Group, who put up money for the sale of my music to these two men.

I just want to be able to perform MY OWN music. That’s it. I’ve tried to work this out privately through my team but have not been able to resolve anything. Right now my performance at the AMA’s, the Netflix documentary and any other recorded events I am planning to play until November of 2020 are a question mark.

I love you guys and I thought you should know what’s been going on.

Taylor

[piggins7]

#IStandWithTaylor always. You are loved and supported endlessly. Thank you for being so strong and vulnerable and honest. I love you. 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗 @taylorswift

[piggins7]

I’m trying to think of a time where I’ve been more surprised to hear something than I was (and honestly still am) to hear about the Beliza wedding

[piggins7]

I will say it again: DAENERYS TARGARYEN IS MY FAVORITE CHARACTER

[piggins7]

D&D saying that Daenerys going mad makes sense because she lost basically everyone closest to her (like ok sure, that could contribute but is not really a good enough reason) and because she’s a Targaryen and it was bound to happen. Jon is a Targaryen and they have made him essentially the epitome of goodness so that doesn’t really hold up. I love Jon but the contrast between what they’ve done with him and what they’ve done with Daenerys is just extremely questionable and frustrating.

[piggins7]

I can’t imagine how Emilia feels. She has worked so hard for so many years and always been so faithful to Daenerys, being such a strong and beautiful and compassionate and complex and inspiring woman who deserves the world. Emilia found strength within herself that she didn’t know she had because of Daenerys and both women have been absolutely awe inspiring and beautifully wonderful. I hope that Emilia does interviews after the finale and is able to voice her opinions and thoughts on what was done to her character. As a viewer and lover of Daenerys, my emotions are all over the place and I am beyond frustrated. I can’t even imagine how Emilia feels, having given so much of herself to the character and show and everything.

[piggins7]

So we’re supposed to sympathize with Cersei cause she shows some emotions and hate Daenerys because d&d betrayed her character? Yea I still freakin love Daenerys because I know who she is and no matter who betrays her, I love her. It breaks my heart what they made Emilia do with her character but I will always love Daenerys. I may not always love the character that d&d make Daenerys to be but I LOVE DAENERYS TARGARYEN

[piggins7]

I think I’ve gotten to the point where I’m so beyond mad and frustrated and sad and confused and just so many emotions that I’m just basically emotionless. I literally spent several minutes just laughing hysterically because of the ridiculousness of it all.

[piggins7]

I wasn’t mad at Dany once in this episode cause at some point, it just wasn’t even her. I’m just mad at d&d for making her do all that. Like I’m supposed to believe that in a split second, she lost every bit of her morals?

[piggins7]

So the whole Jaime and Cersei death thing was just awful and I was like wth but then watching the inside the episode thing with d&d, I was just even more pissed off and just confused about how they explained Jaime. I feel like they’ve honestly betrayed so many of the characters.

[piggins7]

So Jaime and Cersei is supposed to be the love story of the entirety of game of thrones? Yea that’s just great🙄

[piggins7]

I literally didn’t think any of the deaths in this episode were well done or beautiful or poetic or anything good really. In a weird way, I wasn’t even sad about the deaths cause I was darkly amused by the absolute stupidity and awfulness of what was happening.

[piggins7]

So that wasn’t Dany

[piggins7]

D&D actually thought they were being poetic and showing beautiful storytelling💁🏼like what?

[piggins7]

Sooo...they exceeded my expectations...of absolute terribleness