disobedient yet responsive

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[pigmartyr]

If i start reblogging really old posts from you do not be alarmed I’m just clearing out my likes ✌️

[pigmartyr]

Why is the weather lowkey turning me into a lesbian

[pigmartyr]

the longer I job search the more I am coming to the realisation I just want to be a latex fetish drone

[pigmartyr]

i thought I didn't have a dream job but I just realised it's leather/latex work weow

[pigmartyr]

this has been the worst year of my life and tumblr now works on my phone for some reason so I'm back on here I guess

[pigmartyr]

I want to do unethical things to my boyfriend

[ratajota]

INNOKENTY x x

I am just living my life and working like anyone else. At the same time, it’s not quite that simple. Other people live by rules that tell them to live like life is a race, chasing after success. For me, this chase no longer exists. I look at life and value the kinds of things that probably only old people value — life itself. The internal struggle between the two selves that had raged inside of me used to cut me off from the entire world

And now I live. I taste life, and I feel drunk on its simplest aspects. The crunch of snow underfoot, the starkness of the sky above, the smell of soil and grass, the soft rustle of the sea. Everything that life is full of and rich with. Before, my internal struggle made everything quiet and far away, stripped me of all earthly happiness. Now I am happy. I achieved internal peace. I am even loved.

[selkielore]

[allthingsgrow]

the best part of that david lynch interview is this: 

[kickerofelves]

update: he made the table [x]

[charnel-grounds]

John Martin (1789–1854) - Pandemonium, 1841

[pigmartyr]

I think the word "nothingburger" should be taken away from letterboxd reviewers

[pigmartyr]

I feel like I might cry when I go see my ex later.. 😔

[pigmartyr]

word to the wise do not decide to play when the sun hits by slowdive as your situationship is leaving why would I do that to myself

[pigmartyr]

nevermind he just asked if he could call me his boyfriend 🥹

[pigmartyr]

word to the wise do not decide to play when the sun hits by slowdive as your situationship is leaving why would I do that to myself

[pigmartyr]

[handsomeboymodelingschool]

School of Rock but Dewey is really into weird industrial experimental metal instead of classic rock and shows the kids like Throbbing Gristle and Mr Bungle and shit and the battle of the bands is a disaster and they do arrest him at the end

[pigmartyr]

Isn't it beautiful how you can go from being not even too close friends with someone to getting into detailed fantasies about piano sex with them in less than two weeks?