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i’ve moved over here now.

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i..... am moving..... this blog elsewhere tonight k

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dylan and izzie 

her brow rose at the girl’s words, but izzie nodded slowly. “alright. what medication does your doctor usual have you on? and when’s the last time he took a look at your back?” she wasn’t an idiot. since she’d opened the clinic within seattle grace, she’d seen plenty of people wander in just looking to get meds. whereas she wanted to trust the girl, she knew there was procedure to go through before she could even contemplate handing the drugs over. “do you mind if i take a look?”

dylan ran her tongue along the inside of her cheek as the doctor in front of her continued to ask questions about her ‘back injury,’ annoyance clear in her body language despite trying to remain with a pleasant look on her face. “he usually prescribes me vicodin,” she answered calmly before shrugging slightly when asked how long it had been since he had looked at it. running a hand through her blonde locks she licked her lips and cleared her throat, “is it really necessary for you to look at it? i have to get to work and work is only gonna hurt my back more so i just need the relief before going in.” 

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ig like this for me to look through your opens?

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i feel like all my threads get dropped when i reply to them im so sad lol

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demi and lila

Her fingers slid up soft skin on the woman’s arm, pushing herself closer and nudging the womans arm to open more as she slid next to her. A soft ache had been itching at her skin all day; pain that seeped into the silence and fortified the silence between them but Lila couldn’t bare to be away from Demi. It almost seemed more painful than what was in her head and heart, lips pressed gently against the singers shoulder before a sigh. “ D- Demi… “ Lila’s voice cracks, though it wasn’t clear if it was from not speaking for so long or if she’d cracked some part of her facade in her tone Her jaw clenches for a few moments; taking in a deep breath of air and then relaxing again, hiding her face in the woman’s neck. “ I wish that you’d… that you’d known me before I was like this. “ She murmured, “ I used to be really… happy all the t- time… I- I mean… not all the time but… it… it wasn’t so hard. Not compared to now… “

Drifting in and out of sleep for the past hour or so, she was brought slightly back to the present when she felt Lila slide into her arms. It was like a reflex, automatically pulling the other girl closer to her. “Hmm?” She hummed softly when she heard Lila speak her name, her eyes remained closed but her hand shifted up to the pink strands attached to her head. Her fingers gently sliding through her hair, over and over in a soothing motion. There was a small frown that appeared on her lips before it disappeared. “I don’t,” she whispered softly. Clearing her throat to further explain, “I mean, I wish that being happy wasn’t so hard for you, but I don’t wish I knew you then. I fell in love with who you are today. With all of the hurt, I fell in love with you. The good and the bad yanno? They’ve all made you who you are, and I don’t just love you when you’re happy.” She paused, shifting her head to place a soft kiss on her forehead, “Someday being happy won’t be so hard, and you’ll have more happy days than sad ones. It’s not gonna happen over night, but I’m glad I get to help you through the process.”

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jordyn and lila

A brow kinks, “ Oh really? I’m gonna have to sorely disappoint you then if you think that’s true. “ She says, gaze set on the woman’s eyes no matter how close she got, a soft grin forming. “ Maybe everyone likes kissin’ you though… maybe but y’still don’t know for sure. “ Lila leans back on the armrest of the couch with a huff. “ I mean, have you kissed everyone I don’t think so, that’s highly unrealistic and not to mention that I’m pretty sure it’d be impossible to kiss everyone anyways to figure it out so… “ Her point trails off with her voice, head tilting to get a better view of the woman.

“Keep saying that, but I know the truth princess,” Jordyn hummed softly. A devilish smirk washing across her lips before she grabs the bottle of scotch by it’s neck and pours herself another glass. Turning back around to face the girl her tongue ran across her bottom lip, “Maybe I have kissed everyone. You don’t know.” Her lips quirked up in a small chuckle before she walked back over towards the girl, but choose to sit on the chair across from the couch, her leg crossing over the other. 

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jordyn and lila

“ Y’know… just ‘cause we made out… doesn’t mean that I like you. “ She murmurs, fingers tangling into their hair. Lips quirking up into a soft grin. “ But, also… that doesn’t mean that I don’t like kissin’ you ‘cause I really do. “ 

“Everyone likes me,” she hummed, a cocky smirk crossing her lips, “you can pretend you don’t but you do.” Leaning closer, Jordyn let her plump lips brush barely against the girl’s lips, “Just like everyone likes kissing me.” Pulling away she stood up from the seat, moving to walk back towards where the bottle of scotch sat. 

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A Day in the Life of Kate McKinnon’s makeup artist

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dylan and nicole

it had been a while since she’d gotten pleasure from someone else. that and the pent up frustration clouded her mind. her only real worry was how good it felt and how hot dylan was underneath her. she smirked at her sister’s comment because she knew that she was’t going to tell her to stop. she would let dylan do what she pleased, like putty in her hands. they could worry about consequences later but right now nicole only cared about the moment they were in. she bit her lip as dylan’s whispered words sent a chill down her spine. she felt the dull ache between her legs at the mere thought of what would possibly happen. before she could do anything else, she felt her ass get smacked and dylan was running upstairs before she could get her back. nicole just shook her head with a grin as she looked up to her dangling her bra. “it’s not nice to be such a tease, y’know…” she was quick to follow up the stairs, deciding to just go with what felt good and forget about everything else for a while. “i’m coming, pretty girl. you better keep that little promise you just made me.” once she reached dylan, she gave a good smack to her ass and ran off to the bedroom. “come and get me,” nicole called out as she tossed her hoodie to the ground and peeled off her shirt leaving it a few feet away, then her pants were next. she left a trail of her clothes leading to the bedroom where she was waiting in just her bra and panties.

“trust me, it’s a promise that i am very... very eager to keep,” she husked out, biting down on her bottom lip as she watched her sister come up the stairs towards her. a small moan left her lips at the smack to her ass, one she quickly cut off before the fullness of it could be heard from her sister. they were playing a game, and dylan felt like if nicole knew how big of an affect on her she had dylan would lose. she stayed still, kinking an eyebrow up as she watched the trail of clothes start to form into her bedroom, her heart was racing as she started to walk slowly towards it. knowing her sister would be somewhat exposed when they got closer. granted, they had been around each other in little to nothing before; and dylan would be lying if she said she hadn’t tried to take a peak, but this was very different. knowing she’d be able to touch her soft skin, to make her shake under her in pleasure. it caused goosebumps to form over her own skin. stepping into the doorway finally a breathy, “wow..” left her lips seeing her sister’s body in just her undergarments. stepping closer to her, dylan moved her hands to gently run along the outside of her thighs upward, slow and delicate as though she was trying to memorize every inch of nicole’s skin. backing nicole up gently so her back legs hit the bed and they fell onto it, dylan moved to hover over her sister. dipping her head down she placed delicate kisses along her collarbone, “you have no idea what you do to me.” her voice was a murmur as her tongue flattened and ran up the crook of nicole’s neck to right behind her ear, gently nibbling on her lobe as she whispered, “i’m gonna be the best you’ve ever had baby girl, i’m gonna make you feel so good.” her hand slipped down nicole’s stomach gently, running her index and middle finger gently over her core through her panties, just ever so lightly. pulling away from her ear with a smirk on her face, dylan had every intention on making this moment last as long as she could. 

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dylan and lila

Her lips twitch up the second she hears Dylan’s words, it also makes he chest ache. The thought that this woman really believed Lila would walk out because of Dylan’s past. Lila knew the kind’s of baggage you could have and understood that if they ever took things further she’d have to take that on too. It wasn’t hard to see, at least now that she probably had more than Lila had realized but it didn’t change how she felt. It didn’t change the tug to help her anyways. Even if they weren’t anything to one another Lila had an inkling that this feeling might never go away. 

The small flinch she felt from the woman was enough to sink her stomach, the physical motion enough to click in her mind what the cause was. Fingertips loosening up on her arm and let go; hues darting to her arm momentarily before moving back up to Dylan’s face. A small oh slips out in a breath but she quickly blinks back the emotions that started to swell up in her eyes, a rush of memories and as a result, pain sweeps over her body. Though Lila hears her refuse the bath suggestion her brow knits together. She tries to swallow back the lump of her own emotions and gives a soft nod, hoping she’d be able to figure out another way she could help. Something else that could make her feel better, something she’d be comfortable with at least. But when Dylan ask’s why she’s trying to help it seems to stop her mind. Lip’s parting for a few moments, “ Baby… “ A soft sigh slipped out at the remark, unsure the exact reason that she felt so strongly about her, her chocolate hues moved across the woman’s broken complexion, meeting her gaze after a moment of silence. “ Because… Because I know what it’s like… t- to feel broken… because I care about you, Dylan. I… I care and I want to make sure y- you’re okay. I wanna h- help you. If you let me… “ She murmured, though being open had it’s own worries and anxiety for Lila she knew some of it was needed.” Can you at least let me help? “ 

The pet name baby had never been a good one to Dylan, at least not at work and not at her life before she started work. There was a lot of pain and confusion behind it being used in her direction, yet whenever Lila used it on her it was somewhat calming. It was sweet. Like the word was being reclaimed and the new light wasn’t a bad one. Chewing on her bottom lip as she let her eyes stay fixed on Lila’s brown hues, getting more confused as each word was spoken. It was her own issues, she was sure of it. The fact she couldn’t believe someone wanted to actually help her. That someone cared about her. It all seemed so fake to her. Yet, in that moment as she saw the girl’s eyes change slightly, opening a bit, she realized maybe they were both just two incredibly broken souls who happened to find each other. Blinking a few times as her head dropped, breaking the eye contact. A hand sliding to her eyes to wipe away the tears that were falling again. She didn’t know how to let someone help, she had gone through nights like this before and usually she ended up either in the hospital or just passed out in the floor and lucky enough to wake the next day. She had never texted someone in the process of it all. 

Her body was shaking slightly as she took a slight breath in, trying to ignore all the voices in her head telling her to get up and just run from the situation. Still shaking as she moved closer to Lila on the couch, hesitant as she tucked her arms up against her chest. A moment passed as she tried to figure out if she was going to do it or back out, but she went for it. Moving to rest her head in the crook of Lila’s neck she curled up against her ( as much as she could given their positions on the couch ) letting out a small breath as she finally stopped moving and could feeling Lila’s heart beating. It was calming. Most of the time Dylan’s touch was only sexual in nature, and certainly not riddled with emotion like this one. “Th... Thank you... for coming over,” she whispered ever so quietly. 

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3 am sentence starters

“ why are you awake? “

“ i can’t sleep. “

“ go to bed already. “

“ i’m a being of pure power, i don’t need sleep. “

“ i’ve been running on 5 hour energy all day, there’s no stopping now. “

“ i’m. so. tired. “

“ i had a nightmare. “

“ it’s nothing, go back to bed. “

“ when’s the last time you slept? “

“ you’re clearly exhausted. why are you doing this to yourself? “ 

“ wake up. wake up. wake uuuuup. “

“ i’ll sleep when i’m dead. “

“ yawning doesn’t mean i’m tired! maybe i’m just bored by you telling me to go to sleep so much. “

“ is something wrong? “

“ i just need to finish what i’m doing, then i’ll sleep. “

“ you said you were about to go to bed two hours ago. c’mon, time’s up. “

“ is it okay if i sleep in your bed tonight? i’m kinda freaked out. “

“ stop bossing me around, you’re not my mom. i’ll go to sleep when i want to. “

“ you’re pouring coffee all over the counter. “ 

“ why are you making hot pockets at 3 am? “

“ i don’t care when you go to bed, but do you have to wake me up in the middle of the night with your loud music?! “

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i’ve spent forever trying to decide whether or not to do a follow forever because i’m like – what if i forget people? what if people are like ‘why am i on here, leave me alone’? what if two months isn’t long enough to actually have people to go on these things?! but despite my endless anxiety on the subject, this is a thing that’s happening  just !! bless you all for being here. mostly this is just a ‘these people are amazing, follow them, and also thank you for being here’ half-arsed follow forever because i’m awkward but i was really dubious about coming back to indie roleplaying and everyone is so good, so kind, so pure. so like I LOVE YOU!!

@incendatis • words cannot begin to describe how lucky i am to have you in my life. you are the person i want to talk to 24/7, the person i want to share everything with. i feel so lucky to have met you. you’ve stuck with me despite the fact i tag you in way too many threads, and talking to you is the highlight of my day. i love you, i love you, i love you. thank you for being you. @fatalenigma • we haven’t talked nearly enough ooc, but you know what? it doesn’t matter. i honestly think you are the absolute best!! we need to start a hannah mckay fanclub. with t-shirts. or maybe just continue to gush over fictional characters together, whatever works. you’re such a talent writer, a sweet human being, and i adore every interaction we have together.  @distantxdaydreams • you know who is the wowest? you. i would like to own an army of cats, dogs and goats with you and we will serenade them with only tswift songs. you’re literally one of the sweetest people ooc, random animal pictures are actually one of my favourite things ever now, plus our threads kill me. the ships literally went from 0 to i hate this i’m emo in five seconds flat.  @mcmachine • still emo because you said in bgo i was the person who made you feel welcome when you started writing april. honestly, that makes me so happy because you’re actually amazing and i hope you never forget that. your portrayals are so on point, writing with you is fantastic and i wish we spoke more ooc because you’re the sweetest…except during bgo but THAT’S THE RULES.

the Actual Baes who i either love writing with, love talking too ooc, love seeing on my dash or all of the above:

@agentjxreau @alticsfortius @atomgun @bruisedpast @bxthory @cruelintenticns @cvberlust @cxretaker @drcwningvoices @emmreth @flamedreamt @honeyburnt @icxnhxndleit @illustriovs @imthelcstprincess @lcstgraces @maggiexesmerelda @mcstlyvoid @midnighthcurs @nightdrifters @ofchxrisma @ofimaginations @ofstarrynights @pihcasso @scalpelsuperstar @shrinemade @soulscatter @starhaze @starrdustrp @strawpolls @sugarcoatedfantasies @temperfi @terrifiesthem @thcughtless @thedreaaamteam @thehotinpsychotic @thestoriesincoffeestainsx @underarrcst @underoosed @victoryveins @whichmorgan @wrcngbitch @whxsperins @yagaymi

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dylan and lila

When Dylan mentioned Lila not knowing next to anything about her it almost created a swell of tears in her eyes; it was truth, but it also reminded her how little Dylan knew about her and how dangerous it was for them to enter this kind of territory. Something they hadn’t done and Lila could feel her stomach churn and sink at the thought of telling Dylan anything about herself or Ashton, or even bringing up any part of her past. She was right, they really hadn’t ever learned much about one another, yet non of this stopped her or made her want to leave. Lila swallowed back the sudden swell of emotion, gaze dropping to the floor to gather herself. “ I know… I know I don’t but… “ Her lungs expand, taking a deep breath before speaking again, thankful it wavers less when she says, “ I don’t know a lot, but even if I did It wouldn’t change what I thought… you’re forgetting you don’t… you don’t know me either. Not really. “ Her tone was soft but her gaze drifted from Dylan momentarily, only giving a soft not do her answer; though she wasn’t sure if she believed it after everything she’d received over text from the woman it seemed somewhat pointless to push the woman right now. A fight wasn’t something she wanted and she planned on staying the night so Lila would make her something to eat at some point.

Lila’s  brow knit once Dylan started to clean, watching her movements for a few moments and glancing at the table once before fingers curled around Dylan’s forearms and pulled her away from all of it. “ Stop. Stop, Dylan I’ll clean things up… baby, just breathe for a second. Stop. “ She murmured, running fingertips under her eyes again before cupping her face. Gaze flicking across her features with a soft frown. “ There’s nothing to forgive, not right now. Maybe… maybe nothing does… I… we can figure things out later. “ She knew that was a lie, even if Dylan was able to go back to the way things had been Lila knew herself enough to know she couldn’t. It would be impossible for her to brush any of this off. “ Right now though I’m here, okay? Now sit. I’ll run a warm bath that’ll… that helps when I- …it’ll make you feel better. “ She murmurs, brushing some of her fallen hair back behind the woman’s ear. “ You may not even want me here. I get that but… I’m here and I wanna help so please just… let me try. “ 

Dylan ran her tongue under her bottom lip, tears dripping from her eyes onto the white carpet below her as she shook her head with a sad laugh, “Trust me... if you knew anything about me it would change everything you though.” Chewing on the inside of her cheek she lifted a hand to wipe, or attempt to wipe, the tears away letting out a shaky breath. It was true she didn’t know Lila. Maybe it was better that way.Then again, Dylan didn’t think whatever the pink haired, hyper woman was hiding would be nearly as bad as the things she was hiding. However, we all have our secrets and eventually Dylan would find she wasn’t the only one hiding dark ones. 

There was a small wince, a silent breath of a hiss when she felt Lila’s fingers curl around her arms. No matter how light a touch was, when clothing was pressed against a fresh cut it stung. Swallowing back she tried to shrug it off, ignore the pain as she curled the end of her sleeves around her thumb to make sure the sleeves stayed down. Her eyes lifted to Lila for a moment, as though the thought of breathing seemed foreign to the girl. Yet, she stopped the moments. Her eyes shifting over Lila’s face before falling to Lila’s hands again. Chewing on the inside of her cheek harshly still, she could taste the copper in her mouth from the small amount of blood she was pulling. “N--No... no bath,” she stated quickly, her voice slightly frightened. She couldn’t hide things if she was naked. Licking her lips her eyes shifted down again, “Pl..please just, no bath.” You may not want me here rang in Dylan’s ears, and the truth was she did want Lila there. The fact she wanted Lila there, the fact she wanted to ignore all warning signs her brain was giving her and just curl up into the girl’s arms, that scared her. It terrified her. She had never wanted that before, to be held. Her eyes lifted to Lila’s again, they were dark and watery. Sadness so deep in them, you could almost see the years of fear and heartache pent up in them. It was a cross mixture with confusion. A sorrow filled complexity, you could tell the fact someone wanted to be with her, wanted to care for her, was something she hadn’t experienced before. “Why.... Why are you so nice to me?” She asked, vulnerability pouring from the words. 

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demi and lila

Lila couldn’t help but scrunch her nose up at the comment, tongue sticking out slightly as she shrugged. “ Well, I think that we should just both be each other’s plus one anyways, I mean who else would I really wanna take with me, no one… well… Yuki, but I don’t think they allow dogs inside here. “ She murmurs, lips pursed together for a moment before perking back up at the thought of being able to sing with Demi here, or anywhere. The grin she’d had before spread quickly as she nodded, “ Not maybe, someday. We can do… anything, even that. “ The woman murmured. Though her curiosity may have been that of a cat she knew that she was going to get next to nothing out of Demi no matter how hard she tried. That reason was the cause of her lips turning into a slight pout before she felt Demi’s lips on her own. It seemed to sooth the slightly anxious vibration that’d started to swell in her at the unknown; she knew whatever Demi had planned she’d love but it was just figuring out what that ‘thing’ or things was that had Lila on a soft edge. “ If you told me now I could just… have more time to be happy? “ She tried, head cocking to the side as her lower lip stuck out. “ I’m sure I’ll love whatever you got me… but we should head home then ‘cause if we wen’t back in there I’m one hundred percent sure i wouldn’t be able to stop thinking about this… gift. “ Lila said, fingers sliding into Demi’s with a soft squeeze. “ I hope you know even if it’s just… you… I’d be happy with that… but also I mean you’re rich so maybe like… a puppy or ten. “ Lips curled into a grin before erupting into laughter, tugging at the woman to leave as she grabbed her bag. “ ‘Cmon I wanna know what the surprise is, baby. “ 

“You’re my plus one for life baby girl,” she hummed with a grin before giggling slightly and shrugging, “I mean, Batman and Yuki would be pretty awesome dates to go with us. They might get overwhelmed though.” Chewing on her bottom lip her thumb brushed gently across Lila’s cheek, “You can do anything. We can do anything together. We really can.” Shaking her head slightly trying to reboot herself to be less cheesy (though, she was always this way if she was honest with herself), she laughed softly at the comment about being happier longer. “Shhhhh, I want to keep it a surprise. We can leave now.” Once they pulled away slightly from their hold she grabbed her phone and her bag of stuff, texting Max to get them the car because they were ready to go. Her fingers slid between Lila’s quickly, like they were meant to go there. Licking her lips she hummed softly. “Maybe whenever we get a place together we can get another dog... or ten,” she noted with a firm nod. Right before they went to leave the room she stopped Lila, backing her gently against the wall and letting her lips crash against Lila’s. Her kiss was firm, and full of passion, her hand gently sliding up Lila’s thigh and gripping onto the fabric of her dress ever so lightly. Pulling away only when her lungs began to burn, she tugged gently on her bottom lip before a grin washed across her face and she hummed, opening the door to walk out towards where Max said he’d be. Not saying a word but tugging Lila along by her hand. 

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demi and lila

There was no containing her GRIN or the heat that rose up from her neck to the apples of her cheeks as she listened to the woman, unable to meet her gaze without heat rising up from her neck to the apples of freckled cheeks. Unable to stop the overwhelming sense of love that seemed to bubble up from her stomach and into her throat. Something that up until Lila met Demi she never thought she’d be able to feel again; let alone feel so deeply. “ Well… I’m glad you invited me and… “ Her lips quirk up into her own satisfied smirk. “ When I’m the one that’s performing and I get the choice of a plus one, you’ll be my first pick. “ She murmured, unable to restrain the tease in her tone before making sure that the singers dress was zipped up all the way. Gaze meeting Demi’s and then trailing down the dress, “ There’s no way I couldn’t like this on you… you look good in anything but this… it’s just perfect. “ Lila leaned her hips against Demi as soon as she felt arms around her body, relaxing against the other woman’s form, arms wrapping around her neck with a soft puff of air. A brow kinked, unaware of any surprises, but her head tilted softly in apprehension. “ A surprise? Well, I mean, if we leave now we’ll be able to miss the rush of everyone leaving… n’traffic… all that good stuff. “ She murmured, “ Plus, I wanna know what this surprise is, can… can y’just tell me now? I’ll… I’ll keep it a secret, I’ll look surprised when you tell me for real. “ She giggles.

Demi let out a small giggle at the comment of being a plus one, “Well, I would hope I would still be invited because my career is still a thing but I mean, being your plus one would be amazing too. I’ll be your trophy girlfriend and smile pretty and show you off. Though, I still do that now.” Humming with a little wiggle, “Maybe some day we’ll perform a song together on that stage.” Nibbling on her bottom lip when Lila spoke about the dress her cheeks turned even more red, butterflies forming in her stomach as she ducked her head to try and hide it. She felt like a little school girl in love for the first time, there was nothing but joy there. Lifting them back up as Lila spoke about the surprise and leaving now to beat the traffic, her lips forming in to a giant smile, “I can’t tell you now. What’s the point of a surprise if I tell you now!” Leaning in she moved her hands to cup Lila’s face gently and kiss her deeply before pulling away with a soft whisper, “You’re gonna like it, I think. I hope. It’s not the only gift I’ve gotten you for your Birthday, but it’s the first one I’m giving you.”