TSUKASA HEALING ARC WAITING ROOM

"If I don't have to throw anything away, I'll take the me from that day with me too."

[pikminenjoy3r]

Shitposting acc.

Nothing is rlly /srs here. Except for our passion for the little queer boys

More info below the cut

Why I prefer 🌟🎈

Base info:

Just know me as Pikmin Enjoyer

I'm 17 (2026)

Panromantic Asexual and onl I go by they/them

I think I'm friendly and that I can draw

I do NOT play about my RuiKasa characterization and the content I consume of them because I have no life outside of them

Basic DNIs. I'd prefer anyone 5 years above or below my age to not interact w me (msging specifically, everything else is fine) but hey surprise me idk.

I love abusing tags.

More interests

That's all you're getting out of me. I seperate myself from the internet for the most part- thus, this acc, and I don't intend on putting a personal front here.

((ALSO UHMM I'M NOT A SYSTEM BUT I HAVE A HABIT OF SAYING 'WE' A LOT WHEN JUST REFERRING TO MYSELF SO I'M SORRY IF THAT CAUSES MISUNDERSTANDING, I AM NOT A SYSTEM IT'S JUST AN INTERNET HABIT BETWEEN FRIENDS))

Random tags (mostly for me) to navigate my posts:

-Ruikasa / Tsurui (fav tag of this acc tbh)

-Doodle (most of my art stuff which really are doodles cause I'm a lazy non committal fuck)

-👀🌟🎈 (basically for anything ruikasa that's nsfw-esque or slightly freaky posts)

- Arbitrary ranking (for random rankings of stuff cause I like doing that. also kind of sparing) (<- another personal favorite tag)

-Long winded (random rants kinda ranty/long /not including arbitrary rankings)

-Reblog (for the sparing reblogs)

-MySekai (any post regarding MySekai in pjsk)

Oh and I don't play Pikmin.

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On some days I think about NeneKasa parallels, mostly about the fact that Nene doesn't allow herself clarity or satisfaction in her accomplishments, actively either shutting them down or brushing them off, and feeling so shaken up by the prospect of accepting herself that it brings her to (self deprecative denial and frustrated) tears. How she uses her failures and the parts she hates the most of herself as fuel for moving forth. How she shuns off the person she used to be so much that she refuses to acknowledge her kindly (<- derogatory) until Boku no Kamisama in song form and Nene6 in the story, despite using that person constantly to manifest the person she yearns to be.

Oh and Tsukasa is there ig. He probably relates one way or another idk I think he might just be a little repressed. Just a little.

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TSUKASA FANS WHY DOES THE FULL ALL IN ONE MV ONLY HAVE 300K VIEWS ON YT WHAT ARE WE DOING. DO WE REALIZE IT'S OUT YET.

[ehhdontcareaboutanything]

Haha tenmas matching lines

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"Something interesting" and it's probably Tsukasa being eaten alive by moths and bugs💔

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you HAVE to keep nene's hands busy in choreography or she just starts to hit this pose uncontrollably

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you give this girl half a second without a scripted place to put her hands

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girl.

[vortex-tea]

some bugs?

[tinystarlili]

Tsukasa? Rui? Where are you?

[coraldyedorange]

Transmasc Nene hcs (will be using he/they prns for Nene)

Someone pointed out Nene's Little Mermaid correlations, yearning to be part of a whole new world as very transcoded, and I'm leaning into that for a lot of these (along with my own experiences ofc).

-The transgenderisms in Hakoniwa no Coral has me in a chokehold. The whole song gives me lots of allegories, beyond Nene drowning for his dreams. Piecing together parts of himself that he wants to become. Walking through life, terrified and uncertain, despite holding onto something that's daunting yet has the potential to make you feel safe. Wanting to pan out the parts you refuse to listen to, as Nene feels helpless, painful, struggling before a stain that he can't get rid of, hoping to keeping up this journey as the water mutes his ears, but the shadows of what he used to be never truly going away. I can't articulate my feelings very well, but this song sticks out as such a spectacle for ftms (in my interpretation) to me. It makes me feel safe in turn. The way the song sways like a beach at sunset feels like such a levitating and safe experience.

-Something else I think is worth mentioning is how Canaries, one Nene's most predominant imagery, are mostly known for singing, being particularly, male Canaries. While female Canaries are able to sing, it's much more common for male Canaries to sing and attract females, while in Nene4, Nene as a Canary sings in order to have his message reached to Rio (Tsukasa) and let him know that in order to save his mother, he doesn't have to kill a Pheonix. Call it leaping in logic or reaching but it's the same as attracting the attention of other beings (putting aside my mtf Tsukasa headcanons for now) using his voice.

-Nene seems like the type of person to grow up feeling alienated in his biology, but never truly putting the pieces together, because when they look at other people in the world- people who are stronger, more powerful, more braver with all the passion and love they could never find themselves matching, he doesn't feel like he deserves to take that step. He used to hate his own hesitant nature, his cowardice, and generally grew to stop viewing himself as a person entirely. Everyone else was content with who he was, so why couldn't he be? But he knew. Growing up, he knew, he yearned to be something else. And years later boom they get hit with the transgender beam and they're like 'ykw this shit slaps'.

-Only having at most a few friends, all being cis (except Rui but he came out much later) that stayed growing up, Nene never understood the nature of transgenderisms, so he assumed that his feelings were derivative for a very long time (which looking back, he found to be true, and that was okay given the state of content he found himself in). His transition started small, from his appearance and researching for online experiences (since he was one of the most chronically online people he knew) (still is), not knowing how to bring it forth to his friends till years later.

-They have absolutely no style. None. None at all, they used to look like an insomniac grandma when they went out, and with the only person to help him being Rui (the person with even less style than Nene's non existent one), they decided to borrow their mother and father's most masculine clothes in hopes of presenting himself well. Needless to say they still suck at having a sense of style but at least they're not Colorblind right?

I might update later uhhh yeah thanks for reading

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T4t NeneKasa hit post

(i wanna specify that this can be any flavor of t4t and in my head i meant ftmNene and mtfKasa)

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We're not over Kasa7 we're just coping better

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NENE STOP BEING SO HARD TO DRAW.

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This is the perfect time to remember that one of WxS's core theme is disbanding. They won't be there for Tsukasa forever. They won't be there to save him from plummetting into his role forever. THINK GUYS. USE YOUR BRAINS. DON'T MAKE ME CRY.

'We may not have the right to stop him' HE TOOK IT FROM YOU. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE SLAP SOME SENSE INTO THESE POOR CHILDREN BEFORE I START SOBBING AGAIN.

[tenmaakasa]

ah yes, manage, em, and kind.

but anyways FUCK YOU MEAN YOU MIGHT DO IT AGAIN NOOOOO GODDAMMIT TSUKASA

(also, is this in ep 8 of kasa7 or one of the side stories im too lazy to reread it to check)

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Tsukasa's 2nd side story card!!

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I just realized I've done appreciation posts for every WxS member except for Rui. I mean good riddance I'm the last person to ever glaze him but still I should probably do something about that.

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Short Hakoniwa no Coral appreciation post (tiny analysis, but mostly glaze) because IT DESERVES TO BE TALKED ABOUT (and also I didn't get to yap about it in my drafted rankings for the sake of being concised)

HOLY SHIT GUYS HAKONIWA NO CORAL IS SO FUCKING GOOD I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVEN'T GOTTEN OVER IT. The music is so soothing, as if the wind at sea muses with every lyric, and the way it sways and shifts between verses is so perfect??? It's the same with Hoshizora no Melody (can you tell I love Nene coms) where the rhythm of the song carries so hard, and the instrumentals do wonders for its emotional factor. Like omgg it's so hard to choose between which Nene com is my fav (with the best obv being Yuke but that's besides the point) because even though Hoshizora no Melody is my favorite showcase of everyone's vocals, with a beautiful set of lyrics and visuals, Coral is just.... Gorgeous in every aspect possible. How Nene as a character is displayed so bittersweet yet befittingly, with ocean themes and imagery that paints such a vibrant picture for us to imagine, and so many metaphors to pick apart and interpret (typical of WxS), mixed with straight forward, bittersweet lyrics.

I especially love 2 lyrics: 'I reach my hand for the bottom of the sea, because someone told me that I'd find what I lack there', being such a good representation of Nene's drive and journey as a whole. How I see that lyric, what's at the bottom of the sea isn't just the Coral (something I view as the manifestation of Nene's ideals, which I'll get to later), but Mermaids. The Little Mermaid that she grew up adoring and the very thing that got her to dream of being songstress in the first place, and in her more mature years, being the actress behind that mystical creature that holds so much of Nene's inspirations. Reaching her hand beneath the sea- essentially drowning herself- in hopes of becoming that person, of finding herself becoming the talented and showstopping performer that she hasn't fully believed she could become at this point in life yet is such a good metaphor for how dedicated yet sacrificial she is. Not to mention the 'someone told me' part of the line. It really could be so many people, the people who believed in her and wanted her to gain what she wants, like Rui as the most overt, herself/her younger self, ect, implying that she's actively using what should be kind and encouraging words to drive her further into the sea and find exactly what she needs to become better, or maybe, the potential she does see, but can't reach; or on the flip side, that 'someone' could be from people (her middleschool friends or again, her younger self) that made her feel even more insecure of her abilities, of how far she has to go because she doesn't have it in herself to be what she ideals of becoming, delibrately seeking to drown in pursuit of what could be.

People talk about Tsukasa sacrificing so much for the sake of being a star, and while it's not completely fair to compare them (despite my history of doing so a bit), Nene is practically on the same wavelength. The reason I constantly use the word 'ideals' instead of 'dreams' when talking about Nene's future is because it's constructed almost entirely based off of the person she could be, instead of the person she wants to be (if that makes sense), and from what I've seen, that genuinely frustrates her. To think that Nene can't be the person she wants- expects herself to be (based off of instances from other coms songs besides Nijiro Stories, how she treats herself in Nene1 and just in general, WL2, Boku no Kamisama especially, ect), the person her younger self adored, drives her so far to being this specific image. Yes, it's her dream, but it's an idealized version of what she could be based off of her failures and general internalized comparisons between what she is and what she isn't, the coral dyed orange (which btw, is the color of dusk, the sky between day and night, also being the space that crushes Nene in the chorus) that she only has a miniature version of in her garden, the object meant to represent the image of her idealized future, is so deep under the sea, that she's willing to hate, to fear the person she used to be, just to look forward and grasp that coral.

OMGG I HAVEN'T GOTTEN TO THE 2ND LYRIC I SAID I LOVED- UHHH ok the second one is 'Swaying around, the shadow of that day grabbed my cold hand; (...) Is it alright if I sing this song?'. No one, and I mean no one (that I've seen), has ever talked about Nene's lyric here and it is one of my favorite ever in any WxS coms. The drowning and swaying at sea imagery, the call from the past- the shadow of her past (likely drowned and literally dead because Nene is at sea and the shadow is now with her, previously put under water, a state she's growing closer to herself) most likely being her child self that forgot her lines and ruined an old performance, followed up by Nene questioning whether or not she deserves to even continue this journey to begin with. Is it alright to sing this song about my own dream, about facing so many challenges and pain and hardships, when I may not even be able to reach the peak I've yearned and thought I would? Am I letting my younger self down? Am I enough to even continue? Dawg this part of the song, soon being followed up by the bittersweet ending of Nene not even fully believing in her own dream, looking back at the miniature coral and thinking, 'at least I sung and did my best, amongst a world and a circle/community I tried to be a part of' INSTEAD OF THE HOPEFUL ENDING SHE DESERVES??? WHY DOES NO ONE TALK ABOUT IT, It genuinely aches to see how the song ends with Nene basically coping at her own distrust in herself. Ughhhhh I fucking love Coral, it showcases Machico's gorgeous vocals, with very fitting line distributions (even though I do question why Emu and Kaito got the line 'I'll just close my eyes and bury it down' instead of Emu and Tsukasa cause like cmon guys its too fitting wtf is Kaito doing singing that line), and how WxS is willing to see through Nene's dream, regardless of how it pans out. Nene is a beautifully underrated and undertalked about character and that needs to change.

(I'm really mentally drained so uhh someone else please do it it's not too late to)

(can you tell my fave wxs member is Nene)

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Lesson learned

Aight confession I hate how Emu usually looks like a tiny child compared to every other character besides like, Nene and Kohane, so everytime I draw her in a ship drawing I make sure to make Emu look her age instead of cutesy, purely out of spite. I hope that translated well in my drawing since I really really hate it when people make her look like a 9 year old, next to Rui especially (⁠٥⁠↼⁠_⁠↼⁠) (even though I really like drawing her looking adorable)

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If Hakoniwa no Coral has no fans, I've sunken to the bottom of the ocean and perished from reaching too far for my ideals

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Bl8m is pronounced Bloom and not Blame?????? I'VE BEEN PRONOUNCING IT WRONG FOR 2 YEARS?????