BLUE THREE

Jessika Pava / Testor. Dandoran native. Fighter pilot for the Resistance. Your best friend in a dog fight, unless you're First Order; then I'll give you a three second head start. [ Indie RP blog for Jess Pava from Star Wars. Please read all pages before interacting! ]

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Ben’s eyebrows furrowed together at her reaction. It wasn’t exactly something he was expecting, though he wasn’t expecting her to be completely enthused. He nodded at her question.❝ Yeah.. I know a few things about X-Wings. ❞

He didn’t expect the pilot to to want his help. Most people seemed annoyed when his mother sent him to help with something.❝ What’s wrong with it? ❞ 

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❝If I knew, it would be fixed,❞ she said, with decidedly more attitude than necessary. It wasn’t that she was mad at the general’s kid or anything. She was just frustrated that her ship - her baby - was acting up and she had no idea how to fix it.

❝Something’s weird with the cooling system, and she’s been shuddering really hard at atmospheric reentry. She pulled a little to the right on my last touchdown as well which makes me think there’s an issue with the steering column. ❞

She let out a heavy sigh.

❝Should I make you a list? ❞

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Vellos chuckled, tossing the rag he’d been using over his shoulder and rubbing his hands together.  “I, ah, wasn’t really contacted by anyone to be honest.  I’ve done work for you before and I pay attention to the freelance bulletins posted. When something comes up that I’m interested in, I’ll swing by.  Check it out.  This is the new pilot transfer job right?  Picking up some students from a few planets and bringing them to base?”

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Jess frowned. Transfer job? Did he mean that literally or was he being coy? Was she supposed to be coy? The base was supposed to be secure, but he was an outsider. Was there code she was supposed to be using?

❝Yeah,❞ she said, deciding to play along. IF he was playing along. If he wasn’t, it was like they were both talking to decidedly inflexible walls. ❝The pilot transfer. Did you get your planet itinerary yet?❞

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She grinned a bit, tilting her head to her side before answering. “Well, to be completely honest with you, I am good with, well..” She pointed at her hair. “This. This is what I can do. But I- if you want, I could try and braid your hair? That would help with the helmet!” Her smile softened a little and she bit down on her lower lip. “I think it’s super cool that you are a pilot, by the way. I always dreamed of being one.”

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❝Oh, a braid could work, actually!❞Jess said, eyes lighting up. ❝Thank you so much. I’m completely hopeless with hair. It’s embarrassing.❞

Her cheeks burned at the compliment, but from pride rather than embarrassment. Piloting was something she’d dreamt of since the days of bedtime stories.

❝It is pretty cool,❞ she said, her grin forcing itself forward. ❝And, hey, I’ve heard things about you. You already seem like a bonafide pilot to me.❞

[galaxyfightxrs]

“Obviously. Clearly you have no ulterior motives.” Arran smirked and looked Jess over. She checked the time. “You doing anything the rest of the day? We could take a land speeder and head into the woods.”

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❝After my allotted hours of Droid Suffering?❞ she asked, making a face. ❝I was gonna get some air time in, but heading out into the wilds could be fun. I should probably let my ship rest a bit anyway. Wanna meet in the mess when I'm finished?❞

[gotcompany]

           “Thanks, Pava, your faith in me’s overwhelming. Are you in?”

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           ❝Someone’s gotta watch your back. Sign me up.❞

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draft count: four replies

open memes: x x  

notes: school all day tomorrow. tuesdays are hard. unrelated to schedule but i have been having some very difficult mental health days these last couple days. i know i am still very new on the sw rp scene so i don’t expect much compassion from this as none of you know me very well/don’t have a reason to empathize with me. i just try to be as consistent as possible with activity but sometimes it is very very hard and i want you all to know that i love writing as jess so much and i’ve loved interacting with all of you, even if some days it doesn’t seem like i can write anything engaging. that got long, sorry. goodnight.

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"black swan" starter prompts

“Sweet girl.”

“Did you suck his cock?”

“The only person standing in your way is you.”

“I just want to be perfect.”

“I felt it.”

“What did you do?”

“You put something in my drink.”

“You just took off in the morning.”

“You fantasized about me!”

“Did you have some sort of wet dream about me?”

“You slept over.”

“You could be brilliant… but you’re a coward.”

“Stop being so fucking weak!”

“Perfection is not about control.”

“I never see you lose yourself. Ever!”

“I’m so sorry to hear you’re leaving.”

“What did you do to change his mind?”

“You fucking whore!”

“What happened to my sweet girl?”

“He picked me!”

“We all know the story.”

“It’s okay. I’m here.”

“My show is tonight.”

“You’re staying in here until you feel better.”

“Your role is destroying you.”

“We dance in the same company.”

“That was me seducing you.”

“It needs to be the other way around.”

“I don’t want there to be any boundaries between us.”

“You’re not a virgin, are you?”

“So, you’ve got a boyfriend?”

“Honestly, would you fuck that girl?”

“You’re in a good mood.”

“It’s my turn!”

“No, please! You’re not well!”

“Let go of me!”

“You can’t handle this!”

“You were amazing.”

“Holy shit, you blew me away!”

“I know that things got all messed up between us.”

“She walked into the street and got hit by a car. And you know what? I’m almost sure she did it on purpose.”

“I got a little homework assignment for you.”

“Go home and touch yourself.”

“Live a little.”

“This is your moment.”

“I don’t think we’ve ever officially met.”

“I would be losing my mind.”

“Are you freaking out?”

“You must be so excited.”

“Get out my room!”

“Must’ve been pretty humiliating.”

“Rough start, huh?”

“I’m not sure you’re up to it.”

“My little princess.”

“Do you have any idea what time it is?”

“What else have you been doing?”

“Oh, you wanna know their names?”

“I fucked them both.”

“You’ve been drinking.”

“Has he tried anything with you?”

“He has a reputation.”

“I just don’t want you to make the same mistake I did.”

“I hope he’s not taking advantage.”

“I have a right to be concerned.”

“It’s just in case.”

“No, please believe me!”

“She’s trying to replace me!”

“Nobody’s after you.”

“I’m not perfect. I’m nothing.”

“You make the most of it!”

“Have you announced it?”

“I really don’t want to talk about that.”

“I can’t believe he calls her that. It’s so gross.”

“I think it’s sweet.”

“Go ahead, jump!”

“You’ll be fine.”

“Sex. Do you enjoy it?”

“Everything will be better in the morning. It always is.”

“We sucked.”

“Wish I could’ve been there.”

“Sounds like quite an evening.”

“Give me a second.”

“I came to apologize.”

“I have my ways.”

“How do you know where I live?”

“What about drinks?”

“Sweetie, you need to rest.”

“How about I take you out to dinner?”

“Look, I just feel really shitty about what I did and I just really want to make it up to you.”

“It’s called privacy.”

“I’m not twelve anymore!”

“What are you going to do? Run home to mommy?”

“It’s a fucking disaster.”

“What’s she doing here?”

“Perfect. I was perfect.”

[galaxyfightxrs]

“What can I say? I have a weakness. That stuff is delicious to me.” She laughed and shook her head.

“I think maybe someday I’ll take those extra shifts of droid duty and see if it’s worth getting into your pants for.”

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❝It should definitely be a better incentive than some dessert!❞ she laughed, sticking out her tongue. ❝I’m obviously just trying to cut you the best deal here.❞

[scavxnger]

Rey smiled. She had admired the X-Wings since she arrived, and wanted to learn all she could about them. Being a pilot as well, learning how to fly one would be part of it too.

“I believe so. I do have a good amount of experience with flying and working on ships, but nothing quite like an X-Wing. General Organa wants me to go through some training before anything else.”

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❝Good idea. You’d be surprised how different the real thing is compared to sims, or how different combat training is to standard flying. I’ve heard about you from Poe, though. I’m sure you’ll be fine.❞

Jess took a look up at her ship and then another look at Rey.

❝If you ever want extra lessons or anything, come find me,❞ she said. ❝I’m always around and I wouldn’t mind showing you the ropes. Poe is probably... no, definitely, a better teacher than me, but I can teach you about the layout and standard repair procedure and stuff. If you don’t already know all that.❞

[lightsidedpilot-blog]

  His head snapped up at the sound of the familiar voice greeting him. Hands rise, gently pushing strands of hair out of his line of vision before offering her a faint smile. “Hey,” he repeated using her own greeting his tone however is much more hoarse from only saying one or two words these past few days.

  He waits for her to continue though he can already guess what it is she’s going to say or ask – the same thing everyone’s been asking since the battle, the same thing people will be asking for months down the road – are you okay? A polite way of asking what happened and if you happen to still be sane. Poe doesn’t know how to answer truthfully anymore for he doesn’t know what the truth is.

  He blinked at her, once then twice before nodding slightly. “Yeah, of course.” It’s spoken with a smile, hoping it comes off as he’s telling the truth, not wanting to deal with a rapid fire of questions thrown his way.

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She narrowed her eyes, scrutinizing his expression for signs of weakness. She let a tight smile form on her lips.

❝Well, that’s good,❞ she said. ❝Great, even. That’s fantastic that you’re doing alright.❞ She wondered if she sounded sarcastic. There was a bit of distance between them - both physical and metaphorical. Jess hated both - wanted to cross to him and give him a few good smacks until he opened up to her, kill two birds with one stone.

❝I just know that, you know, if I had been in that situation,❞ she said, ❝I... I wouldn’t be okay.❞

She’d thought about it - what she would do with hands reaching into her mind, wringing it dry. She’d lose it. Spill everything. She had never been close to having that happen and yet sometimes she woke in a cold sweat from the nightmares that even the thoughts produced. Having that actually happen...

❝I wouldn’t want to talk about it, either,❞ she offered, voice gentle. ❝I wouldn’t even want to acknowledge it happened, much less have a conversation about it. But... I guess knowing that people cared would help.❞

She frowned at her shoes. She didn’t want to be angry with Poe - she just wanted him to get it.

❝...Just know I’m here for you, though. You do know that, right?❞

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[galaxyfightxrs]

“I had no idea you were interested in that. I was thinking you could buy me some of my favorite chocolate cake from the cafeteria. But I mean, I’m not opposed to your idea.” She chuckled.

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❝Of course you aren’t. Who would be?❞ she asked, grinning.

❝Cake? Seriously? Have you ever had Droid Duty? No way a slice of mess hall cake is worth it.❞

[deep-sexts]

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[ ooc: it's so hard to have a female muse that is strictly into girls because there are so few female blogs in comparison to male blogs. (not to mention female blogs seem to be a lot more reserved about shipping with the same gender?) which is why my jess isn't strictly a lesbian. which is how i headcanon her. but if i did that i'd miss out on so much. SIGH what a weird conundrum. ] [ ooc: i write this because i'm thinking of changing her from homoromantic pansexual to panromantic pansexual just for the opportunity to write with more people and IDK I FEEL FRUSTRATION BECAUSE THAT GOES AGAINST MY HEADCANON. SIGH. ]

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draft count: one reply

open memes: x

notes: i have a choir retreat tomorrow from 9A-4P and then i’m going out to dinner with my family so i will not have any time at all to reply. please feel free to send me memes / tag me in starters and things, though! have a lovely day tomorrow.

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@pilotxpava && starter

❝ Pava,❞ Ben started as he approached the pilot. He was informed that she may have needed some help. Of course the young jedi wasn’t exactly sure how to help her, he was just obeying orders from the general, his mother. ❝ I heard you might need some help. ❞

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Jess scooted herself out from under her ship. She frowned. Yeah, she had let the general know she needed help, but she didn’t realize she was going to send her kid.

❝Yikes,❞ Jess murmured. ❝Well, this is probably a waste of your time, but most of Blue Squadron is off base or training and I need some help with basic repairs. You know anything about X-Wings?❞

She didn’t peg the Jedi as much of a ship expert, but then again, his uncle was (in Jess’s humble opinion) one of the most brilliant pilots to ever fly one, so maybe he’d surprise her.

[gotcompany]

@pilotxpava

             “So– what d’you think?”

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               ❝ I think it’s a really well-organized death wish. ❞