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An explanation.

I don't want to make this about how things happened and I want to return, although I do. Its just a problem, with me most likely.

Over on my other account where there’s just so much more muse happening, I on occasion get a gifset or photo post of Daisy Ridley, and my heart just squeezes; I love taking the role of Rey and creating these universes with my friends, and I sorta left this account to metaphorically rot.

And yeah, it is because of me. I lost muse. I feel like sometimes when talking with some of you, we go in circles. The same ideas the same plots, the same Aus. Don’t get me wrong, I love what I’ve written and created with who I talk to, but I can only roleplay angsty Rey at Ach-To or the Rebel base or circle around a modern ‘school is all i talk about’ Rey so many times. At least with Jack, the possibilities at least seem endless. He’s an average guy, a youtuber, who with the help of others I can throw into a billion different situations. With Rey, she’s already in this fantastical universe, where adding more elements might get muddy. Her Modern verse can only do so much, its purposefully suppose to be normal, plain in the eyes of her main verse, and maybe that’s my fault too.

Looking back the last few months, I’m sure that’s why I let this account sit. My muse just dwindled into nothing, and I couldn't pull myself to reply to things. I haven't really been in the loop of Star wars either (I’m excited for Solo, thoguh!) so I feel.. disconnected, now.

Saying all this, I still might not return. Rey is such a rich, detailed character that I love developing and roleplaying as, but things have gotten a little dull on my side of things. It’s 100% only my fault, if anything any threads are a group effort, and its mine for not pushing these ideas we could procure.  I don't know what else to say, I just wanted something to sit at the top of this account for who might want to know. Maybe I’ll wake up one morning just overflowing with muse and I’ll be able to rework this account some and come back. I just cant promise that now.

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its been a hot minute, hasn't it

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I was raised to fight. For the first time, I have something to fight for.

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THE GREATEST SHOWMAN LYRIC STARTERS

“ ladies and gents, this is the moment you’ve waited for. “ “ and all that is real is left behind. “ “ the runaways are running the night. “ “ and the sun can’t stop us now. “ “ this is the greatest show. “ “ it’s everything you ever want. “ “ it’s everything you ever need. “ “ this is where you wanna be. “ “ and it’s here right in front of you. “ “ i’m watching it come true, it’s taking over you. “ “ i close my eyes and i can see the world that’s waiting up for me. “ “ and it feels like home. “ “ they can say it all sounds crazy. “ “ we can live in a world that we design. “ “ a million dreams are keeping me awake. “ “ i think of what the world could be. “ “ there’s a house that we can build. “ “ however big, however small, let me be part of it all. “ “ share your dreams with me. “ “ you may be right, you may be wrong. “ “ ‘cause you know you’re just a dead man walking. “ “ go and light your sky, let it burn so bright. “ “ because you’re dreaming with your eyes wide open. “ “ and you know you can’t go back again to the world that you were living in. “ “ but don’t you stay that way. “ “ you can prove there’s more to you. “ “ right here, right now, i put the offer out. “ “ i don’t want to chase you. “ “ so trade the typical for something colorful. “ “ don’t you want to get away from the same old part you’ve gotta play? “ “ it’ll take you to the other side. “ “ suddenly you’re free to fly. “ “ i hate to tell you but it just won’t happen. “ “ i enjoy the life you say i’m trapped in. “ “ but i live among the swells and we don’t pick up peanut shells. “ “ so go and do like you do, i’m good to do like me. “ “ if i were mixed up with you i’d be the talk of the town. “ “ but you would finally live a little, finally laugh a little. “ “ why not just go ahead and ask for nickels on the dime? “ “ all the stars we steal from the night sky will never be enough. “ “ these hands could hold the world but it will never be enough. “ “ i’m not a stranger to the dark. “ “ i’ve learned to be ashamed of all my scars. “ “ no one will love you as you are. “ “ for we are glorious. “ “ i am brave, i am bruised, i am who i’m meant to be. “ “ i’m not scared to be seen. “ “ i make no apologies. “ “ i won’t let the shames begin. “ “ look out cause here i come. “ “ i’m marching on to the beat i drum. “ “ this is me. “ “ you know i want you; it’s not a secret i try to hide. “ “ what if we rewrite the stars? “ “ nothing could keep us apart. “ “ no one can say what we get to be. “ “ you think i don’t want to run to you. “ “ you’re going to wake up and see that it’s hopeless after all. “ “ no one can rewrite the stars. “ “ how can you say you’ll be mine? “ “ it’s not up to you, it’s not up to me when everyone tells us what we can be. “ “ all i want is to fly with you. “ “ all i want is to fall with you. “ “ nothing can keep us apart because you were the one i was meant to find. “ “ but i can’t have you. “ “ a man learns who is there for him when the glitter fades and the walls won’t hold. “ “ from now on these eyes won’t be blinded by the lights. “ “ from now on what’s waited for tomorrow starts tonight. “ “ i drank champagne with kings and queens. “ “ for years and years i chased their cheers. “ “ but when i stop and see you there i remember who this was all for. “ “ and we will come back home. “