I’m giving out my heart cause im trying to find my purpose.
But this ain’t fair, to love someone and not feel it back.
And I aint gonna lie, I fucked up but you fucked up too especially when you told me you’d never let me go, but you just let me walk out fucking the door
You keep saying were going to be forever and that you want me
But that’s a motherfucking paradox
My mind keeps repeating those 3 words “ I love you” but next thing you know your ass be saying “leave”
I know about your past but you aint the only one
I understand and although im not you, all I do know is the feeling of not having your parents around
To feel alone, but you always trynna to act like you in the zone
You dont care about about my feelings, even if you say you do
I opened up and now all I feel is blue
You just care about yourself.
Survival is what you do , not sacrifice.
You said you’d do anything for me but you will never
You killed me but I will pick myself up like I’ve have always did.
I can’t even study, all I can do is just hate myself for slitting my wrist
Due to you
But that will past and I will grow like a flower
These are my final words, you’ll never find someone like me who will be there for you
Even if you broke me.
-p.c.
