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Jeremy’s saved my life several times because I love my little boy so MUCH. Heiden’s saved my life a couple times because I love my best friend so MUCH. I always have something to live for.

How do you want me to help you.

pinchrunner

WELL SHE KINDA IS!! JUST I CAN'T DO IT ALONE, I"M NOT METAL OR EMOTIONALLY STABLE BAD THINGS WOULD HAPPEN ALRIGHT.

I'm huffing, I don't even know tho se two but just help me I'LL PAY YOU MONEY I'LL PAY YOU WITH MY BODY WHAT DO YOU WANT.

zuribastripes

I’M NOT SCREAMING I’M TALKING LOUDLY. Yeah I’m going to cut your nipples off. You should care enough about that BABY to stick around, you’re a bitch if you don’t care enough about your baby to stick around.

Why are you looking at me, what the frick.

pinchrunner

STOP! Please don't I need those, like real bad don't touch my nipples with anything sharp, gotta keep the baby fed and stuff [Nervous laughter.] . I don't know I just lost motivation to live...or something like that, I LOVE HER but???

I'll pay you to help me.

#P l e a s e.

zuribastripes

MATHIEU WAS YOUR HUSBAND AND HE MEANT EVERYTHING TO YOU SURE, BUT IF HE WAS REALLY SUCH A STINKY PILE OF SHIT THAT HE HAD TO CHEAT ON YOU THEN HE SHOULDN’T HAVE BEEN MARRIED AT ALL. Well you just made it worse, what if he was going in for RETRIBUTION. I could say it was your fault but nobody will know, if only I could talk to ghosts. GUESS WHAT DANIELLE, I DON’T CARE. YOU HAVE A GODDAMN BABY AND I DON’T GIVE A SHIT IF MATHIEU IS DEAD OR NOT YOU’RE GOING TO RAISE THAT BABY OR I’M CUTTING YOUR NIPPLES OFF.

You don’t have to raise that fucking baby alone find a goddamn man that won’t cheat on you and that isn’t completely screwed up.

pinchrunner

STOP SCREAMING AT ME!!!! HE WAS SCHIZOPHRENIC YOU DIDN'T KNOW HIM YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!! I'm pulling my hair. Wait what.

Cut my nipples off.

I'M LAUGHING, OH My GOD??? BUT NO!!!!! IF YOU DON'T HAVE SOMEBODY FOR ME JUST SHUT UP. I'm rubbing my face. I'm sighing.

I'm looking at you.

#Slight puppy look.#My eyes look all glassy.

I still wanna do it I dunno.

zuribastripes

SMH.

Alright Danielle you listen here. Just because HE, whoever HE is, is GONE, DOESN’T MEAN YOU DON’T HAVE AN OBLIGATION TO THIS CHILD OF YOURS. You have a RESPONSIBILITY and you can’t just brush that off because your dear he died or whatever. Do you see my ARMS, DANIELLE. It’s not WORTH IT to try and kill yourself and it wouldn’t be worth it to kill yourself for REAL. Because what’s that kid going to think when she grows up and it’s just like OH BOTH MY PARENTS ARE DEAD. WHY DON’T I AT LEAST HAVE A MOMMY?!?!?! BECAUSE MY MOMMY WAS A FUCKING COWARD.

Now you fucking cowgirl up and SUCK IT THE FUCK UP and you fucking raise your kid.

pinchrunner

I think I just screamed.

MATHIEU, MATHIEU WAS MY HUSBAND AND HE MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME AND HE WAS CHEATING ON ME AND I CHEATED ON HIM AND I GOT A PREGNANCY SCARE AND HIS HALLUCINATIONS GOT A WHOLE LOT WORSE AND HE COULDN'T HANDLE IT HE SHOT HIMSELF IN THE HEAD.

I don't want to raise her without Mathieu, we were going to do a lot of stuff together as a fam ily??/ We had planned it out before she was born and now I'm alone and I do n't want to do it alone help m e.

I can't do it a l o n e.