angel

welcome to dream land

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sleepover with lucas

request: small spoon! lucas please

so basically you and lucas have been in a relationship for a while

and cuddles are already a part of your routine

routine in terms of whenever you two chill at his house or vice versa

it’s one happy day and he invited you for a sleepover

thank God your parents agreed

they don’t mind though - since they have given their blessings to your relationship ever since the start

you arrive at his house with some of your clothes

you don’t even know why you bothered bringing clothes in the first place

because lucas is going to force you to wear his clothes instead

you happily eat dinner with his family and as you are seated beside him, he always attempts to tickle your sides

which leads to you choking on your food unintentionally

his parents already know that his son is being playful once again but they’re already used it to it and they know that you are as well

so it’s already 9 pm and he invites you to the bathroom so that both of you can brush your teeth together

makes the funniest faces in front of the mirror

attempts to place his arm on top of your head

after brushing your teeth, he playfully throws his hoodie and basketball shorts at you

“i guess i don’t have a choice?” you tell him jokingly and he shrugs

after changing to his clothes, you join with him on his bed

he lazily changes the channel on the tv as you check the time at your phone

“can I ask you a question?”

“what is it, xuxi?”

“can I be the small spoon tonight, baby?” he asks you shyly and you swear you saw his cheeks as red as the tomatoes

“why?”

“because sometimes i am curious on what it feels like to be the small spoon? i’m always the big spoon in this relationship so yeah, i want to try something new. just for tonight though.”

“of course baby, you can be the small spoon whenever you can!” you assure him and he immediately places his head on top of your chest.

“tell me if i’m getting heavy okay? I don’t want to end up bringing you to the hospital because you can’t breathe anymore.”

you laugh a little because of what he said

you honestly didn’t mind if he’s going to be the small spoon because he’s a huge baby

he loves being babied even though he tells you that he wants to stay cool for you

but in reality, lucas is a baby

an absolute baby

starts drawing random shapes on your thigh

smiles really big when you play with his hair

he loves it so much when you play with his hair

sneakily takes pictures of you and him without you knowing

“will you sing for me, Lucas?” you ask him as you play with his hands

“any song?” he asks and you nodded

he starts singing his favorite song ever since he was a kid

after that he will start talking about the most random things

loves talking to you about the stars

and all of the heavenly bodies

tells you that there was one time that he wanted to be an astronaut

“i’m going to fly to space then. name a star for the both of us or even a planet. i guess i’ll take that i love you to the moon and back on another level.”

“really? you’ll really do that?”

“it might not be for real but i love you so much. so much that it’s as wide as the galaxies above, my shining star.”

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sushi or xuxi?

in which you always remember your favorite food because of lucas (๑•́ ω •̀๑) 

can you imagine dorky lucas???

dorky lucas as your boyfriend would be such a mess

it’s because he tells you he has so many nicknames

from yukhei to lucas to xuxi to your significant other

it makes you want to Die 

one night, you two decided to stay at his house

it is Friday anyway, so both of you don’t mind eating takeout and watch movies at his living room

“baby, go order some food for us.” he exclaims as he tries to choose a movie

“but lucas,” you pause, whining as you think of a possible fast food to order at. “pizza?” you smile, hoping that he would choose something else aside from that. 

the thing is that you are c r a v i n g for sushi tonight so you hope he will tell you to order that, along with chinese takeout or whatever he has in mind.

he shakes his head, laughing slightly. “sushi.”

“xuxi? i will order you?” 

because of your question, he laughs a little louder than usual. “baby, you can’t order me there because i am already here.” 

“change your nickname! i can’t believe that your nickname and sushi sound exactly the same.”

“but you want to order me!” he teases you and you cross your arms, playfully glaring at him.

and for the rest of the night, he teases you nonstop.

the days pass by and lucas always wonder why you love sushi the most

you start calling him xuxi often and he doesn’t mind

most especially the fact that you love sushi

so that means you love him too

“xuxi.”

“for the nth time, baby. no to sushi.”

“buuuuuuuut...” you pout, wrapping your arms around his waist. “i want to eat sushi.”

“you want to eat me?” he asks you, smirking and you almost want to slap the back of his neck for his nonstop teasing on you.

“stop it, you idiot! i want sushi and not you!”

you exclaim that statement a little louder, making lucas jump slightly.

you know that lucas is sensitive

even though he acts manly most of the time, he is actually a huge softie

you sigh and scoot closer to him. “baby, i’m sorry for raising my voice.” you apologize and start rubbing his back. 

“i guess you love sushi more than me?” 

you giggle and reached out for his hand, tugging his fingers.

“you’re wrong. even though sushi is my favorite food to eat, you are my favorite person in this entire world!” 

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enemies to lovers (jungwoo)

another jungwoo request uwu

tbh i can’t imagine jungwoo hating someone or vice versa

okay so basically both of you are classmates

but you two never got the chance to interact with each other

because first, you are a new student and second, rumors are all over the place that he once said he is annoyed of your existence because you are the scholar from your previous college who has the highest gpa 

and jungwoo is an overall star student, meaning he gets straight A’s and is active in all of the school activities

he ‘probably’ got threatened because he has a competition now

and the fact that you two are classmates, the tension is thick

he calls you nerd sometimes and even scoffs whenever you get the answer right

as for you, you honestly don’t look at his direction or acknowledge his existence because he is just another classmate

and that annoys him so much

because he thinks that you must be affected? but then you are so calm whenever he makes fun of you

“dude, i think you should stop. silent people are actually dragons like when they are mad? they can literally blow fire” says yukhei, his younger friend

his group of friends try to talk to you and you honestly don’t mind because they’re actually nice and outgoing but then what happened to jungwoo

like how can an arrogant boy be friends with chill people

but then you didn’t care since it’s their life anyway

your classmates are always entertained whenever you two lowkey fight

like during class discussion, both of you will debate how this is wrong, how this is right, how this how that and it stresses out your professors

like there was this one time that the professors made sure that you two wouldn’t almost see each other

because since he loves teasing you, the professors saw that you are almost this close to punching him on the face

despite that, one of your professors decided that you two should team up for the school’s foundation week

even though you were a bit hesitant on approaching him first, you are like “fuck this, i’ll try to interact with him for the sake of my grade.”

so you walked towards on of the chairs near him and started coughing in order to get his attention

and jungwoo almost jumped out of his chair once he saw you sitting near him and his eyes were O.O

“dude, have you seen a ghost or something?” you ask, raising your eyebrow as you take out your notebook and pen

his cheeks are slightly pink because of your comment

“o-oh hello, i w-was just shocked.” says him who is a stuttering mess

take note of today, this is the first time jungwoo has ever stuttered because of a girl

or more like, because of you

his group of friends are high-fiving as they witness this scene

and the professor is sighing happily because you two aren’t close to ripping each other’s faces

as days pass by, you two are starting to hangout. well mainly because of this huge project!

your brainstorming continues, exchanging ideas back and forth, ending up scribbling or reediting your final plan 

at that time, jungwoo realized that you aren’t actually a person who only cares about education and doesn’t have a social life

you are a pretty chill person and you just go with the flow of life

and he thinks that you’re actually cool

and he was flattered because you laugh at his jokes even though they’re corny or whenever he trips on the floor 

at that time, he notices how you cover your mouth when laughing, how your unconsciously fix your hair or how you secretly eat in class

even his friends notice it, how his face lights up whenever he sees you when they expect him to make fun of you

“bro, i think you like them already” - doyoung, one of his bestfriends, told him when they are eating their lunch at the cafeteria when he witnessed jungwoo all heart eyes for you as you are interacting with your friends

“what? me? catching feelings for the straight A’s student? i don’t think so.”

“whatever you say, mister all heart eyes for straight A’s student.”

there he realized that MAYBE, just maybe, he is starting to treat you less harsh than before

“can you stop staring at me?” you tell him as you try to focus on the draft of the project

“you look pretty today! your outfit suits you!” he says and smiled really big at you

“oh thank you!” you say, blushing and you complimented how his new haircolor suit him

as for you, you notice that jungwoo is starting to treat you differently (in a good way)

and you can’t help but feel like your heart is going to fall off your chest

but then, you try to ignore your feelings because what if him being kind to you is just fake? what if he’s just playing with your feelings?

you start to overthink about it but you have decided to just shrug it off and just get over this project

a few weeks passed and today is the big day

so the professor congratulated you both for the success of the event, it’s pretty much obvious because a lot of people are enjoying the foundation week

there are a bunch of booths to choose from like marriage booth, prison booth, arcade booth etc

and before you two realized, doyoung cuffed both of your hands and dragged you to the marriage booth

i can’t believe i am writing this oh my god my school used to have these booths 

mark put the veil on your head and jisung gave you the bouquet and you are like “what the heck are you guys doing?”

as for jungwoo, he is just there standing at the side and admiring you

expect your friends to be taking pictures of this nonstop

so doyoung told you to exchange vows and you are staying calm because you know this is just fake #dontassume

and jungwoo is back to his stuttering self and deep inside just want to curl up into a ball and cry

because you really look pretty wearing that veil and he wishes that maybe what’s happening is real

not the real wedding but actually confessing to you

“okay now, this is the most awaited part. you may now kiss the bride!” johnny screams happily, motioning jungwoo to kiss you 

jungwoo looked at your eyes and you looked at your right side, hinting him to kiss you on your cheek

which he did, and half of the people who witnessed are screaming “why just the cheek?!”

but jungwoo didn’t mind, at least he got to kiss you on your cheek

you actually want to throw the ring away because you know the wedding is fake

the moment you are supposed to remove the ring, jungwoo called out your name

“hey, i was looking everywhere for you” he said, panting and trying to catch his breath

“oh i decided to take a look around the place and it’s good that the people are enjoying ha ha” you say awkwardly and just want to disappear

because 1) you can’t handle your emotions anymore 2) you don’t hate jungwoo now and like him!!!

“sorry about my friends, i guess they really love to tease us”

“it’s no problem!”

“okay wait i need to tell you something.” he said, scratching the back of his head and you raised your eyebrow, motioning him to continue

“okay so at first i basically hate you because i have a competition now in academics and that means my exposure will be lessen but thank God for this project because i get to learn about you and like you know i keep on spending time with you and i just realized that you are actually cute and beautiful and kept on doing things that make my heart flutter and i just can’t handle it anymore so yeah i guess i am rambling right now but okay wait i like you okay canikissyounow?”

you start laughing and he looked down, feeling embarrassed. “jungwoo, calm down. you started rapping out of nowhere but i know you are just confessing to me.”

“are you going to reject me because tell me now so that i won’t look like a fool in front of you.”

you giggle and point at your lips “i guess you can”

so he kisses you on your lips but pulled away immediately and is a giggling mess

i swear he probably feels more !!! than you

jungwoo as your boyfriend is like your bestfriend

he becomes your study buddy 

study dates include mostly at the cafes, since they’re peaceful and both of you love coffee

plus the ambiance make you less stressed compared to your dorms

study dates part 2 include at his dorm, just chilling and watching movies and eating ramen

he once tried to cook but didn’t completely fail, it’s just he was so nervous that’s why he thinks he messed it up

you complimented his cooking and that made him so happy but still apologized

tries to give you kisses most of the time - from your forehead, to your nose, cheeks, lips, neck, hands

loves complimenting you and assures you that you are doing well with your studies

“that’s my baby!” “you are doing great okay? i’m so proud of you”

study dates part 3 include playful review games meaning he asks you questions and if you get it right, the reward is a kiss

which sometimes lead to makeout sessions

but end up studying again since you both know that education is important

he loves taking pictures of you - probably has multiple albums of your pictures on his phone 

especially when you are wearing his hoodies, he makes sure he gets to take some pics of you

your date choices are actually wide - from parks to arcades to fast food chains to fancy restaurants to bookstores to music stores to a whole lot more

always assures you that it’s you and only you that he loves the most

“baby, can you believe that we used to hate each other a lot?” he asks you one time as he plays with your hair while watching a movie

“i know right? and i always ignore you because i know you are so annoying.”

he holds your hand tightly as he say, “but then it made me believe at the saying - the more you hate, the more you love. i hate that i love you so much, baby. it annoys but makes me so happy so much.”

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Birthday Confession (Mark Lee)

Mark doesn’t know why he is doing this.

And he doesn’t even know why it is actually a need to do this. It wasn’t a want, it was a need. And he is actually desperate. He wants this to be over already. He wants to inform the  person he likes how much he truly adores her. How she makes him feel. Just everything.

Mark looked like he’s going to faint any minute soon and Donghyuck, his best friend, just had to give himself a pat on the back. And there’s Jaemin, cheering for his best friend because finally, he is going to confess which was supposed to happen weeks ago.

“I don’t even know why you have to confess to them exactly on your birthday.” Jeno asked, a bit curious. “What if they doesn’t like you back? You will be starting to hate your birthday then.”

Before Mark could answer, Jaemin cut him off. “Well, maybe he thinks that they like him back or something. Or maybe if not, he just wants to feel relieved.”

The brown haired boy just pouted and looked at his hands. “To be honest, I don’t know if they like me back. Yes, we have been close friends but then they have other boy friends as well. So I exactly don’t know..” he muttered, feeling upset. He wanted to be the only one they’re talking to during lunch at the cafeteria or his own study buddy at the library. Someone he can talk to 24/7. Or maybe even more than that.

“I heard they’re going to your birthday party.”

“Of course, dipshit! They’re definitely going! It’s his special day plus they’re best friends.” Donghyuck emphasized the last part and ended up getting a slap at his back from their other friends.

The birthday party is just a simple one. Probably just a small group of friends invited. Of course, his hyungs are going to be there and NCT Dream as well. But let’s not forget that you are included in the list.

Hours later, everything is settled. The cake, food to be served, the location, just all of the things needed. The place looked pretty for Mark. And for him, he never wanted anything like this. But then it’s SM’s gift for him because of his dedication and hardwork.

Mark looked around the place but startled with someone poked his waist. You giggled at his reaction and he felt relieved because he thought his friends are going to declare a tickle war or something. “Hey birthday boy!” you hugged him immediately and Mark was shocked. He wanted to stay a little longer but you removed yourself from his arms. “I actually got you something!”

“You really don’t need to do this.” he says, opening the little box. It’s a wrist watch. One of his favorites. “How much money did you spend on this? From your allowance? Did you stop buying your favorite food just to save up? Oh my god you really didn’t have to-” he kept on rambling but you covered his mouth.

“Mark, chill. It’s nothing really. I actually didn’t mind saving up for that. I want to see you happy. Well of course, because of my gift for you. Do you like it?” you asked, smiling at him. He is going to fall in love for you all over again. Because of all the things you do for him.

‘It’s my cue to confess’ he thought to himself but he couldn’t just open up this topic. You might freak out and suddenly walk away and that’s going to be embarrassing for his part. But he honestly can’t wait any longer.

“Of course, I did!” he nervously laughed and held the tiny box tightly. “I have a question for you, Y/N.”  You raised your eyebrow, signalling him to continue. “What if someone confesses their feelings for you? Would you laugh at them?”

“Why would I? That’s a shitty move.” you pouted. “Is someone going to confess to me tonight?”

“Well,” he paused and grabbed your hand. “I actually have feelings for you. For a long time already. Ever since our manager introduced you to us, I felt something different. And then I can’t stop thinking about you and maybe want your attention only towards me which is funny because favoritism is not allowed here but I am a little selfish when it comes to things like this. And whenever you smile, my heart just won’t stop beating and I am trying my best not to be nervous around you because you might just laugh at my awkwardness and it’s just I really like you a lot okay? Please don’t laugh at me if you don’t like me back. I know I’m nothing compared to my hyungs but I can treat you way better than them.”

He knew he is going to fuck up big time but he didn’t care anymore. He didn’t care about the rejection.

“So you never noticed anything?” you asked him and he shook his head, a little confused. “I have a crush on you for a long time as well. That’s why I always go with you or assist you more compared to the other boys which then I ended up having a heart to heart talk with Taeyong. But good thing is that he never told you anything because I begged him to be silent. It’s going to be awkward if it’s one sided, yeah?”

“Basically, you’re saying is that you liked me ever since before and I like you as well but I never made a move and you never gave hints? Wow.”

Mark couldn’t believe it at all. The person he adores the most returns the same feelings and now he feels like he’s floating at Cloud 9. It’s definitely a double celebration. His birthday and now, this.

“I have another question for you.”

“What is it, Mark?”

“Are you, Y/N, willing to be my significant other till we grow older?”

“Of course. Until the end, Mark. Until the end.”

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taeyong × vogue korea  // march ‘18

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a pretty pretty boy

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more pictures from the baby don't stop mv filming ❤

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just keep on smiling TY

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it’s 1 am in my place and i’m CRYING

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college!student ten

major: dance

minor: - 

sports: soccer (one of the soccer players, nakamoto yuta, recruited him to join because he once saw ten at the field ‘practicing’ soccer out of boredom) 

extra-curricular activities: head of the art club, part-time school radio dj with johnny and jaehyun

ten is a hardworking person and active in ALL of the school related activities so basically almost all of the student population in college knows about him including the professors from different departments

is called as the campus little prince and all-round performer

loves to draw so much, from architectural designs to fashion, there’s nothing in between

he sometimes draw his friends too in case he is bored

which made yuta force him to join soccer club and just be busy

ten as a soccer player made the coach realized that ten is going to be the team’s luck

with his skills, from being able to sprint from one place to another to his ability to kick the ball really hard, everyone is amazed

because ten can play really well, he just didn’t have the passion (before) for he was too focused in making art and being a dancer and radio dj all at the same time

thanks to yuta, he feels like he needs to be physically active plus playing soccer isn’t a bad thing

alongside with that, applicants for cheerleaders have increased.... thanks to him

everybody admires ten because of his passion on everything he does

he makes sure that nobody is left behind in all of his classes, he makes sure that everybody gets this certain choreography, he makes sure that his listeners (when he is the dj of the night) will feel happy because of him

you are one of the university’s journalist and your professor assigned you to make an article about ten

since he’s one of the most known dance students 

“don’t worry, it’s just an interview. it’s not like you’re going to date him.” doyoung, your co-major and bestfriend, said

for you,  ten looks intimidating even though for others, he is such a sweetheart

now you remember that you have to meet him today for the first time and you are honestly n e r v o u s

you don’t even know why but you feel like you’re sweating and just !!!

here goes doyoung who says “i don’t even know why you are nervous? i know the dude and he is just like one of us! now loosen up!”

“i don’t even know why the professor chose ME to interview him” you exclaim out loud, earning multiple glances from other students

“asks by the one who gets straight A’s all of the time”

“shut up doyoung”

now you see ten from afar, happily walking towards you two, along with his bestfriends aka johnny and jaehyun

“are you the one going to interview me?” he asks and shows off his pearly whites and honestly you were shocked because his smile is really pretty

all you did was nod and you’re 101% sure you look like a tomato now

you two ended up at the nearest coffee (thanks to johnny for recommending it to ten) and you shyly brought out your laptop and opened an empty word document to type out all of his answers  

ten knows about you, not because of doyoung, but because you are the university’s best writer

he always make sure to check out the university’s blog in case you publish an article or a poem

to be honest he feels like he has connected himself to you due to your writings

like how you once wrote about the weather and how gloomy it was and how it would affect a student’s mood which would lead to laziness etc.

or how you once wrote about all the single people out there, telling them it’s okay to be on your own on valentine’s day

anyways, the campus little prince is actually freaking out (more like fanboying) over you

the interview went well - you realize that ten isn’t as bad as you think for he is actually a ball of sunshine and his brightness overflows his passion for whatever he loves to do

“just so you know, you are the first person who is going to see this article” you say as you try to start the first draft 

“do i see it at the blog or at an actual newspaper?” he asks and almost cursed because it slipped out of his tongue. it wasn’t his plan to inform you that he knows that you’re part of the writing community but it’s too late

you giggled and nodded at the same time “it’s going to be released both online and newspaper”

after that, ten decides to give you his number in case you need additional answers that would support the article

he places his hand on your shoulder, telling you that it’s such an honor to have someone amazing write about him

and you turned your head immediately after that for you don’t want him to see you a blushing mess

a week later, along with the never-ending school activities and workload, the article is ready to be released

you decide to send ten an email with the article attached to it

“here you go, as promised :)”

ten almost threw his phone once he sees the notification and jaehyun was like “ah lovebirds”

ten’s ears got red and he shook his head multiple times, saying that you two are just nothing but friends

he starts explaining that he feels really appreciated because someone writes an article about him and the fact that it’s you makes it more special

that’s when jaehyun and johnny knew that their bestfriend is in love

with you 

ten immediately sends you a text after reading the article, saying “i never knew i was that passionate for dancing and for the other things i love. thank you for making me feel important. i guess i’m doing a good job on what i love right?”

then he hits send. once he realizes it, he tries his best to cancel the message but it’s too late

you read his reply out loud but stops midway after seeing the words after the thank you part and doyoung was like “what’s wrong?” 

“i think he likes me”

“stop being delusional”

“no but like he meant that i did well on the article right?” you ask doyoung and he nodded, practically confused and decides to send jaehyun a text about it

that’s when doyoung knew that you like ten 

doyoung knows you admire ten and is informed that you just act like you barely know the guy so that you won’t get teased

little did you know is that your bestfriend is a little piece of shit

so basically the article is now released online and the newspapers are being given away

you are staying in the faculty, waiting for another paper to be printed when your phone vibrated

“can i like see you right now?”

and then you peeked at the window, seeing ten wearing his soccer uniform, and you are convinced that you adore this boy so much

“hey” he says, smiling at you really wide “i got this for you!” he gives you a paper bag filled with sandwich and other snacks

you ask him what’s that for and he was like “since you wrote prettily about me then i guess i need to give you a reward”

you laughed out loud and told him it was nothing, you are just doing your job but you’re glad that he likes the article so much

“i like the article but i like the writer of it more” he says with much confidence but ends up looking down on the floor

“i actually like you too-” and before you could end your sentence, he placed his lips on yours and pulled away quickly

“sorry that was fast i was caught up in the moment” he apologizes immediately and you smiled really wide, telling him it’s fine

dating ten doesn’t mean you have less focus on your program. he has given you motivation to do good and vice versa

the first skinship was when you two were walking home and you only have one umbrella so that means you two have to share

he ends up wrapping his arm around your shoulder, making sure you won’t get wet because of the rain

there’s a possibility that you two kissed under the rain because you two consider it a romantic gesture

he takes you to his dance class and you are the first person to see the choreographs he has made

he takes you to the radio station one time and even introduced you to the public, saying that his love is a writer and he feels really lucky to have you

that meant that love songs are going to be played for the night

for your anniversary, he gave you a self-portrait

and you realize that it’s you when you first met him, you were in front of your laptop and your eyebrows were scrunched, meaning you’re concentrated on your work

under the portrait, it says “that’s when i knew i should be with you for the rest of your life”

[taeminsbug]

Jaemin officially stole my heart and now he’ll steal yours too🧡

Bonus (bff Jeno shoving the camera in his face):

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we love a whole baby who deserves all the love in this world

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taeyong as your significant other

gives off a cold demeanor so you’ll feel intimidated once you see him

but then the moment he says a word to you, there’s a possibility that you’ll become a flustered mess

101% gorgeous!!

has two personas which made you confused at first (either he’s serious man or a giggly baby)

an actual cutie - once you two are in a private place, either he’ll snuggle himself to you or belts out random songs at the ugliest tones

lowkey in PDA - he’s cold and uptight when you two are out together and immediately wraps his arm around your shoulder or waist once he sees someone stealing glances at you

he’s a softie so please expect that you’re his number 1 weakness

a fan of dates - asks for your opinions about what kind of date you would like (either a date at your house or at the mall etc.)

tags you along to restaurants and maybe even would do restaurant evaluations with you

he becomes your personal photographer - which you sometimes hate because he doesn’t want to delete your “ugliest” pictures

forces you to take pictures with him (jokingly) but then dramatically gasps and will say that you’re gorgeous to him

“how did I get so lucky to have you as my significant other?”

there are times that he could be sosososososo clingy, he tries not to scare you because you might not like physical affection (or you’re just shy)

once you tell him you’re alright with it, he does this little happy dance and then suddenly throws himself to you

he honestly loves being babied (i don’t know why, i just imagine him being a huge fluff for you)

likes it so much when you wear his hoodies and sneakily takes pictures of you without you knowing

because in reality, he’s going to make a scrapbook for your anniversary and those pictures are surely going to be included

buys you two matching outfits and some people would consider you as the “aesthetic couple”

taeyong keeps up with the fashion trend and it amuses everyone for you two really pull off the style

when he’s jealous, his eyebrows would scrunch and either he will be silent and trying to shrug off his jealousy or he will be so pouty

takes you to pet shops or mostly dog cafes and you two probably spend an hour or two or the rest of the day just petting the dogs

does aegyo most of the time (maybe he just wants to see your annoyed face or maybe he wants a kiss from you or something)

sends you photos or videos of him when he is on a trip

insists you to do videocalls so that he wouldn’t feel so upset about not sleeping with you tonight

buys you plushies or any keychains from the countries he has visited for remembrance

thus you ending up having to buy another cabinet JUST for whatever he has been gifting you

won’t stop showering you with compliments

“oh my god my baby looks so beautiful” “those earrings suit you a lot” “pose for the camera honey oh my god smile more i love your smile so much” “you are so gorgeous i’m so lucky”

the rest of nct considers you as their parent already

basically everyone ships you two for they see how much happier taeyong is whenever you’re around

because of that, they’re really thankful of you

“life has become so much better when you came into my life. you are my forever.”

[pinkishlips-blog1]

College Student!Jungwoo

Major: performing arts

Minor: zoology because he LOVES animals so much ever since he was a kid, he actually has an entire shelf filled with animal-related books

Club: photography club (taeyong recruited him to join for his shots are pretty much aesthetic *cues the club president johnny seo nodding along in agreement*)

Extra-curricular participation: Part of the college’s dance troupe / Film editor

To be honest, his original plan was to become a lawyer for he loves knowing more about the government

Even though his persona is shy, he is actually a talker if the topic is /THIS/

He would spend hours debating on what he think is right

Like how poverty is so evident in this place that the government is doing the wrong thing

Yet he took up Performing Arts because he wants to be a performer in Disney World

Which made some of the head professors to call up their connections because Jungwoo is one hell of a talented performer in his course

Has the potential - looks and talent

Expect the entire college population to have a crush on him but he’s a shy baby and doesn’t know how to flirt with other girls

Is entitled as the Campus Crush and Shyest Dream Flower

Is always with Mark and Doyoung since they are dorm mates

Expected that this trio is all studious and stuff since they look like the smartest kids in town but in reality, majority of the time they’re just in their living room playing video games and eating ramen

Whenever he walks in the hallway, everyone will feel like the world goes in slow motion because of his aura.

AN ACTUAL DREAM BOY AND A MODEL/ACTOR VIBE because of the way he dresses up. He goes from basic boyfriend looks aka plain shirts and sweatpants to fashion runway looks aka leather jackets/polos and black pants

You never really noticed that you are co-members with Jungwoo in the photography club

Maybe because you’re too busy typing whatever you need to submit for your journalism class

Until Taeyong decided to make an activity that will be worked on pairs

That leads to you and Jungwoo being partners for this project

Looked so stiff when he sat next to you because 1) he doesn’t know how to interact with girls first 2) you looked intimidating for him 3) he didn’t want to disturb you because he thinks you’re busy with your other school work

Introduced himself as your project partner and you giggled because he’s being a shy cutie

“Don’t be so shy Jungwoo, I don’t bite”

“Alright, now about this project… do you have any suggestions?”

You openly suggest some ideas and ask for his opinions too because you don’t want him to think you’re being superior or something

To be honest you just want this project to be finished already for you have other things to worry about

(the news are out that you two are partners for this activity and majority of the girl population are jealous because you’re with THE kim jungwoo)

Which makes you confused because it’s just him. . . there’s nothing special

The project is all about making a short film about whatever topic you like (which made you confused because this is a photography club, what’s the relation of filmmaking?)

You two ended up making a video related to both of your likes, which is fashion.

Basically it’s an evolution of fashion with a twist of love story in it (Jungwoo suggested the second part for plus points)

Because of this project, most of your days are spent with Jungwoo and no one else

One day while you’re in front of your locker with Yukhei, he keeps on ranting about how Jungwoo always manages to steal everyone from him including you

“You just have to accept the reality, Yuk.”

“Even you?! Oh my god, do you like him? I thought we were best friends!”

You were startled at his statement that you ended up slapping his arm but deep inside, you wondered if you have a slightly crush on him

Before you could respond to Yukhei, your phone vibrated and you see that Jungwoo texted you saying - “I finally got us a decent camera! It’s not expensive don’t worry, I bought this so that we could have a good grade!”

Of course you feel guilty because you know Jungwoo’s crisp bills are spent on a nice camera

“How many times do I have to tell you that you don’t have to pay” “wait i got us coffee because we will be working up until later” “a lady came up to me earlier saying that there’s a new restaurant opening up and gave me free food coupons, we should try this out” “i also got you this envelope and there are extra papers inside for your video flow”

You realized that he’s more caring than you expected him to be and you just want him to stop

You know he’s just being a brother to you and there’s a slight crack in your heart

YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW WHEN IT STARTED

Maybe this one time when it was raining so hard and you see him at the track field with his friends, and his hair was somehow damp because of the rain and you just want to throw your towel towards his direction

*coughs* he really looked pretty it made your heart hurt *coughs*

LITTLE DID YOU KNOW OUR DREAM FLOWER ACTUALLY HAS A CRUSH ON YOU

Secretly bought new specs (originally wanted to buy the same pair as yours but then you might feel creeped out) so he bought a somehow similar one for “aesthetic purposes”

Silently memorizes the little details about you - like how you always brought extra pens because you write too much, or how you manage to eat while the professor is lecturing, or maybe how you cute you looked while wearing a hoodie and pants

Once got worried because you looked so pale and literally carried you to the clinic

In times, you think it’s just a brotherly gesture

And it makes you want to drag him to the nearest corner and tell him “Jungwoo, it’s okay i can manage all these stuff, don’t worry about me and worry about your education too”

But then he will pout and he would scrunch his eyebrows, showing how confused he is because he thinks you’re PUSHING. HIM. AWAY.

The film you two are making is almost over, the only thing left to do is the last part - which is both the POV’s of the main characters

Basically confession part

You told Jungwoo you can work on each other’s parts on your own and literally rushed out of the room for no apparent reason

Maybe you felt extremely nervous when you saw him wearing a white shirt and ripped jeans, along with the red flannel wrapped around his waist + the specs

You think your ride home is going to be a chill one but you saw one of Jungwoo’s friends, Mark, seated in front of you

Mark gestured you to sit beside him since you two are schoolmates

“Jungwoo? He is really like that with people he likes to spend time with.”

“I’m glad to know that I am considered as his friend.”

Mark literally snorted after hearing you say that

“Friend? I think you should go and ask him if you’re really his friend.”

Which made you 101% confused because there’s in no way that jungwoo likes you

He’s Kim Jungwoo and you’re just you

You didn’t meet him the next day since both of you are busy with your course and but during dismissal time, you waited for him outside his room

Once he saw you, he had a big smile on his face but got flustered when you reached out for his hand and gave him the usb (with the confession part)

“Is this the confession part?”

“Yes.”

“I guess I have to send you the video tonight, it’s almost done I just have to add up your part.”

“Alright.”

It felt awkward and you don’t even know why, you wanna scream out loud that you hate the thick tension in the air for it seems like it’s back to day one

He notices that something is wrong and his bright smile faded suddenly

“Is there something wrong? Did someone spread rumors about you or something? Do you want me to talk to your head professor-”

“Jungwoo. Listen to me.”

His nervousness increased for he couldn’t handle the seriousness on your face

“I think we should end this, Jungwoo. I don’t want us to be friends anymore. Also, I am quitting the photography club.”

Everything happened really fast and before Jungwoo could realize anything, you are now out of his sight

What a bitch you are. You are ending this friendship with him and quitting photography club because you don’t want to see him anymore? Smh, you like him.

You are starting to spend more days with Yukhei, the usual routine but a part of you felt weird because you got so used to Jungwoo’s company

Things somehow went normal for Jungwoo but his friends knew something was wrong

Also, he presented the video all by himself and got good feedback from everyone

Basically his plan was to show you the video the next day but then things didn’t go well as planned because of what you did

The plan was for him to confess through that video

There’s a school fair going on next month and they are in need of more photographers and Johnny decided to contact you for he saw the potential in you

“I swear I’m going to treat you some coffee or whatever you like.”

You shrugged as you check out your schedule, seeing that you don’t have any stuff to do for school fair week so you agreed

On school fair, you are teamed up again with Jungwoo since you two are considered as the Photography Aces (taeyong named that)

He was silent the entire time you were there but deep inside he didn’t want you to bother you for you ended your friendship and he respects that

You can’t handle anymore the tension so you poke his arm and he looks at you confused

“Can we talk?”

It took a while for him to realize that you’re actually having a conversation with him but he thinks that you’re just being professional

“Are you alright?”

“Honestly? No. I still don’t know why you did that to me.”

“Well I am thankful that we became friends but it’s just i felt like a burden for you do most of the work. Plus school is making me stressed out so maybe my emotions were all over the place so i said that”

Jungwoo felt so relieved once he heard those words because thank God, you don’t hate him

“But is the you don’t want us to be friends anymore part true or not because the truth is, I want us to be more…..”

He says that looking down because he doesn’t want to see your reaction or worse, see you walking away from him once again

But then he hears you giggling so loud so he starts smiling real big and asks, “Do you return the same feelings? I feel like I’m an idiot if I ask you if I can kiss you but you’ll say no.”

You nodded and then he cups your face with his hands and kisses you softly because BAM. YOU TWO LIKE EACH OTHER.

Everything is settled and you can hear his friends cheering from afar. (you two get free pictures from Johnny and Taeyong as remembrance)

First date was actually at the campus track field

He brought a cute blanket and little snacks for you two to eat and even brought the camera with him

Along with his laptop for he wants you to show the video presentation

Which made you a blushing mess for the video was nicely made - from the intro to the evolution of the outfits to the confession part

You think it really deserved a perfect grade, thanks to Jungwoo’s concept

Jungwoo always make sure you don’t get mental breakdowns due to multiple workload coming from your professors

Texts you cutely - asking you if you can go out of your room just to give you additional snacks or maybe just kiss you because he misses you too much

Likes to take you to the library to talk about animals since they’re his favorites

“They’re my favorites and you’re my favorite too so I think that’s cute”

Which leads to you kissing him on the cheek because he’s being an adorable dork

The university expected you two will end up together for no reason, they just knew

You two had a part time job at Disney World during summer and there was a time when he got asked if you two are already married because of your matching rings and both of you just laughed at the little girl’s statement

But in reality, he wants you to be his significant other forever

“For now, you are my princess. For the rest of my life, you’re going to be my queen.”