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A MAN WHO YEARNS IS A MAN WHO EARNS..

Pairing: -fem!reader x Jake Sim-

wc: 11.4K

content warning: fluff and smut, college au, yearning (except I'm impatient), low-key loser Jake, cursing, partying, mentions of alcohol, being drunk (drunk enough you can't walk), throwing up, fighting, blood, cuts, sneaking honey pack in a drink (one of his friends but still not okay), Jake is down BAD for the reader.

SMUT warings: sub!jake, soft dom!reader, honey pack (acted on alone) hiding the fact he is turned on (goes with the honey pack), dacryphilia, begging, masturbation (M), Dry humping, Handjob, cumming in pants, Unprotected sex (P in V) (Do not tap it without wrapping it please thats gross), creampie, (I think thats it idk honestly.)

People mentioned: Jake Enhypen (obviously), Sunoo Enhypen, Wonyoung IVE, Keeho P1H, Yunah Illit, Soobin TXT, Sunghoon Enhypen, Heeseung Enhypen, Ni-ki Enhypen, Jay Enhypen.

authors note: I had so much in mind for this fic so there is a lot going on... also i suck at writing slow paced fics so please bare with me.. Also sorry this took so long I have been mourning the loss of heeseung. If there are any spelling or grammer mistakes I do apologize (English is not my first language💔) Enjoy!!

The first time he saw you was 2 years ago.

You were in Sunoo's dorm room when he walked in. He came in for Sunoo, obviously, but he found one of the best things that had ever happened to him.

You were curled up in Sunoo's bed, breathing softly.

He couldn't help but stare at you; it was the most beautiful thing he ever saw, better than passing any exam, better than any game he won, better than any sunset he saw, better than any vacation view. This topped all of that, just you sleeping peacefully. The worst part was he had absolutely no idea who you were, but he didn't really care.

This must be what love feels like, he thought to himself.

Pause, he stopped. Maybe that was too much.

But he couldn't look away.

Just then, you moved slightly, adjusting yourself in the bed.

He froze...

Then he turned and ran out, still thinking about you. He couldn't get the picture of you out of his head. He didn't even know who you were. Why is he thinking like this?

2 years later he still thinks about it every time he sees you. It's like that moment all over again.

The problem is you still have no idea who he is, but he tells himself he doesn't care as long as he got to see you.

You're walking through the cafeteria with one of your friends. "Maybe I should just drop the whole subject.” You're talking while walking to your usual seat in the corner.

Wonyoung barely looks at you, head still buried in her phone. "Girl, why don't you just get a tutor?"

You make it to your seat and sit down as you say, "I thought about that, but do I really want to learn? Isn't it better just to give up?"

Keeho looks up as you and Wonyoung sit down. "Give up on what?" "Your dating life? Glad we can agree that ship has sailed for you."

You look at him and scoff, "I literally just sat down, bro. Let's not."

Wonyoung thinks for a second, "Why don't you just talk to Sunoo? Aren't all his friends nerds?"

Yunah, who was minding her business a second ago, suddenly perks up at the mention of Sunoo's friends.

"Very hot nerds," she corrects as she places her hand on her chin.

"Great, that's what I need, an even bigger distraction from this class," you mutter, and you turn to look at Yunah, still lost in the thought of Sunoo's friends.

With a sigh, you drop your head onto the table.

"Sunoo, please, can't you just ask them for me?" You're practically chasing him down the hallway.

"Girl, just ask them yourself. You're in college; you have to do stuff for yourself. You're grown." Sunoo is not even looking in your direction.

"I'll do anything, please. You know I don't like talking to people I don't know it's scary."

He makes it to his classroom; you still follow him in and sit down next to him, turning your body fully towards him.

He watches as you sit down. "Stop lying; I see you talk to people that you don't know all the time you just don't want to ask a stranger for help."

Jake walks into his final class for the day. He's having a terrible day.

As he walks in, he looks up at Sunoo.

And then he sees you.

Suddenly, his day just got a lot better.

He straightens himself up and then nonchalantly walks over.

You and Sunoo are basically arguing at this point.

He walks up the rows and takes a seat next to Sunoo.

He looks over at you, then he just glances at Sunoo. He figured he would look at Sunoo too so it wasn't obvious he was excited you were there.

Sunoo looked between you two.

"Oh great, here, Y/N, just ask Jake; I'm sure he'll help."

Jake would help you with anything you needed. studying, carrying books, projects, sexual prob-

"Jake," Sunoo waved his hand in front of his face, "Bro, will you help her?"

Jake blinks. He looked over at you, then at Sunoo.

"Help with what?" Shit, he missed what you asked.

"I need a tutor for physics," you say hesitantly, "but only if you're down to help."

Jake's heart nearly stops.

Jake had to stop himself from running around the room in excitement; his heart was racing just from you even talking to him, let alone asking him for help. He feels like he just won the lottery.

He started slowly smiling and then immediately stopped himself in the act.

"Yes" he said way too quickly.

"I mean, yeah, I don't mind," he spoke nonchalantly despite his thoughts.

You lit up.

You were so happy. "Thank you so much, omg."

You sounded like he just jumped in front of a car to save you or something, but I guess he is saving your life because if your parents found out you were failing, you would be cooked.

You quickly exchange numbers before slipping out of the classroom just before lecture starts.

Jake stares down at his phone.

He finally has your number.

After two years.

authors note: The symbol { means it's y/n's text, and the symbol [ means it's Jake's, just so you don't get confused!!

jake was laying in bed staring at the ceiling when his phone lit up

he reached over to grab his phone

(10:43 pm)

{ Hey, :) it's y/n

He instantly popped up; his thumb hovered over the notification. He decided to wait; responding too fast would make him look like he was waiting for it.

So he waited...

(10:44 pm)

[Hi

[It's Jake. :)

y/n didn’t really think much before texting back; he was just her new tutor

(10:46 pm)

{ thanks again for doing this

[Yeah, it's no problem

[ So what days are you free to meet up?

{ I'm free on Mondays and Thursdays if one of those are okay with you

[ I'm free both those days

Jake would be free every day if she wanted it; of course, he didn't say that, but it was in his mind.

[ Let's just do both?

[ if that's okay with you?

{ Yes, I'm okay with it!

[ Where should we meet?

{ Can we just meet in my dorm low-key?

{ it's way easier for me than the library

Jake stared at his phone. her room? He thought to himself, then started typing out of his own excitement.

[ Ya, that would be great!

"Shit, why'd I say that?" before he could delete it, his phone went off again

{ Great, see you Thursday at 4pm then?

[ See you Thursday.

{ ;)

Thursday came around pretty fast for you; you straightened up your dorm a little and lit a candle. Even though you didn't know him, you were not having him think you were dirty.

Just then you heard a knock on the door. You looked at the clock:

3:54 pm. He was early.

You walked over to the door opening it giving him space to walk in

"Hi, come in," you gestured softly.

As he stepped in, taking off his shoes, he glanced around;

There was pink everywhere. He thought it was cute.

He thought everything about you was cute. Why wouldn't your room be?

He was snapped out of his thoughts by your voice.

"we can sit over here." you gestured to a small table before sitting down

He followed by sitting next to you, placing his bag down, and pulling out a notebook and a few textbooks.

They went over the basics and what you needed help with.

You found it quite cute how focused he was on explaining everything to you, how his brows furrowed when you didn't understand something, and how he got a little excited when you did. The way his accent came out a little more on the larger, challenging words.

"It doesn’t behave like normal physics,” he said quietly. “At that scale, particles act like waves too. It’s confusing, but that’s the point.”

“You can’t know a particle’s exact position and exact momentum at the same time,” he said, glancing at you. “The more precisely you measure one, the less precise the other becomes. That’s the uncertainty principle.”

about an hour later he was still going on about quantum mechanics when he looked over to see if you understood;

Your head was down on your table, and your eyes were closed.

You had fallen asleep.

For a moment he just looked at you. He couldn't help but think about how beautiful you were.

His eyes traced the softness of your features, the way your lashes rested against your cheeks. He thought back to the first time he ever saw you, two years ago, in Sunoo’s dorm room.

You were the only person to ever make him feel like this.

Like the world had narrowed down to just one person.

He rested his head on his arm, watching you carefully, almost afraid to move in case he woke you.

And even if this was the last thing he ever got to see, he’d consider himself lucky.

About a few hours later, you had woken up; when you opened your eyes, he was the first thing you saw. He had fallen asleep just looking at you.

You sat up slowly and then looked over at the clock.

9:57 pm

You thought about letting him sleep; I mean, he did look cute like that. But you decided to gently shake his arm instead.

"Jake," you said softly

When Jake woke up, he didn't pick his head up right away; he looked up at you with only his eyes. His eyes looked like a tired puppy's.

You were caught off guard because why the hell was he looking at you like that, and why the hell did that do something to you?

You cleared your throat and looked away before speaking.

"I guess we both fell asleep."

Jake blinked, and then reality seemed to hit him. He shot upright.

"Shit, sorry, I didn't mean to." He started packing up his bags, not too quickly because he didn't want this moment to end but fast enough that you didn't notice. "I'll get going since it's late."

You watched him pack up his things as he walked towards the door.

"Are we still good for Monday?" you said as you watched him put on his shoes.

He looked up at you slowly, still in a daze from falling asleep, and he nodded.

“Yeah,” he said softly, his voice still slightly groggy. “I’ll see you on Monday.”

For a second, neither of you moved.

You lifted your hand in a small wave as he stepped out into the hallway.

The door clicked shut.

A few weeks have passed since Jake started tutoring you. It was going really well, and your grade was slowly improving.

You're wrapping up one of the tutoring sessions with Jake; as he's packing up his things, you look at him.

"Are you going to Soobin's party tomorrow?"

And just like that, he saw an excuse to see you outside of tutoring.

“Yeah,” he said quickly. “I am. I love parties.”

He kept his eyes on his bag because why the hell did, he say that?

You let out a small chuckle and began stacking your papers.

"You don't have to lie, Jake; it's okay if you're not a partyer."

He turned around to face you; he didn't want you to think of him as a loser.

"No, I'm not lying." He rubbed the back of his neck. "I just don't do it a lot with school and everything." He hesitated for half a second before adding, “But I’ll be there tomorrow.”

“Okay then,” you said, smiling a little too brightly. “I guess I’ll see you tomorrow.”

"I'll see you tomorrow," he spoke softly before stepping out and closing the door gently behind him.

Jake practically ran back to his dorm that night. He's never even been to a party. Who the hell is Soobin? He shook his head at the thought.

Luckily for him, a few of his friends loved to party, so of course, he went straight to them.

The day of the party, you and your friends were in Yunah’s dorm, music playing in the background as everyone rushed to get ready.

“Guys, do you think Heeseung will be there?” Wonyoung asked, patting foundation onto her cheeks.

Keeho was sitting on Yunah’s bed next to Sunoo, both of them scrolling on their phones. “Why? So you can leave with him again?” he asked without looking up

Wonyoung scoffed and started blending her blush.

Yunah spun around in her chair. “Hey… Sunoo.”

She stood up and walked over, dropping down in front of him.

Sunoo looked up and blinked. “What?”

Yunah sighed before asking, "Are any of your hot nerd friends going?"

Sunoo rolled his eyes and looked back at his phone. “Sunghoon’s not going bro, stop asking me about him.” He paused before adding, "but Jake is."

“So you can get him to go, but you can’t get Sunghoon?” Yunah asked, annoyed.

“I didn’t get Jake to go,” Sunoo said, not looking up from his phone.

Just then you turned around. "Jake doesn't like parties?" You already knew the answer, but you wanted to confirm he was only going because you’d mentioned it.

Sunoo let out a small laugh. “Jake’s never even been to a party.”

"Hm," you turned back to your makeup, continuing to get ready.

When you got to the party, there were people everywhere. You pushed past the crowd near the door and made your way to the kitchen.

“It’s so fucking hot in here,” Wonyoung said, fanning her face with her hand.

Yunah rolled her eyes "Girl I literally told you not to wear long sleeves before we left"

Wonyoung sighed dramatically. “But I look so good.” She twirled her hair as she spoke.

Keeho grabbed five red Solo cups and started pouring drinks into each of them. You took a few and passed them around to your friends.

As the night went on, you felt yourself getting more and more wasted. You’d lost your friend group about an hour ago, and now you were standing beside a table, holding your drink in one hand and steadying yourself with the other.

You felt someone tap your shoulder. When you turned around, the first thing you saw was Jake.

“Hey,” he said softly, but loud enough for you to hear him over the music. “Are you okay?” The colored lights flickered across his face as he looked at you, brows slightly furrowed.

By this point, you’d had way too many drinks and were barely able to stand. But when you saw him, you couldn’t help the small burst of excitement.

You swayed slightly as you spoke. “Hi… you actually came?” you slurred, the words coming out slower than you meant them to.

Jake reached out and steadied you grabbing your shoulders softly. Normally you would have felt flustered but because of how far gone you were you didn’t even notice.

Before Jake could answer your question, Yunah and Sunoo made their way back over.

Yunah came over to you studying you. "Girl I think its time for you to go home." She gently took the drink from your hand and set it on a nearby table.

Sunoo glanced at Jake, immediately clocking the way he was looking at you. “So this is why you wanted to come?” he asked, eyes shifting between you and Jake.

Jake glanced at Sunoo before looking over at Yunah, completely ignoring what Sunoo had just said.

“I can take her home,” he offered quietly. His eyes flickered to you for a second before returning to Yunah.

Sunoo glanced at Yunah. “She’ll be fine with him.” Then he shifted back to Jake, still giving him that same look from earlier.

Yunah nodded. “Just be careful, or I’ll kill you.” She gave you one last look before she and Sunoo walked away.

Jake shifted his gaze back to you. You were barely even awake.

He gently shook you. “Y/N,” he said softly, trying to get a better look at your face. “I’m going to take you home, okay?”

When you tried to take a step forward, your legs gave out beneath you. Jake was still holding onto your shoulders, and he quickly pulled you back up before you could fall.

He glanced around, searching for the nearest exit, keeping his hands firmly on your shoulders to steady you. When he finally spotted one, he looked back at you.

“I’m going to pick you up, okay?” he said softly, looking down at you.

You just nodded, still mostly unaware of what was going on around you.

He gently picked you up, sliding one arm under your legs and the other around your back.

Luckily for him, a lot of people had already left the party, so carrying you out wasn’t as hard as it could’ve been.

He carried you to his car, opening the passenger door and gently setting you inside. He leaned over you slowly, buckled your seatbelt, and reclined the seat before closing the door and walking around to the driver’s side.

When he started the car, he didn’t drive right away. He just looked at you. Your head rested against the window, the seat leaned back far enough that you were nearly lying down. Even though you were completely wasted, he couldn’t help but think you looked peaceful.

He smiled to himself before starting the drive back to your dorm.

When you got back to your dorm building, he pulled into the parking lot and turned off the car before making his way over to your side.

He opened the door and gently unbuckled your seatbelt before tapping you lightly.

“Y/N,” he said softly, trying to wake you. “Y/N, we’re back.”

You didn’t answer him, so he decided to just carry you again.

He picked you up the same way as before, one arm sliding under your knees and the other supporting your back. Your head rested against his chest.

He carried you through the dorm building, the hallway quiet, but just as you were about to make it to your room you suddenly felt everything you'd drank coming back up.

You barely managed to lift your head.

“Jake… put me down,” you spoke weakly.

He looked at you and immediately noticed what was happening, setting you down gently.

You stumbled toward the nearest bathroom, barely able to keep your balance. You made it to the toilet just in time and threw up.

Before you could even lift your hand to move your hair out of your face Jake was behind you. You felt his hands gently move your hair out of your face.

He held your hair gently with one hand while rubbing your back in slow circles with the other.

He stayed kneeling behind you the whole time, and once a while passed without you throwing up again he leaned over slightly to look at you.

"Are you okay?" He spoke softly.

You lifted your head from the toilet and sank back against the wall. You looked at him and weakly gave a thumbs up.

He looked at you then he really looked at you taking in your appearance: the way your makeup was smudged, the drops of vomit on your shirt, how you seemed on the verge of falling asleep. You looked like a mess, and yet he couldn’t help but think how cute you were.

He smiled to himself before standing and reaching his hands out to you. “Come on, let’s get you to your room.”

You held onto his arms as he helped you to your feet, and he walked you back to your dorm. You moved slowly, still a little drunk. He didn’t mind; in fact, part of him was happy things were moving so slowly, because he didn’t want this moment to end.

When you got back to your dorm, he helped you into bed, pulling the blanket over you. He turned to leave, but your arm shot out, stopping him. He turned and looked at you.

You looked up at him, still weak from earlier. "Did you go just for me?" You hesitated before adding, "Sunoo said you don’t like parties."

Jake looked away for a moment. "I..." He paused, then turned back to you, hesitating. "I… I wanted to see you."

He couldn't see your face considering how dark it was but he thought it was better to look at you and say it.

He waited for you to respond, but you never did. You had drifted off to sleep, and he wasn’t sure if you had even heard him. Gently, he pulled his arm back and studied you for a moment. Still cute he thought to himself while slightly smiling. After making sure you were okay, he quietly left your room, closing the door softly behind him.

You woke up the next day to someone knocking on your door. You groaned and sat up, but when you stood up too fast, you had to steady yourself. Your head was pounding, but you decided to open the door anyway.

You walked over and opened it slightly. It was Yunah, Keeho, and Wonyoung. Once you realized who it was, you opened the door fully.

Keeho looked you up and down. “You look like shit, girl.”

Wonyoung smacked his back before turning to you and stepping inside.

“Don’t listen to him. You look hot.” She walked over to your desk and placed a plastic bag down on it.

You held your head as you walked back to your bed, sliding under the covers and pulling them over your head.

Yunah sat down at your table and started taking the food out of the bag Wonyoung had brought.

“Did you get home okay last night?” she asked, opening her container of Chinese food.

Wonyoung looked at her, confused. “You didn’t take her home?”

“No. Jake did.” She took a bite of her food after she spoke.

You shot up way too fast and immediately groaned, clutching your head. You turned your whole body to face Yunah.

“What?” you asked, almost frozen.

Wonyoung looked a little worried. “You sent her home with a random guy?”

Keeho shook his head. “Jake’s Sunoo’s friend. He’s also Y/N’s tutor right now.”

Wonyoung nodded. “Oh. My bad.”

You put your head in your hands, trying to remember anything from last night.

Yunah looked over at you. “He offered, and I was way too drunk to drive anywhere,” she said. Then she glanced back at her food before adding, “Sunoo said he was safe. I figured you’d be fine.”

You sighed and reached for your phone seeing you had a text.

2 new messages from jake

You immediately threw your phone back onto the bed. Then, after a second, you grabbed it again and opened the message.

11:43 am

[ Hey just wanted to check on you after last night.

[ Are you okay?

You set your phone down and put your head back in your hands, groaning.

Wonyoung looked over at you. “What’s wrong?” She stood up and walked over, noticing your phone on the bed. She picked it up and started reading it out loud.

You shot up and grabbed it out of her hands.

“Aww, he’s checking on you,” Yunah said before getting up and walking over.

You looked back at the text. “Guys, what do I say? I’m scared.”

Wonyoung frowned, confused. “Why are you scared? He’s just your tutor.”

Keeho scoffed from the table, still eating his food. “How are you guys not clocking that she likes him?”

Wonyoung glanced at Keeho, then back at you. “You like him,” she said, lightly hitting your shoulder.

You sighed. “I don’t know.” You buried your face in your hands again.

Yunah sat down on your bed, sitting cross legged and facing you. “He definitely likes you,” she said, picking up your phone to look at the message.

You slowly looked up from your hands. “What?” You couldn’t help but feel a little excited.

Yunah started typing a response on your phone. “The way he was looking at you yesterday… he’s totally into you, girl.”

She handed the phone back to you with a message already typed out.

Wonyoung looked at the phone, then at Yunah. “Wait, guys, I don’t even know what this guy looks like. How am I supposed to help?”

Yunah rolled her eyes. “Why does it matter what he looks like?” she asked, laughing.

You kept staring at the message Yunah had typed, debating whether or not to send it.

“Sorry,” Wonyoung shrugged, “I don’t want my beautiful best friend ending up with someone who’s chopped.”

Keeho stood up and handed his phone to Wonyoung before sitting back down and continuing to eat.

She looked down at the screen, which was displaying a picture from Sunoo’s Instagram.

“He’s the one on the left,” Keeho said before taking another bite of his food.

Wonyoung didn’t even take a full second before snapping her head up to look at you.

“Oh, girl. You better lock this man up.” She glanced back down at the photo.

You looked up at Wonyoung, then back down at your phone, and hit send. You tossed your phone onto the bed and put your head back in your hands.

1:09 pm

{ I'm okay

{ thank for helping me last night.

Not even a minute later, your phone dinged.

[ It was no problem.

[ :)

Yunah glanced at the phone. “Not even a minute, bro. He’s definitely down bad.”

Yunah and Wonyoung went and sat back down at the table while you stared at your phone, smiling.

authors note: I honestly don't know how men talk to eachother so I apologize in advance on how dry they sound...

"Does this shit actually work?" Heeseung said as he held up the honey packs.

Jay took one out of the pack, looking at it. "Why don't you try it?"

Heeseung hit his arm "I'm not doing that dude." He tossed the pack back on the table.

Jay opened the pack "Well now I want to see if it works."

Jake walked into their apartment taking off his shoes before walking over and sitting down heavily, running a hand through his hair.

“Guys, I need help.” He looked up at Jay.

Heeseung looked over at him. “yo bro do you want some tea?”

Jake blinked. “Why the hell would I want tea right now?” He was already irritated.

Jay glanced at Heeseung, then back at Jake. “If you let him make you tea, we’ll help you.”

Jake sighed “Ya whatever just help me”

Jake looked back at Jay once Heeseung walked into the kitchen. “So you know that girl I tutor?”

“Yeah,” Jay said, sitting down next to him. “She’s friends with Heeseung’s girl, right?”

From the kitchen, Heeseung turned around. “Wonyoung’s not my girl. We just hook up.” He said before turning back to the drink.

Jake ignored that. “Yeah. Y/N.”

He paused, rubbing his hands together like he was debating whether to say it.

“I’ve liked her for like… two years.”

Jay blinked. “What?”

Jake sighed, already embarrassed. “Well… about two years ago, Sunoo asked me to grab something from his dorm. And you know how he’s friends with all of them, so when I walked in, there was this girl in his bed.”

He paused, rubbing the back of his neck.

“I remember thinking, wow, she’s hot. But not like hookup hot. Like… wow hot.” He shook his head at himself.

“So one day I walked into my psych class with Sunoo, and she was there. She was talking about how she needed help with physics, and I just… offered.”

Jay nodded slowly while listening, then suddenly frowned. “Wait. Do you even take physics?”

Jake shook his head. “No. But I asked Ni-ki since he’s in that class.”

Jay stared at him. “So you asked Ni-ki to tutor you… so you could tutor a girl?”

Heeseung looked over from the counter. “How did you even get Ni-ki to do that?”

Jake shrugged. “I paid him.” Jake quickly waved a hand before they could respond. “That part doesn’t matter.”

“Anyways, so then the first time I went over to her dorm to tutor her, she fell asleep while I was explaining something and so...”

He paused, suddenly realizing how embarrassing this actually was.

“I fell asleep while looking at her sleep.” Jake glanced away, then back at Jay.

“And then she woke me up, and she was the first thing I saw when I opened my eyes.” He realized he was smiling to himself and quickly stopped.

Jay rubbed his face, then looked at Jake in disbelief.

“That’s some Wattpad type shit, bro.” Heeseung walked back over with the cup with the honey packs in it and handed it to him.

Jay shook his head. “Is there anything else?” He was still stunned.

He took a sip of the tea before continuing. “Yeah, so then last night at the party I offered to take her home. I carried her to her room, and before I left she asked me if I had only gone for her… and I said yes.”

“You said yes?” Heeseung blinked at him.

Jake looked back at him. “Well, not yes. I just told her I wanted to see her.”

“What did she say?” Jay asked.

Jake rubbed the back of his neck. “She fell asleep… so I’m not actually sure if she even heard it.”

“So… what do we think?” Jake asked nervously.

Heeseung stepped back from the counter. “Lowkey, you’re cooked, bro.”

Before Jay could answer, Sunoo and Ni-ki came in through the front door.

Heeseung yelled out to them "Yo guys, come in here you got to hear this shit bro"

Jake took a bigger sip from the cup he was holding.

Ni-ki glanced at him before walking over to the fridge. “Grown ass man drinking tea, by the way.”

Jay turned to Sunoo, who had slowly made his way into the kitchen. “Sunoo, did you know about Jake’s obsession with Y/N?”

“It’s not an obsession,” Jake mumbled. “I just like her.”

Sunoo was looking at himself in his phone camera. “I figured, from the way you looked at her last night.”

“Did you know he’s paying Ni-ki to tutor him in a class he doesn’t even take… just so he can tutor her?” Heeseung asked.

That made Sunoo put his phone down and catch Ni-ki’s attention.

Ni-ki looked at Jake. “Bro… you said your family was going to kill you if you failed, and you’re not even in the class?”

Jake shifted uncomfortably, putting his head down as his breath hitched.

Everyone was talking about him, but for some reason, he couldn’t focus on anything. He just felt a constant heat run through his body. Then it went lower and he realized what was happening to him.

He stood up quickly. “Yo, guys, thanks for the help, but I got to go!” He practically ran out the door.

Jay looked around, confused. “What the hell was that?”

Heeseung started laughing, covering his mouth with a closed hand. "I guess they do work then."

Jake drove straight to his dorm building, the heat just kept getting worse. He got out of the car and speed walked through the building until he heard his name.

"Hey jake!" You walked up behind him.

Fuck He turned slowly his face was now flushed he put he held his hands in front of his now slightly hardened cock.

His breath hitched slightly at the sight of you. “Hi,” he said nervously.

You didn't notice what was going on with him because you were so worried about last night.

“I heard you were the one who took me home last night, so… I just wanted to say sorry.” You laughed nervously.

Normally, Jake would try to drag out the conversation, but in his state, he for the first since he saw you, just wanted to get away from you.

He smiled and cleared his throat. “No, it’s okay. You were fine.” He looked up at you… and then really looked at you and fuck he could cum just from the sight of you.

Before you could answer, he took a step back. “Hey, Y/N… I’m in a hurry. I should go. Sorry.”

You nodded, still oblivious to how wrecked Jake looked. “Oh, yeah… sorry, go ahead.” You gestured for him to keep walking.

He practically ran away from you, heading straight back to his dorm.

When he got back to his dorm, he collapsed onto his bed. He’d felt uncomfortable like this before, but why was it so bad tonight?

He thought about you, your eyes, your smile, the way you looked asleep in Sunoo's bed that day and how you would look in his bed helping him right now.

He unbuckled his belt and pulled his pants and underwear down in one motion. He wrapped his hand around his cock as he started pumping his hand slowly.

When he started moving his hand faster he felt his own precum falling from his tip. As more came out he started using it as added lube to help him move faster.

"Fu..." He breathed out.

He couldn't help but imagine your hand instead of his. How he'd look fucking into your hand right now instead of his own.

He let out a whimper at the thought.

The pleasure was too much for him. His whimpers and moans were getting louder as he started moving his hips up fucking himself into his own hand. The thoughts of you were flooding his mind and he could feel himself getting closer as more beams of precum coated his hand and his cock.

He threw his head back and let out one final long moan as he came all over himself.

He kept pumping as spurts of his hot liquid kept coating his hand and his abs. After he was finished he'd laid there covered in his sweat and cum still thinking about you.

He was completely out of breath.

“Fuck.” He buried his face in his hands.

A few days had passed since the party, and now it was Thursday. You were lying in your dorm bed when you heard a knock at the door.

“Come in,” you called out, still scrolling on your phone.

The door opened slowly and Jake stepped in looking around.

"Y/N?"

When you recognized the voice you glanced at the clock.

Shit

You completely forgot he was coming today.

"I'm sorry I totally forgot it was Thursday." you rushed out, pushing your blankets aside and nearly knocking your chair over as you moved toward your desk.

Jake glanced at you then really looked at you. You were wearing your favorite pajama set: a silky pink tank top and matching pink shorts.

His breath hitched slightly at the sight.

He cleared his throat, quickly looking away as he slipped off his shoes. “No, it’s okay.”

He walked over and sat down at the table next to you, pulling his notebooks out of his backpack and setting them down carefully.

“Are you okay to start where we left off last time, or should we do a review?” he asked, avoiding your eyes as he flipped one of his notebooks open.

You noticed he wasn’t looking at you, but you tried not to think too much about it. “We can just start,” you said.

He started going on about physics, explaining things that didn’t make sense at first before dumbing them down so you could understand better. Even though it had been months of tutoring, you still got a little excited whenever something finally clicked.

About an hour later, you noticed Jake’s foot tapping under the table, fast and restless. He shifted in his chair adjusting his posture.

“Are you okay?” you asked, finally looking up at him.

He looked at you, then his gaze drifted down your body… before snapping back up to your eyes.

“I… think I should go,” he said, his voice shaking slightly.

You frowned, confused. “Why? What’s wrong?”

He waved his hands, standing quickly. “No, I just… have to go to the bathroom,” he muttered, voice still shaky.

He walked over to his shoes, and just as you were about to say something… you saw it.

He was hard.

You looked back up at him. “I’ll see you later, then.”

He nodded a little too fast and hurried out the door, barely closing it behind him.

Fuck

Why did him being turned on turn you on?

It had been a few days since that incident, and you were standing in the hallway with Yunah.

A few guys you didn’t recognize were standing behind you and Yunah. You didn’t really pay attention to them at first not until you realized they were talking about you.

“I’d only crack if she lost weight. She’s too big for me.”

“The brown-haired one or the [your hair color] one?” another guy asked.

“Open your eyes, bro. The [your hair color] one, obviously.”

The guys behind you burst into laughter.

For a second, you weren’t even sure you heard him right.

Yunah glanced back at them, then at you. “There is no way they are talking about you right now.”

Jake wasn’t far from you. He was standing with Jay and Sunghoon only because it gave him a perfect view of you.

Jay was talking, but Jake wasn’t listening.

He was listening to the guys behind you.

Just as Yunah was about to turn around and say something, Jake pushed past Sunghoon, bumping his shoulder on the way.

“Dude, what the hell?” Sunghoon called after him, but Jake didn’t answer.

He grabbed one of the guys by the shoulder, spinning him around.

Before the guy could even react..

Jake punched him.

The guy fell to the ground, but Jake didn’t stop. He followed him down, fists swinging, hitting him again and again.

You and Yunah spun around at the noise.

When you saw it was Jake, your heart dropped. You had never seen him like this, this angry, this physical.

One of the guy’s friends rushed forward and grabbed Jake, yanking him back.

Jake barely had time to react before the guy swung.

His fist connected with Jake’s face.

When Jake started getting hit, everything felt like it was happening too fast.

The guy’s fist connected with Jake’s face again, and his head snapped slightly to the side. A sharp sound echoed through the hallway.

Jay rushed forward, grabbing the guy by the collar and yanking him back hard enough that he stumbled.

“Are you insane?” Jay snapped, shoving him away.

Jake tried to move forward again, but Jay stepped in front of him this time, grabbing his shoulders tightly.

“Jake. Stop.” His voice was not loud, but serious.

Jake’s chest was rising fast. His hands were still clenched into fists. His knuckles were red.

His expression changed when he looked up and saw you.

He quickly looked away.

Jake swallowed hard, wiped the blood from his lip with the back of his hand, and stepped back.

He didn’t say anything.

He just turned and walked away.

Jake walked down the hallway toward the nurse’s office.

It wasn’t far from where the fight happened.

He pushed the door open and stepped inside. The lights were dim, only one row still on since it was after school hours.

He shut the door behind him and sat down on one of the beds, the thin paper crinkling under his hands.

The nurse wasn’t there.

He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, staring at the floor. His lip stung. His knuckles burned.

A few minutes later, there was a soft knock on the door and then you stepped in.

"Are you okay?" You started slowly walking over to him.

He looked up at you, and his face flushed. He was embarrassed. He had never acted like that before not for anyone. Not even himself.

There were times he should’ve, but he never made a scene. He was always known as one of the “better” kids in school. He didn’t want to ruin that image for anyone.

But when it came to you, he didn’t care at all. He didn’t know if he hated that or loved it. He knew that even if you hated him, if you didn’t know him, or even if you liked him… he would do anything for you.

He didn’t even know if this was love or obsession anymore.

All he knew.. all he could think about was that he would give up his whole life if it meant being with you, even for a week.

And before Jake could think about anything else he just got up and walked right past you right of the room without speaking.

“Oh,” you muttered to yourself, a little upset.

You thought about following him, but decided it was a bad idea. Maybe he wanted to be alone… or maybe he just didn’t want to see you? No, that can’t be it… maybe it is. You shook your head, trying to convince yourself it wasn’t true.

The next day was no better than the day before. It was Monday one of your tutoring days.

You were a little scared to see him because of everything, but you knew it was better to talk than avoid each other.

He, on the other hand, didn’t think like that apparently because when you woke up and checked your phone, he had texted you:

8:04 AM [ not going to be able to tutor for awhile. will lyk when I can again

[ sorry.

It wasn’t much of a surprise, considering how he is, but it still upset you. You still couldn’t tell if he was embarrassed… or if he just didn’t want to see you anymore.

8:32 AM

{ Okay

{ I hope your okay :)

seen by jake 8:55 AM

You were sitting at your usual lunch table a few hours later explaining what had happened with Jake to your friend group.

"And then he just left" You said still slightly upset.

Wonyoung looked at you then at Yunah. "Wait why didn't you do something before Jake?"

"I was about to but then Jake just started beating the shit out of them I don't know" She shrugged defending herself.

"Guys that’s not the point" You whined "I am talking about Jake not Yunah."

Keeho tried to hide his smile. “Maybe he was pissed he lost.” He started laughing before Wonyoung hit him. “Shut up.”

Yunah turned to Sunoo. “Sunoo, you know him what’s wrong with him?”

Sunoo shrugged. “I haven’t talked to him in days bro. I didn’t even know this happened.”

“Well guys, what do I do now?” you asked, looking almost defeated.

“Well, when’s the next time he tutors you? Just talk then,” Keeho suggested.

You shook your head and pulled out your phone to show his text to everyone. “He told me he can’t.”

Yunah looked at the texts. “Oh he even left you on seen. Great guy.”

Wonyoung gave Yunah a look, then turned back to you. “I say just wait it out. He’s probably just embarrassed about everything. He’ll come around.” She gave you a reassuring look.

“Yeah, embarrassed he lost the fight,” Keeho said, laughing again.

Wonyoung smacked him. “What is your problem?”

Keeho shrugged, still slightly smiling.

You decided to take Wonyoung’s advice and wait. You ended up waiting so long that your life went back to normal without him.

Instead of getting excited to see him every Monday and Thursday, you would wake up and not think about him at all… or at least you wanted to not think about him.

But you thought about him every day, and it scared you. Men were supposed to yearn for women, not the other way around, so why the hell was this happening?

You still couldn’t understand physics, so you had to get a new tutor. But it wasn’t the same. He didn’t dumb it down at all. You didn’t find it cute when he explained things, and whenever he came over, you couldn’t help but think about Jake so you were never focused.

That went on for three months.

Eventually, you stopped the tutoring because you were just wasting money… and still understanding nothing.

“Sorry, it’s just not working out for me,” you said, trying to be nice. Ni-ki didn’t care at all he was doing this because, once again, Jake had begged him to, but you didn’t know that yet.

“Yeah, I could tell.” He looked at your notes before starting to pack his things. “Hope you figure that all out.”

He gestured to the page with Jake’s small notes scribbled on the side of it.

You looked down at the page, noticing what he was pointing to. You knew him and Jake were close, so maybe Jake was the same way.

But as you lifted your head to ask Ni-ki, you heard the door click shut.

Jake was in his dorm when Ni-ki came back. He waited for him after every single tutoring session, always asking about it and about you.

Ni-ki walked through the door, and not even five seconds later, Jake was already asking questions.

“How’d it go? Is she doing any better? Did you do what I showed you? It helps her understand better.”

Ni-ki shook his head. “It’s like I’m married to an insecure wife, oh my lord.”

Ni-ki sat down at his desk, ignoring him, and immediately loaded up Fortnite. Jake walked over and stood next to him.

“Well? Answer my questions, bro,” Jake said, clearly annoyed.

“Bro, it went the same. And no. Also, I forgot what you said, so no.” Ni-ki hit start on his game before adding, “Also, she doesn’t want tutoring anymore.”

“What? What did she say?” Jake tried to get his attention again.

Ni-ki pushed him slightly away so he could see his screen better. “Dude, please just text her and leave me alone.”

Jake took that as his sign to leave Ni-ki alone before he got punched for messing him up, so he walked out of the room.

For some reason… he also took that as his sign to come see you.

Jake was so nervous that before he even went to your dorm, he went to Jay and Heeseung’s to do what they do best drink.

“Just one… no, two. I don’t know, man, I’m nervous,” Jake said, standing in the kitchen with a bottle and two shot glasses in front of him.

Jay wasn’t there, so there was no one to stop him from taking too many. Actually, the only person there was encouraging him to do more.

“How about four?” Heeseung raised his brows playfully.

Jake shook his head. “That has to be too many, man.”

Heeseung picked up the bottle, pouring the first two shots. “Which one of us drinks all the time and which one doesn’t? I know what I’m doing, bro. Calm down.”

Jake looked down at the glass, hesitating for a second before picking it up.

“Cheers, bro,” Heeseung said before downing his first one. Jake followed, slower.

Jake didn’t really drink. The only other time he had, it didn’t end well. That's the same reason he only has a body count of 1 because he gets weirdly horny when he's drunk. (Consensual)

About half an hour later, Heeseung was still encouraging him.

“One more, bro, come on.” Heeseung grabbed the bottle, going to pour again.

Jake shook his head slowly. “No, man… I can’t. I can’t, no,” he slurred, pushing the bottle away.

“How are you this gone off five shots?” Heeseung laughed. He was drunk, but his body was used to alcohol.

Jake… definitely wasn’t.

Jake bounced his leg before asking, “Do you think she’s going to be mad?”

Heeseung finished his sixth shot. “Man, I don’t know. Just go see that’s why you came over here.”

Jake nodded before standing up. “Okay,” he whispered to himself, heading toward the door.

Heeseung looked up when he heard it shut, not even realizing Jake had already left.

“Fuck… man, I was just kidding. Bro is cooked,” he muttered to himself.

You were laying in bed on facetime with Wonyoung when you heard a knock at your door.

"Do you know what he said to me? He was like you're so rude and I was like boy does it look like I could care? I couldn't even care less." Wonyoung was ranting about something.

"Hang on won." You were a little confused who would be there so late but you figured it was just one of your friends. "Come in!" You yelled.

When the door opened and you saw who it was you heart almost stopped.

"Won I got to go." You weren't looking at the camera you were looking at Jake.

"Wait wh-" The call hung up before Wonyoung could finish.

You sat up slowly, still on your bed.

“I’m sorry.” Jake tried to make himself sound even a little sober.

You stood up to face him. “Are you drunk right now?”

Jake shook his head. “No, no, I’m not. I swear.” His words were still slightly slurred.

You obviously knew he was lying just from his voice. “Jake, I think you should leave.” You gestured toward the door.

Jake shook his head again. “Wait, please just listen,” he pleaded.

“You should come back when you’re sober.” You walked past him and toward the door, you were going to open it for him.

But before you could do anything, you heard something behind you.

You turned around.

Jake had dropped to the floor.

He was on his knees, head down. You heard him sniffle.

When he looked up at you, his eyes were watering, tears slowly running down his face.

He was crying.

“Please,” he said again, his voice low. “Please… just listen to me.”

Damn

That did something to you because all of a sudden you were all ears.

“I’m sorry, Y/N… for everything,” he said, shaking his head. “I know you don’t want to talk right now, but please don’t hate me.”

He took a shaky breath, his words still slurred.

“I can’t” he swallowed. “I can’t live like this.. without you.”

“I’ve liked you for two years… and you didn’t even know who I was. I can’t do that again. Please.”

You were a little taken back. Two whole years… and he said nothing?

“And when you asked me to tutor you, I thought I finally had an excuse to see you… to make it better.” He shook his head slightly. “But it just made it worse.”

“I wanted to be around you all the time. I couldn’t stand leaving, knowing I wasn’t with you anymore.”

He let out a shaky breath.

“I don’t even take physics. I learned it for you.”

His voice dropped a little.

“Everything I’ve done for the past two years… it was just to get closer to you.”

He looked up at you, eyes still wet.

“I need you, Y/N… please.”

You were in disbelief. Before you could even think, you took a step forward toward him and kneeled down in front of him.

You reached your hand out, gently wiping one of his tears away.

“Jake…” you spoke just above a whisper. "I'm sorry too."

Jake looked at you, his eyes still wet, completely wrecked, before shaking his head.

Like he was about to say something. Like he was about to stop you.

But before he could..

you leaned in and kissed him.

For a second, Jake froze.

Like he didn’t believe it was actually happening.

Then his hand came up, hesitating for just a moment before resting against your cheek, pulling you closer.

Your hands found his shirt, gripping it slightly as you leaned into him.

He let out a shaky breath against your lips.

When you pulled back for a second, your foreheads almost touched.

Neither of you said anything.

Then he kissed you again. This time way more desperately. His hand moved from your cheek to the back of your neck, pulling you closer to him.

You could feel how uneven his breathing was, how his hands still shook slightly as they held onto you.

Your fingers tightened in his shirt again. He didn’t slow down this time.

When he pulled away to catch his breath he looked completely wrecked way worse than before and damn that had you soaked.

Without thinking you pushed him back so he wasn't on his knees anymore. You pulled your leg over his legs straddling him.

He just looked up at you, breathing uneven, like he was trying to steady himself but couldn’t.

“Y/N…” he breathed out.

You looked at him letting him calm himself it was clear he didn't do this often just from the way he was acting.

You responded in just a small sound. "Hm?"

He looked at your body eyeing you up in down. "Can we.. please.."

And by the growing bulge in his pants you obviously knew exactly what he was talking about so you started moving slowly rocking your hips against his hardened cock.

He wanted to kiss you again but he lost every thought the second you started moving your hips. His hands flew out instantly to hold you there helping you move. You let more weight fall on top of him as you grinded causing him to let out a whimper.

His head went back as his mouth fell open.

"Fuck" He breathed out.

You kept rocking your hips slowly keeping the same pressure. Every time his bulge would hit your clit just right you let out a soft moan which made him even harder.

You could tell he was already close from the way he was twitching under you.

"Y/N.. Fuck" He whimpered out again as he put his head against your shoulder. "Y/N I'm going to.. ngh.. fuck"

And then you felt it him twitching even more under you as his pants slowly dampened. You kept going to help him ride it out before it just became straight overstimulation.

He twitched "Y/N" He breathed "Please.." He whimpered.

God you loved this, hearing him whimper your name, hearing him losing it. It turned you on more every time. You didn't even know you could be this wet it was that bad.

Just as he got close again you got off of him and your hips were immediately replaced by your hand. You had slid it under his pants pulling out his throbbing cock. It was already covered in his old cum and now more of his pre-cum. You immediately started working your hand up and down using his old cum as more lube to move faster.

Jake could barley keep himself upright anymore this all felt like too much. Sure he jerked himself off a few times but it never felt like this.

He was a whimpering mess by the time he was close again repeating your name over and over again. He had reached out for your hand he didn't really know why because he definitely did not want you to stop.

You watched him his facial expressions the way his cock twitched in your hands, and the way he held your wrist for support. It all made you want to keep going.

"Y/N.. nghh y/n.." He whimpered "going to.. fuck"

He threw his head back before cumming again this time all over your hand and his legs.

You helped him ride it out again before taking your hand back.

After he caught his breath he looked at you, and just by the way you looked you had already reharded his cock in seconds.

"Y/N" he said your name in just above a whisper.

You got up onto your knees getting closer to him before wiping his damped hair away from his eyes.

"Yeah?" You had lowered you voice. Whenever you had sex with someone you always did that, tried to have a seductive voice. Sometimes it worked on them and sometimes it didn't.

And of course Jake being the submissive man he is it worked on him. It worked on him so well that he whimpered again just from your voice.

"Please.. let me taste you." He spoke again just above a whisper.

You moved your hand from his hair to his cheek looking at him. Your eyes were filled with pure lust and God he loved it.

"You want to eat me out?" You kept your voice in that same tone as before.

He whimpered again at the sound of your voice before nodding.

"Yes please let me taste you y/n." He whined out

You nodded back at him and before you could speak he was already kissing you again. He was so desperate you could feel it just from the way he kissed you. You have never met a man like this, so submissive and so desperate in your life.

Every man you have ever slept with wanted to dominate you and you just let it go because you figured that was supposed to happen. So when Jake was acting like he wanted you to dominate him it did unimaginable things to you.

You definitely just found a new kink.

As he kept kissing you he slowly started pushing you down on the floor. He lead your back onto the ground with his hand still keeping his lips on yours.

When he finally broke away from you he immediately moved down to your neck sucking, licking, and nibbling your skin causing you to let out a moan.

Your moan instantly hardening his cock even more to the point where you could feel it again on your leg.

"Jake" You moaned out.

His hips twitched against your leg the second you said his name causing him to whimper into your neck.

He continued sucking, nibbling and licking in that order down your neck until he got to your chest. He grabbed your shirt with one hand before looking up at you.

"Can I please?" He asked while making eye contact.

You looked down at him before nodding. "Yes" You breathed out.

He moved fast pulling your shirt up immediately moving his lips down to your stomach covering you in marks.

He eventually made it down to your waistband before asking to take them off. You told him he could and he immediately unbuckled them sliding them off your body.

You spread your legs just enough for him to continue sucking your inner thighs causing you to let out another moan. He moved from one thigh to the other sucking, nibbling, then licking. When he took his mouth off and got his first glimpse of your soaked cunt he audibly whimpered at the sight.

Now Jake has only done this one other time so he couldn't help but be a little scared at first.

He continued to kiss your thighs before taking his tongue and licking one long stripe up your folds causing your hips to jerk upwards and a moan to slip out of you.

Jake whimpered again at the taste of your juices on his tongue. After he got his first taste of you he instantly locked in.

He started circling your entrance with his tongue while his nose rubbed against your clit.

"Fuck Jake" you breathed out as you arched your back into him.

He moved his one hand onto your waist holding it down so he could move better.

He moved his tongue back up to your clit circling it as he took his other hand moving it to your entrance sliding one finger into you. He curled his finger just right hitting that spot inside you, you couldn't reach on your own.

Your hips attempted to jerk up but his hand on your waist held it down.

Jake had moved his hips against the your floor trying desperately to pick up any friction against his cock.

When he started picking up friction he let out a whimper into your cunt sending a vibration through you to which you let out another moan.

His tongue worked persistently around your clit before he started sucking it gently. He kept switching between sucking, circling, and curling his finger.

He slid another finger inside scissoring you trying to stretch you own before returning to curling.

Your legs were practically shaking around his head. You kept repeating his name over and over again, and every time you did he let out a small whimper sending yet another vibration through you.

Jake was practically fucking the ground at this point causing him to let out more whimpers against your clit. The whimpers kept sending vibrations through you pushing you closer to your edge.

"Jake fuck" You breathed out again. "I'm close jake.. fuck"

Jake kept his movements the same not speeding up or slowing down as your legs shook around him.

Jakes hips jerked up against the floor one last time as he spilled yet another load of his cum into his pants. As Jake came in his pants he let out another longer sound which vibrated you right over your edge.

Your orgasm hit you hard. Your back arched and you let out a long moan as Jake licked any juices spit out at him.

Jake kept going helping you ride your orgasm out. Your hips shuddered as he continued his movements. He slowly withdrew his fingers from you and lifted his head up. He instantly put his fingers in his mouth sucking off any left over cum from you.

When Jake fully sat up he was really looking at you for the first time. He was dazed he couldn't believe he was here with you in this situation he just ate you out after you jerked him off. He genuinely couldn't believe it. He felt like this was all a dream.

After you sat up you immediately noticed him. The way he was zoned out and it scared you. You were scared he already regretted everything.

Jake was pulled out of his thoughts by you reaching out for his hand.

"Jake" He looked up at you when he heard his name. "Jake are you okay? We can stop we don't have to keep going."

It took Jake a second to process what you just said before shaking his head quickly.

"No no. I'm okay. I'm just.." He paused before smiling at you. "I'm just happy."

You smiled back at him before getting back on your knees in front of him.

“Do you want to keep going?” You ran a hand down the side of his face.

He leaned into your touch, nodding slightly. “Please… yes.”

You leaned in again, kissing him slowly.

This time, he pressed closer, his hands moving to your sides as your lips moved together, matching each other’s rhythm.

You pulled back just a little, and he leaned forward again, brushing his forehead against yours before kissing you once more, deeper, harder.

As he kissed you, he guided you gently down until your back hit the floor. His hand stayed on yours, keeping you close as he leaned over, lips pressing against yours again.

He broke off the kiss immediately moving his lips to your neck sucking again.

You leaned your head back as he hit your pressure points causing you to let out a moan.

You reached down fumbling with his pants helping him pull them down.

He had one arm on the ground holding himself above you and the other was at his waist helping you pull his cock out of his pants.

He pulled away from your neck to look down and line himself up with your entrance.

He looked up at you waiting for to tell him that you're okay.

You looked down at his cock that was now lined up with your entrance. He was big. I mean you saw him when you jerked him off before but now seeing him lined up with you made your breath hitch.

You looked up at him and nodded before he pushed the tip in causing a moan to fall from both of you.

He kept pushing in until he bottomed out completely. He stayed there for a moment letting you adjust to his length.

After a minute he started moving slowly.

"Fuck.." he breathed out.

He kept moving slowly. He wanted to go faster but he was so afraid to hurt you.

You looked up at him before you spoke.

"Jake." you moaned. "Just fuck me."

And he did. Immediately moving faster pulling all the way out and slamming back in.

Every time he slammed back in he hit that spot inside you that made you see stars.

"Jake.. fuck" You moaned.

You were so far gone that you couldn't even hear that Jake was the same way.

"ngh.. fuck.. y/n." He whimpered. "You feel so.. ngh.. good.. fuck"

The sounds coming from both of you were loud enough the next dorm over probably heard you, but you guys didn't really care considering how good it made you both feel.

You could tell jake was close from how uncontrolled his thrusts were.

"Fuck y/n." he moaned. "I'm gonna.. ngh.. y/n..please."

The way he said please sent a different kind of thrill though you causing your walls to clench around him.

And that’s all it took for him to cum.

"Y/n fuck.. I’m.. cum.. fuck" He breathed out as you felt his cock twitch inside you before his cum came out in spurts into your pussy.

He bottomed out before putting his head down on your shoulder.

"fuck hang on" He breathed out again. He took a second before he starting to move his hips again.

He immediately let out a whimper against your shoulder.

"Y/n you have to..." He let out another whimper. He was overstimulating himself now. "You need to cum too."

Jake moved his hand down to your clit rubbing his fingers in circles over it.

The feeling of his cock hitting your spot was already enough sensation for you so him adding his hand had you practically shaking.

"Jake fuck.." You moaned out.

The sounds Jake was making while he overstimulated himself sent you over your edge.

"Jake I’m gonna.." before you could even finish your sentence your orgasm crashed over you.

You came on his cock hard clenching around him which also made him a mess. It felt amazing.

He helped you ride out your orgasm before collapsing next to you.

He pulled out slowly also pulled a soft moan from both of you.

You both lay on your backs before he shifted, propping himself on his elbow to look at you.

His eyes trailed down your body, taking in the way you were breathing slightly heavy.

You turned toward him slowly, still feeling weak.

You reached your hand up to his face.

You spoke softly, “Do you really not take physics?”

He gave an awkward smile, completely forgetting he’d just confessed everything to you.

You let out a small laugh. “It’s okay… I think that’s cute.”

He looked at you… really looked at you. Lying there next to you, it finally hit him, he was completely in love with you. Though, really, he probably should’ve realized it over the past two years of staring at you from a distance.

“I think you’re cute,” he said before he could stop himself.

You laughed a little, heat rushing to your cheeks.

“Maybe you should ask me out then,” you said, looking up at him.

He immediately sat up, still facing you.

“Would you say yes?” He leaned toward you slightly as he spoke.

You pretended to think for a moment. “Maybe. I’d have to hear you ask first.”

He reached out, taking your hand and placing it between him. “Will you go out to dinner with me, Y/N?”

You smiled and nodded. “Yes, I will.”

Jake grinned, then let out a nervous, excited laugh. “Then it’s a date.”

He laughed again, still in disbelief that he’d asked you out...and you’d said yes.

You laughed with him, feeling his excitement bubble up into you.

Jake finally had the girl of his dreams.

You.

And it had only taken him two years.

authors note: I hope you enjoyed!!! Feel free to leave any kind of feedback mean or nice because I could use some coaching (Would insert crying emoji but I am on a laptop that doesn't have emojis...)

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