𝔻𝕆𝕎ℕ тнє 𝓡𝓪𝓫𝓫𝓲𝓽 𝓗𝓸𝓵𝓮

ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴍᴇᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛᴇʀʀɪʙʟᴇ ᴛʀᴀɢᴇᴅʏ, ʜᴀᴠᴇɴ'ᴛ ʏᴏᴜ?

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ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ ♡ 𝔼𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 ɯσɳԃҽɾʅαɳԃ ♡ ‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒ 𝓇𝓊𝓃, 𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝒾𝓉, 𝓇𝓊𝓃, 𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒾𝒹 !!

( #𝕱𝖆𝖎𝖗𝖎𝖎𝖊𝖙𝖆𝖑𝖊𝖘 ) a roleplay hub blog, hosting various TALES as written by dollie♡. collecting since 2014... FEATURING the madness of one lost in wonderland. mature content ahead !! ‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒ ‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒

║ . ( n ) : the act or practice of navigating ♡ .ˊ -

          𝑜𝒽! 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝑒, 𝓁𝑜𝓇𝒹. 𝑜𝒽! 𝒾'𝓂 𝒶 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑔𝒾𝓇𝓁.

-ˋ. 𝓶𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓫𝓵𝓸𝓰𝓼 follows from itself

♡ @bngbby - heavily HEADCANON based portrayal of aligned knockout of transformers.

‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒‒Ი︵𐑼‒‒‒‒‒

-ˋ. 𝓼𝓲𝓭𝓮 𝓫𝓵𝓸𝓰𝓼 follows from fairiietales

♡ @0bitvaries - multifandom multimuse featuring WINNIE MAY an original character based on yume nikki.

♡ @m0rtilus - multimedia transformers multimuse, with both original && canon characters.

║ 𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐄 ― 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒 ― 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐒 ― 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 ― 𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 𝓣𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓴𝓮𝓻𝓼 : interest tracker - thread tracker

𝓞𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓑𝓵𝓸𝓰𝓼 : art blog - commissions blog - ooc blog

║ . ( n ) : an indication of policy or conduct ♡ .ˊ -

          𝒾'𝒹 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝒶 𝒻𝓁𝓎, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾'𝓋𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝓁𝒾𝓂𝒷

♡ this is simply a quick reference, please thoroughly read the rules page before following or interacting. ♡ mature themes are present, content warnings are listed throughout pages && on posts. ♡ all blogs are independent, highly selective && highly private. ♡ 18+, minors will be blocked. ♡ drama free !!

♡               dollie               ♡                25+yrs               ♡ ♡      nb ( they / she )     ♡                exp17                 ♡                     𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒾 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝓁𝒶𝓌 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝑜𝓊𝓉 !!

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my brain is fried, it's hot as hell and i think i finished most of my neocities code. i'm hoping to get the rules page to a place of completion to move on from tomorrow so that i can get back to setting up the actual blogs and working on charcter pages.

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today's snippet of progress! i have made an interest tracker, it's not finished and linked on my pinned post ( which i already have to remake the graphics on lol ). if you decide to fill it out please let me know if you have any issues with it, or any suggestions. i tried to make something a little more in-depth than just "what muse do you want to write with?"

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is anybody still awake? what do we think of this url? my brain is fried...

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╔═════════╗ ║    UPDATE    ║ ╚═════════╝

my dad's been home on vacation this week so i've been a lot busier than i anticipated. i have gotten a little work here done, but mostly i've just had the time to put into thought what i'm doing on here.

i am apparently a restless soul who is never satisfied with anything, so there's going to be some restructuring happening on my blogs. knockout will be staying where he is, i have no desire to move him. while trying to set up another blog though i realized, tumblr really didn't want me making a new account. bringing me to what i'm going to be doing here.... this blog is essentially getting split into three, with the main blog remaining a hub blog.

i really want to have all my transformers muses on a single fandom multimuse, since i'm really hyperfixated on it right now. so to do that, i'm going to be moving 0bitvaries onto a sideblog here. then setting the other one up as a sideblog here as well. i'm not sure how long it's gonna take me to set everything up ( as i've also apparently decided to draw custom art for some of this... ).

i've been pretty hyper focused on trying to set all this up with my neocities. so everything over here is gonna get paused while i work on it. i will still try to get something done over on knockout's blog.

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it's hot as hell out, i've been working through the brain melt to get some code done for my site... but i've got the power of frozen coffee now! so here's a little PLOTTING/STARTER CALL for winnie may.

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a little preview of the roleplay hub pages i've been coding for my neocities page. while i have no intention of making any more blogs... through my intense cabin fever the urge comes and goes- and somebody may be able to oh-so-gently twist my arm into making a transformer multimuse so i don't flood my main multimuse with a bunch of new characters, who by all means do not fit the aesthetic at all. ( which doesn't matter but i love an excuse. ) anyway, that thought process led me back to finally making a singular hub for all my roleplay info. instead of juggling a million carrds with their limited options for mutlimuse blogs.

* please note that these are WIPs and that they are not finished products by any means. i realize some places may still be hard to read as i finalize the color pallete. i'm totally open to suggestions or critique. i'm already putting the effort of making the pages mobile friendly, so i'd like to be able to make them accessible and pretty.

[ohisms]

✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐒 . ( a collection of dialogue prompts based on varying types of demands &. requests . adjust phrasing as necessary . this prompt WILL likely be updated in the future . )

don't say a word .

don't leave me here .

meet me at our spot tonight .

follow me and stay close .

don't beg , it's pathetic .

can you ( tie / zip ) this for me ?

stop lying to me . tell me what you did .

put that down , you don't know what it ( is / does ) .

get out of my sight .

stop pretending you know what's going on .

find a first-aid kit . quickly !

don't get yourself killed .

leave them to me , just go .

just admit that you love me .

just admit that you hate me .

come here , let me look at you .

( name ) , don't make me do this .

drop your ( weapon ) .

stay here and wait for my signal .

don't just sit there , move .

take this and run , don't let anyone have it .

pretend you're my ( partner / girlfriend / boyfriend ) .

don't look , you'll give us away .

don't say another word .

stop pretending like you care .

go make sure the coast is clear .

take this with you . it's a good luck charm .

don't tell anyone about this .

if anybody asks about today , lie .

stop looking at me like that .

tell me you love me .

just kiss me , already .

keep your eyes on the road .

stop crying and calm down .

come with me . there's so much we could do .

wear the ( dress / tie / item ) i gave you tonight .

show me how you like to be touched .

hold my hand .

kiss me , make it look real .

look at me . how many fingers am i holding up ?

will you marry me ?

just slow down for a minute . what's going on ?

take a deep breath , you need to calm down .

get out of here , ( name ) !

draw your weapon .

go rest . i'm not asking .

take a step back .

give me a straight answer .

be polite to our guests .

look me in the eye and say that again .

put your feelings aside for a moment .

keep close to me .

here , let me see that .

look up at the sky .

get out of here , i don't want to see you right now .

stand up , this isn't over yet .

close your eyes and count to ten .

smile for the camera !

keep your head down .

( name ) , let me past .

listen carefully to what i'm about to say .

don't just stare , come in .

stop laughing , this isn't funny .

take this and hide it .

don't make a sound .

put your hands up .

quit causing problems everywhere you go .

just admit that you don't know what you're doing .

stop right there , i mean it .

don't say that name aloud .

just trust me , okay ?

stop acting so childish .

call the police . now .

tell me you love me , even if it's not real .

take a good hard look .

stop the car , ( name ) .

don't make eye contact .

stay out of trouble .

just do it already , we've waited long enough .

hold me tight , and never let me go .

finish what you started .

tell me what you know .

just stay away from me .

turn around . slowly .

don't be scared .

put it down before somebody gets hurt .

stop pretending , i'm tired of the pretending .

grab me my ( item ) , will you ?

don't make assumptions .

put this over it to stop the bleeding .

get to safety !

wipe that look off your face .

secure the area .

keep an eye on them .

look at yourself in the mirror .

run . run and don't stop .

eat . you haven't touched your food in days .

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since my activity is shifting towards my transformers muses lately, i thought i'd make a post with a list of all the potential muses you could request.

CURRENTLY charlie watson from the bumblebee movie is listed on my muses page with the hopes that she has a chance to become a main muse. i haven't had a chance to write her yet, so i'm actively looking for opportunities to thread with her.

on my WISHLIST is mikaela banes from the bayformer movies. i'd like to write a canon divergent version of her, as i believe her character had a lot of potential we didn't get to see.

listed in the GRAVEYARD are breakdown, dead end, soundwave and blurr. all of them have been written with the prime universe in mind. though i'm also willing to write cyberverse dead end.

i have a number of original characters that i'm working on finalizing and making pages for. right now sparkbeat, consumption, and duskfrenzy are more or less ready for interaction with prior plotting.

sparkbeat is a velocitronian, and has been hiding out on earth for some time. consumption is a decepticon medic and priestess of mortilus. duskfrenzy is a mythical beastformer known as a plaugebringer.

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gotta admit i lowkey still don't know what i'm doing with this blog. so in between trying to get out these ancient replies i owe.... i guess just expect a bunch of stuff from working on my ocs?

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brief thoughts with dollie : when i was a wee lil doll, i read the book "the underneath". it's narrated in such a unique way and written to sound like a poem. i think it forever rewired my brain when it comes to thinking about writing.

[iobartach]

The figurative chain was short but unwavering, pulled taut, not because of his own actions -- for that would've been far too easy -- but because of the new, terrible dawn, breaking right before him. The Quincy smiles, like a gash caused by a knife, and isn't reciprocated. Because how could he be expected to do so, here at the end of the line? At the conclusion of his starved meanderings across the three realms, and the beginning of... something far more terrible than anything that a human like him could imagine.

Within this living nightmare, a moment of reprieve is granted by the withdrawal of spindly digits, removed simply because she has instructions to provide, as well as a gift; that of glistening skin, heavy with her undying stench. The same rot that's now carried within his own tainted veins, overriding any effort to resist, or voice concern at the horror inherent in her words. Selected to guard, whether on his or with face plunged into the dirt.

"And yet here you are, taunting me with the illusion of choice." Pieces of himself were slipping now, fading into the dark abyss like the crumbling ground of ancient ruins. His fangs are aching, consumed with revolting determination as bare shoulder is presented. The last dotted line in a bargain he never recalls entering into, but can no longer muster the desire to care.

Because, with the conditions of his new posting lingering in his ears, mouth is brought immediately to her shoulder, fangs sinking deep into flesh. Rabid as a dog with a bone, a deep, guttural snarl wells in his throat. A celebration of sound produced by something already unnatural, that had gifted the male with the same taloned digits that are now used to grip both her right arm and opposite shoulder, as more than merely blood is feasted upon.

For, as soon as his frenzy had started, it had already finished, concluding with the voluntary withdrawal of his own head, mouth little more than a crimson mask, eyes glistening the same dire shade. An invitation into servitude had been extended, and blindly, willingly, had he taken the plunge, but not without causing a final twist in his sorry tale.

As his own venomous dentition had managed to tear off a chunk of skin and muscle to boot, leaving Giselle with quite the wound!

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IT BURNS, OH IT STINGS. bones crunch, crack && sending something like electricity through her body. giselle sighs into the feeling of it. crushing pain blossoming from where his teeth sink in. a fire melting her where thick, dark blood oozes. Fingers curling, twisting, tearing into cloth where they find purchase. leaning in closer to him. eyes closed, looking much like a satisfied cat. with his claws digging into supple flesh... it nearly felt like a hug. though there was no warmth between them. even the viscous, so red as to nearly be black, substance spilled from her body. sticky && luke warm, it painted the both of them. it would mark him as her's. feed her control over him. 

it is over all too quickly. miguel steps away... && she allows him. peeking through her lashes at the viscera hanging from his lips. hands slipping from their gentle hold to fall back by her side. head lolling at an unnatural angle as she sways. each slow beat of her heart spitting blood from the wound. it soaks down her sweater until most of it has become an ugly stain. matting into her hair && speckling across pale skin.

❝ what a good boy you are, ❞ blood pools in her mouth. slips past her lips, staining her terrible smile. ❞ we're gonna have so much fun together. ❞

the edges of tattered skin begin to undulate. small, thread-like tendrils begin to emerge. knitting themselves together. the wound is pulled together like a seam. skin twisting, searching, attaching to itself. head, like a broken puppet, slowly lifts back into place as the threads become tight. the wound disappears, leaving behind only the blood.

[bngbby]

&& he'll race for miles through the night. he runs because he knows he cannot hide // he's never gonna make it, all the poor people he's forsaken, karma is always gonna chase him for his lies. it's just a game of waiting from the church steeple down to Satan... karma. there's really no escape until he dies. // independent, highly selective, && highly private aligned knockout. heavily headcanon based, features original lore. as penned by dollie♡ since 2020.

𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃 - 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒 - 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆

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"YOU'RE GOING DOWN A PATH I CAN'T FOLLOW" PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue for that moment when the person you care about is doing things you just can't accept, adjust as necessary

you've crossed a line.

it ends here.

i'm not going to be with you for the rest of this journey.

you're going down a path i can't follow.

i think this is the end of the line for us.

i can't take any more of this.

don't you trust me?

i've told you time and time again, this isn't you.

who are you doing this for?

if you continue acting like this, i'm leaving.

i will never forgive you for what you've done.

i've always been your biggest supporter, but this? i can't condone this.

you've lost me.

you're not who i thought you were.

there were signs, and i just didn't see them.

they tried to warn me about you, but i just didn't listen.

that wasn't a mistake. that was a choice.

so this is it, then?

you're not going to apologize?

i never thought you were that type of person.

you could have been better.

this is where we part ways.

don't you see? i'm doing this for you.

i can make things better if you just trust me.

i've trusted you far enough.

i can't cosign this behavior.

you've gone way too far.

you're just jealous of my accomplishments.

you just want to stifle my greatness.

i see darkness in you.

this is far too dangerous for me.

i'm going the other way.

i will not sit here and watch you do this.

you're going to have to go through me.

this could have gone better.

i don't want to hurt you.

what did they tell you? it was all lies!

the choices we make have consequences.

and to think, i really believed in you.

after all this time, you're leaving me?

i thought we had something special.

now i realize it was all a fantasy.

when you crossed that line, you lost me.

that's not something we can come back from.

i'm not just going to forgive you for what you did.

there are some things that just can't be forgiven.

i warned you multiple times where my limits where.

you have no regard for boundaries.

goodbye, old friend.

you will never see me again.

have fun on your journey without me.

nothing will make this right.

there's nothing you can say to convince me otherwise. my mind is made up.

i should have left you a long time ago.

[insporp]

(c)

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Frost feathers off Jewel’s eyelashes as her gaze hardens, just enough for the other to see. Once again she finds herself stifling a smile.

Chiari knows what she must do to reach her goal, and she’ll obtain it if she wants it bad enough. Smart enough -- unlike the white bear who barges in with its claws raised and maw open, the rat knows better than to shake the nest too much. That is not to say Jewel couldn’t do the deed herself if she desired it, but she imagined Chiari would make it out with exceptionally ~fewer stings, if any.

❝ Rats have infiltrated nearly every nook of a planet, while those pale bears are limited to their cold desert. ❞ oops, smile slipped- ❝ Resilient fiends who fell nations. ❞

If anyone was getting the queen’s head, it was going to come from a bite most unexpected. How exciting.

Oh, to be a fly on the wall on Chiari's big day...

❝ I'd say the Eleventh's open fer trainin' but I don't think it's the kinda trainin' you need right now. Regardless, you know where ta find me. If not there, I'll be stationed in Sapporo in the Living World. ❞

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IT HAD SEEMED, JUST THIS MORNING, THAT  SHE'D BE TRAPPED IN HER CAGE FOREVER. locked away in a gilded jail of bitter acceptance. before the key had been just out of reach. clasped in the rotting hands of a man she loved. he'd placed her there all wrapped in ribbons to keep her safe. chiari didn't blame him... but with time this gift felt more like that of white silk. tightening 'round her neck until she could hardly breathe in this place anymore. 

if she untangled herself, she thought she might run away. crawl back to a home she'd forgotten. perhaps she'd find her mother still waiting there for her. with paw's outstretched, ready to run them through her hair once more. cooing gently about how it would all be okay now. 

the chance had been there many times. nights that grew too quiet, surrounded by the scent of humans && the dust of a hollow. before returning, there was always that need deep in her gut. begging that she just walk away from it all... but the cage was all she knew now. 

it was only this chance encounter with a friend which dropped the blood in the water. created the frenzy in her heart. the key might be too far, but she could always break the bars. rebuild her prison into a palace.

if jewel held her gaze... she would hold witness to the small, cruel smile flickering like candlelight. chiari's own gaze narrowed now with mischief && danger. ❝ thank you for your offer... but please don't be surprised if you don't see me for some time. ❞ with one hand she reaches for her zanpakto, brushing it's sheathe with a gentle touch. ❝ considering my partner. ❞ there had been much devastation in the seireitei. whole wards where nobody could pass anymore. chiari held enough care in her heart for her first squad not to send them anymore patients ravaged by disease. 

❝ i think i'll head north tonight.  ❞ into the land of beasts, if she travelled far enough there'd be plenty of hollow nests for her to test herself on. nobody would complain about her clearing them out, she may even be able to twist somebody's arm into giving her order papers for such a mission. to ease any suspicion that might befall her for simply disappearing. with her mind made up, she bows in farewell before turning away.

❝ i think i'm really gonna shake some shit up when i come back.❞

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the new CARRD is live. some pages are still a work in progress, such as the verses page and most of the bio's. winnie's bio is finished though!