i will say the drugs are for sure helping me focus more on stuff but i wouldn’t necessarily say it’s helping me regulate my focus. i keep locking in on things so intensely that i realise it’s two hours later than i normally eat lunch so i eat and go immediately back to what i was doing. and then another 4 hrs pass and i emerge from a stupor and realise i also haven’t washed my hair or cooked dinner or called my mum. it’s so helpful to be able to focus on things at all but i still can’t really control it
#this usually only happens when i’m in peak hyperfixation mode on something new#but now it’s happening like every day#granted i am hyperfixating on work rn#but it happened today w the powerpoint that i was dreading making#but i do love to make a powerpoint so maybe it’s fine#idek i just have sooooo much attention now and it lasts longer than it used to
