It starts with looking at girls and wondering. Then it progresses to trying on girly things and thinking hmmm this feels nice, and what if I get caught and this is sooo kinky and omg I really like this its exciting. Then its, how do I look better? How do I do my makeup, hair, nails. Then its time to shop for sexy pretty things. Along the way guilt, elation, shame, sensuality, no I must stop, omg I love this I can’t help it. And then its why do women wear sexy lingerie, shoes, tight revealing clothes? Why paint their pretty lips and accentuate their eyes? Why does sparkly pretty jewlery loo so nice? And You begin to realise they do it to attract men. But hang on you were a man. You used to be attracted by it but now you are loving being attractive wearing it. And then you search for images of others like you. Comparing styles, looks and getting tips. You practise when ever and where ever you can. And then online you see others just like you having sex….with men! And it looks good and it makes you feel hot and you wonder could I do that? Is that why I love wearing stockings, heels and dressing like a sexy pretty girl? To attract men? Am I a man, or what am I? then the voices start. The porn is not enough. You find hypno. You become addicted. Its telling you what you must do. You start to post pictures online and men tell you how hot you look and what they want for you. That you are useless as a man but that you are super sexy as a beta as a submissive sexy pretty thing. And you begin to spiral,out of control. You no longer see females as you did. They are there to learn from not to be attracted by. Then you realise that so many in real life no longer want to be like you. That in many ways you are more female than them you are hyper femme. For you lingerie has to be super sexy, your clothing has only one purpose to make men hard, to make them want you, to be inside you, to take pleasure from you. You take pleasure in being what they are not. A willing sexy little submissive slut who adores the sensuality of making yourself feminine and attractive to….omg…..men! You cannot help yourself now. You want to be better than them at attracting men. And being better means reducing yourself to the level of impotent, pretty beta boi sissy. Men tell you this. You live online as this, feeding on the compliments the desire for you from men who want you to go further. And you start to chat to them, post videos, maybe even cam for them. You become porn. You learn to pleasure yourself only by being penetrated. And you are there. You are a sissy beta boi. A sex object and it makes you happy. Complete. Your life is about beauty, hyper femininity, pleasure. And You are better than women because you will always do what men want, be what they want, and enjoy being an object that exists only for their pleasure and ………..yes you love it and you know you can never go back. Only forward. You will become a sexy little fuck toy for them and others like you will too. And yes this has been planned all along. You are another recruit to the world wide, manipulation and transformation creating an army of sexy feminine betas, turned out to give pleasure to the real power in this world.
origamiaround
germansingergirl
gummygunk
andulkaphoto
izzy806